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Clockwork Canary

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Heya! Welcome to my randomness!
I reblog a lot, and sometimes I reblog things from fandoms I’m not even in…yet. If it looks neat or resonates with me or I just think it’s interesting I reblog.
If you don’t like the firehose then I won’t be offended if you unfollow.
Occasionally I’ll write some, usually a political or sociological essay.
I’m polyamorous, in my 50’s, demisexual, and probably ADHD and autistic. I’ve tried a lot of crafts and ended up with expensive taste because I know how difficult that cool technique is, and why you are charging more.
I believe in equality, that everyone deserves respect, food, and shelter, and that people who support the police over the communities that get policed are the ones living in fear.
If you are uncomfortable, spend a little time thinking about why rather than assuming someone meant to harm you.
Common sense is something that you learned so long ago that you have forgotten learning it. It’s regional, sometimes really specific, and can be wrong.

So.

Who wants the rant about “broken windows”?

There’s a thing called “broken windows policing” which is the cops cracking down on minor crimes and generally shaking down a neighborhood. The point of it is to prevent bigger crimes etc.

It is actually a horrible misunderstanding of what’s actually happening and incredibly counterproductive.

“Broken windows” theory has to do with criminals feeling bolder in areas that don’t look cared for. The ACTUAL problem is that predators look for easy prey, and criminals look for easy targets. Broken windows are a symptom of an area with absentee landlords, and an area with no one looking out for the residents. The people who live there are probably too busy or wrapped up in merely surviving to care of somebody is stealing a bike, or breaking into someplace. It’s a poverty of money, time, and also attention.

Adding cops to stop and frisk isn’t helping anyone. That isn’t what the neighborhood NEEDS.

It needs the goddamn windows fixed. It needs people who live there to have enough time and attention to help their neighbors. It needs the buildings to be locally owned with people living there who are keeping up the maintenance!

Predators look for easy prey and thieves want an easy job. A neighbor watching from their porch means fewer porch pirates. Parents and aunties looking out their kitchen windows at the kid’s playground mean the parents and older siblings there have backup if something happens. Neighborhoods that look cared for and have more residents around with time and attention to spare are safer.

THIS is what the broken windows theory is actually about. It’s not cops. It’s networks of neighbors caring for each other. It happens more easily when people have resources and time, so poverty makes an area vulnerable.

But, middle class suburban areas can be vulnerable too. If there’s no one home, if people don’t know each other, if they spend all their time on the freeway commuting or at work or elsewhere, then the area becomes an easy target. Which is why all the houses have Ring doorbells and video cameras.

The way to make a neighborhood safer is to build connections, care for one another, and lift each other up. The broken windows are a symptom of a larger care gap. The care and connections are what is missing and adding care and connections will make the area more resilient and safer over time.

A beautiful work from @im-significant that I received as a submission: I FORGOT ABOUT TIMEZONES. i'm going to submit anyway. this project has been languishing for months and i finished it tonight, in a time zone where it is in fact still march:

the pattern is Year Of Birds by Jessica Long on Etsy

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That's absolutely incredible @im-significant, that's literally an heirloom work. I'm so impressed. thank you so much for sharing.

"I have depression." - character who has been through extensive therapy.

"I feel dead inside all the time and nothing helps!" - character who does like, regular introspective thinking and is aware of the concept of mental health.

"Leave me the fuck alone I'll be fine once I get over my stupid shit." - repressed character.

"It's fine I'm just having an Empty Time. What? Yeah, empty times, you know, when everything is like bzzzzzz in your brain and you don't shower for two weeks. Why, what do you call it?" - ooooughhh now we're talkin

i took my friend to Hocking Hills state park yesterday and on our hike I talked all about the (now retired) park naturalist who mentored me years ago, along with the professor who also mentored me and how they got me my first job in my field after college, like I went on and on about my memories of them and the time I spent with them in the park, and then we got to a cave and they were both inside. I hadn’t seen either of then since I moved away seven years ago and then I went back to the state park for the first time since and they were just there. in a cave. they went to the cave together. one of them saw me and said “oh hi! what are you doing here?” like hey fancy us all being here in this cave together huh.

i can’t express how much this felt like a video game cutscene encounter. i established the lore for two hours about these specific two Guys and then they appeared, like, in their map.

it was this professor btw

unfriendly reminder to open a pension fund/retirement account.

*If* my wage keeps up pace with inflation (historically not the case in the US for multiple decades), and I save 11% of my income every month until I'm 67 and never have an emergency at all that requires that money before I'm 60 (also unlikely given my family history and my current social circle), I can *maybe* retire at 67 and live an extremely budgeted life where I never travel and I only live in the cheapest housing. I also can't depend on the Social Security system helping out at all, because it's been slated to run out of savings by 2035 for years now, and it's gonna have to reduce benefits and taper them off starting then unless the federal government starts putting more money into it consistently and immediately (also unlikely given the priorities current administration). Saving up for a decent-ish retirement with a 401k would require me to save 25% of my income each month for the rest of my working life on my own, and hope that the stock market doesn't tank and make me lose money from that fund. I'm just never going to get to retire whatsoever, even if I budget hard and try my very best.

