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hello everyone.

i know this probably isn’t the type of post you all would like to see from me right now, or maybe even at all. but i think it’s been a long time coming and i haven’t had the courage until now. after two and a half years, i have made the difficult decision to close dollyji. at least for the time being. it’s been a wild ride, but i think it’s time for me to close this chapter of my life.

i want to thank each and every one of you, all of almost 3,000 of you, for all of the love and support you’ve given me over the years. from following me here from rensxn when i got flagged and was worried about losing my account, to waiting two years for a fic that i’ve been promising. and i want to apologize for that as well. i truly appreciate all of the support and patience i’ve been shown and i feel truly sorry for leaving you all hanging for such a long time. you’ve all meant the world to me.

the decision to close dollyji was not made lightly or impulsively. in fact, i didn’t want to make the decision at all. but as of late (read: the past two years that i’ve been missing), i found that my interest in nct has dwindled and i don’t keep up with them as much as i did before. i wish things were different, and i wish i could blame it solely on writers block, but i know that’s not completely the truth. that’s not to say that i don’t still like nct or that i’m not a fan anymore — i still love them deeply, i still listen to their music and i’ll never let jisung go. my interests have just changed and they unfortunately aren’t a priority anymore. and that’s okay.

i will always hold dollyji close to my heart. i’ve made many pleasant memories and connections here, including one of my best friends to this day. i won’t be deactivating the blog, so don’t worry about losing anything. i’ll be reblogging some of my best asks and writing, plus some extras from rensxn. my navigation will be linked right here.

thank you all for being part of this journey. hopefully one day i will return. i love you all.

dollyji.

update: due to an anon’s request i have made a personal blog for those of you who may want to continue following or talking to me even if i don’t write! @oneirosomnia

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i haven’t been on enhablr in a WHILE but to those of you who are all there please go and tell @/drunkhazed that writing a fanfiction based on a real life murder case is fucking sick. thank you!

tw: mentions of a*use and m*rder.

no amount of defending urself is gonna make this okay. taking inspiration from an event that was the result of two young boys being a*used to the point of committing m*rder is fucking SICK. these are REAL people with REAL trauma who have spent their whole life in jail to because the court failed to acknowledge their a*use as. A*USE. this is real tragic events that is NOT something to write fanfiction about. please for once think with your head and realize that this is fucking sick and no matter how you choose to justify this will make it okay. comparing this to covid is NOT the same at ALL!!!!!!!! most mentions of covid in fics include themes of lockdown and quarantine which is...and i PROMISE you. not as detrimental as writing about two young boys who were a*used and isolated to the point of commiting m*rder. i must add, these men have been in jail longer than most of us have been alive. this is NOT something to write silly fanfics about. taking inspo from things is great!! we all do it. but taking inspo from the tragedy of someone's life??? is NOT okay.

that being said, please be mindful of the content you choose to share with the internet. if you have any sick and twisted "inspirations" like this, get OFF. the internet. no amount of flexing ur 'popularity' will make anything better. y'all r quick to hate on celebs for doing sumthing wrong but ur fave ff writer does something and all of a sudden people are jealous? no one's jealous of a grown ass woman with no brain in that noggin.

tw: mentions of abuse, misogyny, murder.

talk about using enhypen for your own sick and twisted agenda. it's one thing to write certain aus based on fictional films that contain triggering topics...

but to write a fic based off a real story of two young men who are incredibly traumatized and abused just shows how twisted you are. that's not funny silly kpop fanfic worthy. that's a brutal case that is still ongoing and using enhypen and writing fanfiction for that sort of agenda is just pure insensitivity.

and you can say it's about the misogyny women faced during this case, being brothers who killed their parents, being placed in separate prisons, what say you - that is someone's LIFE. it is part of their CASE. whether you follow true crime or not, whether you're a fan of their sudden resurgence, does not give you the right to write some 18+ fanfiction about it. you're not in their shoes. you don't have to write a fic based off of something so bizarre and traumatizing.

if you don't care for someone's pain, that's fine. no one is forcing you to. but attempting to capitalize off something when you've never been through that (aside from the misogyny, which we, as people, all face at some point or another), or when you are of the age and understanding that you can process how traumatizing their story is, is just pathetic.

you're in, what, your 30s? you should know better by now.

