Pinned
I'm not leaving. I took this week off to kind of step back and reevaluate both myself and the situation. Someone suggested therapy to me, specifically for anger management, but I don't have the money for that and my insurance doesn't cover that. Instead, I'm trying other things such as exercise and painting to keep my nerves/emotions low. Still, thank you for that suggestion and although I can't do actual therapy right now, I am doing something.
I also came to several conclusions after just sitting and thinking this week: I know what I did was wrong and I sincerely apologized for that several times and it's up to the people whether or not they want to accept it. Most people made up their mind and nothing I say or would do will change that. I'm not transphobic/acephobic/LGBTQ+phobic, although some people will continue to think that I am based off of headcanons/posts. I'm not mad about it and I'm still taking the consequences as they come. Going off of the headcanons part of that, I tried to be inclusive in my writings because I wanted so badly to represent everyone and I was genuinely excited to be entrusted with requests like that throughout the year. However, trying to be inclusive with everything and everyone did more harm than good and I apologize for not educating myself more during those times that certain headcanons were posted.
I came to the following solution for that after discussing things with a few people: I am deleting them off of tumblr, but saving them in a document for when I have gained more knowledge and done better research on certain topics such as, but not limited to, gender-questioning (I believe the better term is gender-dysphoria but do correct me if I'm wrong), being any part of the LGBTQ+ community, and some mental illnesses, and only when I have done the proper research will I post them a new with better and more insight to those topics.
With that being said, I'm also not taking requests for those again until I have a better grasp and understanding of those topics mentioned above and I will delete any requests that I still have in the inbox that pertains to any of those things. I know that that won't stop any hate coming my way, but it's a start. I'll go through those tonight so if anyone wonders why certain things are disappearing, that's why.
I am always grateful for the people that spoke out and corrected me in a kind manner because it allows me to grow and become a better writer, and person. I got quite a few messages from people that were kind enough to lead me in a better direction with understanding and kindness. On the other hand sadly hateful posts do not do that and from now on I feel compelled to block anyone posting these. I hope this way a case like the one from last week won't happen again and I'll just continue to do my thing, which is writing. Thank you to everyone, especially if you took the time to read this.
I do sincerely apologize for the broccoli/carrot comment. I do not apologize for attacking that person.
I want to apologize to any of my transgender followers that saw that and i know for a fact i was in the wrong for going that far. It was not okay on my end and i will accept any consequences! 100% i am taking accountability for that.
EDIT:
I deleted the post and reported and blocked instead. I know what I said wasnt right and it was my emotions getting the best of me. I do apologize and once again i will accept any consequences because i do deserve them. 100% i will promise to do better in the future. If any of the transgender community still follow i would sincerely like to apologize to you. Youre not obligated to accept it, obviously, but i will do better in the future.
I apologize to everyone, sincerely. I know it's not much and i dont expect anyone to accept. From now on reporting and blocking is what i will do instead of engaging. I promise I'll do better.
Thank you anyway and thanks to everyone who came to my defense, not about the pronoun part, but the issue of harassment. Thank you.
Edit 2:
This apology is for everyone but it is important to note that only the trans obey me community can really accept it, since they are the ones most affected. No person that is not trans should accept this apology because it is about THEIR feelings. No one else's. So to all the trans people in obey me: I'm sorry. I really am. I WILL do better. And to all the cis/straights in obey me: please understand where they're coming from and stay out of this, please. This is between me and them and no one else has the right to accept this apology BUT them. Thank you.
How would the MC go around to getting close to Lucifer? Like just a normal MC without like powers from an ancestor that was an angel and stuff. Like a normal human MC coming from the human world just trying to get close to Lucifer. What could they do to get him to actually pay them some mind that isn't work related? Would he actually let them hang out in his office at all? Could they be humorous around him? ..bribery? Would he even consider getting into a relationship with them at all?
Now this is gladly something I'll spend my Tuesday thinking about
LUCIFER and how ‘normal’ MCs can woo him
- Let’s be fucking honest here, even if you’re not ‘normal’ and possess some type of power, it’s hard to actually woo him. God, you could be made out of pure gold and diamonds and he’d find a flaw in you that keeps him away.
- I hope you have some time because this will take a while
- But fear not! Not all hope is lost!
- With a lot of patience, some bomb ass personal qualities, and a non-judgemental heart, you can at the very least make it to be his friend.
- First things first, don’t, under any circumstance, stand up to him right away. Don’t give him an attitude and try to put him in his place on day #1 because that will, most certainly, not end well for you.
