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princess treatment ✭

—(🎧)—> you finnaly got a day off from work & school, and Chan is taking that as his opportunity to spoil you rotten

pairing - bf!chan ♥︎ fem!reader

genre - fluff, absolute tooth rotting fluff

word count - 1.0k

warnings - suggestive (Chan & reader have sex off screen and it is shortly mentioned in aftercare form) 18+. this story was started before chans bubble message but I want to emphasize how important it is that we make sure we’re spreading love to Chan & all of Straykids right now. let’s make sure we’re keeping stayville a fun and happy place for stays and our 8 boys!

It’s around 10:00am when your eyes finally crack open to the sun peaking through your blinds.

Usually, you would never wake up this late but thankfully you finnaly have a break from work & school. It’s such a relief to take a break once in a while.

You groan, twisting & turning before reaching out for the other side of the bed. It’s cold and empty. Again?

You sigh when you realize your lovely boyfriend is absent. It’s been like this for a couple of days now. Chris being gone early in the morning is nothing new, but you can’t say you don’t selfishly miss your boyfriend.

You close your eyes, deciding to get a couple of more zzzs in. It’s not long into your very unsuccessful rest when you smell a whiff of batter hitting your nose followed by rustling coming from your kitchen.

You open your eyes again, now hearing footsteps coming down the long hallway. Maybe he didn’t leave after all.

“Hey baby.” Chris smiles as he cracks open your bedroom door, peering his head in and gesturing a plate full of food towards you. “Are you hungry?”

On the plate he’s holding, there’s pancakes, scrambled eggs, and 4 slices of bacon. The whole time you thought your boyfriend had left you, he was just cooking you breakfast in bed. Whoops.

“Awe, thank you baby!” You gasp, taking the heavy plate on of his hands and placing it on your lap.

“No problem, love.” He responds, smiling at you before placing a kiss on your cheek.

He sits on the side of your bed, smiling as he watches you munch on your pancakes. He knows that he hasn’t been around as much as he should’ve, so he’s going to do what ever it takes to make it up to you.

It’s busy work being an idol and you’re both aware of it, but Chris would rather have a daily meeting with JYP himself about him missing schedules than make you feel bad about your self.

“Hey babe, when’s the last time you went out shopping” he ask as you take a bite of bacon. You can sense the look in his eyes when he talks, so you send him a quizzical look.

“Mhm, maybe a month ago for myself. Why?” You ask, and his eyes light up immediately.

“Wanna take you out shopping, treat you special.” He says, giggling as you almost choke on your food and blush pink.

“O-oh, okay.” You stutter, finishing up the last bit of food before you get full. “I’ll get ready in a moment.”

“Perfect.”

◂—♥︎—▸

“Oh my gosh, it’s beautiful.” You smile, looking at the purse that Chris showed you inside an expensive store.

It truly is beautiful, and black vegan leather decked out in gems. The straps are silver chains, matching the gems across the lining.

“Yeah, it suits you don’t you think?” He places the bag in your hand, letting you feel it as his eyes sparkled at your reaction.

“I- I don’t know, this is a little expensive.” You stutter. It’s as if the bag is calling your name, but the price is damn near insane.

“Don’t worry about it, baby. You can use my card.” He winks, handing you his premium black credit card. Well damn, sometimes you forget he’s rich.

“Oh, are you sure? I don’t wanna spend too much on your card.” You rebut. You can see the furrow on Christopher’s brow start to form as he looks at you.

“Baby, I live for your happiness. If you want the purse you’re getting the purse.” He insisted, gesturing his hand towards the purse to let you know it truly is okay.

“Wow, thank you baby.” You smile, placing a kiss on his plump and pink lips.

“It’s nothing. Cmon, let’s go checkout.”

◂—♥︎—▸

It’s 12am, and both you and Chris are cuddling on your bed. You got to spend the entire day together. Going shopping to sight seeing to an expensive high top dinner all the way to some lovemaking deep into the night that made you forget every worry you ever had in that pretty little head.

When Chris loves you, Chris loves you. It makes you forget every worry, every insecurity, and every little thing that isn’t him.

You had just got out the shower, and the way he cared for you had you feeling like Cinderella herself.

Him washing the sweat out of your hair, gently cleaning the sacred parts of your body that only he could see, massaging the knots in your body as he whispers soft “I love you”s and presses passionate kisses to your skin. It’s like you’re suffocating in the best way.

