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MEAN SOMETHING

PAIRING: Bucky Barnes x Plus Size Fem!Reader

SUMMARY: Bucky has always been a close friend, but he’s never seen you in the way he sees other girls…right?

WARNING: Angst to fluff, mentions of self hatred, body loathing, self doubt, NSFW, 18+, smut, p in v, NOT PROOFREAD YET!!

When your friends expressed that they’d rather go out than have a night in, you couldn’t deny the way your heart dropped. Not because you didn’t want to spend time with them, but because going out meant interacting with strangers, and that meant people who weren’t interested in you, but interested in them.

Were you jealous? Absolutely. Would you ever admit it? Absolutely not. This wasn’t something your friends understood, they’d never know what it was like to be overlooked; ignored.

You had a pretty face, sure, but it was your size that deterred anyone from giving you a second glance, and that was okay. You desired it, imagined what it would be like to have a man walk up to you and express how beautiful he found you. But those thoughts were rooted in delusion, that would never happen. Not to you.

And so, you got ready, having to abandon the fresh cookies you’d baked, assuming they’d be coming to your house for game night. But the plans had changed.

It was only 8pm and you wanted the night to be over with. You were supposed to be meeting Natasha, Wanda, Steve, and Bucky at the bar.

Bucky had a special place in your heart. He’d been there for you for a long time and he had your back. The same could be said both ways. And of course, your admiration developed into a crush.

This was also a delusion of yours, that he’d be interested. He always brought home girls who were two times more thin than you, and that was okay, he had a type. No biggy. A girl could dream.

Arriving to the bar was absolutely terrifying. Finding your friends was worse, as you got countless odd looks. You’d decided to wear a dress that hugged your body, to Nat’s request. Not that anyone would notice.

But, as you approached your friends, someone did notice. Bucky Barnes. His breath hitched in his throat when he’d spotted you, heat rising to his cheeks. His eyes raked over your body, just wanting to workshop every inch of you.

He was brought back to reality when she gave him a side hug, but you did the same with everyone, so it didn’t mean anything right?

You ordered a drink and sipped at it, listening to your friends talk as you looked around the bar. It had a small dance floor off to the side, and some booths as well.

“Let’s go find a booth and then dance!” Natasha said, making her voice loud so they’d all hear her over the music. Everyone agreed, and Steve led them to an empty booth where everyone could leave their drinks.

You however, slid into the booth to sit, still sipping at your drink. Everyone gave you confused glances.

“I want to finish my drink, you guys go ahead, I’ll keep watch for now” You said and smiled, but Bucky could tell it was forced. No one else did.

“I’ll stay too” Bucky spoke “And I’ll get her out there when she’s finished” He said and slid into the booth next to you.

Part of you liked this, sitting close to him, but the other half of you couldn’t help but feel bad. He wouldn’t get any girls if they thought he was with her. It probably looked odd, an attractive man sitting next to…a large whale, that’s what you thought of yourself anyways.

“What’s wrong, doll?” Bucky asked once the others had vacated the area to dance. “I can see something is bothering you in that noggin of yours” He said.

Bucky looked at you like you’d hung the moon. He wasn’t sure when his feelings for you developed, but they seemed to have come out of no where.

You were all that was on his mind. He hadn’t brought girls home in months, because he was trying to build up the courage to ask you on a proper date. He wanted to treat you right, who could blame him?

“Nothing…I’m just tired, Buck” You said softly to him, but he wasn’t buying it. He’d known you for too long to buy that.

“You should go dance, find a girl, I don’t want to get in the way of that” You said to him with a small, forced, smile.

“You could never- sweetheart, what’s going on? You’re never like this…” He pried, but you weren’t giving in.

“I need to go to the restroom, excuse me” You said and he sighed, sliding out of the booth so you could go. He watched as you began to walk away, but something in him ticked.

No. He was coming with you.

Bucky hopped up and followed quickly, weaving through people until he got to the bathroom. You were heading into the single’s that had their own room in them with a lock on the door, when he approached.

As you went in, he caught up and pushed in behind you. You were caught off guard and turned, realizing it was Bucky.

“Woah! Bucky, what the hell?” You said as he closed the door, locking it behind him. He realized that this had been a very last minute thought, but he needed to know what was wrong. He wanted you to have a good time.

“What’s going on with you, doll?” He asked again “I know you, I know something is on your mind…” He trailed off, backing you up against the bathroom wall.

The cold tile hit your back and gave you chills, your worried eyes meeting his. Tears began to pool in them and Bucky’s heart broke.

“I don’t….” You started, and shook your head, embarrassed to say anything. He brought his metal arm up so he could lean against the wall, his face inches from yours. Too close. He was too close.

What did he want you to tell him? That you hated going out because of the way the world looks and treats you? Because going out means stares and whispers?

Because going out means that you have to see him take a girl that looks nothing like you home.

“Doll…” He started and reached out to cup your face with his free hand, gently smoothing his thumb over your plump bottom lip. He looked like he wanted to devour you, but you were sure you were just seeing things.

“Bucky, I’m fine, please” You said and there seemed to be a fire in his gaze. He slammed his metal hand into the wall beside you, creating crack in the tile that lined the walls.

You flinched and he noticed, sighing loudly. “Fuck, fine…if you don’t want talk about it, that’s fine…I just want to know that you’re okay” He said and you nodded your head in assurance.

“I’m fine, Bucky, we can talk about this later, okay?” You said, knowing damn well that you wouldn’t. You just wanted to ease his mind. “I’m sure there’s a girl out there waiting for you, so we need to get out there, hm?” You said and your tone was joking, cheerful, no sign that anything was wrong.

But he saw right though it. Something had clicked.

“Is that- what this is about?” He asked “Other girls…the ones I bring home?” He asked and you went silent. That’s how he knew he’d cracked some part of why you seemed so down.

“I didn’t know that was upsetting you…why? Have I not been paying enough attention to you, or…?” And Bucky rambled on, not noticing the way you clenched your fists, or the way tears welled and began to fall from your eyes.

“It’s because they’re not me!” You finally yelled, pushing him back from you. Bucky was taken back, shocked even. What?

“I know it’s selfish of me…I know, but I wish you’d look at me the way you look at them…” You began, tears free falling at this point. “I wish that I got to go home with you, that you’d kiss me, that you’d call me beautiful…” You added.

“But I’m nothing but a friend to you.” You said and the words hit Bucky like bricks “No one ever gives me a chance. No one ever sees me, I don’t mean something to someone special…I’m just…there, taking up space” You said.

“I get approached by guys, especially when we go out, but they only want Nat or Wanda. They use me as an in to get to the prettier ones, the skinnier ones” You finally let out. “I know I’m not everyone’s type, but it seems like I’m not on anyone’s radar, I-“

“Stop.” Bucky said and held a hand up “You stop that right now…” He said and shook his head. “I can’t believe you’ve been feeling like this and haven’t told me..” He said and ran his hands through his hair.

“You obviously haven’t been paying that much attention to me, have you?” Bucky said and you folded your head in confusion. “It’s been so long since I brought someone home, I normally talk about it, brag even, but that was so you’d get jealous, I didn’t want to hurt you, I just wanted to know if you felt the same”

“Fuck, doll, I’m so sorry…” He cooed and you were in shock. “I’ve had feelings for you for months. You’re the sweetest thing I’ve ever come across, and I didn’t want to fuck that up, I couldn’t risk ruining what we had, but I did anyways, didn’t I?” He said and approached, gently cupping your cheek again, his eyes gazing into your soul.

“You’re absolutely fucking stunning, doll, I see that, I see you, I always have” He said and a sob broke from your lips, not having expected him to pour his heart out like this.

“I don’t like that you see yourself in opposition to others…” He expressed. “I don’t give a shit how big or small a woman is, especially not you” He added and you shook your head.

“No…stop doubting yourself, Y/n” Bucky said and gently gripped your chin between his index finger and thumb. “You are absolutely stunning, you’re kind, you’re everything any man could want” He expressed.

“You’re everything I want”

And that was the straw that broke the camels back. You reached up and grabbed him by his collar, pulling him down to you. You didn’t even let your lips brush his before they were on his in a searing kiss.

Bucky kissed back with a fervor, his free hand resting on your waist, his other trailing up to cup your face. He pressed your body against the wall as his lips moved in sync with yours.

Meanwhile, your arms wrapped around his neck, your fingers raking through the hair near the nape of his neck. And as your lips moved against his, you tugged on that hair.

And he moaned.

He wasn’t ashamed, far from it, he was smug, showing you the effect you had on him. It sent flutters through your stomach.

He squeezed at your hip as you pulled back for air, your lipstick staining his lips. His smile was wide and his gaze adoring as he stared down at you, having to catch his breath.

“I’m taking you home tonight, doll”

The door to Bucky’s apartment slammed open, the both of you nearly tumbling in. Your hands were all over each other as your lips were locked in a kiss. Soft grunts and groans left the both of you.

Bucky kicked his door shut, gently guiding you towards his room. Once inside, he pushed you onto the bed, a shit eating grin on his face.

“You don’t know how many times I’ve thought about this…with you” He said softly “I’d take you out to dinner first, but that dress you’re wearing is lethal, doll” He spoke, his voice becoming huskier as the minutes went on.

Your cheeks flushed, allowing him to practically rip the dress off of you. That’s when you felt self conscious, however.

And Bucky noticed.

“No…don’t get shy on me now” He said softly moving to push you onto your back. He moved onto the bed, his right knee moving to spread your legs open as he hovered over you. “You’re so fucking beautiful” He muttered as he began to trail kisses along your jaw and down towards your chest.

He pulled back to get a good look at you, his right hand trailing behind your back to unclasp your bra. He discarded that, throwing it to land somewhere in his room.

“Holy fuck” He muttered as he looked down, bringing his free hand around your body, hovering just above your bare chest. “Can I..?” He asked, wanting permission to touch your bare tits.

Of course you agreed.

Bucky’s eyes clouded over after that, gently squeezing at your tits, leaning down to press soft kisses to them. All the while, he was grinding into you, his pants annoying the hell out of him.

That’s when he pulled back, and you thought something was wrong. That was until he threw his shirt off, moving to quickly unbuckle his belt and remove his pants.

That’s when you sat up, gently placing your hands over his, looking up at him. “Let me…” You said and unzipped his pants, tugging them down.

“Shit…” Bucky muttered as he watched you. He had to be dreaming. He’d never felt so turned on in his life, and the bulge in his boxers was only proof of that.

You then tugged his boxers down, his cock springing out of the confines. Your eyes were wide, and your mouth watered a bit. He was huge. To you at least. His tip was red hot and dripping with precum.