I don’t know how to tell you this but having an extremely budgeted life at 67 is better than being homeless and disabled, you don’t have to actually quit ur job to benefit from retirement funds, if you’re based in a first world country you are not going to face Societal Collapse™ and COUNTRIES OTHER THAN THE US EXIST! this dommerist fear mongering is self-obsessed, ahistoric, and dangerous. people have survived through shit you cannot imagine and will never confront for you to throw up your hands. most retirement funds internationally have compound interest, which really adds up over decades.

sorry gonna add some US specific info bc i had a straight up horrifying conversation with a 35 year old the other day who should have known better.

if you are in the US and contribute money to a pension fund/especially to a 401k, go log in and ENSURE the money is not just sitting there collecting minor interest. it is in your best interest to make sure it is in the market. yes. even if the stock market crashes tomorrow. we are talking about periods of time measured in decades, at which point your savings absolutely will have grown past the rate of inflation, often outpacing it by close to triple that rate. (US inflation usually holds around 2.5%, while the S&P 500's annual rate of return has, on average, been 10.13% since 1957. 10.13 - 2.5 > 0. you also dont have to invest only in the US -- you can choose funds that are global, or even excluding the US.)

nothing is guaranteed ever in life, but there are bets you would be dumb not to make.

Let us say that you are 45, you want to retire at 67, you put your money into an extremely conservative fund with a predictable 5% interest, you make $12,000 a year and save 10% of your income ($100 a month) and start with $1000 in the fund.

In that time you would have *saved* $27,400 and you have $23,590 built in interest. Is $50k enough to survive on for retirement? Absolutely not. Will it keep you more housed and fed and cared for than $27,400? YES.

Let us say that you are 35 and you are just letting your money from your 401K sit at a low interest of 1.5%; you are saving for 32 years to retire at 67, you start with $1000 and you save 10% of your income (same as above, $1200 a year).

In that time you have saved $39,400 and gained $11,500 in interest. Is that better than not saving? Yes. Is it going to be enough to survive on for retirement? Absolutely not.

Now, let's say that you're doing everything exactly the same as the 35 year old in the above example except you put your money into an index fund with a very modest return of 7%.

THAT'S A LOT FUCKING BETTER. You've still saved $39,400 but the interest is now $112K. THAT'S MUCH BETTER.

Now: same example - you start with $1000, you make $12,000 a year and put $1200 a year into your 401k, you invest in a fund with an average over time of 7%, but you are 25 and you are saving 42 years to retire at 67.

You have only saved about $11k more, but you have collected over a quarter million dollars in interest. Is $320k enough to survive on? Well, let's say you expect to live to 87, almost 20 years after retirement. You get $16,000 a year, which is more than you were making during your working years in this example.

Now. Let's say you're 25 and you're broke as fuck, you don't have a thousand dollars a month income, you don't have a hundred dollars a month to put in the fund. What happens if you just do twenty dollars a month with no padding up front at 7% interest for 42 years?

You ended up with more than the 45 year old who saved for 22 years at 5% interest, more than the 35 year old who saved for 32 years at 1.5% interest by saving at a rate of $240 a year.

Now, let's say you're thirty, you're making $35k a year, you are going to be saving for 37 years, and we'll still be cautious and say you're getting 9% interest. You're contributing about 5% of your income, $145 a month, paid directly to your 401K automatically from your paycheck, before it ever hits your bank account, because that's what "pay yourself first" means.

You retire with half a million dollars.

Let's say you get a tax return every year, and you take $300 of that tax return and put it in your retirement account.

Let's say you're 25, like the person up there who is convinced they won't ever be able to retire, and you have 47 years to save. You figure out a way to save $50 a month for retirement and you put $200 of your annual tax return into your 401k, which has a 9% yield:

I am begging/pleading: PUT SOME FUCKING MONEY INTO YOUR 401K AND INVEST IT IN AN INDEX FUND THAT IS SYNCED TO THE YEAR YOU PLAN TO RETIRE.

THIS IS NOT LIKE THE BOOMERS SAYING YOU COULD BUY A HOUSE IF NOT FOR THE AVOCADO TOAST, THIS IS PLANNING FOR LATE LIFE HOUSING AND CARE FOR THE COST OF ONE FAST FOOD MEAL, SPOTIFY, NETFLIX, AND GOING TO THE LIBRARY INSTEAD OF THE MOVIES OR THE BOOKSTORE.

