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i've always known how notorious tumblr is for being such an unrewarding place for writers but i think having this account and being a writer myself experiencing it personally really made me realize that tumblr is rewarding to only the lucky few. i hope i don't make it seem like i've been ungrateful for everyone's support or that i'm looking for sympathy or even that i'm guilting any of you guys but i know i wrote how i had inspo for so many new stuff but after publishing psily it's all disappeared because i realized what is the point of posting all of these when it seems that no one really seems to want it? or atleast care enough and it's kind of been hard as a writer who really enjoys creative writing to continue when i get nothing back. i do this for free and while you guys aren't obligated to anything it's just kinda upsetting when i released like a 20k+ fic and literally hasn't received anything about it. like yes it's gotten over 1k notes but the fact that i haven't recieved ANYTHING other than a couple reblogs is just really making me realize that i no longer feel like i want to post here anymore. i really hope the people who have supported me don't feel slighted by this because truly i have loved all of you that have supported me but i think this place is making my relationship with writing worse. i know i write good and i need to get better with not thinking my writing's worth correlates with the amount of notes or messages i get so until i figure that out i think i am going to part from this blog and i'm so sorry if this is coming out of a left field for you guys but it's something i've struggled with for so long and i think this is just the best decision for me.

but i genuinely want to say thank you so much to those who have helped me have such a fun time here and i hope maybe this will motivate everyone to go interact more with their fav writers because i know no matter how much you think a writer deserves they probably don't get even half of that. but for now at least i think i will say bye to everyone. who knows maybe i'll come back when i feel better about writing but i'm not promising anything cause it's most likely not going to happen. stay safe and once again thanks for everything.

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omg im glad you enjoyed ggum lol i think im just not a fan of the song but it literally will not leave my head lol i fear i will not be able to get rid of it but i will say yeonjun looked immaculate as always so i did really enjoy just having more yeonjun content 😋 i have heeseung's frat fic and yeonjun's demigod fic in the workings rn but i don't really feel that inspired to work on either rn but i do want to write so i do have a zombie apocalypse sunghoon fic that i was thinking up but i don't even have an outline so maybe i'll work on that but if any of yall have ideas send them my way it may inspire me 🤓

Prada Shoes and I Love Yous

PAIRING: heeseung x fem!reader 

GENRE: smut, angst, crack, (some?) fluff, college!au, exes to lovers!au, enemies to lovers!au, socialite/richkid!au

SUMMARY: Life as a socialite wasn’t all champagnes and designer labels, especially not with the turn your reputation took due to a simple misunderstanding. Now, you were being painted by everyone as a big fat cheater who shattered her sweet boyfriend’s heart—a narrative that couldn’t be further from the truth. In reality, it was him who had betrayed your trust. Frustrated and feeling deeply wronged, you returned to society and the new school year after a summer of cutting off contact with everyone and the drama. But just when you thought you were ready to face the world again, you were blindsided by something unexpected: the lingering effect Heeseung had on you. And who could blame you? Heeseung was way too hot for you to get over in just three short months and now, seeing him with the girl he once told you not to worry about all over him? Oh, it was on. 

You refused to be replaced, labeled as a crazy ex, or forgotten. No, you were going to make Lee Heeseung realize that you were the best motherfucking thing to had ever happened to him. 

WC: 21.4k

WARNINGS: some extent of emotionally cheating? (not actual cheating i swear it’s kinda unintentional), jake is a bestie and fwb hybrid (kinda flirty but it’s very much platonic i swear), so much miscommunication, profanity, drinking, drugs, physical altercation, mentions of puke, slut shaming, mentions of pregnancy (no one is actually pregnant), toxic relationship, roughdom!heeseung and sub!y/n, unprotected sex, oral (m recieving), rough sex, unprepped? sex (consensual), creampie, mirror sex, deepthroating, cowgirl, dick too big?, creampie, and i am so sorry but karina is a BITCH like it’s almost campy how villainess she comes off

AUTHOR'S NOTE: hope everyone has fun with this one!! had a lot of fun writing it like and i'd love to hear you guys' feedback! love you lots <3 ☺️

ugh i've missed tumblr so much i've been on here for like over two hours just scrolling and omfg i literally am so sad i was gone for so long but my writing inspo is back again? i think so when it's here i need to take advantage cause i never know when it'll disappear again 💀 so i'll probably start writing more things again hehe

but ya'll serious question... how do yall feel about ggum ?? as someone who has yeonjun as their ult im ngl i literally was just 😃 at the song but it is catchy cause it's been stuck in my head since it came out and won't leave me! also that dance 💀

also i went to dream's concert and why tf was it so good like lowkey better than tds2 like i had better seats and went with so many friends so that def played a part but ugh jaemin and jeno will always have my heart cause they looked immaculate 😭 also missed renjun sm 😞 but here are some photos i took of them !

hello ya'll it's been so fucking long 😭 something really big came up in my personal life that i was not expecting and i had been really busy with that and i've finally seemed to have found some time to get back to writing and getting back on here but i hope everyone is doing well and i'm happy to announce that i am officially done writing psily and will be posting sometime this week as soon as i'm done editing so i hope everyone is still around and looking forward to that! but i will be trying my best to check back in on here more regularly :)

lol i def see where you're coming from like i know swimmer's are usually huge (height department more than width 😭) but they're like on the leaner side and while jungwon isn't super tall he's def lean with wide shoulders and istg i can see him swimming super fast like a little tadpole or something 💀 the cap and goggle aesthetic fits him so well

i can def see it!! jay was a hard one for me to think of but i can literally see him in the cap and goggles so i def see where you're coming from like mhm wet jay jumping out of the pool very out of breath cause he just won gold is hot

hello!! omfg thank you so much for liking rare and pure!! any compliments about it will always bring like the biggest smile on my face 🤭 but honestly i haven't thought about putting enha in the universe just cause they're so vampire coded but i wouldn't be opposed to it cause this universe is probably my fav like i'm such a sucker for supernatural au ESP werewolves (i will never be team jacob tho) so maybe if i get some good inspo and a plot comes up I'll def consider it! LMAO yes enha literally gives off such BOY vibes like hockey is a really good one and like soccer hmmm the cogs in my brain are working rn lol and thank you hehe literally the whole yeonjun jake thing is such a joke atp to me but thanks for the boost of confidence 🥰 you're so sweet and hope you have an amazing day!!

omfg yes i knew yall would say soccer for jake (duh!) but rugby is such a good one it's so hardcore but entertaining to watch i love how they literally do acrobatic wrestling in the air or something it's insane 😭 and omfg swimming's also one of my favs their bodies are all so nice and built phew 😮‍💨 caeleb dressel is a hottie like my mom loves him it's so funny