- Let him believe that yes, he IS the mighty first born and that he has instilled some kind of fear in you. Worry not, that act will be dropped after a while.
- Show. Respect. Always.
- If Lucifer says jump you must ask how high, where, and what time.
- That last part was a joke, but do make yourself readily available for him. Offer your service and although he WILL say no at least 5 times before he’ll even give you one piece of paper to look over, do not give in.
- “Fine. Here, read over this for me and correct any errors.”
- It’s a start because now you’re at least in the same proximity as him.
- GET ALONG WITH HIS BROTHERS, especially Mammon and Belphegor. Mammon because he’s Lucifer’s favorite and that’s no secret, and Belphegor because he’s definitely the toughest nut to crack out of the other six. Also it shows that you’re determined and Lucifer likes that.
- Be kind. Offer your help to him, yes, but also offer your help to the others. “Here’s a napkin Beel; there’s sauce on your chin.” “Oh that book you were looking for, Satan, I think it was on the second shelf.” “Do you need help understanding that text, Asmodeus?”
- Do not, under any circumstance, try to be a ‘boss ass bad bitch’ or any of the like around him. It won’t end well, and if anything, he’d probably think you’re an insecure nobody and trying to hide that fact.
- Seem helpless, even if you aren’t. Lucifer has that ‘knight in shining armor’ complex so please do ask him for help as well.
- A simple “Lucifer, I don’t understand this assignment. Can you explain it to me?” Will get you a LONG way.
- Respect Lord Diavolo. Never be disrespectful. As a matter of fact, if you become friends with the Demon Lord, your chances of being closer to Lucifer are immediately higher.
- If you’re silly in a subtle way, you immediately get bonus points.
- I’m talking about things like not realizing your hair is standing up or that you accidentally mismatched your socks, you know?
- Maybe get a little sassy. Not with him, but with his brothers. Not badly so but a simple “You’re about as bright as a blueberry, Mammon.” “Maybe if you would get your head out of your pillows and into some books, you wouldn’t be failing classes right now, Belphegor.” Oof. That mild sassiness is hot to him, you know?
- Once he’s somewhat comfortable with you, you can allow yourself a joke at him as well.
- “Do you always look like a vampire Lucifer or did you forget what century we’re in?”
- Be prepared for an odd look at first but he will chuckle. Hell, he might even come back with something.
- “I know you find my looks rather charming, MC.” If you’re really lucky, you may even get a smirk right after that.
- Otherwise, let him come to you. Be available to him, yes. Help him, definitely. But never ever run after him 24/7. Before you know it, he’s texting YOU and asking YOU for help, or if you need anything.
- Oh! And…
- There’s no shame in being a little shy, maybe borderline naïve… homie is hella into that.
hi lovely! hope ur doing well 💕💕 so excited that ur requests are open AHH!!!
but how would the brothers react to MC denying their kisses as a lil prank to see their reaction? [got inspo from this tik tok https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMePw8TLe/ if you wanna see] I imagined some of them would be a bit desperate and thirsty like the guy in the vid hehe.. not sure if u done the idea before but I thought it'd be fun!!
this is my first request for anything here so I hope I did it right ahh love ur writing btw and hope u have fun with ur requests!! 🥳🥳
I cannot put into words how much I absolutely despise that tiktok trend and I'd slap a bitch if they tried that on me. But anyway welcome to the blog! 🎉
Warning: slight NSFW
THE BROTHERS reacting to MC denying them a kiss for a tiktok prank
Lucifer:
First of all, he despises that app with a passion and he despises it even more ever since you made it a point to pull him into these ‘trends’. Do you think he has time for this? The only trend he somewhat enjoyed was the iced coffee one. You know, where they make that foamy milk or whatever it was, and only because he loves coffee. Anyway, the minute you lean in to kiss him, he’s ready. Talkin’ about hands tightly on your hips, pulling you closer, ready to meet those cute little puckers and then-- nope. Absolutely not.
“You have two seconds to come over here and finish what you started and if you even think of posting that video I’m not only taking your phone privileges, but I most certainly will take your orgasm privileges.”
Mammon:
He’s a sucker for kisses. He’s also a sucker for tiktok, but he’s mainly on car tiktok and *gasp* shocker, baking tiktok! That’s right, he finds baking videos to be super interesting which is both weird and kind of cool; maybe he’ll pick up a few recipes and make them for you! Anyway, he’s about as excited as a puppy when you come over to kiss him. “Hell yeah babe, come here so I ca-- HEY!” and then you don’t ??? What kind of bullshit???
“MC come back! Get yer ass back here!!”
