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i am a current college student, so there might be moments in the future of inconsistency! however, i hope to be as on top of updates as much as possible!
content i will NOT be writing/posting: g!p, underage characters (will all be college aged/young adult), etc.
little about me! ☺︎
~ enfp-t, bisexual (women leaning), pop culture fanatic, thought daughter :(
warnings: aftercare, fluff, slight mention of sexual encounter
summary: despite spending a long and lustful night with billie, she takes her time with making sure you're cared for.
billie slows her pace as the feeling of your fourth orgasm rushes through your body, completely overwhelming your nervous system. "fuck fuck, holy shit" you say, breathlessly. your hasty breaths turn into slower breaths, as your flushed cheeks collide with her cool shoulder. "such a good girl, baby" billie says, as she traces loops along your back. she takes your hair and lifts it off the top of your sweaty spine, as she begins to blow on your neck. she hums, as she feels your body begin to decompress, as it becomes limp against her figure.
"what do you need, my baby?" she asks, as she cradles the back of your cranium. "i just wanna stay right here for a minute" you say, as your exhale glides across her porcelain skin. "anything you want, love" she coos, as her finger twirls the ends of your hair. for what felt like twenty minutes but was really an hour, you begin to shift and sit yourself up. "how are you feeling?" she questions, as she tucks some hair behind your ear. "tired, but good" you say with a giggle, as you begin to stretch out your arms. "why don't we get you cleaned up, hm?" she says, as she extends her hand out for you to grab. you roll off the bed, as billie picks up the towel that laid underneath you. she guides you into the bathroom, as she turns on the water in the shower and waits for it to warm up. as you both wait, billie comes behind you and lightly kisses along your shoulder blade. you shiver at the contact, but find your head involuntarily tilting due to state of ecstasy you were now in. "the water should be warm now, baby. want me to step in first to make sure?" she asks, while kissing your cheek and pulling back the shower curtain. you nod softly, as your eyes begin to feel heavy. she steps in and hums in approval, as she opens the curtain with a small smile. she offers her hand once more, and you take it as you gently step in. she washes your exhausted body, as you attempt to do the same for her. you try stepping out of the shower, as your knee gives out. you fall backward and billie immediately catches you, standing you back up as she steps out of the shower. "oh my god, y/n. are you okay?" billie asks, as she lays down a towel on the edge of the tub. "my poor tired baby" she says, as she sets you down on the towel. she begins to dry you off, as she picks each arm up gently. she begins to travel down to your chest as she runs the soft towel over your dripping skin. she dries off the rest off your body, as she leaves tiny kisses here and there.
after she's done drying you off, she begins to dry herself off. as you both walk out the bathroom, billie swoops you up and spins you around. you giggle as she walks you to the right side of the bed. she then looks over at the lotion that sat on the side table, and looked back at you. "you want me to rub you down, mama?" she asks, as her fingers glide across your sternum. "i would love that" you utter, as you softly smile at her. billie returns a smile, as she reaches for the tall bottle. she squeezes some on her palm, as she rubs it into her hands. her creamy hands now run along your figure, massaging as she goes. she rubs deep into your shoulders, as you let out a relaxed groan. "hmm how does it feel, babygirl?" she questions, as her fingertips travels down to your mid back. "so so good billie" you assure, as you slightly flex your hands. you feel as though your body is submerging in the mattress, as she continues to massage you so sweetly. billie finishes up, as you roll over and open your arms. she grins at you, as she fades into your touch. "i love taking care of my baby" she whispers, as she kisses your now rosy cheeks.
I have an idea what if we got Billie x sensitive fem reader and like we accidentally broke a cup and Billie was near and she seen us have the biggest pout and teary eyes trying to clean up the glass and apologizing for braking the glass. just an idea maybe
gf!billie eilish x fem!reader
summary: after a tough week, billie invites you over for a night in. you attempt to get yourself some water, but drop the glass. billie notices how out of it you were, and comforts you.
warnings: fluff, glass breaking, comfort
it was early friday evening, and you had just gotten off the clock. you've been talking to billie about what's been going on at work throughout the week, and she tells you to come over after the last work day. you take out your key to her place, placing it in the lock and softly twisting. you push open the door as you kick off your shoes, placing them in their designated place on billie's shoe rack. billie comes to greet you with a kiss, while taking your bag off your shoulder and placing it on the counter. "hi, my love" she says, opening her arms. you instantly walk in between her arms, molding into her touch.
billie walks over to the island, now leaning over it while ordering in from the vegan restaurant down the street. you notice you haven't had any water yet that day, so you head to the cabinet to grab a glass. a cramp ensues in your hand and causes your grip to loosen from the glass, resulting in the glass tumbling out of your hand. as soon as it hits the floor, it splits and causes slivers of glass to disperse everywhere. “fuck” you whisper while grabbing a paper towel, getting down on your knees trying to pick up the blue shards. billie’s head whips around as she hears the crash, looking around the counter to see you hyperventilating hovering over the glass. “baby” she whispers, now kneeling right beside you. "i-i'm so sorry oh my god, i got a cramp. here, i'll buy you another one tomorro-" billie interrupts you by grabbing your shoulder. "y/n, slow down" she instructs, noticing your frantic state. "you don't owe me anything, it's okay. i have more, see?" she says, motioning up towards the glass cabinet. you look up, nodding softly, acknowledging the quantity of cups. "it's just one little cup, baby. are you hurt?" she questions, reaching for your arm and begins to scan it over. "i-i don't think so" you say, shaking your head. "here let's get up now, okay?" she says, now holding onto both your elbows, lifting you to your feet gently. with you both now on your feet, she begins to guide you to the couch.
you sit down with a stiff demeanor, crossing your arms over your chest. billie notices your body language, figuring you need a sense of release. "concentrate on my breathing" she places a hand on your back. you closely observe how her chest rises and falls, attempting to mirror. you sink into her touch as your head involuntarily falls onto her shoulder, looking up to her. "there we go, nice and easy" she says, rubbing your back as she sees you starting to relax. your eyes are now struggling to stay open, as her upper half is supporting your weight. the last sensation you feel before drifting off is her lifting up your shirt, feeling her warm fingertips dance along your bare back. as you regain consciousness, you see that you are both in the same position, with billie still rubbing your back. "oh shit" you say, as you shift slightly while lifting your head from her shoulder. "well hello there!" she says, kissing the tip of your nose softly. "i didn't mean to fall asleep" you say, disorientation in your tone. billie's eyes soften at the thought of you feeling guilty. "you needed it, baby. your mind has been working so hard" she reassures, placing her hand softly on your thigh. you instantly feel a warm sensation in your chest at the thought of how gentle she is with you.
your thoughts are then interrupted by the doorbell ringing, indicating your dinner had arrived. "just in time!" billie says, as she quickly shuffles to the door. you giggle at her excitement, and cozy into the couch with a soft smile drawn across your face. how lucky you were to be cared for like this.
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request: can i request billie taking reader’s anal virginity🧍♀️just gentle and caring dom vibes nothing extreme
a/n: getting through this while refusing to use the word anus was crazy work. enjoy!!
wc: 3.1k
cw: anal, strap, fingering, gf!billie, fem!reader, I never know what to put here
you pick up a call from your best friend, and she tells you she finally tried anal.
"oh my god REALLY? was it good? did you like it?"
"yes, you have to try it, i didn't think i was gonna like it but i did."
"so it didn't hurt??"
"no, not really, maybe a little bit, but not too badly."
after your conversation was over and you hung up, you couldn't stop thinking about it. you had done anal but only with billie receiving, and she had been wanting you to try it, but up until now, you'd been too scared.
a few hours later, billie came home from the studio and threw on comfy clothes before joining you in bed. after a few minutes of kisses and cuddles, you ended up lying on top of her, stomachs pressed together and your chin resting on her chest as you looked up at her with a small smirk and big eyes.
