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Me adding romantic feelings and emotional attachments to everything I write
Anonymous asked:
Man i dont blame you for wanting to leave (PLS DONT DELETE ANYTHING THO 😭) but fr things really suck rn and im wondering if this is just natural progression of having an interest/life in general or if its the communities that are changing drastically or all of the above 🥲
i'm gonna be so fuckin fr, i think part of it is that i'm getting older. i was tagged in this post earlier today, and the person op is talking about i already had blocked bc they make me uncomfortable. so i read it, go down the rabbit hole, and i just think this whole mess of insults and harassment and hate trains and apparently getting lawyers involved (which, good luck getting an actual attorney to take this seriously lmao) could've been avoided if:
- people tagged their fucking work properly. if you're writing dub-con, if you're writing non-con, just say that shit. own what you wrote.
- if you're writing content for someone else, like as a gift, here's a dumb idea, maybe make sure they're comfortable with the content of said gift. one person's turn on is another person's trigger so you need to be mindful. that's why we tag in the first place.
it's just such simple common sense to me and to think it spiraled to this point is fuckin baffling. but then i stopped and thought...this is the type of shit i would go back and forth on with someone about for days in my early 20s. the ogs remember i used to fight on this here app, dog with a bone can't let shit go (stares in [redacted] era). but now? now that i'm on my way to pushing 30? i can't be fucking bothered with all this drama. and there's so much goddamn drama in so many of the kpopblr spaces and it's just not even worth it to engage fr. like why make content and engage with the community if you gotta block half of them bc they're fucking weirdos? 🤧
so, idk. if i do stick around it's really just gonna be us in our little bubble bc i truly can't be bothered with the drama anymore. 🙄
Anonymous asked:
Not the same anon, but I want you to know, someone out there is always reading your work. It may be hundreds, it may be tens, but people are touched by your writing in some way or another. Maybe it comforts them after a long day at work, or makes them giggle and kick their feet. It gives them a world to relax and be themselves, and you are wonderful for sharing your thoughts and stories with us. And for FREE? You're too kind. Whether you decide to archive or delete your blog, just know someone is always thinking of your stories, even if you aren't.
Love you Ellie<3
oh so y'all want me to cry on this day i see🥲
no but seriously thank you so much for the kind words. it's good to know people out there still care and enjoy my work
Anonymous asked:
please know your works are cherished by me 🤲 its not so often i can find stuff that is so up my ally it inspires me to try to write myself, but after reading your dragon hybrid pieces i wanted to create and write too! i am much to shy to ever post them so i just write for myself, but please know that you impact and make peoples lives or days just that bit better even if you don’t know it❣️
thank you so much! i lowkey feel bad bc i haven't had a dragon idea in a minute (rip my mental state). i'm glad you enjoy the dragon content that's here 😅
Anonymous asked:
Are you still thinking about deleting/abandoning this blog? I'd be very sad if you left 😭
It is still on my mind. I haven't written for kpop in a while and have only been getting less and less inspired by the day. Life just took a hard left recently so that's making me feel even less up for writing. Engagement keeps going down, less and less people in the community are active bc of their own life shit, and I've been feeling less connected to fandom as a whole, so it does make me wonder what I'm sticking around for.
Only reason I'm not doing it yet is bc the last time I debated leaving, I ended up staying and regretting deleting all my posts. I'm giving it time to see if I change my mind, but idk y'all. Again, I'll see if I change my mind or if spring/summer brings some new inspiration. But truly I just don't know.
Reblogged thetypingpup
HONESTY HOUR
If you see this and want to know anything about me I’m feeling open right now
Anon or not whatever you want to know!
Anonymous asked:
The micro fic thing made me think back to when we used to call smut fics 'lemon fics'
the terms keep changing it's true and honestly i'm glad we did away with that one bc i can't imagine, at my big age, calling my smut fics fucking lemons 🤧
that said tho...microfics? c'mon now what was wrong with drabbles? 🙄
Anonymous asked:
what something (show,person,etc)that you want to get into writing for that’s not idol related?
Honestly anything not idol related, I plan on keeping to myself. I have a bunch of bg3 writing, and I already scribbled some essay length shit about Viktor from Arcane (I am...so normal y'all *eye twitch*). But I'm mainly keeping those to myself bc girl...the fandoms 🥴😬
Reblogged hwanswerland
“omg this idol is soooo gender i want his gender i want a gender just like thissss” (image of a kpop guy in a tshirt and jeans just standing there in a neutral pose but because hes korean the ops perception of korean men in proximity to femininity under white supremacy is skewed and thus makes them talk about men of color in the only stereotypes they know)