You already don't do any of those things? Cool, this is about 1/8th what you can make selling plasma per month put into a retirement fund to make sure you aren't homeless when you're older.

I am a big believer in mutual aid and not trusting the government. You know what's going to enable you to help more people later in life? If you don't have to rely on your younger family members to support you in your old age. If you make 35k a year (which you might not now, but may in 5 years) 5% of your income means having the means to continue helping your family, and helping your community, and not relying on community resources that other people might need because you put your oxygen mask on first.

I know fifty bucks a month is hard. I know twenty bucks a month is hard. But it's not as hard as leaving your home when you can't afford it at 70 or becoming a walmart greeter at 75 would be.

Also "Social security is going to run out of money" is a pretty egregious oversimplification; if no changes are made by 2035 social security beneficiaries will only receive 83% of the benefit that they would have if it had been fully funded. Here's how a financial advisor describes that (while advising that you invest for retirement):

It's likely that Social Security will be around when you retire. However, you may not receive the full benefit offered to current retirees. The Social Security Administration's 2024 annual report found that the program is likely to be able to pay 100% of the current benefits through 2035. After that, retirees would receive 83% of their scheduled benefits. What could that look like? As of January 2025, the average Social Security payout is $1,976 per month. If you were to receive 83% of that, it would drop to $1,640 per month.

Being an anarchocommunist does not absolve you of the responsibility to do some planning for the future. I know you want to give to every support post that comes across your dash and that is something that you should plan for and budget for. And you should plan to treat your own retirement savings as though you are a 70 year old writing a post on tumblr to try to raise money for rent

Part of recognizing that a better world is possible is recognizing that you have to have some agency in making that better world and nobody wants to do a revolution with people who don't have the ability to do basic math or plan for the future.

Save for retirement now so that the money people would have used to support you can go to strike funds, or can provide dental care for low income families, or can be used to provide housing for someone who wasn't able to work, or who DID have some disaster that wiped out all their savings.

And then fuck it if you want, plan on dying at 80 (or using less of your income annually after retirement) when you retire and give fifty grand to someone to put a down payment on a house or to pay for two years of rent for a family that needs help.

I'm in my late 30s now and I deeply regret not setting up better savings in my 20s or early 30s because it's *HARD* to catch up. If you're young, and you're reading this, and you have twenty dollars a month that you can put into a 401K I am speaking directly to you. Don't be me. Be smarter than I was. Please please please please just invest and provide a stable senior situation for yourself, or at least do what you can to make that situation more stable.

and by the way you can open a Roth IRA account (as long as you have a W2 form) if you’re an immigrant and it will still be there for you if you leave the US and don’t contribute to it, collecting interest.

Do goyim not know that when someone converts, their biological family is no longer considered their family??? They become ben/bat Avraham v'Sarah, they no longer "have a connection" to their family who raised them, they are so wholly adopted into Judaism.

Like.

When you explain Jewish ethnicity and how converts become ethnically Jewish to a goy and they literally argue race science... Because Jews can't define what a Jew is, but 20th century white supremacists can.

I had to break this down for a Xian friend and finally said, "So you can believe that bread and wine become the literal body and blood of some dude, but you can't conceive how dunking in the mikveh made every cell in my body and my soul not just Jewish but retroactively Jewish such that my soul was Jewish from the beginning of time, and thus my ethnicity is Jewish, and my family is other Jews?"

Seems fake but okay.

😭😭

What did she respond to that

Huffily at first, but they eventually understood the concept. They thought it was "weird" that I'm retroactively considered to always have had a Jewish soul and therefore to have always been Jewish, but I'm like, yeah, bud, we just dug it out, it was hiding.

Huh, I never knew this, but it seems like an extraordinary kindness of Judaism for certain folk who had the misfortune to be born into the families they did.

It's not kindness, though it does have that effect. It's just how it works.

i dont consider myself a 'fashion guru' by any means but one thing i will say is guys you dont need to know the specific brand an item you like is - you need to know what the item is called. very rarely does a brand matter, but knowing that pair of pants is called 'cargo' vs 'boot cut' or the names of dress styles is going to help you find clothes you like WAAAYYYY faster than brand shopping

this also goes for aesthetic or -core titles. 'y2k tank top' is going to get you resellers and fast fashion brands advertising to people looking to meet a current trend. 'thin strap crop tank top' is going to get you a diverse group of results and not upcharge you to hell and back

additionally, shop second hand when you can, second hand and thrift sites typically organize clothes by the cut and color. theyll be more affordable than a depop seller curating you a style to sell you

useful terminology for different kinds of clothing shapes :)

Behold.

My son.

I birthed him.

He is my little bebe.

And I love him.

You also love him.

Because he's but a little boi.

He much prefers toilet water to his water dish.

But this is okay.

Because we love him.

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