“I need to feel you, sweetheart…” He muttered “Can I please fuck you?” He asked, ever so sweetly. To that, you nodded, the wetness in your panties nearly becoming too much for you to handle. You hadn’t seemed to notice until now.

“Need some words, doll” He said and reached down, gently cupping your jaw and running his thumb over your bottom lip. “Keep looking at me like that and I’ll cum right now…”

“Please, Bucky…I want you to fuck me” You practically begged and that was all he needed.

Bucky had you back laying on your back in seconds, your panties ripped to shreds and thrown elsewhere. He admired the wetness of your cunt for a few seconds, not being fully in between your legs as you laid back, looking up at him.

He gently allowed his thumb to circle your clit, earning a soft whimper from you, your back arching a bit. “So pretty…all for me” He muttered before swiping his cock through your slit, your slick coating him before he slid himself inside of you.

And he went right in, your cunt sucking him in like a vacuum. He honestly didn’t know if it’d be that easy, but it was. It was as if you were made for him.

“Bucky…” You whimpered out. His hands gripped your hips as he began to move slowly, grunts leaving his mouth.

“You feel so good…my fuckin girl…” He muttered and you cried out, rolling your hips against him. That’s when his thrusts began increase in speed. He couldn’t help himself, you felt too good.

“Gonna ruin you, sweet girl” He said and you only moaned out in response. Bucky moved forwards, his hands moving to lift your legs up from behind your knees, thrusting into you at a new angle.

“I- Buck…” You tried to form words but you couldn’t, the amount of pleasure you were feeling in that make bread indescribable. He was hitting that perfect spot inside of you, all while singing your praises.

“Taking my cock perfectly” He muttered before leaning down, his lips finding yours in a haste kiss. He was fucking you stupid, and you didn’t mind one bit.

“Don’t stop!” You managed to say, gasping as you threw your head back. His bed was shaking aggressively, the headboard banging against the wall with how fast he was fucking you.

“I’m close, doll” He muttered and at that, with no warning, you came, your cunt squeezing around him even tighter than before. “That’s it, sweet girl…” He coaxed you through your high, not slowing down his thrusts.

“I’m gonna pull out, cum on your stomach” He explained but you had other plans. You wrapped your arms around his neck, wanting to keep him where he was.

“No…” You said your eyes burning into his “Inside” And the poor man couldn’t hold it any longer. He immediately came, filling you up with his cum.

“Fuck…” He trailed off, trying to catch his breath. “That…was the sexiest thing that’s ever been said to me, doll” He expressed and your cheeks flushed.

He finally pulled out, leaning down to peck your lips. “Let’s get you cleaned up” He said softly “Next time, I promise to take you out to dinner, hm?” He cooed.

And that he did.

A/N: I think this is the longest thing I’ve ever written!! I hope you guys liked it!!

FEELINGS

PAIRING: Steve Rogers x Best Friend!Reader

SUMMARY: You’ve always thought of him as an older brother, but something changed…you’re not sure when.

WARNING: Vulgar language, man receiving head, female receiving head, mutual pining, just overall filth, MDNI, 18+, NOT PROOFREAD YET!!

A/N: I’m back from my hiatus! I’m writing for Marvel, so if you guys have any requests, message me or send them to my requests box!

You’re not exactly sure how this happened. The feelings.

That’s what you tell yourself, at least. You damn well know how this happened.

Steve Rogers had been there for you since you’d become an Avenger. He was always someone you looked up to, and someone you went to for advice. Not to mention, he’d taught you everything you know about fighting.

You two were as thick as thieves, much like Clint and Natasha. You were best friends, he was like the older brother you never had, only physically being a few years older than you.

Until two nights ago…

Stark was throwing a celebration party for the Avengers, inviting a lot of a-list celebrities and high end individuals, thus the nice occasion.

Steve knew you didn’t like parties. So, he opted to stay with you most of the night, making you giggle, while regulating how much you drank. He didn’t want you to be hungover the next morning.

All would have gone smoothly if you hadn’t noticed the same woman trying to talk to Steve over and over again, only to get shooed away by him.

“Steve, go talk to her, she seems interested” You spoke and he raised a brow “You need to put yourself out there, Natasha and I have been trying to find someone for you, and this woman is begging for your attention.” You urged and he sighed.

“Alright, but no more drinks, and go find Peter, I’m sure he could use a friend” He suggested and you rolled your eyes, going off to find the younger boy, who should be in bed; not at this party.

After talking to Peter for what felt like hours, he finally had to go home. Thank god. He was sweet, but all he ever did was talk.

You’d most definitely disobeyed Steve, having a few more drinks. You weren’t drunk, but you were tipsy, and you had to use the bathroom, so you went searching.

Walking through Tony’s house wasn’t hard, but finding the bathroom in your semi-drunk state was proving to be a challenge.

That’s when you heard it.

The sound of…moaning? Who on earth was having sex at a Stark party?

Okay, that’s not a surprise. But the voice you heard crying out sounded familiar.

It was coming two doors down from where you were standing, and you wanted to investigate. You were nosey, and drunk. You admit it, you were drunk.

Upon reaching the door the sounds were coming from, you realized it was cracked open, a little too much. And so, you peeked.

What you saw nearly sent you into shock.

There Steve was, leaned back on the bed as the woman from earlier sucked him off. His head was thrown back, so he couldn’t see you, and neither could the woman, since she was faced away from you.

That’s when Steve looked up, and his eyes immediately caught yours.

Oh fuck, you thought to yourself, and you wanted to move, but you couldn’t, you were mesmerized by him.

“Oh fuck!” Steve groaned out, as if he could hear your thoughts.

His hand had that woman’s hair bunched in it, as he helped her suck him off. And his eyes stayed locked onto yours, a smirk pulling at his lips.

What. The. Fuck.

You almost couldn’t believe that this was real. He was just, looking at you, while he was getting head.

You regretted peeking, especially since he came, thrusting up into her mouth as his eyes burned into your soul.

That’s when you came to your senses and pulled your head away, rushing down the hall and towards the front door, searching for your keys frantically.

Thor noticed and gently grabbed your arm. “Y/n…I don’t think you need to be driving home like this” He said “Are you alright?” He added.

“I’m alright, I promise…would you mind driving me?” You asked, and he nodded his head. You grabbed all of your things and turned as you walked out, spotting Steve one last time before the door blocked your line of sight.

And now, two days later, you were pacing in your office, having told Natasha what occurred. You couldn’t hold it in any longer, especially when she asked you why you’d been avoiding Cap.

“I don’t know what to do, Nat!” You nearly cried “I’ve always seen him as family, but now…I don’t know”

Natasha sighed and shook her head “I would just- act like you don’t remember” She said “For now, until I can figure something out” She added and sighed.

“You can’t ignore him, he’s been worried” She mentioned “It’s only been two days, you can say that you drank too much and you were feeling terrible” She said. “It’s not a good lie, but coming from you…he’ll believe it”

And so, that’s what you did. You lied to him the next time you saw him.

“Hey Cap” You said as you made your way into the kitchen to get coffee.

“I’ve felt like shit the past two days” You said “I had way too much to drink, Thor had to drive me home I was so drunk” You joked and he looked to you, his brows furrowing in worry.

“You should have listened to me, sweetheart” He said and patted your head. “How’s your memory?” He asked. Why would he ask- oh. Oh.

“I can barely remember anything…I just remember talking to Peter and then being at home” You lied straight through your teeth.

With the way he was looking at you, you swore he knew you weren’t being truthful.

“I’m just glad you’re okay…I thought you were upset with me” He said and laughed a tad.

“I could never be mad at you, Steve” You said with a sweet smile.

Steve isn’t exactly sure how this happened. The feelings.

At least, that’s what he told himself. He knew damn well how this happened.

And it wasn’t two nights ago.

He’d developed feelings for you prior to that. You were always so supportive of him, you stayed by his side, not to mention that pretty face of yours.

So, when you told him to go off with that woman at the party, he took that as his sign that you didn’t feel the same way about him.

He went off with her, allowing her to flirt, pretending that it was you. That’s the only reason she ended up sucking him off, because he was pretending she was you.

Steve was more than surprised to find you watching them, but he didn’t mind. This was perfect.

He honestly wouldn’t have cum if he wasn’t looking directly at your face.

He nearly scrambled after you when you left. He didn’t want you to go, but you’d left with Thor by the time he came back.

And now here he was, in the office. He knew why you were avoiding him. He just hoped he hadn’t scared you, or came off as weird.

When you told him it was because you had felt sick, he partially believed it. He could sense the tension though.

Just two days after you’d told him you were fine, he couldn’t take it anymore. He needed you. He hated how distant you seemed now.

“Y/n. My office” He said sternly one morning, noticing how everyone became dead silent at the prospect of him angry.

You looked the most shocked, tensing up before nodding and following him to his office.

“What did I do, Captain?” You asked meekly and Steve huffed.

“What has been up with you lately?” He asked once the door to his office shut behind you. “And don’t tell me you don’t know” He said, stepping closer.

“I- fuck…Steve, don’t make me do this” You plead with him and he quirked a brow.

“Jesus fine, I have…feelings for you, Steve” You finally admitted. You’d been harboring that for longer than you thought. “I tried to push them away, and then at the party…when you…” You trailed off and huffed.

“I feel the same way…I just wasn’t sure if you did so that’s why I went off with that woman and-“ Steve rambled and you cut him off by pulling him by his collar towards you, pressing your lips to his in a searing kiss.

Steve let out a guttural groan at the feeling of your lips on his. He moved his lips against yours, pressing you up against the nearest wall.

When you pulled back for air, your eyes met his and he nearly melted. “My girl” He muttered and you were pretty sure your knees gave out, but Steve had one arm wrapped around your waist, preventing you from quite literally sinking into the floor.

Steve trailed kisses from your jawline and down to your neck, leaving a few marks as he went along, much to your dismay.

“Steve, please…” You muttered and he hummed against your skin, a smirk pulling at his lips.

“I think my girl deserves a reward” He muttered “As an apology for me forcing her, what do you think?” He asked and you nodded your head profusely.

“Alright…I won’t make you wait” He said and helped you out of your pants and panties, kneeling down in front of you while you were still pressed to the wall.

“Hold on” He said and moved you, your legs now being over his shoulders. He held you up while also pressing you against the wall in a sitting position.

He didn’t warn you, he just dove in, his tongue swirling around your folds, finding your clit almost immediately.

“F-Fuck! Steve, oh my god!” You cried out immediately as he began to suck and lick at your clit. He had no mercy, devouring you like you were his last meal.

He was moaning himself, gaining some sort of pleasure from the sounds of yours.

It didn’t take you long to get close, gently tugging at his his long hair. “Steve, I’m close…” You warned, but he only sped up, which made you throw your head back, crying out his name as you finally came.