“You take such good care of me, Channie. I love you so much.” You whisper, sleep now catching up with your body.

“I try to, you’re my princess after all.” He responds, running his hand along your head in a soothing manner. “And I’ve been busy, so you deserve it.”

“Mhm, don’t beat yourself up over it though. I know you’re busy and I still love you. You’re perfect.” You sigh, closing your eyes as you melt into his touch.

“I love you too, my baby. Don’t worry about me spoiling you, okay?” He smiles. You look all adorable to him, cuddling up so close drift further and further into dreamland.

“Mhm.” You moan, and he giggles and coos at the same time.

“Go to sleep, and I’ll be here in the morning. I’ll always be here.” He whispers the last bit to your self as you fall asleep.

Watching you sleep has always been so peaceful to him, but this time just feels extra relaxing as your soft snores fill the empty room.

You’re his princess and he’d do anything to protect you, love you, and give you everything you could ever want and need.

“I love you so much, my princess”

As a black kpop fan, I don’t even know what to say for what’s been happening this week. Hold ur favs accountable!! What black pink, CL, and kiss of life did this week alone is egregious.

small girl fantasy ✭

—(🎧)—> when your husband comes to save you from the insecurities causing you to drown in your own head

pairing - dad!husband!changbin x post-pregnant!fem!reader

genre - comfort

word count - 0.6

warnings - insecurity regarding weight

You don’t even know who you are anymore, and the feeling is pitiful.

You stare at your reflection in the mirror, but it isn’t you. It doesn’t feel like you.

Your sweet, sweet baby girl is asleep in her crib, her little snores filling the dark bedroom with some sort of sound. You’re trying to use the noise to help ground you, but it’s trivial and you know it.

The tears suddenly flow out as you continue to stare at your body. Your stomach pudgy, your legs full of stretch mark, your breast a little more sagged than usual.

You try to keep your choked sobs inside, attempting to avoid waking up your little one who you just put to sleep 10 minutes ago. Not to mention your husband is in the other room, and as he just got home from a long day of work, that’s the last thing you want him to hear.

You close your eyes, darkness surrounding you. You could get lost in this feeling if you already haven’t. It’s like swimming in every single thought, word, and letter that pops into your head.

Suddenly two strong & muscular arms wrap around your torso, causing you to jump and hitch your breath.

“C-Changbin?” You stutter, and he just hold you tighter and situates his self on the bed you were sitting on.

“You’re beautiful, honey.” He whispers. Fuck. You don’t know how he knows you so well. How the fuck does he know that’s what was making you cry?

“I don’t know how you see that.” You dryly chuckle, but there’s no humor behind. “I’m so damn big and I’ve changed so much, I don’t even know how you can stand looking at me.”

“Baby, stop. Don’t ever say something like that.” You can hear the sound of changbins heart cracking in his voice.

“You are the most beautiful woman in the world. I love you more than anything, I could never ever not want to look at you.” He says, voice soft and comforting while also being firm.

“I-I don’t know. My body has just changed so much not to mention I’m exhausted.” You sniffle, cuddling up in your husband’s sturdy arms. He always had a hold that made you forget about everything bad that ever happened. “I’m so flawed.”

“Honey that is not true.” He moves his hands from around your torso and cups your face in them instead. “You call them flaws, I say they’re what make you perfect”

“But-“ He places a small kiss on your lips, effectively shushing you.

“Let me say something first. I love you more than you could ever imagine, so don’t even think of me not loving you anymore for something as simple as your body. Even though there’s changes, that’s just proof of how much you’ve been through and how powerful you are as a woman. You still look beautiful, and you always will for as long as you live.” He consoles, instantly making the tears in your eyes heighten and your sobs continue.

“I-I d-don’t know what t-to-“ “Shhh, baby. Let it out, I’m here. I’m here.”

You let his voice console you in a warm blanket of love and comfort. You let his hands on your body and the sweetness of his voice lull you into peace.

No one gets you like he does, and no one ever will.

Imperfections & all.

releasing a rlly short story soon until I can finish writing at least half of my series I’m hoping to write for Felix!! Long form content back soon!!

