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A heartbreaking update I wish I didn't have to post here. I don't know how to express such grief or even function healthily these days but if you have time, please visit this fundraising page. It would mean the world right now. We still need all the help we can get.
I honestly don't have words. I also promised myself not to ask for help anymore after what happened last time. I don't even know if any of you remember or have the slightest idea how you have helped me before.

i barely use tumblr anymore, but if anyone should see this post and you are financially able to help them, please do.

i’ve lost most of my deceased family to cancer and i could only imagine the pain of losing my own dad to this. the most i am able to do is reblog this and hope that the right person who can help financially sees this.

Anonymous asked:

Young me would mold bubble/chewing gum into little wigs and shape them onto my fingers as if they were dolls whenever it lost it's flavour..🤸🏽‍♀️

omg LOL i tried that once when i had gum overseas, very fun but very nasty

If you're getting this you are wonderful, sweet, considerate, lovable, warm-hearted, lovely, good-natured, awesome, friendly, uplifting, affectionate, compassionate, kind, understanding, gracious, graceful, precious, a beloved person, and beautiful person. Paste this to 10 blogs that fit these traits as well! No pressure but kindness can help and make someone's day! 💕

Have a nice day 🌜🌬️🌷☺️

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i haven’t been alive for a long time but thank you so much giant 🥹🥹🥹 i miss you friendo

omg hello everyone i miss u guys 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 please tell me how u are in my ask box i will defo reply

OH HI I HAVE NOT SEEN YOU FOR A WHILE HOW HAVE YOU BEEEENNNNN

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HELLOOO i’ve been gooddd!!!! sorry i slipped off the face of tumblr

how’ve you beeeeeen

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nikolaiiy-deactivated20230617
astrology notes.
[ disclaimer; these are simply my observations and thoughts :) ]
mostly synastry notes.

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🪶 pluto in the 10th people cannot handle when they encounter a person who thinks they are better than them without even knowing them personally. they do not take being underestimated lightly. it sparks a feeling of competition in their chest, it makes them scoff that this person thinks they're better than them. what a joke. this sounds obnoxious i know, but it's there, that feeling no matter how subtle it is. it's an itch under their skin that they can't scratch, to put that person in their place.

🪶 4th house synastry creates such a homebody couple it's adorable. this goes most especially when moon, venus, mercury and sun is involved. it makes you both want to be with each other, always touching while you both do your own thing, in the comfort of each other. it's this feeling of being home with each other, feeling safe and literally feeling so content when you're together.

🪶 pluto harsh aspects in synastry is honestly mind boggling. it has you acting out urges that you never thought you’d even entertain, thinking thoughts that you expected were buried deep inside your mind, entertaining ideas that you never expected would see the light of day. this is most especially when it’s pluto-moon aspects.

🪶 gemini moon/venus culture when trying to comfort someone is explaining the other person’s suffering and what they’re feeling in complete detail, as if rubbing salt on an open wound. though this isn’t done in a mocking way, they do this to show that they understand what you’re going through and to make sure you know that your suffering is being heard and acknowledged. they want you to know that you are not alone in what you’re going through and that what you feel is completely understandable and valid. although this seems to be a common thing within air signs as well when i think about it, not just gemini.

🪶 a libra stellium in the 3rd could indicate pretty hand writing, a very good singing voice and/or both.

🪶 when your moon opposites your pluto, there can be this constant feeling of being criticized and judged silently by literally everyone. it’s as though whenever you express yourself, there’s this strong (or subtle, it depends on how tight the degree is) feeling and/or thought at the back of your head that you’re being made a fool of for what you’re doing, that you’re making a fool out of yourself for expressing who you are. it’s this feeling that you’re being underestimated too, but it’s mostly just this prevalent thought that everyone judges you at your back and laughs at how you live your life.

🪶 the same thing is felt in pluto opposite moon synastry but now, the feeling is felt only by the two individuals. moon person feels like pluto is constantly silently judging them, making fun of them for their choices and the way they feel. the moon person feels like they can’t fully express themselves to the pluto person and has this strong thought that there’s a risk of disappointing the pluto person which they absolutely should not do but at the same time, disappointing this person seems to be inevitable.

🪶 the bond that you have with someone whose ascendant tightly conjuncts your moon sign is honestly breathtaking. even if you two fight or seemed to fight a lot in the past, going through that makes for a friendship/relationship that’s truly one of a kind. you find refuge in each other and talking to this person really makes you learn a lot. i’m not quite sure how to explain this synastry in a way that fully grasps how lovely it is but speaking purely from experience and seeing it in others around me, it’s one of the best synastry aspects imo.

🪶 when someones mars is in your 12th house, it could indicate unrequited love or it could point to the mars person not feeling as deeply as you are, or it could mean that while the mars person may have felt something towards you and showed it, they want to keep whatever you to have as a secret. im speaking in a romantic subtext with this synastry.

🪶 no cus pluto conjunct neptune in synastry in the 7th house is kinda scary im ngl. let’s take for example youre in a relationship with someone and you have this synastry aspect, you’re going to constantly dream of them, vividly, and that’s honestly great since you’re dreaming of your person but once you two break up, those dreams won’t stop. it’s going to be a constant reminder and if you’re the neptune person then you’d feel quite annoyed and disgusted with yourself once you find yourself dreaming about pluto person in complete detail the same way you used to.

🪶 those with their moon in the 1st house can probably appear fragile and sensitive, and they’re aware of that thank you, please don’t rub it in their face.

🪶 people with their mercury in the 6th, please fix your eating schedule to a healthier one. it seems like you have a tendency to ruin it whenever you’re feeling stressed or mentally off.