Leviathan:
This boy daydreams about you 24/7 and he feels so lucky every time he has the chance to talk to you, to hold you, and especially to kiss you. He gets super flustered every time, too, and he does these silly tiktok trends with you because they make you happy. Secretly, he hates them and he wishes they’d just stay between you and him but he also doesn’t want to dictate your life. Anyway, when it looks like you lean in to kiss him, he’s already flustered as all hell and his eyes are squeezed shut tightly, awaiting impact. And then it never happened. And he’s even more flustered and embarrassed now, especially since you’re laughing.
“Oh… heh… of course you wouldn’t… my mistake.”
Satan:
Satan is in the same boat as Lucifer except that he will search tiktok for cute cat videos and cute cat videos only. He’s completely oblivious to these trends because he could honestly care less. He’s done the savage one with you before and only because your ass looked mighty fine in it, that’s it. However, he watched you set up your phone before you came over to him and thus he knows this is some type of prank. So, when you lean in to kiss him, he’s actually the one pulling away with a grin and pushing you away.
“Can’t prank the prankster, kitten.”
Asmodeus:
Oh he loves that app! He’s done about every major trend on that stupid app and his account has a couple million followers. It’s both sad and fascinating how obsessed he is with those videos, but hey, at least someone other than the people he already knows can stroke his ego. Anyway, he’s already seen this trend and he’s waiting for you to pull it on him, but before you could even lean in he’s already laughing like crazy, leaving you confused. He ends up stealing a kiss anyway before moving over to your phone and waving into the camera.
“Oh dear… did you mean to post this? We should do one for my account, too!”
Beelzebub:
Bless his soul. He only recently discovered food tiktok and he swipes away as soon as he sees a video that isn’t food related. Looked like a chocolate covered strawberry, is actually a kissing exercise = swipe! Honestly it’s precious how he’ll spend hours on there. Sometimes he goes onto the workout part of tiktok too and does some new workout routines but it’s mainly just food so Beel didn’t see it coming when you pulled the prank on him. As a matter of fact, he’s rather hurt when you pull away from the kiss and a big pouty lip will form.
“I won’t force you… but I was really looking forward to that. Can I have one?”
Belphegor:
You think this demon has time for tiktok when his sleep routine is at stake? He hears you scroll through the videos sometimes but he could honestly care less about all of that. Every once in a blue moon he’ll ask you to pull up some cute puppy videos but even that is rare. Anyway, when you lean in to kiss him, he has already gotten his eyes closed and is awaiting the sweetness that is your lips. And then they never come. And then he sees the phone in his face and he gets mad, taking it from you and throwing it across the room before pulling you on top of him.
“I knew there was a reason I hated that stupid thing. Kiss me or that phone will stay broken.”
Hello my queen ~ nice to know you reopend the request. Can i request about NsFW fic? Mammon borrow Lucifer's laptop and when he try to open homework video, Mammon mistook his video and Lucifer's private video (Lucifer and F!MC nsfw video btw) in front of Diavolo.
U can make it humor or just nsfw is ok, im fine with everything you write :D
This whole request sounds like a rollercoaster and i am here for it 😂
Warning: NSFW, video files, voyeurism
Private Files (MAMMON X DIAVOLO, LUCIFER X GN!READER)
This is a special fanfic going out to all my haters and the people that think they have some type of power over fanfic writers:
✨suck my coochie dick you cute little leeches✨
Warning: crack smut
Nerd Boi ( SATAN X GN!READER)
I'm not even gonna bother with a gif let me know what you guys think of our little nerd boi.
My favorite comments ever come from ao3 where people tell me the "sex is unrealistic"
As if we all arent fucking fictional demons in our heads
With various kinks
Including drugs and inflation
I wish you could just.... Move on from fics you dont like? "Next" and the scrolling thing you can do with your fingers is *amazing*
During a fight you discover that the Gods plan to take you down with the destruction of the world. You decide to sacrifice yourself to save the world and the last thing you hear is your lover screaming your name
@diavolosthots Angst....with Lucifer 😭😭😭😭😭😭
The old bastard can't see His kids be happy
Fuck. That.
I'd fight God and get a dishonorable discharge of being tossed into hell.
Hey Queen! Beautiful Queen whom I love and adore! <3 It's me! Your bitch! That bitch! I was just thinking like, some wholesome Belphie is very much needed everywhere and for everyone. Like, MC is feeling super cuddly and stuff and they go to Belphie and it's just super fluffy and super cute, and really sweet - @belphies-cuhm-sluht <3
I scrolled until I found your request because I know you need it and I hope you feel better soon, cutie @belphies-cuhm-sluht