Your hips shook against his face, your legs too, as he lapped up your juices and rode you through your high.

Steve finally placed you down, only having to catch you. Your legs were way too numb after that to be standing properly.

“Shit, what are we going to tell the others?”

TO BE CONTINUED…?

A/n: I have ideas for a Part 2 if you guys are interested!!

WHAT?

PAIRING: Steve Rogers x Pregnant!Girlfriend!Reader

SUMMARY: You’ve been pregnant for nearly 3 months, and you haven’t been able to tell your boyfriend because you’ve been busy with missions. During one, you decide to drop the bomb, scared neither of you will come out alive.

WARNINGS: near death experience, angst to fluff, mentions of miscarriage

“Steve!” Your voice rang out, rushing towards your boyfriend. There was a scuffle in downtown Manhattan, and the Avengers had been called in, you and Steve included.

A small outburst led to thousands of AI manned drones to come in shooting at civilians, and you guys were trying to put an end to it.

Bruce had gotten out of control, and so had the drones, amounting to enough to cause a building to collapse.

And it was going to hit your boyfriend.

You rushed towards him shortly after calling his name, shoving him out of the way.

You nearly made it out yourself, but a large pillar had crushed your legs, searing pain coursing through your body.

Remain calm, you thought to yourself. You were 12 weeks pregnant, and you didn’t want to risk miscarrying.

“Y/n?!” You heard Steve call out right before he found you, rushing to your aid.

“Fuck- Steve…” You trailed off and he shook his head, trying to lift the pillar off of you.

“Don’t worry, sweetheart, I’m going to get you out of this” He assured and kept trying. The more he pushed, the more he failed, and the more anxious you got.

“Steve” You said and he looked to you “Is now a bad time to tell you that I’m pregnant?” You asked and Steve paused, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion, as if he didn’t hear what you said.

“What?” He said, his voice thick with venom. He was pissed, and that only made you more nervous.

“Steve- I’m sorry, please just-“ You trailed off, panic finally setting in.

“Right-“ He said, and it seemed, with the prospect of you being pregnant with his child, he lifted the pillar like it weighed nothing, his previous failures erased.

The ride in the aircraft back to the Avengers tower was painful, physically and emotionally. Steve wasn’t speaking to you, and your legs had never been in so much pain before.

You tried to hold yourself together, sitting in silence as your body throbbed and begged for relief, but you couldn’t, hissing and wincing at the pain.

“We’re almost there..” Nat said and you were more than happy for the comfort, not that you were getting any from your boyfriend.

You assumed he didn’t want the baby, and that he was pissed that you were pregnant.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” He finically said, after pacing near the cockpit for 10 minutes at least.

“You were busy…there wasn’t a right time” You explained and he scoffed.

“You had plenty of opportunities…that excuse is bullshit” He retorted and that’s when you began to cry, frustrated that he didn’t understand.

That’s when it happened.

All the stress had gotten to you; getting hurt, Steve being angry, not telling him you were pregnant….

First it felt like cramps. Then there was a sharp pain that shot through your stomach, causing you to cry out as you nearly collapsed to the floor.

“Y/n? What’s going on, sweetheart…” Steve said quickly as he rushed to your side, helping you back up and into your seat.

“Hurts…” You muttered and Steve went into a frenzy.

“Stark! I need you to get us to the tower, NOW!” He cried out and Tony turned back, only to see you faint in Steve’s arms.

When you woke up, you realized almost instantly you were in the med bay, next to you sat Steve, his furrowed brows and worried expression were the first things you saw.

“Steve? Is the…” You started and he shook his head to silence you.

“The baby is okay” He assured and you sighed in relief.

“If you want to, you know…terminate, we can” You finally said after a few beats of silence. “If you don’t want this baby, we have options” She said to him.

Steve lifted his head surprise when he heard those words. “Absolutely not” He said sternly, which caught you off guard.

“I don’t want that, sweetheart” He said after taking a breath, his voice much calmer than before. “I was so upset that you didn’t tell me, and I shouldn’t have taken it out on you” He apologized “I have been busy…and I’m sorry for that too” He added.

“It’s okay” You said to him, gently grabbing at one of his free hands, placing it on your small bump.

Steve didn’t let you work after that. Well….he did, but he wouldn’t allow you to come on missions, and you respected that, not wanting to worry him more than you had to.

Now, you were about 6 months along, baby bump full and large. You guys were having a girl, who was estimated to be 9 pounds. I guess that’s what happens when you get pregnant by a super soldier.

Waiting for Steve to come home every night was worrying, and he knew that. He didn’t mean to worry you, but he had to work, he wanted to.

When he came home this particular night, he was in a good mood, making his way to you, resting on the couch.

“Hi, Captain” You said with a teasing smile, holding out your arms for him as he sat down next to you. “How was work?” You asked him softly.

“Good, I missed you, and her” He said and gently placed a hand over your bump.

“Missed you too…we both did” You said before gently cupping his cheek in your hand, leaning down to press your lips to his.

Steve melted into the kiss, allowing your lips to move in nearly perfect sync, before pulling away for air.

“I love you…both” Steve muttered, moving down to press soft kisses to your stomach.

“We love you too. Steve” You said softly sighing in relief.

FIN.

A/N: Honestly did NOT have a solid ending in mind. Stay tuned for more Cap and a page revamp!!!

SHARING IS CARING

PAIRING: Boyfriend!Bokuto Koutaro x Fem!Reader x Hinata Shoyo

SUMMARY: Bokuto’s close friend, and teammate, Hinata is inexperienced when it comes to women, so Bokuto decides to share his girlfriend as practice…

WARNINGS: NSFW content, MINORS DNI, sexual content, kinda poly?, group mastrubation, etc. Timeskip Bokuto and Hinata (THEY ARE CONSENTING ADULTS)

Dating a professional volleyball player came with its ups and downs.

Bokuto was the perfect boyfriend by all means, but that didn’t distract from the fact that he had to travel a lot, and with your work schedule, you couldn’t always make it to games.

As much as he loved seeing you at his games, Ko understood that you wanted to work. (Even though he’d argued plenty that his own income was enough for you both).

At times when you were separated, he’d have more time with the MSBY team.

Especially Hinata.

It was no surprise that his star pupil had grown since high school. He was taller, more experienced, and a complete catch.

So when the ginger expressed that he hadn’t had any luck with woman, Ko was shocked.

“I’ve never even touched a woman, Bokuto-san!” The ginger whined in the locker room after a game. All of the other boys had left, and the pair always went back to the hotel together.

“I feel like….I don’t know how” He added and Bokuto raised a brow at the revelation. “Like..you! I see the damn scratch marks Y/N gives you, so you must be doing something right” Hinata said, his cheeks flushing a bit.

“Are you saying I’m good in bed. Shoyo?” Bokuto teased and the ginger groaned and huffed, shaking his head a bit.

“Can you teach me? Or…tell me how you do it?” Hinata asked “I can flirt and get girls just fine, but when we go to have sex- I don’t think I know how to please them enough”

Bokuto understood that better than anyone. When you two first began dating, he was more than inexperienced and he was terrified he wasn’t doing anything right.

It took practice, and soon enough, you were putty beneath Bokuto when you had sex. He was an absolute God in bed.

If only he had someone to teach him.

“I have a proposition for you, Hinata” Bokuto said before he sat next to the ginger on the locker room bench. “If Y/N is okay with it, I’ll let you borrow her for practice” He said.

Hinata nearly gaped at the offer. “Bokuto- I couldn’t do that! She’s your girlfriend!”

“Sure you can my man! I’m completely okay with it, if it’ll boost your confidence.” Bo said “And Y/N is good at this stuff! She helped me!” He said.

So it was settled. Now to get your permission.

“You want me to what?”

“I want you to let Hinata fuck you, he needs the practice” Kotarou said like it was nothing.

“I- what made you think of this?” You asked, shocked.

You’d just been lounging on the couch with Bokuto when he brought the topic up. He’d just gotten home and you were spending as much time together as you could before he had to leave again.

“He was stressing about pleasing women, and I was like that when I met you” Bokuto explained. Oh. So he felt bad for him.

“I…I guess I wouldn’t be opposed to it” You mumbled and he smiled. “Only if you’re there” You added and he nodded with a stern look on his face.

“I have to guide him- I’m not sending him in blind” Bokuto said “And besides, you are mine after all” He added and you rolled your eyes playfully.

The idea had your mind racing with not-so-pure thoughts. Having two big guys pleasing you? Oh god. You hoped you wouldn’t regret this…

“How’s next week sound, pretty girl?” Ko said and you nodded your head, the nerves in your stomach swirling at the mere thought of showing your boyfriend’s best friend how to fuck properly.

The night of the…uh act? You didn’t know what to call it, but it came quickly. Bokuto planned on bringing Hinata over for dinner and then afterwards “the fun would happen”, as your boyfriend put it.

He requested that you wore his favorite set, as he planned on getting in on the action too. He wasn’t fond of being left out, especially not by Hinata.

The poor ginger boy was a blushing mess when he arrived at your apartment, and you tried to calm him down with small talk, but that only seemed to heighten his nerves.

“Hey, Hinata” You spoke as he picked at his dinner, his cheeks properly flushed and his hands shaking like a leaf. Poor guy.

“No need to be nervous, think of this like volleyball practice” You said and he began to lighten up after that. Thank the Gods.

Once dinner was over and everything was cleaned up, Bokuto led you both to the bedroom, having Hinata sit in the chair near your bed so he could watch first.

Bokuto stood looming over you with a hungry look in his eyes. Your cheeks heated up at this, glancing to Hinata to see nearly the same look in his eyes.

Oh fuck.

“The first thing you have to nail is the way you kiss someone…like this” Bokuto said and moved to you, gently cupping your cheek before leaning down, pressing his lips to yours. You almost immediately moaned into his mouth just by the mere passion in his actions, allowing him to slip his tongue into your mouth.

Hinata watched intensely as you two made out, watching as Bokuto’s hands trailed to your waist and slipped under your shirt, gently squeezing at your plush hips.

Hinata was nearly a mess just watching something this intimate up close.

Bokuto pulled away, a small string of saliva connecting your mouths. A sheepish smile crossed your features he smiled. “Now she’s shy…” He teased before waving Hinata over.

Shoyo stood and made his way to you like he was a magnet, his eyes glued to yours.

“Your turn” Bokuto said and Hinata did as told. He gently cupped your cheek, tilting your head up to look at him before his lips met yours.

A gasp emitted from you as Hinata pulled your body flush to his, his large hand slipping under your shirt and traveling up your back.

He slipped his tongue into your mouth and your hands caught in his hair, gently tugging at the shorter strands near the nape of his neck, earning a grunt in response from him.

