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@deathofacupid / deathofacupid.tumblr.com

esoteric cult princess!

IN HER KISS, I TASTE THE REVOLUTION! ౨ৎ s!her. call me angel. eighteen. desi. certified loser. probably high. intp. bisexual. riot grrrl enthusiast. local weird girl. rotting away. screaming into the void. will the void scream back?

the holy scriptures. i. lacy blades. ノ m.list. ii. blackberry lesions. rules. iii. porcelain eyes. latest work. iv. bloody lambs. newest series.

notes for the anointed... inbox ノ requests: open. ౨ৎ lowercase intentional. ౨ৎ sideblog: @lacyblades.

RANDOM MIA LORE DROP TIME!!!

i have never been on a roller-coaster and am too much of a pussy to ever go on one. Also (cuz this doesnt seem like enough of a lore drop) my favorite disney princess was Ariel and I hated Snow White

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omg i loveee roller coastersss ahh. im not afraid of the height itself but i always get worried itll like malfunction or something rip

my least favorite was merida and might still be actually. like wait i love that shes a fem baddie who can take care of herself !! i just didnt really like the plot. currently tho i really dislike raya bruh. disney princess my ass :,(

fav tho growing up was elsa !! rn its prolly jasmine or mulan. i liked mulan because shes a badass swoon and also that guys gay panic was funny lol

BEYOND CLOUDS. ᡣ𐭩 content — satoru gojo. depression, poor mental health. hurt + comfort, fluff. requested!

satoru's noticed that look. it starts with a slow blink, your eyes glazing over, as if everything is fading. satoru isn't sure if you even realize it, but you do. that's how it always begins. you grow quieter, like the world's volume is being turned down, replaced by a faint ringing in your ears.

every single time. so, when he sees the energy draining from you, satoru can't bring himself to leave your side. you insist you're fine, but there's that flicker of uncertainty, and that's enough to keep him rooted.

you don't know where it comes from, this feeling. one moment, you're fine. better than fine. you've got the love of your life sitting in front of you, laughing at some silly joke, and then… you're not. suddenly, you're swamped by an overwhelming dread, a weight that drags you down. thinking too much and too little, all at once.

you're curled up on the couch with him, tired. not the kind sleep can fix, and believe you, you've tried. it's the kind that settles deep in your bones, stealing your ability to do anything.

it's quiet. not uncomfortably so, but you wouldn't mind hearing his voice. as if he's reading your mind, he opens his mouth, his hand rubbing gentle circles on your back.

"the weather's nice today," satoru muses.

you give him a look. "you haven't been outside all day. how would you know?"

"well, the weather's always nice when i'm with you," he grins. you think he's trying to be romantic, and you appreciate it. even if it doesn't make much sense. but he's got that giddy look, eyes bright and gleaming, that deep blue you love.

you snort in response. it's enough encouragement for him, enough to keep him talking. "it's true! i feel… sunny," satoru insists, and you indulge him, shaking your head.

"yeah?"

"yeah. you make me feel sunny."

that gets a chuckle out of you, though it's more sarcastic than he intended. "seriously? i'm not a sun. i'm, like, a giant looming raincloud."

"no, you're not. you're a giant looming sun-cloud."

you sigh. you always feel guilty. guilty that satoru's pulled into this mess, your mess. he tells you not to think that way, that he loves you and he's always here. a part of you feels selfish.

you haven't gone through a fraction of what he's endured, and yet, he still fares so much better. so, what right do you have to curl up in a ball, curtains closed, sheets messy, pillows scattered, dishes in the sink unwashed, laundry overflowing?

"sorry," you murmur.

"for?" he asks, genuinely confused. does he really want you to spell it out?

"this. you know. you're supposed to be at school."

"don't apologize," satoru says, dismissing it immediately. you're about to protest, but he cuts you off. "remember when sugu died?" he asks, his voice quiet.

"i was a wreck. you were the only one who saw me like that, at my weakest, when i shouldn't ever be."

"satoru…" you breathe.

"you got me through that, because you love me. how is this any different?"

"well, i didn't lose anyone," you protest, weakly.

"so? hurt is hurt, baby. doesn't matter how you get it."

you fall silent. what can you say? satoru tilts your chin up, his gaze meeting yours. "why don't we go check out the weather, then? see if i'm right?"

and, as you stood in your lawn, squinting up at the vast sky, hand-in-hand with satoru and his goofy grin, you realized he was right.

ANGEL yk that reverse trope thing? im talking specifically about "really nice person who is nice to everyone but you"

OKAY SO imagine that w a reader who has a comfort pastry or something but the past few days everytime she tries to buy it is always sold out last minute cuz some guy named gojo buys her favorite pastry (in bulk maybe) so she doesnt get the chance to buy it and now hes her arch nemesis and he doesnt understand why she hates him so much even tho everyone says shes such a nice person

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ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod wait i need this. wait but wait i need this.

hed be like a lost little puppy. youre so so pretty and wonderful and kind and loving and u hate him and he cant figure out why </3 he wants you to like him and be friends with him </3 friends that fuck </3

everyone would be like dayumm what did u do to get her to hate u ?? it mustve been badd. and hes like i dont know 😞

Me no like men, men scary and they break your heart💔

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me no like men either :( i dont want one if hes not gojo :( or nanami :( or toji even tho hes deadbeat :( im sure hes still good at sex :( or choso :( or sukuna :(

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five of your other fave writers. Spread the self-love!

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indieeeebaeee <33 i just realized wowie i havent written anything but drabbles for jjk 😓 buttttt

  1. paper flowers never die: i really enjoyed the concepttt but last i checked my followers dont appreciate angst very much so she flopped LMAOO
  2. creep!nerd!jo: i liked this one bc it was perverted horny which is like. my favorite type. confession: nerdjo has never done it for me....... but if you make him a d1 freak........ count me in
  3. cuts and bruises: three words - loser yearner gojo. hes such a dork ugh no more needed there
  4. concrete flowers: more angst bc yay. its always fun to play around and see how instead of gojo dying its reader leaving him firstt
  5. softkuna smut: never enough of softie him everrr. hes so babygirl okay its there.

n e wayz thanku bb for passing this over hereeee it made me realize wow i need to update my mlist :P

random mia lore drop time!!

when i was younger i had long LONG hair but then i cut it once and then kept cutting it short and now i even though i want longer hair and keep saying ill grow it out i still get a haircut when it goes past my shoulders.

Ill grow it out this time I swear!

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ahh that reminds me of two years ago when i chopped all my hair off !! it was a little longer than a bob by a couple inches and i think it looked very baddie diva hottie slay but now i regret it bc im trying to grow it out !! ughhhghgh. booooo it was a bad idea it could have been LONG longgghgghdjghk. as of now its like down mid-ass area

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