I know I jump back in and out and don’t really interact between post but I have been SO busy so forgive me. You guys will see soon enough that I’m the happiest in summer and will absolutely be cooking up bangers

new story : Ferris Wheel

Ferris Wheel ✭

—(🎧)—> simple spring break talks with your boyfriend.

pairing - bf!jeongin ♥︎ fem!reader

genre - fluff

word count - 0.4K

warnings - nothing!

“Sometimes I wonder what it would’ve been like if I didn’t drop that pencil.” You say, mostly to yourself but also to the boy across from you.

“You would’ve have the love of your life.” Jeongin says, smirking in a way that always makes you laugh.

“Yeah yeah.” You roll your eyes. “I guess I’m lucky that cliche happened.”

Silence falls upon you two as the Ferris wheel you both were on climbs higher, the boardwalk of the beach filled with chatter and crowds.

Spring break, one of the few (and short) times you get to spend with your boyfriend. And what better way to spend that time than at the pier watching waves splash and stars glow.

“Have you ever thought about us.. ending?” He says suddenly, voice insecure. Your heart drops to your stomach.

“Uhm, are you trying to tell me something?” You respond, and he shoots his hands up and widens his fox like eyes.

“No no! My mind is just rambling, I swear! Sorry.” He exclaims, breath picking up in a nervous manner. You sigh and chuckle slightly, shaking your head no.

“Ha, your good, you just caught me off guard.” You take a deep breath in. “I’ve never thought about breaking up with you, but the thought of us ending has passed through my mind.”

The Ferris wheel reaches the highest point of the circle, pausing to let some people off at the very bottom. You look out the window, then back at him.

“I don’t like thinking about it though, it gives me this sick, nauseating feeling in my stomach.” You place your hand on the base of your tummy in example, blushing at the way Jeongin studies your face.

“Mhm. I feel the same way when I think about us ending too.” The Ferris wheel resumes motion. “I hate thinking about it because it makes me feel as if I’m being crushed by 1000 heavy weights that you always lift off my shoulders.”

The Ferris wheel stops once again.

“Well good thing you won’t ever have to worry about that.” You whisper as you grab his hands, massaging his calloused fingers in yours. “I love you.”

“I love you too baby.” He smiles as the Ferris wheel moves again, moving a steady pace down the peak of the cycle.

“Now how about we get some ice cream when we get down from here.” You suggest, squeezing his hands even tighter as you look at the gorgeous view around you.

“I like that a lot.”

mullet

something quick and cute (suggestive themes, fem reader, 344w)

“Christopher! You exclaim, running up to him after he returned back to the hotel after a concert. He was tired & sweaty, but he couldn’t help but smile at your warm welcome.

“Yes, baby?” He chuckles, studying the odd look in your eyes. Amazement, love, …lust? He can’t tell.

“Why didn’t you tell me you had a mullet!” You pout, pointing at little video of him dancing on your phone. You’re not pouting because you’re mad, but because he got a hairstyle so sexy and didn’t show it to you first!

“Oh, do you like it?” He blushes, running his pretty fingers through his hair.

“What do you mean do I like it? You look so sexy are you kidding me?” You respond, pushing him in his chest as he lets out a huge laugh.

“You seem very passionate about it, baby.” He smiles, pinching your cheeks and causing the pout on your lips to form even tighter.

“I am, you look so fine and stay got to see it before me!” You sigh, and he just chuckles again. He can’t explain how cute he finds you.

“They may have seen it before you did, but you’re the only one who gets to touch it.” He whispers, taking his hand from his side and grabbing yours, bringing to his hair and rubbing it.

“I g-guess you’re right.” You stutter, flustered. He picks up on this, smiling ear to ear.

“You know..” he says, bringing his lips down to your ear. “You’re also the only one who gets to do this.”

He locks his lips with yours at that moment, bringing his arms around to your side and enveloping you in his arms.

It’s the kind of kiss that takes your breath away, the kind that lingers in your mind for hours on end. The kind that screams “I love you.”

“Satisfied now, baby?” He says, looking at the mischievous glint forming in your eyes.

“No..” you say, pulling his head back down so that his lips ghost over yours.

“But I can be after this.”