When Hinata pulled away, the same string of saliva held you together like with Bokuto.

“H-How was that?” He asked and scratched the back of his neck.

“Hinata..you were perfect, you did exactly what Bokuto would have” You said and your boyfriend smiled wide.

“See? You’ve got this ginger!” Bokuto said and gave you a smirk, moving to stand behind you.

“Stay in front of her” Your boyfriend ordered and Shoyo nodded his head. “Now, let’s get these off, hm?” He said and gently raised your shirt over your head, revealing the, nearly see through, bra you were wearing. He did the same with you pants, leaving you in your matching panties.

Hinata was a blushing mess “You’re so beautiful” He muttered and you blushed a bit.

Bokuto gently wrapped his arms around you from behind and you leaned into him. His hands trailed up and began to grope at your tits, emitting a small whine from you.

“She’s super sensitive, which means she’s very vocal…she’ll tell you if she doesn’t like something” Bokuto said and Hinata nodded his head profusely.

Bokuto’s right hand slid down your front and then into your panties, making your cheeks flush.

His middle finger found your clit and he began circling at a fast pace, causing you to throw your head back and let out a loud moan.

This lasted a bit, and Hinata was watching as you nearly fell apart in Bokuto’s arms.

“I like to play with her a bit, mark her up, bring her right to the edge…” Bo said right as you were close to cumming. He then stopped his movements, earning a pout from you.

“We’ve gotta let Hinata in on the action too, sweetheart” Bokuto said and you nodded “He can make you cum”

Hinata and Bokuto switched positions and you expected Hinata to have some trouble finding your clit, but he found it almost immediately, and he absolutely went crazy, his middle finger moving in circles at an ungodly pace.

“Hinata! Shit- that feels so good!” You cried out. His left arm supported your body weight as you leaned into him, loud and unpredictable moans leaving your throat.

“Fuck! Can I cum?” You asked and Hinata looked to Bokuto, who shrugged.

“It’s up to you Hinata” The man said and Hinata smirked a bit.

“Mm not yet, hold on a bit longer for me” The ginger cooed and you cried out in desperation.

“Please! Shoyo!” You begged and he hummed in confirmation before you came, your body shaking. Hinata held you up and helped you ride through the orgasm. He was good at this.

“Now give her some praise…she likes that” Bokuto said and Hinata nodded.

“You did so good for me” He whispers and pressed kisses to your cheeks and neck from behind you. “Good girl” He added and your cheeks flushed a deep red.

“Is….is that all?” Hinata asked and Bokuto raised a brow.

“Oh, we’re just getting started”

PART 1 of 2

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PAIRING: Pro Hero!Katsuki Bakugou x Fem!Reader

SUMMARY: Katsuki isn’t all big and bad when you two are alone…

WARNINGS: Pure filth, 18+, sub!bakugo, dom!reader

“F-Fuck!”

“Hm? What was that?” You question as you look up at your husband, completely and utterly fucked out.

Currently, you were straddling his lap, your pretty hands wrapped around his cock as you got him off. He was completely putty in your hands and you *loved* it.

“Please! Y/n…please!” He begged as he threw his head back, huffs and moans leaving him.

Poor thing. You’d told him not to touch you the second he walked into the house. He’d had a rough day at work, and was practically begging for you to do *something* to him.

You leaned down and roughly connected your lips with his, soft moans erupting from the man below you.

“Please what? Use your words, Suki…” You trailed off and he nearly came at the sound of his name falling from your lips.

His hands gripped the bedsheets as he tried to find his words, your pace quickening and then slowing down. You were being unpredictable, and he nearly couldn’t take it.

“Being such a good boy f’me” You praised “Not touching me…I bet you want to, huh?” You teased and he nodded his head. He looked different like this, and he’d only ever show this side of himself to you. He was vulnerable, he was more genuine.

The facade he put up around others was for his own protection, but with you, he didn’t need that, he could let go.

“Need to cum, please!” He begged again and gasped as your thumb brushed over the tip of his cock, which was pink with arousal.

“Well since you asked so nicely…” You trailed off and picked your pace up, going steady as mourners of your name fell from him. “Go on, Suki…cum for me” You said and he exploded.

His cum came barreling out as his hips thrusted upwards to add more friction to your unwavering pace. Even after he came down from his high, you kept at it, only earning pitiful whimpers from Katsuki.

“That’s it, there you go…” You praised as your movements came to a slow stop.

Katsuki’s face was properly flushed and he looked more than tired. “Let’s get this cleaned up, hm?” You spoke and he nodded his head, watching as you got out of bed to go get a warm washcloth for him.

You knew he didn’t have the energy to shower, not right now, so you opted for this and some sweet aftercare.

After cleaning him up, you helped him up under the covers, slipping into bed with him. He immediately wrapped his arms around you and pressed himself into your chest.

“Thank you” He muttered and you hummed, running your fingers through his soft hair, pressing a kiss to his forehead.

As 3AM rolled around, you were already fast asleep, and Katsuki should have been too, but he couldn’t stop thinking about you. You were on his mind 24/7, and part of him hated it. He hated how he’d open up to you and let you please him however you liked.

He loved it. Don’t get him wrong, but was he doing enough for you? He couldn’t remember the last time he’d made you cum.

With all the stirring in the bed, you’d woken up, your eyes fluttering open to see the husband. “What are you doing awake?” You asked softly and gently reached out to touch his cheek.

“Just thinkin’” He mumbled and your brows furrowed.

“I haven’t been pleasing you” Katsuki said before you got a chance to speak.

“Baby…you do please me…I love watching you fall apart just from my touch” You said “Not to mention, you make sure I have lunch packed in the morning, breakfast made, and that I’m safe throughout the day…what more could I need?” You explained and he huffed.

“M’talking about when we have sex…I can’t remember the last time I made you cum…” He said and you shook your head.

“I don’t care-“

“But I do!” He raised his voice “I want to please you in more ways than making lunch or checking in on you” He said softly “I want you to feel good too…” He added.

You didn’t know what to say to that..you loved him and he knew it. He didn’t want you to feel left out.

You sighed and looked up at him “I love you regardless..I don’t need-“

“I need this” He said in a serious tone “Sit on my face” He said and you gasped.

“What?”

“Sit on my face” He repeated and moved to lie back. Oh, so he was serious.

“I-okay…” You trailed off and got your panties off, leaving you in one of his shirts. You moved your legs on each side of his face and he pulled you down immediately with no warning, his mouth latching to your clit instantly.

“Katsuki!” You gasped out as he ate you like you were his last meal, his tongue exploring every part of your cunt.

“S-Such a good boy…” You praised and he seemed to like it. That, and the fact that you were tugging on his hair.

You rode his face until you were close, rolling your hips against his tongue. “I’m gonna cum” You warned and he hummed, not stopping.

You unraveled soon after, your juices coating his tongue with a sweet goodness. What he’d been searching for.

When you came down, he helped you off and you smiled at him in a daze. “That- that was so good, Suki” You muttered, it sounded stupid but he knew what you meant.

“Can we go to sleep now?” You asked and he nodded his head, letting you wrap his arms around you again.

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LOOK AT ME PT. 3

PAIRING: You have to wait and see…

SUMMARY: You’ve always been the second option.

WARNINGS: Angst

Arriving back in Cousins was like a fever dream.

It didn’t come without bumps in the road. Literally. Jere had gotten a flat, and Belly tried to help. Then they had a reconnection moment, and you were happy for them. You were glad that they had semi-reconnected, but you were still angry with Belly.

She knew you and Conrad had been together, but she kissed him selfishly.

That wasn’t what you were supposed to be thinking about though. You were going to find Conrad, and things would go back to normal.

Jere held his hand out for you to hold on the way there, which you accepted. He was happy about this, his mood brightening a bit more.

“Hey, I’m sorry I was so…cold at Brown” He said to you and you shook your head “No- I was focused on finding my brother, and I was an asshole” He said and you were surprised.

“It’s okay, I understand” You said and he smiled, bringing your hand to his lips.

You smiled and watched the road ahead, your cheeks flushing.

Upon arrival at the house, you three got out of the Jeep and made your way inside. You allowed Belly and Jere to go find Conrad as you lurked around the house a bit.

You weren’t ready to see him yet.

The entire place was pure nostalgia. You hadn’t been there in forever and it felt like a dream.

That’s when you heard it. The words that would crush your being.

You briskly walked into the room that you heard voices in, your heart stopping when you met the eyes of Conrad Fisher.

“The house is for sale?” You asked, your voice shaky.

“What the hell is she doing here?”

“That’s no way to greet an old friend, Conrad” Your words sliced through him like a knife.

“I’m sorry, is the old friend in the room with us?” He shot back, and you were about to defend yourself before Jeremiah stepped forwards.

“Don’t talk to her like that, she’s here to help find your ass” Jere retorted and something flashed in Conrad’s eyes.

“I want her out, Jeremiah” He said and you held your hand up.

“This house means something to me too, Conrad” You said “I’m not here for you, I’m here for Jere.” You added and he huffed.

You decided to go outside after that, needing some air. Belly and Jere decided to go see if they could talk with Julia about the house, while you stayed back and out of Conrad’s way.

“You shouldn’t be here” Conrad’s voice sounded from the Patio. You were sat in a pool chair, looking off onto the beach.

“You shouldn’t be either, Conrad” You mentioned and looked over at him “You have school, finals”

“Fuck school” He said before sitting down.

“I know somethings going on between you and Jere” He said suddenly and you whipped your head towards him.

“And you think you have the right to tell me about that?” You said “I’m not the one who cheated on you and lied.” You said and that shut him up fast.

“Listen, I don’t want any trouble with you, okay?” You said after a while of silence. “Let’s be civil”

“Okay” He agreed and you nodded your head, glad he could agree to something.

Then Conrad turned to you with a smirk on his face, and you were more than confused at the brunette.

That was until he made his way towards you.

“Conrad what are you..?” You began to ask but he lifted you into his arms walking towards the pool. “No, no! Don’t-“ You tried but it was no use, he threw you in.

You hit the water with a muffled scream, resurfacing with a pained look on your face.

“Shit. Conrad, my leg!” You said and hobbled to the side of the pool. He offered you his hands like a dumbass and you pulled him in, hearing a gasp of realization come from him before he hit the water.

You laughed triumphantly before Conrad tackled you into the water again. When you resurfaced, you rubbed your eyes, still in Conrad’s arms.

Your heart raced as you watched his eyes trail down towards your lips.

No, this was wrong.

You pulled away with a small smile, not wanting things to feel awkward. Then you stepped out of the pool, making your way towards the door.

“I’m gonna go change”

Upon walking inside, you were greeted by Jeremiah and Belly, who looked a bit upset.

“No luck?” You asked and they both nodded.