"what are you giving me that face for, baby..." she asked suspiciously, giggling slightly at your expression as she lightly scratched the back of your head.
"well... i kinda had an idea..."
her lips slowly curled into a smile as she widened her eyes at you a bit, asking, "yeah? and what would that be?"
"you know what you've been wanting me to try..."
"hmmm i'm gonna need a few more hints, mama," she giggled before pressing a little kiss to your nose.
"ok fine," you giggle, breaking eye contact. you lean up to her ear, cupping your hand like you were telling her a secret, and whisper, "i think i wanna try anal."
she laughs out loud, gently grabbing your hand and pulling it away from her ear, turning her face to look at you, foreheads touching.
"is that so, baby?"
"yeahhhh," you let out, cheeks turning pink.
she slides her hand under your sweatshirt to rub up and down your bare back, now cradling you.
"and where is this coming from? i know you were pretty nervous before."
"well one of my friends called me and said she finally did it and loved it, and she said it didn't really hurt," you admit bashfully.
"mama, i know all of your friends, you don't have to be all cryptic," she giggles, tickling your side.
you roll your eyes, muttering, "she would be embarrassed if she knew i told you."
"okay, okay," she thinks for a second. "but i'm kinda offended," she jokes. "i always told you i wouldn't let it hurt you, the little princess."
you blush, burying your head in her chest, playing with the fabric of her shirt, "i know, i know-" but she cuts you off with a giggle.
"i'm just kidding baby, i know you were scared," she cooes, giving you a pat on the butt. "but are you sure? you're not feeling pressured?"
"yes, i'm sure, i'm like... curious now," you giggle, looking up at her with mischievous eyes.
"okay mama, we can try it," she rasps, leaning down to connect your lips gently. you kiss her back, snaking your hand under her shirt to caress her boob, and she hums into the kiss. she mutters against your lips, "mm does this mean you wanna try it right now?"
your face turns red, and you bury it in her shirt, sliding your hand down her stomach and giggling. she chuckles back, pressing a kiss to the top of your head, cooing, "ok, mama, you know i'm always down for anything."
she shifts out from under you, pulling your body down a bit and propping your head up with a pillow. "get comfy baby, i gotta get you super relaxed."
she scratches the exposed part of your tummy lightly before getting up and reaching into her bedside drawer, pulling out her strap on and a bottle of lube and setting it down next to you on the bed.
she crawls on top of you, straddling your hips and leaning down to press tiny kisses to your jawline, making her way down to your neck. breathing against your sensitive skin, she sucks gently, licking every now and then, and nibbling slightly, sending shivers down your spine.
bringing her face up and touching your noses together, she mumbles, "you're so cute," against your lips.
your hand finds the back of her head and you pull her face closer, connecting your lips in a gentle kiss. she deepens it, her tongue exploring your mouth as her hand slides up your stomach, gently cupping your boob.
she runs her thumb over your nipple a few times before sliding her hand further up your chest, brushing her fingers along your collarbone.
sitting up, she tugs at the hem of your sweatshirt, and you raise your arms up as she pulls it over your head, leaving you exposed from the waist up.
she pinches your boobs, admiring you and groaning, "ughhhh, you're so perfect, my pretty girl," sliding her hands down your stomach, tickling your sides.
you blush, giving her a shy smile, and reach for the hem of her tank top, tugging upward. she smirks and pulls her shirt off before leaning down to press a long kiss to your sternum.
with her chin resting on your chest, she looks up at you with doe eyes and whispers, "turn over mama, let me give you a massage," lifting herself off of you and guiding you to flip over with a hand on your hip.
you settle on your stomach as she sits next to you on the bed, and she runs her fingertips down your back, sliding them slightly under the waistband of your sweatpants and underwear.
"can i take these off, baby?"
"mhmmm,"
"lift your hips up for me?"
she slides them off and tosses them aside before going to grab lotion from the bathroom. climbing back onto the bed, she straddles your hips and brushes your hair to the side, leaning down and pressing a kiss to your shoulder blade. she pumps the lotion into her hands and starts spreading it around your back.
carefully massaging your neck, shoulders, arms, and upper back, she kneads the lotion into your skin, every now and then cooing things like, "oooh so tense mama," and "relax baby i've got you." you can feel the tension melting away as you sink into the sheets, her touch firm but caring.
when she gets down to your lower back, she scooches off of your butt and down onto your thighs, rubbing circles with her thumbs on either side of the base of your spine.
she continues massaging all around your hips, pressing the heels of her hands into your ass, kneading away at your glutes.
"you feeling good, baby?" she asks.
"mhmm, so good," you groan.
"good," she cooes, patting your butt. "don't worry, i'm not doing anything yet, just gonna massage around..." she hesitates, "... your little butthole," she whispers, unable to contain her giggles.
you cringe, groaning, "BILLIEEEEuuuhh," as your hand whips down to cover your butt. "don't say that word, you're embarrassing meeee," you whine, hiding your face in the sheets.
she giggles, placing her hand on top of yours and using her other hand to hold the side of your waist, giving you a squeeze. "SORRYYY," she chuckles, "but what did you expect, mama? i wanna make sure this isn't painful for you," she continues, running her hand up and down your side.
"i don't know," you shyly half-giggle, half-whine. "just don't look at it," you mutter, and take your hand away.
"... okay baby... i definitely won't look at it..." she jokes, squeezing a bit of lube onto her fingertips of her left hand.
she uses her right hand to spread your cheeks slightly, and you feel a cold sensation. she lines the area with lube, and ever so slowly, starts to massage in circular motions.
the slight embarrassment starts to fade as you let yourself feel vulnerable under her touch. this was such an intimate feeling, and she was being so, so careful with you. the feeling of being so bare in front of her, with her patiently bringing you to relaxation, was making you wet, which billie obviously noticed.
"you like that, baby?" she cooes, and when you answer, "mhm," she takes her other hand and trails a light stripe through your slit, making you twitch.
"so wet, such a good girl for me," she says in a sweet, sultry voice, intensifying the pulsing pressure in your center.
she continues to massage your hole and tease your wetness for a while longer, until she's satisfied with how your muscles are relaxing.
"okay, i'm gonna put the strap on, but don't worry i won't surprise you," she says reassuringly, climbing off of you to stand next to the bed and take her pants off.
"okay," you respond, flipping over to sit up and hug your legs. "billie, are we gonna... do..." you trail off shyly.
"traffic lights?" she finishes your sentence and you nod. "yes baby, of course we can, i want you to feel in control," she says, stepping out of her pants and sitting down next to you, hugging you into her side.
"hey, look at me," she says in a soft but serious tone. "if you're still scared at all, and i mean at all, i'm not even putting the strap on, kay?" she presses her forehead to yours, caressing your arm with her thumb.
you look up at her with a small smile, whispering, "bils, i think you're more scared than i am," with a giggle.
she rolls her eyes, giggling and standing up to put the strap on, and once she has it on, climbs back on the bed, kneeling and squeezing lube onto the dildo. you watch her spread it all over the silicone before she reaches her clean hand toward your side and nudges you to flip over again.
