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- Marie - #My art - Unconditional obsession for obscure characters, Destiny 2, Prey 2017, Deathloop, Cyberpunk 2077, video games and many other stuff. Art, crafts and fics. Also a gamedev & props artist. Known Maya Sundaresh, Riley Yu and Wenjie Evans expert - 25+ queer
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screaming, crying, throwing up, as I force myself to write a story i'm very passionate about and love writing and have no obligation to write except that i want to

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A collection of short Lakshmi/Ikora drabbles I've had in my wip folder forever. “It’s going to break us eventually. Our politics, our duties, our visions, they clash too violently. We can’t let ... This interfere with what’s right for the City. We owe them better than a leadership mired in personal conflicts. Settling our issues in bed won’t solve anything for them out there.”

> Lakshmi noticing a hickey on Ikora, Ikora noticing the evidence of someone in Lakshmi's quarters... > Lakshmi has a nightmare about her past. > Ikora has a dream about a child with Lakshmi. > A short bit of dialogue where they realise they've been missing out on childhood > Lakshmi has a strong reaction, leading her to reveal more of her past to Ikora [slight nsfw, mention of SA] > Another dream of a child. This time, Lakshmi spends time with Zavala.

After Cayde's death, Lakshmi seems to be the only person understanding Ikora's grief. And anger. > Eris sees through Ikora’s armor and wishes to understand the depth of her connection with Lakshmi. > Lakshmi struggles with vulnerability, but learns to accept assistance. > A rare moment of submission from Lakshmi. [nsfw]

So uh. Maybe that's just me but after Maya, Fikrul and now Xivu it feels like bungie likes to punish characters for having a love and devotion so deep it becomes their undoing. They all have so much love inside them and so much love to give and yet it's so heartbreaking to see that the world has changed and turned this love into something misplaced and unwanted.

I've been wondering what was making me so sad about the last 3 seasons but now I know. I think somehow they made me afraid to... Love?

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i just log in here, show serious signs of mental illness and call it a day

It's been more than a year since I've drawn rhulk... I should draw him again

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