“What happened to you?” Jere asked, looking at your soaking wet figure, but then the patio door opened again, revealing Conrad, who was the same way.

“Conrad threw me into the pool” You said softly “So I got him back by pulling him in with me” You added and Jeremiah nodded suspiciously.

“Bells, can I borrow some clothes from upstairs-“

“You can borrow mine.” Conrad cut you off and you froze. Jeremiah’s eyes darkened.

“She can use mine” Belly said, sensing the tension and the fact that you wanted to get out of the kitchen.

Belly’s room looked the same as it always had. You didn’t realize how much you had missed her until you set foot in her room.

“Thank you, Bells” You said as she handed you some shorts and a larger t-shirt.

“I’ve missed you Belly” You added and she turned to you in shock. You could see tears that began to pool in her eyes as she made her way to you.

You held your arms open for her and she fell into them, not caring that you were still damp from the pool. She needed- no, you both needed that hug.

“I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have done that to you” She sobbed and you smiled, knowing she had been holding in her apology.

“He was right there- and he wanted to be with me, I wasn’t thinking about who I was hurting” She admitted and you sighed.

“It’s okay, all of forgiven okay? I’ve moved on, I’m not mad at you” You said and pressed a kiss to her forehead.

You guys then fell into a comfortable silence, Belly’s sniffles being the only thing heard as she composed herself.

“So, Jeremiah?” Belly said and you both erupted into giggles, the Conklin girl pulling back from your embrace.

“Maybe…we have a house to save, so I doubt a relationship is on his mind” You said and Belly smiled, shrugging like she knew something.

“What?” You said and nudged her shoulder.

“Get dressed and go see him” She said and you nodded.

The shorts and the shirt worked pretty well for you, and by the time you were dressed, your hair was dry, you just had to comb through it, sitting on your bed after.

The walk down the hall to Jere’s room made your stomach bubble with nerves.

“Jere?” You said softly and knocked. The door then opened to reveal Jeremiah, a smile appearing on his face at the sight of you.

He was wearing a hoodie and sweatpants, looking unbelievably comfortable.

“Hi” He said and led you inside his room, once inside he pulled you into a hug.

“Oh!” You gasped and wrapped your arms around him.

“I’ve missed you all day” He said and pecked your forehead. “Let’s take a nap?” He suggested and you nodded, a nap sounding amazing.

He crawled into bed and let you follow.

This didn’t feel wrong, being with Jeremiah felt so right. So right that you felt impulsive.

“Jeremiah” You whispered and when he looked at you, you went for it, pressing your lips to the corner of his, resting the waters.

Jeremiah responded immediately. When you looked away bashfully, his index finger and thumb gently pinched your chin so you’d look back at him.

He then pressed his lips to yours hungrily. Your mouths molded together perfectly. Jeremiah sat up, towering over you as he let your lips move in sync.

You both pulled away for air and kept your eyes locked. You smiled and so did he, glad he had just gotten to kiss you again.

“You’re everything” He whispered and you blushed, looking away.

“Don’t get shy on me now…” He whispered before ghosting his lips over yours again.

“Tease” You whispered and he smiled.

“Only for you” He replied before pressing his lips to yours again.

When you pulled back this time, Jeremiah wasn’t the one in front of you, it was Conrad.

“Conrad?”

You woke up with a gasp, sitting up quickly. A brief look around showed you that you hadn’t even left your room, you had fallen asleep in your own bed.

“What the fuck?” You whispered. You had dreamt that. It wasn’t real.

You got up from your bed immediately and made your way towards Jeremiah’s room. This time, it was real.

“Jere?” You said and were met with a completely different sight than your dream.

Jere was sat on the bed with his head in his hands.

“I’m sorry I didn’t come sooner, I fell asleep” You said and sat down next to him, beginning to rub his back until he yanked his body away from you.

“What was that between you and Conrad?” He asked and you looked confused.

“Nothing, Jere, we talked and we’re civil now, there’s nothing more to it” You said and he scoffed

“Didn’t seem like it. He was offering you his clothes” He said and you reached towards his face, grasping his jaw gently to make him look at you.

“Nothing is going on Jere, I don’t want to be more than friends with him” You said. That was partially a lie, but you hadn’t realized it yet.

“Okay…I’m sorry, I just don’t want you to go back to him, he’s an ass for what he did to you” He stated and you nodded knowingly.

“It’s okay” You said “Want to go downstairs and watch a movie?” You asked and he nodded his head, standing up.

“Last one down is a rotten egg!” You said and sprinted out of his room and down the hall towards the stairs.

“Hey!” He called with a laugh after you, chasing you.

You trotted down the stairs quickly, too quickly. You missed the last few steps and nearly fell on your face, you would have, if it wasn’t for someone catching you.

Conrad.

“Woah there, are you okay?” Conrad asked, your body now fully in his arms. Jere had seen the whole thing, trotting quickly behind you.

“Y/n, are you alright?” Jere said as Conrad helped you stand back up, now in between the two brothers.

“I’m fine, Jere” You said and gently squeezed his bicep. “Thank you, Conrad” You said and the brunette nodded.

“What are you guys doing?” Conrad asked, running a hand through his hair.

“Watching a movie” Jere said, his arm snaking around your waist.

“Oh…can I join?”

TO BE CONTINUED…

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LOOK AT ME PT.2

PAIRING: Read and find out who Y/n ends up with…

SUMMARY: You were always the second choice.

WARNINGS: Heart crushing angst with a bit of fluff. UNEDITED

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It all happened so fast.

One moment, you were crying over Conrad, and how he had mistreated you. The next, Susannah was dead.

You felt like your heart had been torn out and stomped on. Conrad didn’t make it any better, neither did Belly.

You hadn’t had the chance to talk to Conrad after what happened, as it came out that Susannah was sick.

Then everyone went home. Jeremiah was hurting in the same ways as you were, so you comforted each other. He drove out to see you and vice versa.

You were beginning to feel a spark with the younger Fisher, you were finally happy.

Until you heard the news.

The phone call came from Jeremiah in the middle of the night.

“Y/n…” He said once you answered with a tired ‘Hello?’. You know from his tone of voice what has happened.

You swore you’ve never sprung up out of your bed so fast. You started packing an overnight bag. You were going to Boston.

“I’m on my way, Jere, stay on the phone with me” You said and Jeremiah sobbed on the other end, not being able to tell you no when he needed the shoulder to cry on.

After a rough 3 hour drive, you were at the Fisher household. Jeremiah had fallen asleep on the phone with you, but luckily you knew where the sore key was.

Popping the door open, you knew their father wasn’t home, neither was Conrad. He was at Brown. Jeremiah was all alone, and your heart hurt at the thought.

His door was cracked once you approached. “Jere?” You whispered and he took a breath in, stretching his arms before he opened his eyes, confused.

“I’m here” You said as you approached his bed. Jeremiah reached for you.

“She’s gone” He whispered, his lips quivering as he tried not to cry. The sight broke your heart.

“Oh Jeremiah” You said before getting into bed with him, hugging him close. You ran your fingers through his hair as he cried, his tears staining your shirt.

“I’m so sorry Jere” You whispered as you began to cry as well, the reality of her death hitting you like bricks.

The next morning, you woke up in Jeremiah’s bed alone. Your heart sank.

“Jeremiah?” You called out, stumbling out of bed and down the stairs, only to find him at the stove in the kitchen.

“Woah, slow down” Jeremiah said, placing his spatula down before he approached you to help you become steady.

“Wanted to make breakfast, to take my mind off of…” He trailed off and you nodded, knowing what he meant.

“Thank you, want me to do the rest?” You asked and he shook his head.

You ended up hopping up onto the counter, watching him make breakfast.

“Thank you for coming last night, you didn’t have to” He said, scooping pancakes onto a plate before he put everything into the sink, shutting the burners off.

He approached you, standing between your legs. He gave you a half smile. At that, you brought your hands up to run your fingers through his hair.

“I’ll always be here for you, Jeremiah” You said “I’m one call away, always.”

The funeral was an utter disaster for you. You arrived and sat behind Jere, your hand on his shoulder for most of the service.

When Belly and Conrad fought afterwards, you excused yourself. Their relationship seemed messy, and you didn’t want to be caught in the crossfire.

You couldn’t even look at Conrad to tell him you were sorry for his loss.

Jere found you outside, the cold air causing you to clutch your figure.

“Y/n, here” He said and placed his suit jacket over you. You silently thanked him and he wrapped an arm around you.

“How are you?” He asked and you shook your head, i’m disbelief. He hadn’t hesitated to think of you before himself.

“Jeremiah” You said and he looked up, scared he had said something wrong. You didn’t speak, you pulled him in for a hug.

“How are you?” You asked and he pulled back enough to look at you.

“I’m better” He said and you could tell he was being truthful.

The next call came in the middle of the night as well.

Jere was frantic. He had been pissed at his broker for so long for what he did to you, and what he did to Belly, but he still cared. That’s who he was.

“I can’t find Conrad, I-I’m going to Brown tomorrow, will you please come with me?” He asked, his tone sounding desperate.

“Of course, I’ll be there in the morning and we can drive together” You said.

“Will you come tonight?”

And so you did. You hadn’t quite realized it yet, but you were in love with Jeremiah.

He cared about you like no one ever had. Not even Conrad. You hadn’t thought about his brother for a very long time, and that was all because of Jeremiah. He showed you love. The kind of love you desired.

The drive to Jere’s was quiet, and when you got there, he was waiting to open the door. You immediately hugged him, taking in his scent.

“Hi” You said and gave him a sympathetic smile.

“Hi” He said and smiled back.

“Let’s watch a movie, that’ll take your mind off things” You said and he nodded his head, letting you lead the way to his room.

How had you gotten here?

The movie you decided to play was far out of your mind as you and Jeremiah stared at each other. You were snuggled up in his bed, like you had been many times before, but something about this time was different.

His eyes drifted towards your lips and you couldn’t help but feel butterflies in your stomach.

“Jere, should we be doing this?” You whispered and he nodded his head.

“Yes” He muttered before his left hand cupped your face near your neck, leaning in to close the distance. His lips encased yours as they moved in sync, your fingers tugging at his hair as he became more desperate.

He grunted softly as you two kissed, tongues dancing together. Your cheeks were flushed beyond any time they had been before. You had wanted this for a long time.

Jeremiah pulled back for a split second before kissing you again, his hand gripping your waist to pull you into his lap.

You didn’t intend to go any further, and neither did Jeremiah, he had tried to go slow with you, but the way you had showed up for him and been there for him had his head on a swivel.

When you two finally pulled away, Jeremiah ran his right thumb over your bottom lip, a smile appearing on his face. A genuine one. You hadn’t seen that in months.

No more words were exchanged, you two just bathed in each others presence for the rest of the night.