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ok she's deactivated but jasminexo5/xuhuihuis was discovered to be a minor. that's why i'm tightening ship, yet again. y'all don't lie about your fucking age you put everyone in an unsafe situation, and we end up finding out, like i did today. any content she sent has been removed, and i'm going through my following list as we speak. i recommend anyone else who's interacted with her do the same.

so once again:

Ageless and blank blogs will be blocked. Minors DNI. Minors and bots/bot looking blogs will be blocked.

reminder that you can still contact me via @oneirosomnia if you wish to remain in contact

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Anonymous asked:

SO UR SAYING HAECHAN CUM EATER???!!?!!??

rensxn answered:

i am saying haechan cum eater. he’s just so good with his mouth that he takes pride in it. and the first time he does it, it’s not entirely on purpose. you’d told him to not make a mess on whoever’s bed you ended up on ~~bc haechan doesn’t care he’ll fuck you anywhere~~ so he does the first thing that comes to mind—using his mouth to clean you up. eating cum. but seeing how you react to how dirty and sexy it is for him to do so, he starts doing it more often. will cum inside you just so he can eat it out.

it first starts out just him eating his own and yours, but he starts getting a little bolder with the free use thing and starts cleaning up the other ones messes.

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let’s talk about how jaemin is such a voyeur and a cuck that he would loan his partner out for his friends to fuck if they hadn’t gotten laid in a while, with the condition that he gets to watch. he doesn’t even have to touch or control the situation. he just wants to watch his friends fuck the shit out of his lover.

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Anonymous asked:

damn okay so let's get into dream's trio cum eaters, for haechan i feel like he'd be the "no homo" dude that actually gets addicted, jeno i get the vibes he'd do it as a power move like other guy came all over ur stomach and he'd stare right into his eyes as he licks it up, and the wild card hooo boy he'd dive in out of nowhere when everyone is watching and boom round two ensues 😮💨

rensxn answered:

I JUST REMEMBERED I NEVER ANSWERED THIS

anyway, yes. haechan would definitely first start out only eating his own and yours, but when someone volunteers him to do it when you all have sex together, he does it. he starts with the cum between your legs to keep it from dripping onto the bed sheets, and there’s no telling who all had cum inside you because everything was a blur. but he finds himself enjoying it, but most of all enjoying the way you react and all of the watchful eyes. (cmon, we all know this man loves attention.)

the wild card, i thought, would come in second. when they saw how big of a mess it actually was, they thought haechan would need help cleaning it up. he gets told “you helped make the mess, clean it up” and nobody expects him to actually kneel down and start doing what he’d seen haechan doing. he would start at your chest and work his way down, where haechan was working up. ~~if they meet halfway in a sexy way, who knows.~~

and while those two are distracted, i thought jeno would notice all the spots they were missing. including on your face. so he’d end up going in behind them, holding you still and cleaning up all of the remainders of cum on your skin. and of course jeno would make eye contact with them. he has this vibe that if he’s going to do something nasty like this, he was going to full send. part of the eye contact is a little game for him— “who’s cum am i tasting?” the other reason for the eye contact is to make sure everyone is comfortable and this isn’t too far for them (it’s not too far).

