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what song do you think of when you see this wip? sound off below
i was back into only listening to unreal unearth when i started this piece so the saved file is just called unreal but i dont necessarily think its like.. Any of the unreal unearth songs lol. anywho what do yall think bc i'm curious
fic authors self rec! when you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. let’s spread self-love!!! 💕
waahhhhh thank u aestra 🤍
i. 'til she haunts me again — this is not posted and its a wip but its so fine. ellabs fic that will probably be a monster of a piece (15k words... maybe 20?? who knows! not i). ill post a preview bc she's nice and pretty in my drafts rn and im excited 🙂↕️
ii. we grow (it hurts at first) — solid second fav and i wish it was more popular amongst the crowd but hurt no comfort is not entirely sought out. it was my thing during 2023 ellie tumblr and ill bring it back if the crowd wishes (crickets...)
iii. shameless — i enjoy this! i really liked the way i wrote reader here. i think ellie is also pretty accurate. i dont think theres smut here even if it alludes to it, but story-telling wise, i think its nice. i wanna write fwb!ellie/reader more. the dynamic is just scrumptious
iv. she's so heavy — my official entrance back into ellie tumblr!! i liked the smut here and i'm proud of it. its hard to write sometimes so i'm glad it was well received lmfao.
v. venom!abby hcs — not quite a fic but could be!! i love spider-man and those stories so i'm playing around with those characters and ellie and abby. its fun and cute, i'm definitely not done with that yet.
i just be thinking silly stuff. like why am i thinking abt a haikyuu au rn. reader being a snarky, borderline cruel middle blocker and ellie being the stubborn and exceptionally talented setter. ellie having had a reputation of being the queen of the court in high school, calling plays, forcing everyone to keep up with her because she's just that good, and everyone should follow suit. reader who doesn't give a rats ass about what ellie would want, reader who doesn't let anyone tell her what to do, and if she doesn't want to, she certainly won't do it.
ellie who is a total volleyball nerd and lives for the game, loves to practice, always wants to be better. reader who drags her feet and ellie who hates seeing it. and even if this is d1 level and she gets annoyed by everyone trying too hard, reader is just as good as everyone else. if coach doesn't have a problem, nobody else should. but ellie is... stubborn.
"can you move your ass?" she hisses, "nobody should be picking up your slack."
your lips curl up in a cruel smirk, arms crossed over your chest. "was that not up to her majesty's standards? have mercy, your highness!"
ellie who looks like she was slapped, cheeks flushed and eyebrows furrowed. annoyance makes her eyebrow twitch and you love to see it.
"nobody calls me that anymore," she scowls, "i'm not like that anymore."
you scoff and stand from the bench, eyes narrowing as you straighten out your shoulders. "you think too highly of yourself. back off, williams."
and if that doesn't tick her off even more, nothing else would.
a delicious rivalry ensues, enemies to lovers PERHAPS.... me thinks i will write it.
☣︎ ₊˚.⋆ 𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐦!𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 ⋆⁺₊
cw: nsfw and sfw themes ahead. mdni. cannibalism as a metaphor for love and sex (not really a metaphor). mentions of violence, blood, slight gore. mentions of pussy eating, face riding, bondage, venom as a sex toy.
a/n: yeaaahhhhh so im just combining my old hyper fixations together atp. thank you for reading!
something about baile inolvidable and the anguish of ellabs? no te puedo olvidar, no te puedo borrar — you showed me a new way to love, something broken and ugly and terrible. i can't forget you, i can't erase you — i'll never forget the dance we had on the beach, someone broken and bloody and bruised
Antler queen
Here is the post that everyone is waiting for regarding Killerbait/kat/kit.
I just want to preface by saying, if this blog gets confusing at any point, I am willing to answer questions that anyone has. I will NOT be exposing her real name or identity to the public. As there are pedophiles that interacted with her and could potentially cause harm if they became obsessive enough. I am all too familiar with the way that the online-world works and I do not wish any form of physical harm on her. After all, I knew Kat & loved her for nearly four years.
I’m going to try to keep this as simple as I can so everyone can understand. But breaking down almost four years of details will get complicated.
So let’s start from the beginning:
I met Kat during my sophomore year of high school. I was 15 at the time and she was 15 as well. We are the same age, I am just a few months older than her. Which makes us BOTH currently the age of 17. We are both still minors. We became friends very quickly and connected over TLOU because we both made edits of the game and met through TikTok which is how we even became associated with each other. I had a girlfriend at the time, but we both had (unstated) feelings for each other than didn’t get acted on until late into my junior year. In the mean time, she had a different girlfriend after realizing that I wasn’t “available.” We remained friends throughout this entire period of time, there were instances where we didn’t speak as much just because I have a very busy life and so did she. Towards the end of her and her ex girlfriend’s relationship, we got close again, and I even got close with her ex girlfriend. We had a group chat together and we all spoke everyday for a couple of weeks until eventually, her and her girlfriend’s relationship came to an end. Which brings me into the next chapter of Kat and I’s life “together.”