The next morning, Jeremiah was stressed. You decided it would be best not to discuss what happened the night before. You didn’t want him to have more to worry about.

“You ready?” You asked him. He looked up and gave you a small smile before nodding and grabbing the keys.

The drive to Brown was frustrating to say the least. Jeremiah tried to call anyone he could that would know where Conrad was.

“Fuck!” He yelled when not a single person knew anything. You reached over and grabbed his fallen phone in silence, not wanting to irritate him further.

Arriving at Brown, Jeremiah practically jumped out of the car, leaving you behind to go to his brothers dorm. “Jere! Wait!” You called.

That’s when you saw her.

Belly.

“Wha-?” You questioned before stopping dead in your tracks. Did Jeremiah know she was coming?

You followed the two to his dorm room in silence, Belly seeming frantic. You didn’t like it. Not one bit.

She was so calm. She was part of the reason that your heart was broken the way it was. She hadn’t even apologized.

You shook your thoughts away as you snooped around Conrad’s dorm room. You found the necklace he had given Belly and your heart cracked a bit. He hadn’t ever gotten you anything like that.

It still hurt. You’d probably be scarred for life from the level of hurt you felt when you had lost him.

“We’re going to Cousins, Y/n” Jeremiah said, snapping you out of your daze “Come on” He added and grabbed your hand, leading you out of the room.

To Cousins you go.

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LOOK AT ME PT. 1

PAIRING: Boyfriend! Conrad Fisher x Fem! Reader

SUMMARY: You’ve always been the second choice.

WARNINGS: Pure raw ANGST! Get ready. UNEDITED.

A/N: It was 12:30 AM and I just got the “Ooh Angst!” Idea…

READ PART 2 HERE

“Conrad?” You questioned, the story you were telling halting in your throat as you noticed his gaze had drifted elsewhere.

To Belly.

Your heart nearly stopped as you watched his jaw clench. He was jealous and you knew why.

You would choose not to believe it if you could, but the way he looked at her. He hadn’t looked at you like that. Ever.

He wanted her, and you were his distraction.

You had been with Conrad for 2 years, the happiest of your life. This summer, something had changed between you two. You knew it, but you didn’t want your suspicions to be true.

The way they interacted for the first time should have said it all. The way his smile, that had been dull for weeks, returned once she got there. The way his eyes lit up when she would swoon over him.

Belly was currently with Cameron, and they were too close for Conrad’s liking, you assumed. You had been telling him a funny story, but his eyes and thoughts drifted to her.

It hurt, but you wouldn’t show it. You were too stubborn.

You didn’t even say a word, you got up from your beach chair and walked into the house, the cold air causing you to shiver.

It took way too long for Conrad to realize you were gone. And when he did, he knew he had fucked up.

“Y/n?” He called throughout the house, looking for his girlfriend. He hadn’t meant to ignore you like that.

“She went home” Susannah said and Conrad felt his heart drop.

“Shit” He mumbled before grabbing his keys.

You had decided to walk home in your swimsuit and towel, not bothering to change. Tears threatened to spill, but you wouldn’t let them. You couldn’t.

Your heart ached. He didn’t love you, he never had. You were just the second best thing. You should have known.

“Y/n!” You heard behind you, the sound of a car door shutting following. It was him.

“2 years” You said, droplets of rain beginning to fall. “I spent 2 years loving you. I thought you loved me too” You said and he looked confused.

“It’s always been her. If Belly came out of that house and told you she wanted you, you would have jumped like a moth to a flame” You explained, your voice laced with betrayal.

“No, no…” Conrad said and shook his head, placing his palms over his eyes.

“I should have noticed” You said and he finally approached.

“I don’t love her, it’s you” Conrad countered “I know I don’t say it enough, a-and I’m sorry” He stuttered out.

“I see the way you look at her, Conrad” You whispered as he approached you, his eyes holding a guilt you wished you couldn’t see.

“I can’t…”

“You can’t help it, I know” You said to him, your voice softer now. “But you shouldn’t have led me on like this, Conrad, I loved- no I love you, I’m in too deep.”

“I’m sorry, Y/n….”

“I know”

Sneaking out of his room in the middle of the night wasn’t something you thought you’d do.

When he called saying he missed you, the love in your heart swelled, causing you to go to him against your own better judgement.

One thing led to another after he snuck you in, sex ensuing. You hadn’t expected it, but you consented.

Now, shamefully, you snuck out of his room. He was your ex-boyfriend now. It had only been a few weeks. You shouldn’t have been there in the first place.

“Don’t go” You heard before you opened his room door, the voice halting you in your tracks.

“I have to Conrad- I shouldn’t have come” You whispered. “You’re with Belly now…” You whispered and he shook his head.

“No, I’m not with her”

“This is over, Conrad, this was a one time thing” You said, meaning sleeping with him while you were broken up. “I won’t be a distraction again, if you love Belly, just tell her” You said.

Your relationship with Conrad had become so toxic and so complicated so suddenly. You couldn’t understand what he wanted.

“I’m sure she feels the same way” You finished and he huffed, running a frustrated hand through his hair.

When he didn’t speak, you moved to leave again.

“I love you” You heard, a small gasp leaving your lips “She confessed to me before we broke up and I didn’t know how to handle it” He admitted. “I didn’t want you to feel insecure or be upset with me” He added and you were shocked.

“So instead, you just let me watch you silently love her?”

“No, I never loved her, I just, didn’t know how to tell her I didn’t feel the same” He said “I didn’t want to hurt her feelings”

“You should have come to me Conrad, not let me go like that” You said and he nodded his head in agreement.

“I’m not good with that stuff, Y/n…” He whispered before taking a deep breath.

“I love you. And I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you what was going on, I didn’t want to be a burden to you, or hurt Belly” He said sincerely, holding your hands in his.

“I’m sorry I made you feel like I didn’t love you” He added and cupped your cheek in his hands.

“Do you still love me?” He asked, leaning down to ghost his lips over yours. He knew you loved that.

“Yes, Conrad, of course I love you” You whispered before connecting your lips in a love filled kiss.

You could feel it; his love for you. All in the way he kissed you so carefully.

“I love you, Y/n” He whispered against your lips, allowing you to pull him closer.

Your lips molded together perfectly. You missed this, you had missed your Conrad. He had always been so good to you.

“I’m sorry for letting you go so quickly” You apologized once you pulled away. He shook his head.

“Don’t be” He said “You have me right here, all to yourself” He whispered.

Telling Belly he didn’t feel the same way was something Conrad was ready for. He just didn’t want to hurt her feelings.

You two were perched on the couch, Conrad arm around you as he stared off in thought. You were about to ask him what he was thinking about before he decided to speak.

“I’m gonna tell her today” He said and you looked up at him “I know I might break her heart” He added and you smiled a tad at his care for his childhood friend.

“Listen, however Belly takes it, she won’t hate you” You explained “You can do this Conrad, I know you can” You said and he sat up a bit.

“She’s at the beach now, I’m gonna get it over with” He sighed and you nodded, pecking his lips before he went out the back door.

—

It had been 45 minutes…

You decided to check on them. They couldn’t be far…right?

Upon stepping out the back door and traveling towards the beach, a pit in your stomach arose.

You trusted Conrad. He loved you.

That’s when you saw it.

Belly, leaning in to kiss Conrad. And he wasn’t pulling away.

You watched in horror as Conrad stepped away at the last minute, shaking his head and uttering something to the girl.

Belly was now crying.

Relief shot over you, but you were certain that he was going to kiss her.

“Y/n?” You heard and turned, seeing Jeremiah.

“Jere, hi” You said and he looked confused.

“Who are you…oh.” He said as he saw what you were watching. “Conrad told me what happened” He said and you nodded. Jere could tell something was bothering you.

“He almost let her kiss him” You muttered and Jeremiah’s eyes flashed with anger.

“What?” He asked before pulling you into a hug. “I’m so sorry- I don’t know what’s gotten into him”

“He lied to me, Jere” You whispered sadly.

The next thing you saw, broke you to pieces. Conrad and Belly hugged before he leaned down and gave her a brief kiss.

Conrad was crying now too.

Tears threatened to spill from your eyes, watching the boy you loved in disbelief. You had believed what he said, he lied to you. He LIED to you over and over again.

You pulled away from Jeremiah and made a b-line towards Conrad and Belly.

“You liar!” You shouted and Conrad jumped away from Belly. “You said….you said…!” You started but you fell yo the ground, clutching your chest as panic took over.

Jeremiah rushed up behind you, holding you close as Conrad tried to rush over as well.

“Back up, Conrad” Jeremiah said.

“You fucked up big time.”

PART 2

I loved how angsty I made this hehe!!

RED PT 1.

PAIRING: Jeremiah Fisher x Fem! Reader

SUMMARY: The reader is convinced that Jeremiah is in love with Belly. Is he?

WARNINGS: NOT EDITED, a bit of angst

Loving Jeremiah was like falling in love with a celebrity. It was almost as if he didn’t know you existed. That’s what it felt like to you.

The Fisher House in Cousins was an oasis for you. Your family had lived next door for years and you practically lived with Susannah, Laurel, and their kids.

You and Jeremiah had become particularly close. He was your best friend. As you two grew up, however, he began to get distant. You thought you understood why.

He was in love with Belly.

You had spent years dreaming about what it would be like to be his, silently loving him while he listed after someone else.

You eventually became numb to him, distancing yourself helped you as well.

After Belly broke Jeremiah’s heart, you wanted to be there for him. But you knew your heart would break as well, so you saved yourself. That was your biggest regret.

Returning to Cousins wasn’t something you’d thought you’d be doing, let alone with Jeremiah. You had called him in a half drunken haze because you missed him, only for the blonde to tell you that his brother was MIA.

That sobered you up fast.

Only living a few minutes from Brown, you offered to help him check on Conrad. You cared about them both.

When you met up, his eyes were cold. You didn’t like that, not one bit.

It didn’t take you both long to find out that Conrad was in Cousins, and Jeremiah intended to find him.

“I’m coming with you” You said and he looked at you with disgust. Ouch.

“No-“ He started, but you were over his attitude.

“I care about Conrad too.” You said and he sighed, knowing you wouldn’t take no for an answer.

“Fuck!” Jeremiah yelled, frustrated, after you had hit a large pothole, resulting in a flat tire.

“I can help you change-“

“No, I’ve got it” He said, but you got out anyways.

He didn’t know what he was doing and you tried to guide him, but he just kept getting angry.

“Just stop! Y/n! Goddammit!” He screamed, his angry eyes meeting yours. and you weren’t phased.

“Listen to me, Jeremiah” You said, your voice becoming more angered “I don’t know what the fuck happened between you and Belly, but you don’t need to take it out on me.” You said and his eyes softened a bit.