"c'mere, kneel in front of me baby?"
you sit up on your knees with your back facing her as she kneels behind you, and she spreads the excess lube on her hand over your hole again. as she massages the area, she snakes her clean hand around your waist and down your stomach, trailing light touches down toward your center.
she traces shapes just above your pubic bone, and nuzzles her face into the crook of your neck from behind. she breathes against your ear, and you whine at the teasing, letting your head fall back to rest on her shoulder.
she presses a wet kiss to the exposed skin of your neck, and slides her hand down to apply steady pressure to your clit, making you whimper at the sensitivity. she moans against your skin, muttering, "sound so pretty mama," as she traces circles around your sensitive area, mirroring the motions she's spreading the lube in.
the double stimulation was making your pussy throb, and you whined into the air, desperate for more.
she pats your stomach twice, whispering, "you ready?" against your cheek, and you whine, "mhmm, please."
"hands and knees, pretty girl," she rasps, helping you prop yourself up in front of her and tickling your stomach slightly.
she runs the tip of the dildo through your slit for a moment, before it reaches its destination, and she pauses, rubbing your lower back soothingly.
"breathe baby," she cooes, lining the tip up with your hole. you take a big breath in and exhale slowly, as she enters you slightly, only an inch or two of her cock inside you.
you moan, already enjoying the foreign feeling, and take another deep breath.
"that feel okay?" she asks cautiously, running her fingertips across your lower back.
"yeah, just keep it there for a sec?"
"of course mama."
she slowly runs her hands up and down your thighs, until you get used to the pressure and sigh, "okay, keep going."
carefully, she pushes slightly further into you, making you whine, and she stops immediately.
"sorry- color, baby?"
"green, green, it feels good," you sigh, reassuring her.
"okay, doing so good mama," she rasps, snaking her hand around to pat your ribs, continuing, "give me a big breath, baby."
you comply, and she reaches forward to run her thumb over your boob, cooing, "atta girl," making you blush and feel a surge of heat rushing to your core.
"you want more?" she asks, running her fingers up and down your spine.
"yes please, bils," you breathe out.
she pushes further this time, and you let out a moan, again followed by billie halting her motions, asking, "color??"
"green, billie, you can go further."
she pinches your side, asking, "you want me to thrust a little bit?"
"mhmm, yeah."
she pulls out slightly, before gently returning to her previous deepness. after repeating her motions a few times, you try thrusting backward into her a bit.
"ohhh good girl, you feel good?" she lets out proudly.
"mhmm," you whine, "please touch me again bils."
she leans down, wrapping an arm around your stomach and resting the side of her head between your shoulder blades. her other hand trails around your hip and slides down over your mound and to your throbbing center.
you feel a finger enter your pussy, and you let out a loud whine at the double penetration.
"color?"
"green green green," you rush, and she lets out a teasing chuckle at your desperation.
she dips a second finger into your hole, and the way she's leaning over you makes the dildo press further into your backside.
you feel her hips come into contact with your ass, and she says, "it's all the way in, baby, doing so well for me."
you moan at her seductive, raspy voice, and she presses her front against your back, thrusting a bit more confidently and curling her fingers, hitting your g-spot. the pleasure is blinding; you had no idea that the pressure in your ass would make everything else feel this much more intense.
you feel her arm move from your stomach up to your chest, and she pulls you up as she sits back on her heels. grabbing both of your hips, she guides you down toward her lap, and carefully slides the strap back into your ass.
you moan at the new angle, and the weight of gravity pulling you down further onto her dick.
she rubs your stomach and you take a deep breath, adjusting slowly but surely.
"is this okay? color?"
"yes, but yellow, just hold me please," you breathe.
"okay baby, just tell me if it's too much," she cooes into your ear as you let your head lean on hers.
she wraps both of her arms around you securely, one thumb tracing circles around your nipple. slightly lifting you up to ease the pressure, she presses tiny kisses to your cheek.
you stay in that position on her lap for a while longer, when you silently guide one of her hands back down to your pussy.
she lets out an adorable moan and kisses your cheek when she feels how wet you still are, and spreads your juices around before gently slipping two fingers back in. she moves them side to side, back and forth from hip to hip, and you can't control the whine that comes out of you.
you feel tears start to form in your eyes, and you weakly bounce yourself on her lap a bit, whining at how needy you feel.
she speeds up her fingers slightly, and mutters against the side of your head, "want me to help you move?"
you whine, "yes, feels so good," putting your hand on top of hers to encourage her to finger you deeper.
she starts to move up and down a bit, making you bounce on her lap, and giggles lowly against your cheek, "hmhm, my little bunny," giving you a wet kiss, making you moan and squeeze your eyes shut.
"doing so good for mommy, so proud of you bunny," she rasps, holding you tighter and pumping her fingers deeper. she uses her arm around your waist to bounce you up and down more quickly, and you feel a knot forming in your stomach.
"i'm- bil-"
"i know, mama, go ahead," she cooes sweetly while pushing you over the edge so intensely.
she reaches deeper with her fingers, hitting your g-spot just right, as her dick thrusts into your ass, and you throw your head back, letting out your loudest whine as you unravel on her lap.
she slows down her motions, kissing you on the neck, whispering, "such a good girl, my good girl, so pretty," as you pant aggressively, overwhelmed from the new experience.
she removes her fingers, running her hand up and down your stomach, and just holds you firmly, letting you calm down.
your breathing starts to steady out, and you pant, "please don't move..."
"i won't baby, i've got you," she hums, her arms gripping you across your lower stomach and chest.
you sit still for a few minutes, until your breaths finally slow down, and you sigh, "ok, now i'm scared," thinking about getting up and feeling the strap move in you again, while being so sensitive.
"don't be scared mama, just big breath in and i'll lift you off?" she reassures you, patting you on the lower stomach.
with a shaky voice, you reply, "okay... i'm ready."
she grabs under your armpits, and slowly lifts you up, off of the strap. you settle down next to her on the bed, relieved that it didn't hurt, and she cups the side of your face, looking into your eyes.
"you feeling okay?" she asks softly.
you smile, looking up at her shyly, and nod before flopping into her side. she wraps an arm around you, squeezing you, whispering, "you sure?" into the top of your head.
"yes, i'm just so tired," you mutter against her skin.
she giggles, "i know, baby, lie down and i'll get you cleaned up," before grabbing a washcloth from the bathroom.
when she returns, she gently parts your legs, taking a look, and giggles, "actually, we're gonna have to shower all that lube off," giving your inner thigh a squeeze.
you groan, "ugh, i figured," closing your legs and feeling your cheeks turn red. your hands come up to hide your face, and billie looks down at you, confused.
"why do you look so embarrassed baby?" she cooes, trying to move your hands out of the way, but you won't let her.
you groan again, "i can't believe you looked at my buttholeeeee."
billie lets out a loud cackle, giving you a small slap on the thigh before heading back to the bathroom and starting the shower.
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billie eilish x fem!reader
summary: you have dedicated endless hours in the dance studio, just a hobby to get your body moving. to your surprise, you have a guest who will be watching in and help your teacher instruct. you catch her eye... for more reasons than one?
warnings: lustful actions, tension, massaging/fondling
it was an average tuesday, you walk into your dance studio where your eyes immediately direct to a girl with dark hair. upon looking at her face, you realize it's billie eilish. you feel your stomach drop as you make your way to your dance instructor. "i think you forgot to mention that billie eilish would be sitting in on class today" you playfully state to your dance instructor. she giggles, "oh yes! she actually used to dance here a long time ago. she had some off time and wanted to join" she continues. "it actually worked out perfect for me since matt is out today and we needed another person." she says, sighing with relief. you then begin to think of how large your class is, having roughly about 30 dancers. "well i'm glad it worked out" you state, with a soft smile. "i am a little nervous i will admit" you confess, scratching the back of your neck. "are you kidding? you are one of my best, y/n. you are going to be magnificent" she says, with a soft smile and grabs your shoulder softly.
your instructor clears her throat, causing for billie to put her phone down, putting her focus now on her. "alright guys" your teacher begins "since matt is unable to join us today, we have a guest who is here to help us out" she says, looking over to billie. billie smiles and raises her hand to wave "hi guys i'm really excited to be here."
your instructor begins to teach, as billie's attention pans over the room. billie stands and begins to walk around, her arms folded behind her back. she starts walking by you, when she notices you’re tensed up. with both your arms in the air, billie comes behind you. she puts her hands on your shoulders, pulling them down to correct your posture. "just relax your shoulders a little" she whispers, causing you to take a deep breath. you nod as you lower your shoulders and slightly push out your chest. billie smiles as she slowly removes her hands. the sequencing continues, and you notice billie giving you quick glances even while she is helping your peers. "okay nice you guys, really nice" your instructor says, with a smile. "we are gonna go through the first half of the dance, just to piece the sections together" she says. you begin dancing and billie walks to stand directly in front of you. since she was clearly trying to get a rise out of you, you lock eyes with her as you dance. you notice her bottom lip disappearing as sinks her pearled teeth sink into it. "very good" she whispers, as her eyes trail down to your sweaty torso and back to your seductive eyes.