Me and Kat started dating in December of 2023. And we broke up as of this Tuesday. We were together for a year and three months. Our relationship was completely okay up until around August/September. We started fighting over things but they always got resolved and things would be fine, until inevitably they weren’t. And I have just found out yesterday, that she had actually reached out to her ex girlfriend- claiming I was “aggressive” and that there were “other girls.” Both of which are false allegations against me and the person that I am. I would never have considered cheating on Kat, even when she started treating me like I was less than a person to her.
Here is the proof of her and her ex girlfriends conversation about me with time stamps:
This all happened in August, as you can see. We later broke up once in December almost directly after we had hit our one year. I broke up with her because of the mistreatment and then a small miscommunication that was genuinely just the last straw for me. I wish I would’ve kept things that way. But she insisted that we stayed friends and still spoke afterwards, we kept each other on social media, and we both made the mistakes of staying in contact after the break up- which inevitably led to us getting back together after three days.
After that it just never got better. It was another draining 3-4 months of begging to be treated like a person. I begged her to love me, I begged her to care about my successes, I begged her to care about my problems when I had them, I just begged. I did a LOT of begging. And she could typically only give me the words “I’ll try to do better” or “I’m sorry.” Occasionally though, she would give a genuine apology. Occasionally.
On Monday, March 10th of 2025, I asked her if we could call once or twice a month. As we barely ever called. I never even FaceTimed this girl. She never wanted to and would refuse. Calling is very important to me because quality time is one of my verrryyy big love languages. So It really meant something when I got to call her, I truly cherished every moment with her. But she would deny my request almost every time. Which is why I proposed the idea of calling 1-2 times a month. To which she said “I can try” and when I was upset and started texting dryly, she did not respond. She just asked if she could go to sleep. To which I said yes, and then later that evening before I went to bed- I sent her a text telling her “if you don’t love me anymore, it’s okay. You can leave and I won’t stop you.” That morning when I woke up, I saw her response and she told me that she “no longer saw me as a girlfriend, and loved me more as a friend.” And when I asked her if we could fix it, she told me “I hope so.” Which is when I knew it was over. And I told her we should probably break up.
Here is the proof of that conversation as well:
The SS below is the second convo we had that day. Where I asked her if she had me blocked on tumblr. Because last time we broke up she posted about me, but nothing to this extent. I admit I was gonna look if she did, as any ex normally would lol… but I never expected to see the things she posted this time around.
After all of this. Things only got worse, as all of you guys know. Whether you are fans, haters, or neutral on her as a person. We all saw her account go “downhill” as most sane people would say. She started posting her nudes on the Internet and publicly sexting potential adults and minors, as well as saying that they could rape her.
This is all while she is also a minor. She is 17 years old. Seven. teen.
Here is the proof I can provide of that:
Killerbait enabling rape:
And her admitting to it, knowing that it is wrong, since some of you guys are saying that she “might not know better.”:
Proof that Killerbait is a minor:
This is a conversation between me and her mother. I’m keeping it cropped because I want NO part in any form of doxxing or harm towards her family. Or her, for that matter. Which is a big reason why I’m even doing this in the first place. I am SPREADING AWARENESS….:
This is a birthday post I made for her, the date is at the top of the post:
And to provide more proof that she is a habitual liar, here is her lying about texting her ex-girlfriend about me “cheating.” Saying that she “never did that.”:
This is proven to be a lie, as in the screenshots I uploaded above in this blog, show that she OBVIOUSLY messaged her ex girlfriend- claiming I cheated on her, as well as saying I was “aggressive.”
I think that is all. This is all the proof that I have. If there are any questions please feel free to ask. I know I said this was solely about revenge, as I am very angry and hurt. I was molested from ages 6-11 by my own family member. The fact that she is capitalizing off of this kind of topic is sickening. And the fact that she is exposing herself online to potential predators, is sickening as well. I am with everyone when they say that they hope she gets the help that she needs. I genuinely hope that she stays safe and she recovers from everything that she has gone through/is going through. But she needs to stay off of the internet. There will always be creeps lurking, preying on girls just like her. I want to put an end to this.
Thank you to everyone who spent their time reading this and trying to understand the situation. I do not care about “sides” being taken. I just want her to be safe.
(I also want to note that, after knowing her for four years. She never once mentioned having any trauma regarding rape. So throw that excuse for her behavior out the window.)
summary: a drabble. ellie’s grief, guilt, and denial. maybe it was all worth it, maybe it wasn’t. just don’t ask her — she won’t be able to answer.
tw: mentions of blood, a knife, a wound, joel. just the slightest hint of gore. hurt/barely-there comfort.
THE BLOOD, both fresh and dried, caked under ellie’s fingernails. and for a long time, she’s had to pretend that her mouth doesn’t water at the sight.
because she’s done something. whether it moved her forward or backward — she can say she moved. idle hands are the devil’s workshop, and maybe if ellie moves enough, he’ll never be able to catch her. it’s too early to stop now. she’s far from finished.
Hi! could I request Ellie discovering reader has a blood kink 🤨😏
ofc u can! this is old and i apologize.......
₊˚⊹ ᰔ cw: blood play/blood kink, bottom!ellie, fem!reader, pussy eating, mentions of scissoring, knife play, cuts, etc. reader discretion is advised! this is ass also so don't expect too much