“I know I should have been there for you, but I was hurting too” You said and he looked shocked. “I’m sorry I wasn’t there, I should have been, but seeing you hurting and then your mom- I couldn’t…” You trailed off and leaned against the car as you felt a panic attack begin.

“Woah, Y/n, breathe for me” He said and let you fall into his arms, “In and out…” He started “Just like that, there you go…” He walked you through.

“Get off me” You said to him and he shook his head, holding you close.

“I’m sorry I’ve been an ass” He said “I ended things with Belly before she told me about Conrad, I wasn’t hurting because of her” He whispered and you were confused.

“You wouldn’t even look at me, and I realized I had lost the person I had been in love with since we were kids” Jeremiah explained and you were shocked.

“I didn’t think you felt that way about me” You said “When Belly had her glow up, you just pushed me away” You spoke, your tears welling again.

“You were my best friend Jeremiah, and you pushed me to the side” You spoke and he began to tear up.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t know what I was doing, what I was losing” He said and you reached up to caress his cheek.

You could tell he was trying to resist, being stubborn. “Do you still…?” You asked, wondering if he still loved you, as more than a friend.

Jeremiah tried to look away, but he couldn’t, his eyes locking on yours as he finally gave into his temptation. “Yes…I still” He whispered before leaning in and pressing his lips to yours desperately.

He pushed you up against the side of the Jeep, his arms wrapped around your waist.

Your lips loved together in sync, as all the love you had held for each other was unleashed.

Pulling away, you pressed four forehead against his, he smiled a bit.

“I love you, Y/n, I’m sorry I didn’t make it clear before” He explained and you nodded your head.

“I love you too, it’s okay, Jeremiah” You said and he smiled a bit.

“Can you help me change this tire now?” He asked and you laughed.

“Only if I get a kiss first” You said and he rolled his eyes, complying to your request.

PART 2?

INTOXICATE PT.2

PAIRING: JJ Maybank x Reader (Prev: Canon!Rafe Cameron x Reader)

SUMMARY: After breaking up with Rafe, what will the reader do? Who will she confide in?

WARNINGS: NOT EDITED, fighting, a little angst!

“THIS isn’t over!”

Those were the last words you heard as you rushed out of Tannyhill. Tears pooled in your eyes and they began to fall as you made your way to the only spot you knew you’d have some comfort.

The dock.

It wasn’t a long walk, but by the time you got there, you were a mess, tears and red cheeks to prove you had been through something.

You sat in an empty spot on the dock as you watched people begin to go home and sun begin to set.

“Hey- uh we’re closing down.” You heard from behind you “You should probably head…Y/n?”

You turned at your name and we’re met with none other than JJ Maybank.

“JJ?” You said and wiped your eyes “M’sorry- I’ll leave now” You said and began to stand.

“No, no, are you okay?” He asked and moved to sit down next to you, your puffy face and teary eyes not passing by JJ.

“Yeah- I’m okay…” You said and JJ scoffed.

“I don’t believe that— shouldn’t you be with Rafe?” He asked and you shook your head. JJ usually hated on Kooks, and you were no exception, but something told him not to press any nerves, especially when you were in this state.

“I just broke up with him, so no.” You said simply and he nodded his head.

“Do you want to talk about it? I promise not to make fun.” He said genuinely.

This struck something inside of you. You hadn’t had any real friends since getting with Rafe, he had cut you off. You had no one to confide in.

“He- he needs help. His mood swings just— he was a shitty boyfriend.” You said simply and JJ sighed.

“I’m sorry, no one deserves that. Especially not you.” He said and you looked at him like he was crazy.

“I thought you hated Kooks? I’m technically one, you know.” You said and he shook his head a bit.

“I hate Kooks that flaunt their wealth and think they’re better than everyone else” JJ said “You don’t do that, y’know— I’ve always thought you seemed out of place with them, with him.” He admitted and you blushed a tad.

“Thank you, JJ” You said and reached up to put a hand on his shoulder to acknowledge him “That means a lot to me.” You added and he smiled.

“Need a hug?” He said and you laughed.

“That would be nice.” You said and he leaned over, pulling you into his arms.

While they both were eerily similar with blonde hair and blue eyes, Rafe and JJ were different, like night and day. It didn’t take a genius to see that.

You felt your whole body flutter when you hugged JJ, and there, on the dock, blossomed an amazing friendship.

JJ felt it too.

Nearly every day since you had broken things off with Rafe, you went to the dock to see JJ. He enjoyed having you visit, he had even offered you to come to a bonfire with the Pogues.

You accepted of course and they welcomed you with open arms.

Sarah, Kie, John B, and Pope all became your friends, and after a while, you felt like you were fitting in.

Tonight, they had invited you to a Kegger.

You had been to many of those, but on the Kook side. You were nervous, but JJ assured that you would be fine, as long as you stayed near him.

So that’s what you planned on doing.

You met the Pogues at the Chateau, wearing a sun dress you had recently bought with Sarah and Kie.

It was blue, and JJ liked it a little too much.

“You look amazing.” Kie said as you chatted outside.

“Thank you guys— wheres J?” You asked and Kie shrugged.

“Right here, m’lady” You heard from behind you and you couldn’t help the smile that crossed your features. The butterflies in your stomach roared at the sight of him.

“Woah-“ He said as you turned around, and Kie retreated to give you two some space.

“Gimme a twirl, sweetheart” JJ said and you did so with a laugh. “You look amazing.” He said and you blushed a bit.

“Thank you, I try” You said and curtsied, to which the blonde laughed.

You had never felt so happy. You felt secure, the Pogues had your back, and they were welcoming to you.

With Rafe you felt suffocated, and now you were free.

“Let’s get a move on!” You heard John B say and you along with the rest of the Pogues, shuffled into the Twinkie.

Upon arriving to the Boneyard, it was packed. As you stepped out of the Twinkie, JJ offered you a hand, to which you took shakily.

“Hey, it’s going to be okay. He probably won’t show, and even if he does, I’ll be right by your side, I promise.” JJ said reassuringly. Kie and Pope agreed behind you.

You nodded and the Pogues began their entrance to the Kegger.

The night went smoothly, for the most part. Besides drunk John B stumbling around, you guys had remained calm and collected.

That was until you spotted Rafe. And he was making his way over. Fast.

JJ was directly behind you and your hand immediately found his. “JJ…” You said and he turned, confused, but then realized why you had grown frantic.

“How are you liking my leftovers, Maybank?” Rafe said and you cringed at how he objectified you.

“Leftovers? Please, you barely gave her the time of day, there are no leftovers.” JJ defended and you smiled a bit.

Rafe took notice of this.

“How’s he fucking you? Is he as good as I was?” Rafe said “You know, she really likes it when…” He began but was cut off by JJ’s fist colliding with Rafe’s jaw. A deafening crack was heard as Rafe stumbled back.

“What? I was trying to give you some tips!” Rafe came back swinging, hitting JJ in his eye.

The two boys began to completely fight, landing punches after punches into each other.

At one point, Rafe had JJ pinned and was beating the utter shit out of him. That’s when you stepped in.

“Rafe stop! You’re going to kill him!” You exclaimed and he did stop, for a few seconds.

“What if that’s what I want?” He said with a sadistic look on his face.

You rushed forwards and tugged Rafe backwards with a random burst of strength. This resulted in Rafe elbowing you in your ribs, causing you to cry out as you both fell to the ground.

JJ was up in seconds, grabbing Rafe by the collar to continue to beat his ass.

Pope and Kie rushed in soon after that, Pope pulling JJ from Rafe and Kie getting you up.

“Say something else about my girl, Cameron” JJ said “I dare you” He added, with that same look in his eyes.

Rafe was at a loss for words, but couldn’t speak as JJ was dragged away and towards the Twinkie, along with you.

“JJ, why—“ You started but he ignored you, hopping into the Twinkie per Pope’s request.

He was mad. And it was your fault.

That was all you could think about on the ride back to the Chateau.

That’s not at all what JJ had thought, his mind was running a mile a minute.

“JJ…I’m sorry” You whispered and he turned to face you, confusion in his eyes.

“Sweetheart” He said and grabbed your hands “Don’t be sorry—ever.” He said and you nodded your head, arriving at the Chateau shortly after.

You sat in silence as you cleaned JJ’s wounds, ignoring the pain in your abdomen. He was your first priority.

He was perched on the toilet lid as you bent over with Neosporin and alcohol to flush his cuts and scrapes.

“I don’t know why you’d fight like that for me.” You commented and JJ looked at you like you had just said something crazy.

“Why would I fight for you?” He asked “God- Y/n are you oblivious?” He said and stopped you from cleaning his cheek. “I would do anything for you, sweetheart” He said “You don’t deserve to be treated like shit”

You nodded as a thank you, but held your abdomen as a shooting pain came over you.

JJ suddenly remembered what Rafe had done to you and he felt like shit for not thinking about it sooner.

“Take off your dress” He said and you blushed.

“What?” You asked.

“Take your dress off, now.” He demanded and you did as told, afraid of what would happen if you didn’t.

You slipped your dress off, leaving you practically naked.

“JJ-“

“No, shh” He said and gasped at the bruise on your ribs.

“Fucking asshole, m’gonna kill him.” He said and helped you put your dress back on, respecting your privacy.

“JJ…” You spoke as you approached him, gently running your hands through his hair.

He sighed at the feeling, leaning into your touch.

You began to pull your hands away as he calmed but he grabbed them back.

“No, I liked that” He said and you watched as he stood up, towering over you.

He let his right hand snake around your waist to pull you closer to him. His left came up to cup your face. He just stared at you, with complete adoration in his eyes.

“Please let me kiss you” He begged as you watched his eyes trail to your lips. Right as you nodded, he carefully lifted you to sit on the bathroom counter, minding your bruise.

He moved in between your legs, hiking your dress up so you were flush against him. He then leaned in the connected your lips.

Your stomach erupted into butterflies as your lips moved hastily against his, your fingers running through his hair and tugging at the strands at the nape of his neck.

“Y/n…” He whispered as he pulled back for air, ghosting his lips over yours.

“Hm?” You said and his face broke out into a smile.

“Be mine” He said “Let me treat you right, please” He said and you smiled, pressing your lips to his again.

“So is that a yes?” He asked and you shrugged playfully.

“Yes.”

A/N: Yay! I hope that was the ending you guys wanted!!

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PAIRING: JJ Maybank x Fem!Routledge!Reader

SUMMARY: JJ nearly gets himself killed, and you aren’t the normal sunshine everyone knows you as.

WARNINGS: A little angsty, short, fluffy ending.

HOW DID YOU GET HERE? You weren’t even sure. The last thing you thought you’d be doing was hopping off of JJ’s bike and into Topper Thorntons truck.