"alright guys, water break!" your instructor announces, causing for the group to disperse. you decide to go to the bathroom. you walk out the stall and approach the sink. as soon as you finish and turn to face the door, you are met with the familiar blue lucid eyes you held the gaze of moments ago. she giggle at how taken aback you were with seeing her. "you know, you were great back there" she says, lifting her eyebrows. "you really know how to hold someone's attention" she says stepping closer. "you like the attention, don't you?" she challenges, whispering against your lips. "it's all i think about" you admit, your unstable voice creaks. "i can give you what you're searching for" she says, both her hands dragging down your arms. without thinking, you grab her head and smash your lips into hers, while pulling her into you. her arms snake around your waist, and she reaches behind her, locking the bathroom door. she ushers you back against the wall gently, earning a groan from you due to the sensitivity in your back muscles. she picks up your thigh, holding it against her hip. you groan a little louder, as your eyebrows display obvious discomfort.
"you know, you should stretch a little better to avoid this soreness" she hints, smirking at your low groan. she begins to massage your thigh muscle, feeling the tension it held. you bite your lip due to the tenderness, and hear a low laugh reacting to your course of action. "is this helping?" she asks, observing your countenance. a breathless "mhm" flees from your lips, as you begin to feel the release of the tightness of the muscle. "good" she says, removing her hand from your thigh. "what about this back?" she questions, grabbing the small of your back, turning you around to face the wall. she grabs onto your shoulders, like she did in the studio. "so tense" she whispers, deeply massaging your shoulders. an accidental whimper slips from lips, as she is working out the knots that live in the top of your back. "i know, love. i'm sorry, but we need to sooth the ache, okay?" she says, her breath running across your ear. she continues to knead the knots the immediate relief causes you to throw your head back slightly, with a labored exhale. billie's laughs faintly, as her lips hover over the skin behind your ear. "seems like you need a massage more often than not" she suggests, her raising her eyebrows once again. "know a guy?" you tease, as you nudge her shoulder.
you hear your instructor gathering the dancers attention to come back together. you both giggle, walking toward the door.
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billie eilish x fem!reader
a/n: little blurb for u 💋
summary: you walk to the kitchen after a long night, where you are met with billie's mom dropping off leftovers of billie's favorite from the night before. billie was already aware of her mom coming over... clearly you were not!
warnings: mention of previous sexual encounter, sensual acts, second hand embarrassment, indication of smut, etc
it is 10:12am, you wake up, looking under the covers rediscovering the evidence of last night's activity of choice. you look over to see the top of billie's bare back, the rest of her figure covered with the off-white duvet. you look over to realize your glass of water is now empty, so you decide to go to the kitchen. billie's house is freezing, so you grab the closest piece of attire. billie's red jersey hangs loosely on your shoulders, your hair now in a rushed updo. you grab the glass on the side table, and open the door to billie's room.
you go straight for the fridge, holding your glass under the water dispenser. all of a sudden, you hear keys being inserted into the door lock, instantly freezing. you quietly set your glass down on the adjacent counter. you then hear the familiar footsteps of none other than maggie, billie's mom. she whips her head to see you standing there, in nothing but billie's jersey. of course, it was long enough to cover everything but you still feel exposed. "hey y/n! just dropping off some noodle soup for billie" she says, with a sweet smile. you can't help but to smile back, despite your feeling of indecency. "aw that's sweet! i've heard such great things about that soup. i'll let her know you dropped it off" you say, twiddling your thumbs. "i assume she's still sleeping" she laughs, looking over to billie's bedroom door. "oh yeah, she is sleeping like a baby" you giggle, not realizing what you said and now leaving room for maggie to wonder why she is sleeping so well. she smiles and reaches out to grab your arm. "well it was wonderful seeing you, honey. i have to run some errands, tell billie to call me!" she says, bringing you into a tight embrace. you rub maggie's back, giving a little "i will" as she turns to face the door.
you hear the door the latch of the door, and immediately run back into the bedroom. your face is now beet red, as you begin to shake billie gently, but vigorously. "hmmm" billie mumbles as her eyes slowly open to reveal her glassy orbs. "your mom just saw me... like this" you say, dipping your head down to emphasize your lack of clothes. billie eyes widen a little "oh yeah, she did mention dropping by this morning on the phone last night" she says, as she slightly tilts her head remaining eye contact. "you didn't think to mention this maybe i don't know, last night?" you say, in a frightened shriek. while you are mortified, billie is amused, letting out a soft chuckle. "billie that was so embarrassing, oh my god" you say, your hands falling into your hands. billie sits up a little, stretching while simultaneously reaching for your hands. "babe, we're adults" billie laughs "plus, this is my place it's fine"
"just let me know next time maybe?" you ask softly, gazing at her with a plush expression, evident through your eyes. "mhmmm" she says, taking in a deep breath, leaving prolonged pecks along the side of your neck.
"i would've loved to seen how flustered you were" billie says, biting your shoulder. "how are you still horny?" you ask, laughing as you turn around to wrap your arms around her neck.
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warnings: wlw, soft!billie, flirty!billie, teasing, smut, fluff, angst, friendstolovers, brothersbestfriend x reader, cussing, cliffhanger, also she a thick lil thing so enjoy!!!
wc: 7.2k
I can't fall in love with you
You couldn’t help but stare at her out of the corner of your eye. The way that her hair fell down her back framing around her face perfectly. Her dark locks only brightening her icy blue eyes more than they already were. Her hand subconsciously reaching up and tucking some of them behind her ear. Noticing the way her head tilted back as she laughed at something her brother, your best friend said. A smile crept its way across your face as they pulled you into their conversation on what they should order for dinner.
Shrugging your shoulders letting them know you don’t have a preference and will eat whatever as you curl yourself back up into the corner of the couch. Mindlessly scrolling on your phone as you steal glances at the pair on either side of you. Trying to keep your eyes from lingering too long. You catch the eyes of Finneas as you don’t miss the raised eyebrow at you silently asking you if you were okay. Knowing that you always try to talk them into your favorite place every time. Billie is quick to pull his attention back on her as she scrolls through the food options she's pulled up.
She leans her body across your legs showing her brother her phone to get his opinion on the options she's pulled up. You feel your heartbeat quicken. Her body pressing down on yours as she carelessly jokes with Finneas. Your lip finds its way between your teeth as you fight back the butterflies soaring through your belly.
***
Lounging against the back of the couch rubbing your stomach you can’t help the soft groan that leaves your lips.
