doomedcousins on tumblr dot com you have inspired a mini comic idea in me by your doomedcousins posting. comic about shadowsight and bristlefrost('s death) through a 'meta' lens in a doomed-by-the-narrative-through-authors-bias way. same vibes as that one breaking bad pool theory/lake territory post. listen to my pitch here.
for a brief moment, you both understand everything. given knowledge beyond your scope of mind, whether accidental or purposeful. you understand. you were always fated to suffer because it was threaded into the very fabric of the universe, written out in permanent pen ink. manufactured en-masse. there are gods above starclan and they are cruel, much crueler than starclan itself (though your mind physically fights against the idea that starclan can be cruel). you were both doomed to never have happy endings and this is an immutable fact. your thoughts are not your own and will never be your own. you have always been fake. nothing is real. its almost as if your lungs fill with water. you realize you dont know why you're thinking of that tomcat and his hypothetical children in your last moments, instead of the one you sacrificed your life for. who was he, again? who are you? paradoxically, you feel like you're disappearing and yet you stand here perfectly fine, in front of him.
you realize as the moment draws to a close that when he asks why?, you cant answer with what you were dead-set in believing before. you didnt do it to stop ashfur, or to save starclan, or for rootspring, or for thunderclan. those answers feel wrong on your tongue. so why did you do it?
you smile. for you, shadowsight. for you.
the moment passes. you both forget everything and everything goes back to as if it had never happened. status quo.
do you see my vision here or am i reaching. am i representing these two properly. i need an experts opinion on this concept.