COURTNEY EATON as LOTTIE MATTHEWS Season 3, Episode 9: "How the Story Ends"

grief is so crazy like what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. does she know i loved her. i miss her so much. i catch myself doing things she used to do. i wish i could call her. i miss her so much. i do a crossword puzzle. i cry while washing the dishes. does she know i loved her? my heart feels like a hummingbird. i miss her so much. what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. what if i forget.

i talked ab this feeling in therapy yday and my therapist asked me, “would it really be so bad if your memories changed? if they softened and faded or looked different over time? why does that frighten you so much?” and i said, “i don’t want the love to disappear.” and she looked at me for a long moment and then she said, “it won’t. it doesn’t work that way. even if the memories soften or change, it doesn’t mean the love does. that love keeps going backward in time, forever, because you love her still. all is not lost.” i just thought i would share that in case it resonated w anyone else too.

Some of you guys have never burned a CD and it shows

Some of you guys don't even realise I don't mean setting a CD on fire

Y'all have you seen this????

Appreciate the fashion and please don't look in the notes unless it's to find people who you want to block.

YELLOWJACKETS 2.06 Qui / 3.09 How The Story Ends

I worked at a McDonald's as a cashier in high school and it was during a time when they changed their POS system (point of sale, not piece of shit) so everything was now in a slightly different, less logical place, but I was working 20ish hours a week so I picked it up really quickly

Anyway I was out with my friend in the next town over and we went to a McDonald's because she really wanted an ice tea and we go through the drive through. The man greets us out of the little speaker and asks for our order and she says "Hi! Could I get a large sweet ice tea please?"

Silence.

Longer silence.

And I knew in my heart what was happening.

So I leaned over and said, "It's on page two of drinks, under juice, then the third one down."

Another much shorter silence.

Then:

"What the - how the hell did... Uh. I mean. Thank you?"

And it's been literally ten years but I'm still riding the high from that.

Ninety percent of most magic consists of knowing one extra fact.

-Terry Pratchett

i’m an aspiring film watcher

"if tumblr dies you can find me on bluesky" "if tumblr dies you can find me on Instagram" if tumblr dies you cannot find me. It's over. I'm free.

if tumblr dies you can find me touching grass maybe

HEARTBREAKING: band you just discovered doesn't have any other songs that sound like that

me every day cause I don’t understand anything

YELLOWJACKETS 2.06 Qui / 3.07 Croak

#an adorable assasin

"unlikable protagonist" and it's just a woman who's a regular human being with flaws

Hey guys it turned out I shouldn’t have stopped taking vitamin d gummies. Get that checked if that’s you.

361/365 days of regina mills