“Why did we think it was a good idea to eat all that food again?” You whine as Billie and Finneas join you in your lounging. Their laughs fill the room as you feel the sleepiness begin to creep in. Stretching as you let out a yawn slowly curling yourself onto your side in the corner of the couch. It was your favorite spot. It was in the middle of your two favorite people. It was cozy and comfortable, and you had the perfect view of the tv for all the binge sessions the three of you had.
“We needed options.” Finneas shrugs as you fight your eyelids to stay open. You feel a certain pair of eyes on you, but the tiredness taking over you couldn’t be bothered to look up and see the piercing blue orbs staring down at you.
“Plus, everything sounded good and neither one of you wanted to help pick so I said fuck it and ordered everything.” Billie laughs as she moves her gaze to search for a movie, not missing the way you scooted yourself deeper into the couch. Your head gently landing in her lap, unintentionally that is. Getting all comfy and cozy for your afternoon nap. A small smile works its way across her lips as she tosses a blanket at Finneas nodding down at you. Her cheeks heating up as you continue to make yourself comfortable against her thigh. Moving the baby hairs out of your face without opening your eyes. Consumed in your own little world of sleepiness. Not really sure where it was coming from, but she definitely wasn’t gonna complain about it either.
His eyes follow her gaze as he can’t help the smirk on his face and the slight shake of his head as he gently spreads the blanket out over you. Your light snores fill the room soon after. Finneas quietly letting Billie know he has to run to the restroom. Leaving you and Billie alone for a few moments. She doesn’t waste any time before she reaches her fingertips out to gently brush the hair laying across your cheek behind your ear. Her eyes soften as she glances down at you. You were already fast asleep. Nose scrunched up as you snuggle the blanket closer against your cheek. Neatly curled up in the cushions of the couch and her thigh as your chest moves softly with each breath you take. Her lip found itself tangled between her teeth as she let her fingers linger just a moment longer. Tracing every outline of your face but not wanting to wake you with her soft tickles.
Taking a deep breath before carefully getting herself comfortable on the couch. Prepared to not move an inch wanting to make sure you get your rest. Or maybe, just a little bit, she likes the way it felt with you cuddled up beside her. Though she wouldn’t admit that out loud to anyone. Glancing down at you she didn’t miss the swirling butterflies fluttering around in her belly as you would softly nuzzle your face against her thigh as you tuck the blanket up against your cheek. Shielding you away from the conscious world. Making sure one last time you were completely covered up before she settled on a movie and let you sleep snuggled deep into her side.
Finneas is quick to return as he glances back and forth between the two of you. With a shrug of her shoulders, she playfully swats him away as he tries to pick on you as he walks past and flops down on the couch. Your body slightly stirs at the sudden movement. Finneas can’t help the laugh that ripples through him when he notices the dagger eyes Billie shoots him as she holds perfectly still. Carefully watching you until you slowly fall back into your nap.
With raised eyebrows Finneas threw his sister a look. One that they both knew what he meant without needing the words spoken. Tugging at her bottom lip she refuses to look back in her brother's direction, deciding to focus on the scenes playing out in front of her on the tv and the soft nudges your head left against her thigh anytime you breathe in. focus on the movie billie. focus billie.
She repeated the mantra over and over again, never focusing on the movie.
I've been havin' dreams
Groaning as your body tosses and turns between the warm sheets. Sleep coating you like a weighted blanket as your mind is tricked into a different reality. One that you desperately wished could be real.
Her hands roaming your body. Her lips leaving soft open mouth kisses down your neck as her fingertips trace shapes across your lower torso. From hip to hip. Back and forth. Never getting lower than the hem of your panties. Her lips work their way across your jaw. Softly brushing her soft swollen ones against yours. Her smirk teasing. Moving her body closer to you as she slid her hand down your torso grasping your hip and giving you a small tug. Your bodies now completely pressed up against one another.
“Do you want me baby?” she mumbles against your cheek. Her mumbles trickle down your heated skin as the tip of her nose tickles yours when you tilt your head in her direction. Lips teasing as you feel her fingers continue to flirt with you. Slightly slipping underneath the hem of the black lace but just barely.
Your breath catches as she captures your bottom lip between her teeth. Moaning into her mouth as her fingers slide lower and lower between your thighs.
“Tell me you want me, pretty girl.” She groans in your ear as she inches her fingers closer and closer to your heated core.
Her tongue tracing the shell of your ear. Groaning as your hips buck up into her touch. Needing more of her.
“C’mon, I know you do,” she whispers as her fingertips finally reach their destination, but stop just shy of where you desperately wanted her. Her lips are hot against your ear. “I see the way you want me.” She whispers, her tone dropping as the words leave her lips. Grasping her back as you chase after her lips. Her smirk grows as she pulls back just before you can catch her. Moaning in frustration as you long for her skin on yours.
Her evil chuckle echoes through the room.
“All you gotta do is say the words mamas,” She whimpers as she crashes her lips against yours as her fingers slide between your wetness. Coating her fingers in your juices, “then I’m yours.” She moans.
Mine, mine, mine…
You’re woken from your slumber by the obnoxious knocking outside your front door. The jump scare causes the pulsing of your heart to ring in your ears as you rub the sleep from your eyes. Glancing at your phone checking the time. You overslept. Quickly throwing the blankets off your once warm body and working your way out of bed. Your cheeks heating up at the realization of what just happened. What you just dreamt about. Who you dreamt about. Your best friend's sister. Someone you most definitely should not and can’t not be having dreams about. Shaking your head trying to rid your mind of not only the images of her pressed against your skin but her soft whispers that were currently playing on a loop in your mind.
Taking quick steps to the door you offer a quick apologetic smile as you swing the door open for Finneas. A quick quirk of his eyebrow as he looks you up and down noticing you're still in your pajamas. Silently checking his watch and giving you a quick smirk and shrug of his shoulder nodding for you to go get ready. “Decide to sleep in, did ya?” He jokes as he is quick to pull you into a hug.
“I’ll be quick. I promise!” You state as you slowly remove your arms from around him making room for him to come in, realizing his sister, the girl you just had a sex dream about, was right behind him wearing a smirk at your frazzled state. Your cheeks heat up even more as you frantically flatten out your bed head. “Good morning sleepy head. Have any good dreams?” She asks, popping the gum in her mouth as she runs her tongue across her lips. Eyes wide quickly turning on your heel making your way back to your room totally ignoring her question. Her smirk only grows as she wonders what had you so worked up.
***
“Billie wh-what are you doing?” You asked in a hushed tone as she gently pushed you into her childhood room. Closing the door behind her leaving the background noise of the bbq her parents were having in the backyard behind you.
“Look, I can't keep doing this.” She states as she grasps one of your hips. The tips of your toes brushing together as she tucks her hair behind her ear. Looking up at you through her laces. Confusion laced through your face as you began to question her.
“Keep doing what? Billie what-”
“I can’t keep pretending that there isn’t something between us. Don’t say you don’t feel it either.” She questions as she takes the last step between you two. Your breath hitches. You can smell the faint smell of her perfume as she reaches up and brushes your cheek.
“I see the way you look at me when you think no one is watching.” She whispers bashfully.
“Billie we can’t.” You whisper as your eyes close slightly leaning into her touch.
“I see the way you want me pretty,” She mumbles as she pulls you closer by your hip. A soft gasp escapes your lips as you open your eyes meeting her gaze. Your cheeks are rosy pink as her eyes flicker between your eyes and lips.
“I want you too.” She declares leaning up on her tiptoes just close enough for your lips to brush softly as her hand slides to cup your cheek.
Your eyes flutter close as you moisten your lips with the tip of your tongue. It softly brushes against her swollen lips causing a soft moan to bounce off her lips. Forgetting about all the what ifs and hows it could all go wrong. You forget for a split second the aftermath of your decisions tonight. Not wanting to think anymore. Not wanting to fight the feelings that have been brewin’ for what felt like forever, just for a moment.
