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private sideblog written by barbie.
Source: deryapinar
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♡ closed starter for @malboraslihan.
movie: what a girl wants
❛ you know, i really wish you would pull your lip over your head and swallow it. ❜
" and i really wish to hear more about your thoughts regarding my lips " shrugs his shoulder, smiling matter of factly. " it's really concerning me, at this point "
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“i think your little boyfriend will be just fine .” his grandfather , on the other hand , will have something to say about it . throwing a punch is one thing , making a scene is another . and dugray’s don’t embarrass themselves like he just did .
her boyfriend , right . the one she should've been tending to now instead of confronting the male , and yet , she stays glued to her place . " i knew you were incapable of holding a conversation but this — " whatever , she didn't really care that much about a scene anyway . " i thought you wanted me to move on "
closed starter / @kupids
“ if you were gonna chase her the entire night , why did you even bother inviting me ? “
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"can i come inside ?"
the word yes slips off his tongue before he can even consider , making way for her to enter his apartment , shutting the door closed as soon as she's passed through him — almost as if he's scared she'll change her mind and run awayagain. "i thought you had a plans tonight"
closed starter / @khaleesiie
"look, i don't usually do this but my friend thinks you're really—" mouth closes shut as soon as she is turning to face him, eyes finally catching a look of her face and immediately, a frown surfaces over his features. "sorry, they made me—" cuts himself short once again, eyes closing for a moment before he sighs. "it's a stupid party tradition, i guess. i didn't mean to" to what he doesn't know, brain still too clouded by the image standing in front of him. "i didn't know it was you"
closed starter / @khaleesiie
"they're not gonna believe you like me if you keep acting like you're allergic to my waist" she's whisper-shouting the second they're pushed into a guest room, or rather, his room that she'd now be sharing. "you've done a better job than this drunk at the club and trying to scare big guys away" doesn't know why she cares, this was his idea, his friends, his ex fling or whatever.
closed starter / @khaleesiie
sun is barely up when he reaches the front door, bag packed for the weekend and heartbeat rising by the minute. he unlocks it easily, stepping out of his shoes as soon as the door clicks behind him. so far, so good, or so he thought. gaze snaps up to find her wide awake on the couch, groceries weighting in his hands as plan dissipates in front of his eyes. "you should be asleep"
closed starter / @khaleesiie
"these are terrible, you know" she frowns into her glass, whatever her friends had mixed into the drinks taste way worse than it looked. "they're awful party hosts, i'm sorry i dragged you into this" easy laugh slips out of her mouth, pushing herself over the counter.
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“ you shouldn't be here . ” he states the obvious despite the furrow between his eyes speaking for itself , eyes flickering between her and the currently still empty hallway , “ i told you , didn't i ? that you can't just show up here unannounced whenever you feel like it . ” can feel the seconds ticking by as they remain lingering in the doorway , each bringing them a moment closer to the possibility of someone catching a glimpse of the encounter . could she have been followed ? only allows his mind to spiral for another few seconds before hastily making up his mind . “ fuck . . . okay , ” he sighs , mind filled with doubts as his arm drapes over her frame to impatiently guide her inside .
pressure rises behind her eyes as soon as his words reach her , taking a step back absentmindedly though gaze remains locked into his own . she hadn’t planned for his rejection and , truly , she had nowhere else to go if not for his door . everyone she knew was either in too deep or couldn’t know the extent of what she was dealing with . “ it’s just a while , i don’t have to spend the night or— “ she begins to say, voice too shaky for her own good , hands trembling before she lets go of the fabric of his shirt . there’s a torturing few seconds before he’s agreeing , arm wrapping around her and finally allowing her to take a deep breath , following him blindly inside his home .
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♡ closed starter for @malboraslihan.
plot: church girl + unholy bf . i need it .
the stares do not go unnoticed. parked just outside of the local b.aptist church, arm resting in the open window – sunglasses shield his eyes from view, a cigarette held between his lips as he waits for her to exit. he knows that the churchgoers are whispering about his presence, wondering what a man like him is doing here. as soon as he sees her, he gets out of the car – crushes the cigarette beneath his shoe and rounds his way to the passengers side, opening the door for her. ❛ we’re about to be the talk of the town, angel. ❜
should’ve known when he suggested to pick her up that he wouldn’t simply park the other side of the street and wait patiently until she was out. head shakes both ways as soon as she spots him, though corners rise slightly. she’s bidding goodbyes too quickly, avoiding the concern in her grandmother’s gaze as she gives her hand a light squeeze before slipping out and onto the street. “ you know what they think about the smoking “ she singsongs, an unstoppable grin dancing on her lips before following him, stepping into his car too easily. “ just get in already before they’re mortified for life “ teases, waving her hand as she sinks comfortably into her seat.
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“ why does it matter who i was with ? don’t you trust me ? ”
the immediate answer comes to the tip of her tongue and it’s out before she can even think about it. a simple no, and it wasn’t even personal, couldn’t even wrap her mind on who was the last person she had deposited her blind faith onto — saved for herself, of course. “ when you answer my question with questions, it truly says i shouldn’t “ another shrug of her shoulders and she’s sighing, tossing a piece of hair behind her shoulder. “ so, who was she? “
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“ i don’t want this to ruin our friendship . ”
he swallows at her answer, nodding immediately as if that had been his own thought all along. “ yeah, of course not “ is coughed through another sip of whatever is mixed into the drink their friends slipped into his hand. “ it was just a stupid thought, something matt brought up and— “ smile is crooked, glued to his features nonetheless. “ just forget about everything i said “