“What is he doing?” Sarah asked and you shrugged, anger beginning to bubble inside of you.

He had been so different. So different since you got back home to the OBX. He was more distant than before.

You and JJ had always been close. He was drawn to you because of your nice nature. He didn’t think you had a mean bone in your body. None of the Pogues did.

John B, your brother, had lived with you your whole life and he knew you wouldn’t hurt a fly. Even in the stressful situations the Pogues put themselves through, you remained positive.

That was about to change.

You looked up and watched as a crash occurred on the overhead pass above you. Right where JJ had just been.

His bike flew off the side of the overpass and you scrambled to get out of the car, it not even being stopped yet.

“Oh my god!” You exclaimed and backed away as you watched the cops from above.

You fell to your knees and began to cry, Sarah moving up behind you to comfort you.

“I wish— I could say I did that on purpose” You heard from behind you. Your neck nearly broke with how fast you turned around.

It was JJ. He was alive.

“But…” He began “That was the gnarliest power slide I’ve ever done” He said and laughed a bit.

That’s when your anger boiled over.

“What the fuck, JJ?” You exclaimed, catching everyone off guard. They had never seen you angry before.

“You fucking asshole! You could have gotten hurt! Not to mention the fact that you’ve been practically ignoring me since we got back!” You said and rushed towards him, shoving him aggressively.

JJ stumbled a bit, his eyes wide in shock. He never knew you were feeling this way. He thought pushing you away would save himself from hurt.

“Sweetheart-“ He began, but you shook your head, tears falling from your eyes.

“Don’t you ‘sweetheart’ me, JJ” You said and moved as far away from him as possible. “I can’t believe you right now”

“M’not riding in the same car as him, Topper” You said and the kook nodded.

“I-uh, can he sit in the bed?” He asked and you nodded.

JJ didn’t say anything, he just rode in the back.

After the disappointment of not finding the cross. The Pogues and Topper all went their separate ways. However, JJ followed you.

“Y/n, you’re gonna walk home alone?” He asked and you didn’t answer, assuming he’d follow.

“Hey- you got to talk, now let me” He said and you continued to walk.

“Dammit, Y/n! Stop!” He screamed and you froze, not expecting him to yell at you.

He caught up to you and stood directly in front so you couldn’t continue walking.

“I pushed myself away because I was scared” He admitted “Your brother- he noticed the way we had gotten close and he told me to stay away, so I listened” He explained.

“It was the worst mistake I’ve ever made” He added “I thought that pushing you away would save me the huff of losing you and my best friend”

“I love you, Y/n, and I’m sorry I scared you back there.” He finished and met your teary eyes.

“JJ…” You trailed off and rushed to him, pulling him into a hug. “I love you too- I didn’t mean to get that angry”

“Sweetheart, you had every right to be mad, I fucked up.” He said and pulled back.

“Can I kiss you?” He whispered and you nodded, ghosting your lips over his before connecting them.

Your lips moved in sync before you needed air, pulling away. “Please don’t scare me like that again” You said and he nodded his head.

“Wouldn’t dream of it.”

A/N: YAY! This was short, but sweet!!

TRUTH OR DARE?

PAIRING: JJ Maybank x Pogue!Reader

SUMMARY: Requested by @jjmaybanksabsolutewifey ! “Hi! First, I just want to say I LOVE your writing! I was wondering if you could right a story where the reader, (y/n) and the pogues play spin the bottle and also truth or dare, and y/n announced their feelings for JJ who feels the same way and it gets spicy? Thx!”

WARNINGS: Oral sex, sexual innuendos.

Being best friends with JJ Maybank wasn’t easy. His constant flirting and romantic tendencies coukd give anyone the wrong idea. It gave you the wrong idea.

Your crush on JJ began last summer. The blonde had gravitated towards you and you became an inseparable pair. Feelings weren’t involved at first, but the more you got to know JJ, the more you fell for him.

Loving JJ hurt though, nonetheless. He would constantly bring girls to the Chateau to sleep with them, or he would hang around them at parties.

He was just a guy who liked a quick fuck, and you were a girl who wanted a fairytale romance.

So, you decided to push your feelings away. You swore you’d never tell JJ how you felt. Your friendship mattered more to you than anything, and the rejection would only end that.

Recently, JJ had been acting off. He was more clingy towards you, and he hadn’t slept with anyone in nearly two months. You were shocked, but it made you happy that you didn’t have to watch the boy you were in love with go off with someone else.

Typically, when the group would hang out, you would play stupid party games. Tonight, you guys were all tipsy and decided to play a mix of Truth or Dare and Spin the Bottle.

“Aww come on, Y/n! Pick dare!” John B said and you sighed. “You have to do it no matter what.” He said and held out a pinky to you. You knew that if you pinky swore, you couldn’t say no.

“Fine” You said and shook pinkies with John B. You were currently sat on the porch couch, JJ next to you with his arm around your shoulders. This wasn’t abnormal for you two, so you thought nothing. of it.

“Dare” You said and John B smirked, he had come up with a devious plan,

“I dare you to make out with the hottest guy here” He said and Sarah and Kie looked towards your panicked expression.

“Wha-“

“Nope! You have to do it” John B said and you sighed. You weren’t sure what pushed you, but you were pretty sure it was the alcohol.

“J” You said as you turned around to face him. He looked smug, but his expression changed when he saw your nervousness.

He gently cupped your face and leaned up, pressing a kiss to your lips. Your entire body erupted into butterflies.

You moved your lips against JJ’s feeling him sigh against you. His hand trailed to your waist and you gasped offering JJ the opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth.

Your friends hooted and hollered around you and you could help but pull away, feeling a bit embarrassed. You and JJ looked at each other for a few seconds before returning back to your previous spots.

“Alright! Who’s next…”

After a while of Truth or Dare, you guys decided to switch to Spin the Bottle.

You had avoided JJ’s glances since you kissed, scared of what you might find in his eyes.

John B spun first and he got Sarah, who was pleased. When Sarah spun, it landed on Kiara, and they happily kissed.

Then Kiara spun and it landed on….JJ.

Your heart dropped and Kiara apologized quietly before kissing JJ. Your gaze dropped a bit, not understanding why you were so hurt.

You shook it off and watched as JJ spun the bottle. It landed on you.

You looked at JJ, for the first time since you kissed. You leaned down towards his leaned back figure and planted your lips on his. When you went to pull away, he pulled you back in for another kiss, a smirk on his face.

You felt on top of the world, but your heart sank at the thought of JJ just kissing you because he could. There was no way he had real feelings for you.

Truth or Dare came back after everyone had kissed everyone. The alcohol coursing through everyone gave them the liquid courage they needed.

“JJ, Truth or Dare?” Sarah asked and JJ scoffed.

“Dare” He said and sat back in his seat, sending you a smirk.

“I dare you to…do what you want to anyone here” She said and everyone laughed.

JJ stood to his feet and held out his hand to you “Let’s go” He said and everyone ‘oohed’.

“Wha-?” You started but JJ had already pulled you up.

“We’ll be back, you guys continue” JJ said and led you into the Chateau.

He pulled you into the guest bedroom, closing the door behind you. Your heart was racing. Before you could think, JJ wrapped his arms around your waist and he began to lean down, wanting to kiss you.

“No” You said and as soon as that word left your mouth, JJ removed his hands and took a step back.

“JJ- I’m sorry, I just….” You started and he relaxed a bit “I don’t want to be just a quick fuck to you”

JJ looked pissed after you said that. “Y/n-no” He said “You were and aren’t EVER going to be just a quick fuck to me” He explained. “I want you, I want to be with you” He said “I realized I was in love with you two months ago I-“

JJ was cut off by your lips on his. He smirked but let his arms snake around your waist, pulling you flush against him. “I love you too, J” You said and he smiled.

“We have a dare to fulfill” He said and you tilted your head.

“You had something other than us making out in mind?”

“JJ, please don’t tease me” You begged.

You were currently sprawled on the guest bed, your shirt and pants off, while JJ hovered over you, his shirt off as well.

“M’gonna make you feel so good” He whispered before trailing kisses down your body. He pulled your panties down and threw them to the side, wrapping his arms around your thighs, spreading them open.

You tried to close them, but JJ shook his head “Ah, ah” He said before blowing on your bare cunt.

You squirmed before he dove in, his tongue flicking your clit aggressively.

“JJ! Oh my god!” You gasped out, arching your back as you tangled your fingers in his hair.

When he began sucking on your clit, you nearly came. “J!” You cried out and he chuckled against you.

The way his tongue lapped at your wetness had your legs shaking. If someone would have told you that you would be at the complete sexual mercy of your best friend a week ago, you would have laughed in their face.

But here you were, with JJ Maybank between your legs, treating you like you were his last meal.

JJ was enjoying this just as much, your pretty little moans and the way your face contorted when he would suck on your sensitive clit. He had dreamt of this.

You beneath him, all his. He couldn’t stand being with anyone else. He craved you. Every inch of you.

JJ had no mercy his hands tightening around your thighs as he brought you to the edge. Your eyes shut as your back arched, coating his face in your cum. You thought he would help you ride it out, but you were so very wrong.

When you tried to pull away, JJ continued, his pace remaining the same. You squirmed nails digging into the bed sheets below you as sensitivity pulsed through you.

“JJ- please! I- no more!” You begged but he continued. He knew you didn’t actually want him to stop. JJ held up his index finger, letting you know he wanted you to cum one more time.

“I can’t-“ You tried but he hummed against you, a gasp of sudden and overwhelming pleasure coursing through your veins. Your mind was beginning to slip into an eternal bliss, all because JJ was making you feel like no one ever had.

It didn’t take long for you to cum again, and this time, JJ slowed down, letting you ride it out.

As your breathing regulated, it finally hit you. ‘What have I done?’ You thought to yourself as you scrambled for your clothes.

“We should go back outside” You said and covered yourself up, your eyes filled with worry. “No-I should go, yeah…” You said as you finally got dressed.

“Hey- woah” JJ started and grabbed your wrist “What’s this all about?” He asked “You’re leaving?” He asked as well.

“This was a mistake, JJ…” You said and he looked shocked, a scoff leaving his lips.

“I love you, Y/n! Is it that hard to believe?” He said, raising his voice.

“Yes! JJ, it is” You began “You bring girls back here all the time! I know I’m not the only one. I want a relationship, not a friends with benefits deal” You said and his eyes softened a bit, realizing your insecurity.

“Look, Y/n. Just give me a chance, we can take it slow, I’ll take you out” He said and grabbed your hands. “Please let me love you…” He begged.

You thought about his words before nodding “Okay…don’t break my heart Maybank” You said and he smiled.

“I promise I won’t”