Or maybe more…
Her hand gripping your cheek. “Tell me you don’t want this?” She questions against your cheek as she lays a peppered kiss to the heated skin. Moaning softly for finally being able to touch you in ways she's found herself dreaming about. Her lips lay a final peck to the corner of your mouth. Not quite taking that final leap before you gave her the okay. Not until you told her what she was wanting to hear.
“I want to be the one-” you take a deep breath pulling away from her hypnotizing lips to look at her. “I want to be the one you dream about.” You don’t miss the flash of emotion in her eyes before she's pulling you flush against her lips as your hands grip her baggy shirt hanging loosely off her torso. Moaning into each other's mouths as they tangle together passionately.
Definitely ignoring the swirling thoughts of how this could go wrong.
We can be discrete (ah)
Her lips leave her mark across your chest as your hands grip her back. Pulling her tighter against you as her teeth graze your hot skin. Back arching off the bed as she slides her hands behind you toying with the clasps of your bra.
“Are you sure about this?” She asks as she slowly works her lips up your neck to your lips. Nodding your head as you move one hand to the base of her neck. Gently playing with the baby hairs that lay there. A small smile works its way across your face as you see her knowing look.
She wants you to say it. Watching her teeth capture her bottom lip, your hands tangle themselves into her hair tilting her head back slightly. Her smirk only grows bigger as her teeth refuse to give up their grip on herself. Her eyebrows raise letting you know she is still waiting for your consent.
Her expression softens briefly as you lower your gaze. “Hey, we don’t have to do anything you aren’t comfortable with.” She replies as she softly cups your cheek forcing you to bring your eyes back to her.
“I want to,” You reply as your eyes trace over the curves of her face. Her lips land on yours softly. A soft delicate kiss shared between the both of you. Filled with unspoken feelings and thoughts. Not realizing you shared the same worries. Pulling away slowly climbing on top of you straddling your hips. Licking her lips as she looks down at you. Taking you all in. Your hair fanned out across her pillow. Eyes bright with excitement. Lips swollen from the attack of your teeth. Your cheeks a rosy pink casting a glow off the soft fairy lights dangling off the wall above you. Your chest lightly heaving up and down as you stare right back. Your hand reaching up and tugging on her baggy shit. Silently begging for her to remove it. Gripping the hem and sliding it over her head it joins the half-made pile of clothes already down there.
Grinning down at you as she slowly reaches up and ties her long hair up in a messy bun. A few pieces escape and fell into her view, but she paid them no mind, not with the sight she had laying right in front of her.
Her bottom lip finds its way between her teeth as she slowly slides her hand down her neck. Eyes locking with yours as she slowly lowers it down across her breast. Sliding her hand in the cup of her bra gently brushing over her sensitive nipple. Her head tilting back as her free hand grips your hip. You watch her in a daze. Your core throbbing at the sight of her playing with herself in front of you. Moaning as your hand reaches out for her. Needing to touch her. To feel her underneath your fingertips. To feel all her quivers and whimpers firsthand.
Gripping her hip and motioning for her to move her hips as you continue to watch her twist and pull at her own nipple. Licking your lips, rutting your hips up against her. Her ass rubbing just right over your core. She growls above you as you wrap your arm around her waist, sitting up and kissing all along her cleavage. Nipping and licking at her warm skin as you leave purple marks all across her chest. Your hand working its way up her spine unclasping her bra and freeing her breast. Moaning as they sit perfectly right in front of you. You're quick to capture her bud in your mouth and let your tongue work. Licking and flicking against her as you suction your lips around her. Her moans echo off the walls as she arches into you. Her hands gripping your head holding you against her. Her hips now rocking back and forth against you.
Rotating deliciously against you causing your entire body to erupt in shivers. Your grip on her waist tightens as you flip her over causing her to land with a soft thud. Her loose hair panning out across her sheets as your lips make quick work on her skin. Kissing down her body making sure to explore every. single. inch. Looking up at her through your lashes as you give her a soft smile silently asking her for permission kissing the soft skin between her hips. Teetering with the idea of your lips between her thighs. Her head falls back onto the bed as her hips buck up. Moaning as she whispers out a soft, “please.”
Smirking, you quickly unbutton her jeans and slide them down her legs. Making sure to kiss your way back up her soft thighs as you gently spread her legs. Scooching down between them as your arms wrap up under her thighs and around her hips. Her eyes never leaving yours as her chest heaves up and down. Her hands groping her breast as her fingers gently tease one of her nipples. Teeth sinking into her lip as she watches you place kisses up and down her thighs. Your eyes watching her as she toys with herself.
Planting a soft kiss over her clothed clit before sliding the pesky material off and out of your way. Your hand quickly swatting Billies hands away from her breast as you replace it. Squeezing and pulling as your lips find their way to her dripping cunt. Groaning as you flick your tongue against her clit, your hand gripping her hip as your fingers twist and pull her nipple.
“Fucking hell-” Billie moans as she arches her back into your touch. Her hips grinding against your tongue as you suck and lick between her folds. Moaning into her, she grips your hand that is holding her breast, and the other works its way into your hair. Pushing you further into her as her legs quiver beside your head.
Clenching your thighs and rutting against the bed as you slide your free hand between her thighs. Slowly replacing your mouth on her clit with your fingers. Looking up at her as you spread her wetness all around. Removing the hand that was gripping her tit and slowly interlacing her fingers with yours. Her grip on your hair refusing to let up. Her chest heaves up and down as she watches you play with her. Her tongue quickly moistens her swollen lips as you tease her with your fingers. Carefully slipping the tip of your middle finger into her. Her breath catches, grip on your hand tightening as you thrust your finger fully into her core. Moaning as you twist and curl your finger deliciously against her walls. Her moans fill the room as you kiss your way up her thigh your finger never faltering as you continue your sweet torture on her bud.
Capturing her between your lips as you hit her sweet spot over and over. Your fingers getting to spots she didn’t even know would feel like this. Taking over all her senses. Sucking her sensitive clit between your lips toying with it with the tip of your tongue.
“Shit mamas,” Billie groans loudly as her hips shamelessly try to grind themselves against you. Needing more. More of you. More of this feeling that is taking over her like a wildfire. Consuming not only her body but mind. Needing all of you in every single way imaginable.
Your smirk grows, not missing the pet name she threw out there, as you continue your work. Licking, sucking, and teasing her aching clit as your finger slows its pace between her folds. Her whines only get louder with your finger barely moving against her, your tongue works over time. Drinking up everything she has to offer you. “Fuck, please- please don’t stop.” She moans, her back lifting off the bed begging for your touch. Pulling her further into your mouth, swiveling your tongue in figure eights, as you feel her juices drip down your chin. Pinning your interlaced hands down on the bed as she fights your hold against her.
Glancing up at her through your lashes, slowly continuing to tease her. Dragging your tongue up and down her folds over and over again. Everytime you’d get close to her aching clit you’d quickly restart the process. Eyes never leaving hers as you watch her capture her bottom lip between her teeth, her blue orbs get darker and darker the longer she watches your every move. Moaning as you feel the tight pull on your own core. Her stare heavy with all the thoughts and ways she is going to devour you later. Her fingers deep in your hair as she gently pushes you closer to her once more. So close to the blissful edge. A feeling she could get addicted too. A feeling she so desperately wanted to give to you.