🪶 one of the most stupid things you could ever do is lie to someone who has mercury-pluto aspects in their chart/scorpio mercury/mercury in the 8th who also has gemini placements. you cant, you just can’t. you really shouldn’t. why bother lying when they just know that you are and will most probably find out the truth. but then again, i guess it also depends if they care about the fact that you’re lying or not. they’d know you were lying from a mile away but whether or not they want to know the truth is truly up to them. they might just not care.

🪶 but also speaking of lies, all geminis i know lie a lot. tell me on average, the amount of tiny little harmless lies you tell in a die, if you got a dollar every time you did you’d probably be rich. but like i said, they’re harmless little lies and most often probably come from the fact that they don’t think it’s necessary for you to be told the truth when really, there’s no point. lie or not, it’s not like it’s gonna change anything. right?

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i havent been on tumblr in years but love this love u

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karmakittie-deactivated20230423

hi kittie! congrats on 150 :) just came across your page and i love the energy here, theres just such a comforting presence! any deck is alright, my question is, what does DE want between the both of us? my initials are e/s, virgo sun & 🕺. thank you for opening this game! have a good day ahead xxx

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Hello, darling, and thank you so much for your kind words! I chose the Modern Love Tarot for your reading, because it’s an absolutely stunning deck that I wanted to show off, and I feel like the imagery is quite relatable and suited to this question.

Modern Love Tarot → 4 of Pentacles

There was a casually indecisive feeling as I was shuffling the deck. I feel like this person could be casting a net to see what/who all they can catch, so to speak. Or perhaps they have previous romantic attachments that keep showing up in their inbox and they give in to the temptation of writing back. They could talk a smooth game, maybe get you mixed up in your feelings with misdirection and perhaps even purposefully going back-and-forth with you or others, subconsciously hoping to get someone to chase them. Be cautious of mind games, because outwardly they could be saying and doing all the right things, but their true intentions don’t align with this facade.
I hope this helps in some way! I hate to deliver such downer news, so whatever happens just stay guarded and know your boundaries & your worth. 💜
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// Closed Game //

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hi kittie! sorry for the late feedback >< thank you for answering my question! kinda wishing i didn’t ask this question because i already knew this and i wasn’t interested in this person anymore HAHAHAHA but you were so on point.

and i love this deck! it really is stunning :) have a great day!

Anonymous asked:

Rob Pattinson is so hot and the rumors of him smelling bad made him more hot to me only to realize I love when my s/o stinks of sweat...pheromones?🤓

no way rob smells bad tbh i feel like he smells like musk and sandalwood 🤤🤤🤤 and yes….pheromones

just watched the batman yesterday and realised the reason why i love it so much is because i have a size kink. this is funny

honestly the boundaries between friendship and romance don’t really matter that much like at all if everyone involved is ok with it

like most of what is and isn’t romance is cultural/constructed anyways... you can take and leave what you want with it as long as you maintain boundaries. does that make sense

thinking back about how i had my first kiss because i was CURIOUS 😭😭😭 curiosity does kill the cat fyi

Have you ever met someone on the internet that you liked so much that you sometimes sit there and think “Oh man there are people who are lucky enough to see this person IN THE FLESH ON A REGULAR BASIS and I wonder if they realize how LUCKY they are”

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ily bby!

@cancerfairy @rhoemantically @cosmoss-express @luminarin @academiaghosts you guys are literally beautiful people 💖

Oh.my.goodness 😭😭 I love you toooo babe, you’re the best ❤❤❤

right back at you my love!! 🥺❤️ you’re so sweet baby omg

🥺🥺I feel so soft rn…imagine us all meeting up irl tho. That’d be so cool💛

@guxciestone (right back at ya + if we met irl i feel we’d talk about almost anything with no judgment between us. Ur cool like that😎)

@unforgettable-sensations (i have not forgotten about you! First moot on here and deffo think we’d spew poetry non stop)

@rattaemin (gosh you are like a literal sister to me and we’d get into so much shit, it’ll be so fun!!! And if we ain’t causing shit we’ll just vibe together quietly while doin whatevs☺️)

@nikolaiiy (niece where do i even begin, i will literally be an overprotective, but vibey uncle to ya. You are an amazing person and big hugs to ya)

@bratz-kitten (i literally would give anything to just hang out and chill with you. Chillest most no nonsense person & imma crush you with a hug and then get on my bs and wreak havoc with ya🤗)

@elysiansparadise (we would be goin on picnics and vibe and do artsy shit out in the sun or go cafe hopping!)

@notanastrologer (imma force you to sit with me and teach me everything about vedic astrology and then we can go on a roadtrip across some random country cuz i think you’d be down for it and it’ll be hella fun)

@ceyrann (*busts down your office doo* SPA DAY BITCH! After that we’re goin on a shopping spree)

@3amastrology (would 10/10 go to a party or club with you! You just seem like someone who onow how to get lit and get the party goin…also bar hopping if you’re up for that? or binge watching a show if we tired of the party life lol)

@dilfchaser69999 (person witht the softest heart me thinks, istg anyone should be lucky to have you in their life)

@hillarysss (ma'am you presence is the most calming thing ever and you are amazingly talented)

+so many more people cuz it’s late and i can’t think, but just know i would die for the lot of you and live for the lot you too (yee, both seemed good☺️)

i’m so late to this but 🥺🥺 thank you giant! i appreciate you and your energy so very much, i’m so lucky to have gotten to know you honestly

is it true that cancer rising/venuses look better as they age? like they look pretty meh as a child but as they grow older they do look much better

i feel like i’ve read this somewhere before but im not too sure

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