VALENTINES ✭

—(🎧)—> scenarios on skz & their valentine’s day with you

pairing -OT8 SKZ (seperate) ♥︎ fem!reader

genre - fluff

word count - 1.1k combined

warnings - sexual innuendos, 16+ advised. sorry if some parts are longer than others 🥲

CHAN

LEE KNOW

CHANGBIN

HYUNJIN

HAN

FELIX

SEUNGMIN

JEONGIN

winter ✭

—(🎧)—> when han realizes something’s wrong with you before you realize it yourself

pairing - newbf!han x fem!reader

genre - comfort, cheers to me failing a test !! ☻

word count - 0.8k

warnings - implied seasonal depression & post hiatus writing

Maybe it’s the winter air, maybe it’s the warmth of the beach being replaced with snow fall of small ice crystals in the sky. You don’t know, but it’s making you feel off.

It’s a feeling quite indescribable, but if there were a you could equate to it, it would be numbness. The source? No idea.

It always comes and goes during the cold, a shiver cold air radiating through your body as the feeling of winter does.

It’s hard to stick to a routine during the winter. Getting up at 7:00am, taking walks, exercising, drinking water? You can pretty much say those are all in the garbage.

The only sense of consistency left in your life is Han, and even that is a fairly recent addition. Knowing him isn’t, but kissing him and cuddling him? Yeah, that’s different.

It hurts so say the feeling doesn’t go away with him. It definitely gets lighter and fades away, but it’s still there lingering.

It could be school too, and you’ve already noticed the A’s slowly fading into B’s, into C’s, and slowly but surely, D’s.

To say it’s taking a toll on you would be an understatement.

< —— >

Fuck. No no no.

31% is what the computer screen infront of you reads. A final score for a critical quiz in your major class.

A buzzing starts in your head, one that rings your ears like a gong had just been hit next to them. One that is so heavy that it begins to blur your vision alongside the fresh hot tears in your eyes.

As if it couldn’t get worse, a faint knock is soon heard on the door of your college dorm room. You begrudgingly get up, groaning as you quickly shut your laptop and wipe the moisture from your eyes.

God I swear. I can’t deal with my roommates right n-

“Y/n? I’ve been wondering why you weren’t answering my text. It’s been days.”

Definitely not who you were expecting to be on the other side of the door.

“O-oh hi. Come in.” You usher, pointing him and softly closing the door behind him.

“I didn’t know it’s been that long, I’m sorry, Hannie.” You say half heartedly. You did genuinely feel bad, but you can’t muster up the energy.

You move to peck a small kiss on his lips, but he places his hands on your cheeks to stop you. He places his forehead on yours, eyes staring into yours as if he’s trying to read what your lips won’t give up.

“Is everything ok?”

You can feel a sting make its way through your body, but you ignore it. You have to ignore it.

“Yeah, I am. I promise I’ve just been b-“

“Baby, don’t lie to me. I’ve known you for long enough to know when you are. Please tell me what’s wrong.”

Maybe it’s the fact that it’s been building up for so long, or it’s the look on his face or the tone of his voice. Whatever it is, it’s coming out.

“I-I really don’t know. I’m sorry Han, I don’t even know what I’m feeling.” You choke, a feeling of helplessness escaping its way from your heart.

“It’s like everything that I’ve been working for is falling apart in front of me, and it’s scary.” By now, he’s already wrapped his strong arms around your body, enveloping you in a comforting scent of lavender and love.

“I know. I know it’s scary. But you want to know something?” He proposes, and you sniffle and look at him, eyes filled to the brim with sincerity.

“You’re doing so well. You’re so smart, so strong, so independent. It’s okay to take breaks, it’s ok to struggle. Especially, it’s okay to ask for help. It’s okay to have moments where you feel like every thing is falling apart, but it’s important that you know it’s not.”

Have you ever felt a feeling like an immense weight being lifted off your shoulders? A feeling like a deep breath even though there’s no oxygen? If not, that’s surely what you’re feeling now.

“I love you. I’m sorry I’ve been ignoring you.” You sniffle, scrubbing dripping tears off with your fist.

“Don’t say sorry. I forgive you. Forgive me for not coming sooner.” He says, rubbing the silk of your hair in a comforting manner.

“You have nothing to be forgiven about.” You mumble, clutching a fist onto his shirt where you hold yourself, still in the same area from where he had come in.

“Now you know how I feel when you keep saying sorry.” He teases, a small chuckle coming out as well. “Cmon, let’s get you something to eat and I’ll help you with anything you need.”

“Ok” you nod, following him as he opens and walks out the door of your room.

That’s what it will be. Everything will be okay when you have him.

I’m just so obsessed with summer that it’s all I wanna write abt…