“God-please don’t stop.” She asks in a hushed tone. Her cheeks turn a rosy pink from her own words as she continues to watch your every move. Your tongue circling her clit as you slowly add a second finger. Groaning against her as she clenches around your digits. Her body arches off the bed as you thrust and curl your fingers against that sweet spongy spot over and over again until she is panting beneath you. Begging for you to let her cum. Her moans so sweet above you as you hit her g-spot just right as you watch her unfold on your tongue and fingers. Her hand now holds your head tightly in place as she rotates her hips against you.
“Fucking shit! Fuck-I’m cumming,” she groans out. Squeezing her hand as you let her work herself against your tongue. Flexing your fingers riding out her high as you don’t miss a single drop of her sweetness. Letting her go with a pop memorizing her fucked out state. A smirk works its way across your cheeks. Her lips red and swollen. Her eyes wild with lust as she gently releases her grip on your hair and hand. Bringing her hands to your cheeks and gently pulling you up her body. Your fingers leave their trace as you grip her sides. Her lips capture yours in a sweet kiss as you feel her chest heaving up and down below you. Getting lost in the feeling of her lips on yours and her hands holding your cheeks moaning as you feel her tongue trace across your bottom lip. A devilish smirk across her cheeks as you slowly grant her access.
Quick to taste herself on your lips she wasted no time in deepening the kiss working her tongue against yours. What once was a sweet kiss sure turns heated as her fingers slide their way into your hair tilting your head slightly. Slightly distracting you enough to flip the two of you over. Her now the one to tower over you. Her legs wrapped around your torso as you lay panting below her. Her forehead resting against yours. Breathing each other in as you catch your breaths.
“Who knew you were such a tease?” She mumbles against your lips, rubbing the tip of her nose against yours. It was your turn to feel the heat rise to your cheeks as her piercing blue eyes met yours. Her smirk only grows as her fingers tighten in your hair. A soft hum leaves her chest as her lips toy with yours. Gently brushing across yours but not letting them linger too long. Groaning in protest as you chase her lips only to be pulled back by her grip in your hair.
“Hm, I guess it’s my turn now pretty girl.” She mocks her hot breath hitting your face right before she captures your bottom lip between her teeth with a tug. Bucking your hips up in response as your hands search for her hips. Pulling her flush against you. Shamelessly grinding yourself up against her as her lips dance with yours. Your moans echoing off the walls as her hands explore your body.
Her hands continue their movements down your body. Her eyes never leave yours as they get lower and lower leaving goosebumps in their trail. Her lips find your neck as she kisses your skin searching for your sweet spot. Making quick worth to capture it between her lips leaving her mark along your neck as you chant her name begging for anything she will give you. Her fingers teasing the hemline of your panties as she feels your chest heaving against hers. Her smirk only grows across your neck as she flirts with you.
“Tell me you want me.” She moans against the shell of your ear. “I need to hear you say it again.” She begs as she moves to tangle her legs with yours. Her fingertips gently sliding across your panties teasing your aching clit. Giving you a little taste of what's to come if you only were to mutter those sweet three words. I want you. Her hand gripping your hip as her fingers spread your wetness around your clit. Her breathing heavy in your ear pinning your hips down. Moaning as your back arches off the bed following her touch.
Your body is on fire. Your heart was beating so fast you could hear it in your ears. Your bottom lip captured between your teeth. Chest heaving against hers as you feel her breast against your burning skin.
“C’mon be my girl good and I’ll show you how I want you,” she whimpers. Her soft tone causes something to explode in you as you grip her wrist and slide it under your panties. The friction of her fingers between your wet folds hitting your clit causing the both of you to lose it in a fit of moans. Your hips grinding and rotating against her. Working her fingers and hips against your body as she captures your lips with hers.
Her body is pressing on yours as her fingers slide their way between your folds. Feeling how wet you are just for her. Groaning as she slides two fingers into your heated core causing the both of you to pull away from the kiss but only for a moment. Thrusting and curling perfectly along your walls as your hands grasp and pull at her body. Your lips find her neck leaving open mouth kisses. Kissing and sucking along her collarbone feeling every ragged breath she takes above you. Your hands gripping her hips aiding in her motions as she hits your spongy sweet spot repeatedly.
Her forehead meeting your shoulder as she works herself up for the second time tonight against your body. Her fingers never faltered as she thrust them harder and deeper in you. Her thumb rubbing and flicking your clit causing you to see stars. “Fuck, right there!” You moan as your hands slide up her back holding her to you. The sweet pressure getting bigger and bigger in your core as she works you closer to your high. Her lips hot against your neck as her fingers don’t stop. She feels you clenching around her digits. Your juices dripping down her fingers and wrist causes her to go feral. Kissing her way down your body making sure to lay kisses along your breast. Glancing up at you through her lashes as her smirk grows across your tummy. Her tongue leaves her trace across your hot skin as she keeps her eyes on yours. Getting lower and lower. Her fingers still keeping up their movements as she kisses the inside of your thigh.
With a quirk of her eyebrow she gives you one last look as she breathes you in. Her tongue swiping across her lips as her icy blue eyes bore into you. Watching as her fingers sink in and out of you over and over again.
“Billie,” you whine as your back arches off the bed. Your hands gripping your naked breast as she glances up at you.
“Tell me what I want to hear baby, then I’ll show you.” She states as she lays a peppered kiss on the inside of your thigh once more. Her eyes take in her affect on you. Your hair is completely done for. Your cheeks a hot red. Lips swollen and rosy as they silently beg to be kissed. Your chest heaving up and down as your fingers toy with your own nipples. Laid out on her childhood bed panting and moaning for her touch. Billie groans at the sight. Her lip between her teeth trying to fight back the smirk on her cheeks.
Leaning down inching herself closer to where you wanted her you fight the moan working its way to your lips. Neither one of you dared to break the contact as she slowly kissed her way up your thigh. It was her turn to toy with you. Just like the way you toyed with her. Groaning as you throw your head back on her bed, her lips oh so carefully brushing against your aching pussy. Her fingers still working you slowly as she continues to twist and curl deep inside you. Causing your stomach to erupt in butterflies as she softly brushed the tip of her tongue along your folds. Needed a tiny taste herself. Groaning as her eyes roll using her free hand to grip your hip.
“Fuck, please Billie.” You groan, reaching one of your hands down to tangle itself in her dark locks. Trying desperately for her to give you what you wanted. “I want you so bad. Please Bils-” You moan as you thrust your hips up not able to take it anymore. Needed to feel her in ways you’ve only dreamt of.
That was all she needed to hear before she dove right in. Capturing your bud between her teeth as she quickens the thrust of her fingers. Her tongue swirling and nipping at you over and over again. Your hips rutting against her face as your fingers hold her tight in place. Her moans vibrate throughout your body as she laps every single drop. Your body quivering and shaking underneath her as she works her tongue down between your folds and then back up. Sucking your clit as her fingers grip your hip pinning you down. She was in charge now.
“Fucking shit- oh my god Billie!” You moan as your legs try to clench around her head. Her tongue and fingers do wonders on your body as you feel yourself climbing high and higher. You moans echoing off the walls not caring who all could hear. The tightness gets too much to bare as she refuses to give up her grip on you.
You feel your coil about to burst as she rotates her tongue against your clit. Your juices drip down her chin as her blue orbs meet yours. Silently begging you to give her all of you. With one last flick and curl she had you cumming. Body shaking as your eyes clenched tight, grinding your hips against her as you ride out your high. Not stopping until she had you begging and pushing her head away, claiming it was too much. Your body heaves as you lay trying to catch your breath.
Her soft lips trailing up your body as she slowly removes her fingers from between your thighs. Her smirk grows feeling your quivering body beneath hers as she kisses her way up to your lips. Her hands brushing the fallen pieces of hair that lay in your vision as she kisses both of your cheeks. Her eyes trace your face as she lays herself flush against you. Both of you laying bare as you run your fingertips up her spine. Softly tickling her skin causing a shiver to escape. A soft chuckle leaves her lips as she softly asks you to open your eyes and look at her.
