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whatever i’ve done, i did it for love

To tread the path of fate or defy it—such is the torment of a heart torn between duty and desire. If I honor her wish, I surrender to the tide of providence, cast aside vengeance, and embrace the cruel hands of my ungrateful sons, who in their blindness, know not the weight of their sins. In dying, I become the dust beneath their feet, a whisper lost to the winds of heaven’s decree. Yet, if I grasp the Holy Grail with mortal hands, if I stain them with the blood of my own flesh, I shatter the divine order and carve a new destiny in defiance of the heavens. My wife, the moon of my world, may curse me with her fury, may weep for the love I have tainted, but is love not a wretched, selfish thing? If to change her fate means to bear her wrath, then so be it. I shall be the villain who dares to reach for eternity, even if eternity spits me out.

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i actually prepared this three days ago but sorry i forgor

rinini worked hard today

video game lover (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶).ᐟ we should, with each other!

—rot in bed with me on valentines—

if i’m a pagan of the good times, my lover’s the sunlight

gentle love · · ──── ·𖥸· ──── · · lasts forever

you may be too busy with your life that sometimes you forget to take your time to look at the sky and appreciate its wonders. hope you breathe and look above with a smile.

its chinese new year so i should buy stuff although i dont celebrate it properly bcuz why not

you’re in my mind when i'm asleep

i’m seeing stars, sink in these dreams

i don’t wanna spend these hours with nobody else

i’m in your mind, you're in my dreams

i’m freaking out, i don’t wanna leave

but so selfishly, i want you and nobody else

— homesick for the arms that have never held me

current faves:

need it - rini

heartburn - wafia

orbit - the 8

going - gemini

you know me too well - nothing but thieves

nothing without you - the weeknd

circles - gsoul

雙魚玉佩 - ice paper

on the bound - fiona apple

sun may shine - tamino

only you - portishead

失眠 - ice paper

hancock - villain

as you are - the weeknd

waiting - woodz

california - charlotte cardin

nights like this - the kid laroi

1983 - weathers

stars will fall - shamrain

the way you do - crying city

salvatore - lana del rey

angel - massive attack

aligned planets, cosmic dreams and a love that feels just right.

am i selfish for wanting to be loved kindly?

青玉案·元夕

One night's east wind adorns a thousand trees with flowers, and blows down stars in showers.

Fine steeds and carved cabs spread fragrance en route; music vibrates from the flute.

The moon sheds its full light while fish and dragon lanterns dance all night.

In gold-thread dress, with moth or willow ornaments,

Giggling, she melts into the throng with trails of scents.

But in the crowd once and again, I look for her in vain.

When all at once I turn my head, I find her there where lantern light is dimly shed.

⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽༓☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅

东风夜放花千树，更吹落，星如雨。

宝马雕车香满路，凤萧声动，壶光转，一夜鱼龙舞 。

蛾儿雪柳黄金缕，笑语盈盈暗香去。

众里寻他千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在，灯火阑珊处。