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Anonymous asked:

highkey wanna cuddle with JS in bed or his computer chair. maybe c*** warming when he games or sth🥵

rensxn answered:

omg i can just …..

jisung wants to be close to you at all times and honestly when you’re in the privacy of his room together he likes when you’re in just one of his shirts and your panties and he strikes me as the type to be affectionate in private with his significant other so he’ll want you on his lap if he was at his desk gaming so you could watch him and when he gets really excited and into the games, he probably pops a boner and it’s not necessarily the fact that he’s turned on but his adrenaline and blood was rushing and you’re in his lap and it’s just so easy to have you lift up and push your underwear to the side a little bit and kind of relieve some of the pressure from his hard on ~~may or may not end in him actually fucking you after the round ends~~

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Anonymous asked:

help idk why it didn't click sooner but chenle in the beautiful mv w the glasses is literally nerd w a big cock or im just hornee

rensxn answered:

how about both?

no but what about intern chenle??? you’re his supervisor and invite him to a team building get together you guys do every month cause you notice he kind of keeps to himself and doesn’t really have many friends in the office so you hope this will help him make some ….. but you both end up getting a little tipsy (but still sober enough to remember everything) and end up hooking up </3 so it creates a little tension between the two of you in the office because you remember exactly how his fat cock feels and you shouldn’t really sleep with a coworker but he’s so fine and you want to jump his bones still so you avoid him and he confronts you about it and then you guys end up having sneaky links in the office and after work LMFAOOO

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Anonymous asked:

that chenle nerd w a big cock ask but now add HAECHAN FROM NCIT YUH 😮💨

rensxn answered:

i fucking love ncit haechan fuck …. so smart but fucks so good and has a thick cock im gonna combust in my seat rn thinking about him it’s been a while since i’ve been in a haechan mood …….. sneaking around fucking in empty classrooms in passing periods when you’re both free

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Anonymous asked:

dummy thick cock jisung who's clueless abt the bulge on ur tummy until u grab his hand and guide him to it i want him to break my ribs and leave me bloated pleek

rensxn answered:

aaaa jisung being like “what’s that poking through your tummy is that normal” and you tell him to put his hand there and feel each time he thrusts into you and he’s scared so you grab his hand and put it there yourself and encourage him to keep fucking into you and he starts to realize that he’s feeling his cock in your tummy and he doesn’t know whether to be amazed or concerned (spoiler alert: it’s amazed)

jisung bulging kink <3 jisung belly bulge kink <3 seeing his cock bulging but also leaving you so full it makes you look bloated and so so so full of his cum <3

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Anonymous asked:

jisung likes to compare hand sizes just so he could measure and imagine the difference in size when he wraps his hand on his big cawk (LETS GO!! i am a part of the club too) and how your hand does it. (apart of him thinks you cant even wrap your whole hand around him) 😈

rensxn answered:

jisung pulling your hand up to his so he can bend the tips of his fingers over your own and study and memorize the way your palms and fingers are so much smaller than his own and that image will never leave his brain and when he closes his eyes when he’s jerking off he sees the image of it being your small hand instead and he could almost cum instantly from that …… ~~jisung size kink fr did y’all not hear him say he wants to grow just so he can look down at haechan cause he’ll be cute~~

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Anonymous asked:

i love the concept of friends maybe besties being like yeah we'd totally move in together and live together !! and three days in one of them's basically wearing nothing walking around the place cuz they don't like clothes and the other one's always gotta [bites fist]... anw who just anybody u stan would fit this 👀

rensxn answered:

this made me think of sungchan or minhee….

moving in with your best friend and you quickly learn each other’s habits and quirks which includes maybe your habit of just walking around in an oversized tee and underwear. he’d try to ignore it and if his mind began to run wild, he’d go and quietly jerk off in his room. cause he always thought you were attractive, it just wasn’t advised to fuck your best friend. but if he walks into the kitchen one day and you’re wearing one of his oversized shirts and underwear only, because maybe it’s laundry day and all of yours are in the wash, he would lose his mind and you’d end up more than just friends and roommates after that moment…….

