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@thejhambs phan sideblog. Dan and Phil are fictional characters to me. mythical DINOF fan

while we're on the subject of "ironic homophobia" idk if I'm being too sensitive lmao (likely thing for me to do tbh) but sometimes it gets to me a bit whenever dnp do something particularly homosexual and I'm scrolling and my whole dash is "#I HATE GAY PEOPLE" "#IM GONNA COMMIT A HATE CRIME" like idk I think the occasional homophobic dog meme is funny especially because it's coming from other gay people of course. and it can be done tastefully and in moderation. but there comes a point where I'm like ok damn 😬 well me personally I love gay people and I love dnp and I love that they're gay so idk about all that!

I know it's sarcasm but sometimes it's like ok now say something true and beautiful! and not ironically homophobic! about these gay men

wrt the whole loss of innocence thing and ppl perceiving phil as being "betrayed," i hope my and a lot of other ppls comments arent being misinterpreted as, "therefore dan is innocent and was pulled into this by a leader." no, the point is they are both on equal grounds. in terms of behavior, they both act exactly the same with the main difference being phil acting as dan's (and subsequently our) guide. they are hand in hand at the end cuz they are one and the same.

wrt actual dan and phil AS Dan And Phil™, their differences are not as exaggerated as they once were and instead theres a lot more focus on their similarities and the bizarre idiosyncrasies that they developed alongside each other and influenced by each other. even in little ways like, phil obv talks more with a slightly southern english accent bc hes been living in london, but dan also says a few words with a more northern accent that he used to say southern (eg, bath).

dan being the one who sacrifices phil is not at a higher position than phil being the sacrifice itself. phil being the guide is seemingly at a higher position than dan at first, but in the end they are exactly the same. thank you for coming to my ted talk

there really is nothing like the sheer high of crafts hysteria. godddd the way phil was the true believer and dan was the one more attuned but afraid of it...... devoted not to Him but to phil................ so so fucking good. hesitating in the doorway. marked by phil's blood on his face, his handprint on his heart. holding phil's heart in one hand and phil's hand in the other because phil's blood, his life, might have been the sacrifice to Him, but his heart... his heart was dan's................ posed to match the lovers on the devil arcana.............. god. UNMATCHED

imagine

phil gives birth to you. dan says "ew why does it look like that." they sell you to one direction

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