I fully expect Eddie to get jealous of Ravi on Thursday.

Eddie’s never jealous of Buck’s love interests to the degree we want because he knows they are temporary. Why would he be jealous of silly individuals who fumble Buck?

However when Eddie does get super jealous it’s the idea of permenancy and his place in Buck’s life being challenged. Eddie got jealous of a dog to the degree he did because he couldn’t argue against the dog being Buck’s new best friend whilst he’s in Texas because he would be constantly around Buck whilst Eddie wouldn’t be. And that was infuriating to Eddie. That’s his spot. He can’t defend his spot. Chris comes first. He won’t be there. But that dog would be. Oh it’ll be all over Buck all the time. Stupid annoying dog. Can it even fetch or roll over?

I don’t expect him to give af about the hook up.

But Ravi oh he’s going to be so jealous. That’s his spot at the table. He’s the one who sits next to Buck. He’s Buck’s partner not Ravi. And he can’t defend it cause he’s not there. Ravi is there. He might see Buck and Ravi making lil jokes to each other on a video call and feel like he’s being snapped in two because that should be him and Buck making jokes. Stupid annoying Ravi what the heck is frolf? Is it a lord of the rings character does Buck like lord of the rings? How did I not know this.

And it’s just so overwhelming for Eddie because he loves his son more than anything in the world he wants to be his dad but that ache hurts more and more each day. He hates those energy shot drinks. He hates the house that always is wrong like Eddie is. He hates sitting at his parents table hearing all the things he did wrong that day. He misses when sitting at a table was a safe place when it’s with the 118 or when it’s with Buck.

Getting a Chobby resurgence so powerful that Chimney is going to be angry and mean to Gerard. Oh I need 1001 hot Chimney edits after that episode. That’s a seven course meal. Maddie can have Kevin Robert Han but she should know there’s a line forming to have little girl Bobby Henrietta Han as we speak. We want to be your third.

Knowing Tim if he ever did do a version of it's a wonderful life Bobby edition he'd have Bobby dying for Buck. Dying to save someone he loves as a son when he couldn't save his children. He'd be thrilled. #Redemption right?

Then we get to the future of post Bobby dead and Bobby watches in horror as he sees Buck start to drink. Baking won't numb the pain. Nothing numbs the pain. He's watching in real time the cycle continue. And he can't do anything.

The loving warm smiles he sees from his wife are gone Athena's hardened and quiet. Harry and May are trying everything to reach out to her and bring her back. Athena's mindset is just the job nothing else.

The 118 the team he built is completely disbanded. Buck is drinking. Chimney and Hen are fighting. Eddie is lost.

Maybe Bobby's wrong maybe he's needed and wanted more than he ever thought possible.

It's kind of infuriating seeing all these think pieces on how misunderstood Helena Diaz is as a character.

Helena is incredibly manipulative and often uses her own ableism towards Chris as a tool for her manipulation of others. She has gotten a pass for it for years from the fandom because the biggest victim in said manipulation technique was Shannon.

Helena broke Eddie and Shannon down repeatedly until they had little to no self esteem left as parents. It didn't matter if they were good parents. It didn't matter if they loved Christopher. She decided they were bad parents and she needed to be the parent.

So no I don't have any sense of forgiveness or pity towards this grown ass woman because she KNEW EXACTLY WHAT SHE WAS DOING AND SHE STILL DOES. Helena is playing chess with her family members and breaking them down for her own goals. She gloats and smirks as she breaks them down.

Now it's no longer just Eddie and Shannon now she's guilting and breaking down Chris too. Chris and Eddie can heal and thrive but Chris and Shannon that's a wound that will never heal.

The fact that Helena will probably still get redemption and yet Shannon never got to truly prove hers pains me. Helena doesn't deserve it.

Tbh I always assumed they were going to have Madney baby number two be a boy.

Madney always get stories from a bittersweet angle they will have triumphs and trials but will fight for the life they have.

So this time they are being incredibly cautious concerning Maddie's mental health and the curveball and bittersweet angle is they are having a boy and they have both lost a little brother.

A lot of this show is breaking the cycle the main characters parents instilled in them.

Chimney's going to watch his son and think I'm never going to pit you against each other like my biological father did with me and Albert. But there will be days where I will see you with your uncles and feel a pang because your uncle Kevin would of loved you.

Maddie's going to watch her son full of life and think about both her brothers how they both deserved so much more than they got. And ensuring that Jee gets to be a big sister and have the childhood Maddie didn't because Maddie also deserved better.

The show going yayyyyyyyyy we solved who is going to rent the LA place problem solved for Eddie.

THAT’S NOT THE ISSUE.

EDDIE PUT A DOWN PAYMENT ON A FIXER UPPER.

HE’S CANONICALLY BAD AT DIY.

HE HAD TO HAVE BOBBY AND MARISOL AT THE DIY STORE WITH HIM.

BUCK HAD TO HELP HIM FIX HIS WALL. BUCK WHO WAS A CONSTRUCTION WORKER.

HE HAS NO SUPPORT SYSTEM IN EL PASO.

HE’S BLEEDING MONEY.

EDDIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING??????

Who’s going to take on that place when you go back to LA?????

At this rate Chris can’t be visiting his cousins off screen cause you can’t afford it or get the good mayo.

Truly so sad Eddie hasn't figured out his sexuality because that man could of spent the whole time watching Buck build his son a skateboard and think damn we're gonna build our kids anything and everything. Treehouse. Garden. Buck's going to excitedly draw out plans and go " Eddie what do you think?". We're gonna get the materials and put them in my truck. Buck's gonna build it whilst I drink small sips of beer and decide what take out we're having.

Instead he weakly flicked through a catalogue wondering why he can't feel love the way he should. And romanticizing Shannon into a different person.

It’s truly sad that Bobby has had one or two bad plots and people are just suddenly over Bobby plots.

Bobby truly has some of the best lore of the show and is so fasinating because he’s endured such a vast amount in his life. So getting a plot which will involve his brother and his mom. I’m so so excited.

We’ve seen Amir’s reaction to Bobby after everything that happened. There’s so many directions they could take his mom and his brother dynamically with him after that.

Bobby like everyone else in the 118 needed that found family and that connection and that fresh start. And if they are in the same episode paralleling his religion and impact vs say Eddie it’s probably going to be a strong character episode overall.