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MORE THAN I SHOULD (M) | PJS

▸ genres | nsfw, smut, idol au, stylist au

▸ word count | 4245

▸ warnings | dom jisung, older fem reader, a bit of obsession, possession, a little dubcon (aka it’s pretty tame but no consent was ever explicitly stated), manhandling, a little choking, oral, hair pulling (jisung rec.), biting, fingernail marks, grabbing jisung’s butt, unprotected sex, breeding, use of the word noona, slight allusion to impregnation but it doesn’t happen

▸ dollyji note | this is a commission for the lovely @guanana thank you for giving me this opportunity! i hope it’s everything you ever wanted <3 enjoy

▸ taglist | @whorechsn @thegenderfluidfox @wonsyn @iamcool789 @ilumark @angelateez @all4jisung @sunpopz @jjenodream @zkdlllin @ne0sgun @js-wrld @jisungsnoona @see3milyblog (if you can’t be tagged, please check your visibility settings or re-submit a response with your current/correct username if you’ve changed it or it appears incorrect)

One thing you always managed was coming into work early. It gives you time to set up your station, have a coffee, and chat with your coworkers before the busy day ahead of you. Working as a stylist for idols is pretty hectic. Between rushing to finish hair and makeup for all of the members and running after them for touch ups between filming breaks, you hardly have any down time. Luckily, they’ve all treated you kindly thus far. Especially when you started to work with NCT Dream, you managed to make quick friends with the members. You spend a lot of time with them in preparation for their comebacks, wanting to hear their opinions on styling, practicing different makeup looks and hairstyles until finding the right one, but the conversation isn’t always work related.

The members have a habit of leading you into unrelated conversation. Which honestly, you don’t mind. It makes time pass so much faster when you’re in conversation with them, and you feel comfortable, rather than awkward. In fact, the off topic conversations while in your chair is what made you become so close to them all and you’ve become accustomed to all of their antics and habits.

Some of the members in specific have rather touchy habits that don’t bother you at all. You aren’t phased when Jeno plays with the hem of your oversized clothes when he’s in your chair, nor are you when Haechan squeezes you in a hug when it’s his turn. It’s part of what makes them them, so it doesn’t bother you one bit. They’re your friends, after all. Who says that idols and their staff can’t be friends?

On the other hand, it bothers Jisung. A lot. It bothers him when he’s not placed in your chair that day, or when you finish with him quickly when he is. He grits his teeth when he sees you lean close to the other members, when your fingers wipe excess product from their skin without a second thought, and when they think it’s appropriate to touch you. One time, one of the members lended you their jacket and rubbed your arms for warmth on a cold day. That really set him off—so bad that he didn’t care to see who it was.

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▸ park jisung x fem reader | 798 words

▸ “look at you. i’ve only started using my fingers and you’re already shaking” & “you look so good with my hands around your neck” & “bite me” / “if you insist”

warnings ▸ dom!jisung, fingering, biting, hickey, mild choking, reader is a bit prideful

note ▸ reposting from @/rensxn. yes, this is my drabble. no, i am not copying. i moved blogs when i was flagged

Being in the backseat of a car, parked in a dark, empty parking lot with Park Jisung was not something on your bucket list. Especially since, for the longest time, you thought he was but the awkward kid who’s friends with your friends. You were never close to him, until recently.

If you considered ‘close’ being him having you laid with your legs spread in the backseat of a friend’s car that he borrowed.

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i’m sure everyone has been seeing the news around and considering that i have a semi-platform here as a writer, i don’t feel comfortable not acknowledging or saying anything given the news this morning.

i want to make it extremely clear that i have zero tolerance for sexual and mental abuse towards women. period. what taeil did is extremely disgusting and disappointing and i would no longer like to be associated with him as a fan.

moving forward, any and all content mentioning him on my page has been removed and i will not be writing about or mentioning him whatsoever. if you still believe that he is an innocent man or wish to be an apologist, unfollow me immediately and do not interact with any of my content.

i hope this brave young woman can begin to find peace away from her abuser and more can begin to come forward to get the justice they deserve.

believe victims.

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sm moving at light speed with a statement and swift contract split means there really ain’t no other way to spin this. incredibly shocking and disappointing news. wishing love, healing, and justice to all victims wrapped up in this situation - and former fans, be gentle with yourself. you couldn’t have known and it always hurts to have hard truths revealed like this but on the other side of the coin, let’s see this for what it is and let go. the only defending he needs is from an actual lawyer.

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