A soft blush creeps across your cheeks as you meet her stare. Her once icy blue orbs that were laced with lust are now soft as she takes you in. Eyes flicking between yours and your lips as she continues to run her fingertips along the curves of your features.
Tracing around your eyebrows and down your nose, across your lips and down your jaw softly cupping your cheek before pressing a soft sweet kiss to your lips. She doesn’t linger long before she feels you gently push her to sit up.
“We should, uh we should probably head back. Don’t want people to start to question anything.” You say in a hushed whisper. Your eyes casting down as you run your fingers through your hair. Trying to flatten down any flyaways.
Her eyes furrowed in confusion, but not fighting you as she scoots her way down the bed watching you get up and begin to dress to rejoin the bbq happening outback.
Love so bittersweet, mm
“Why in such a rush?” Billie softly questions as she watches you search her room for the remainder of your clothes. Your heart quickens at her words. The actions between you and her replaying in your mind on repeat. Taking a deep breath you finally find your shirt underneath her bed. “I already told you why.” You state as you get on your hands and knees to reach for it. Billie still sitting on the bed above you watching your every move.
“Why does it matter if people question where we were?” She asks as she finally stands up off the bed looking down at you. Throwing your shirt on quickly before joining her you grab her shirt off the floor too. Holding it out for her she hesitantly takes it from your grip.
“Billie-” You start.
“No, don’t do that. Don’t shut me out. I know you have feelings for me.” She states as she slides her shirt over her head. Glancing down as she slides her jeans back up her thighs. Tucking a piece of your hair behind your ear as you try and collect the thoughts running wild through your mind.
“It’s not that simple.” You mutter with a shake of your head. You hear her scoff.
“How is it not? I like you. You like me. It’s simple.” She declares as she takes a step towards you. Softly gripping your arm causing you to move your gaze back to her. Worry laces your features as you stare at one another. Shaking your head as you remove her grip from your arm.
“It’s never that simple and you know it.” You say as you make your way towards the door.
“So you’re just going to run? After everything you're just going to run away from me?” She questions as she is quick to follow you out of her childhood room. Her chest tightens. You said you wanted her. You said that you wanted this just like she did. And you did. You desperately wanted her. In every way imaginable. But there were other people you needed to think about. How it would not only affect you but them. Your thoughts were tangled up with everything that just happened along with how it will affect the one other person you cared deeply for. Your best friend. Her brother. It wasn’t fair. None of it was. You didn’t want to hurt either one of them. You couldn’t. You refused to.
“Stop running and talk to me.” She urgently says as she finally catches up with you and stops your movements. Her grip is tight, but not tight enough to hurt you. Her eyes bore confusion and hurt as you finally turned to look at her. Her lips are still rosy and swollen. Her chest slightly heaving at the thought of you just walking away. Hair still tied up in a messy bun, but disheveled nonetheless. Her jeans hanging loosely off her hips as her baggy shirt wrinkled and bawled up against her waistline.
“Don’t do this. Don’t-” She takes a deep breath as her free hand reaches up to brush hair out of her face. Eyes filled with worry as they flick back up to yours. “Don’t go.” She begs. Your heart breaks at her words. Your body runs cold as you reach up to brush her cheek. You don’t say anything for a moment as you both just stand there looking at each other. Her eyes get softer by the second as you feel her relax against your hold.
“What about Fin?” You softly whisper. Tears welling in your eyes at the thought of this coming between the three of you. You had no idea how he would react. You and Billie. It was one thing to hang out but it was a completely different story to fall in love with his younger sister. “I can’t lose him. I can’t lose either one of you. This- God this could ruin it all Billie.” You state as the damn breaks free. Your hot tears trailing down your cheeks as your chest heaves in panic. “I’m so sorry. I-I-I can’t.” You stutter as you drop your hand. You couldn’t win this war in your head. You are a losing battle the longer you stand crumbling in front of the only girl you’ve ever loved. Seeing the hurt flash across her eyes as she takes a step towards you only for you to take one back.
Shaking your head as your lips quiver, continuing your small steps away from her making your way out of the house not sure where you were headed but you knew you couldn’t face either one of them in this state.
Open up the door for me, for me…
Billie's leg is nonstop jiggling. It has been four days. Four days since you confessed to each other your feelings for one another. Four days since her heart shattered into pieces watching you walk away from her. Four days since she's heard a word from you. You’ve gone silent. Shutting her and everybody else out. You weren’t responding to anyone. Not even Finneas. Her mind and body numb as she stares blankly at the screen. Half listening to what her brother was asking her to do on the newest track they were working on.
“Hello? Earth to Billie? Are you even listening?” Finneas asks her with a huff. Getting pulled out of her thought spiral she quickly shakes her head and glances up at her brother. Her heart was beating hard against her chest as her mouth went dry. She couldn’t take it anymore.
“I’m in love with her.” Billie declares. Her face goes white as a ghost as her mouth moves faster than her mind. Finneas shooting her a look. Eyebrows raised in confusion.
“I know.” Is all he states as he moves his stare back to the screen. Her breathing stops. That’s all he’s gonna say? Normally he hounds her for information. Wanting to get inside her head, making sure that the person she was seeing was actually treating her right and the way that she deserved to be treated. She was his little sister after all.
The only sound in the room is the soft clicks of the mouse and keyboard as he aimlessly plays around with the track. “I’ve known for a while.” He mutters without taking his eyes off the screen. “I see the way you guys look at each other. I see the way you guys get when you think no one is looking.” He states as he finally looks at her giving up on the task at hand.
“You never said anything?” Billie softly questions as she feels the blush creep up on her cheeks. Fidgeting with the rings that cluttered her fingers in hopes of distracting herself.
“I didn’t think it would take as long as it did for you to admit it to yourself. Plus I kinda figured something went down when she left the bbq so quickly the other day.” Finneas spoke as he turned his chair to give her his full attention. His hands reach for hers, stopping her nervous habit.
“It’s been days and she won’t talk to me.” She gushes as she fights the tears swelling up. “I fucked it all up Finn. You didn’t see the way she looked at me. God I fucked everything up.” She states as her body shakes, finally crumbling into her feelings. Finneas is quick to pull his little sister in a tight hug. Gently cradling her head as he softly rocks the both of them back and forth.
“I’m sure that’s not true. Just give her time.” He says softly comforting her. Letting her get all her emotions out.
“I pushed her Finneas. She was so worried about what would happen between us all and I- I fuck, I pushed her.” Billie continues as she falls into his hold.
“Go talk to her. I’m sure you two will be able to figure it out.” He sincerely offers. “And if it helps, I was always secretly rooting for the two of you.” He says with a soft chuckle causing her to lift her head from his shoulder looking at him trying to find any dishonesty. Sniffling and wiping her eyes she doesn’t find any.
“Go, go talk to her.” He urges. Gently pushing her the rest of the way back in her chair. A small smile works its way across her lips as she quickly gathers up her things. “Are you sure?” She asks in a hushed panic taking one last look at her brother over her shoulder. Nodding his head yes as he urges her to the door.
Clenching her phone and keys in hand as she can’t fight the smile on her face. Giving him one final nod as she rushes to her car. Hoping and praying you give her the chance. Her fingers nervously grip and tap the wheel as she drives to your place. Her ears ringing with how hard her heart was beating against her chest. Playing out all the ways that this could go. All she needed was for you to open the door to her and all the possibilities of how this new chapter for the both of you could go.
Please just open up the door.
Open up the door for me…
