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the personal journal and scrapbook of Elilgeim "Ellie" Wiltarwyn

@elliewiltarwyn / elliewiltarwyn.tumblr.com

blogging and posting for a big dumb gay femroe | Ellie Wiltarwyn@Gilgamesh, Mia Longhart@Siren, Lilyana Tsuki@Zalera | main blog and follows come from @wildknightblaze

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hello! this is a sideblog for my three FFXIV Warriors of Light OCs, as seen above, so i can put them in a jar and shake them a lot, watch them rotate in a microwave, and other such things we do with our blorbos.

i do some gposing, rant about my girls, and reblog everything from others' gposes and gushing about their WoLs to shitposts and dumb jokes about this award-winning mmo with a free trial up to level 70 including the first two award-winning expansions and no restrictions on playtime.

my likes and follows come from my main blog @wildknightblaze which is just my normal life shit, you don't have to follow that one lol

blog tags include:

re: spoilers, i tend to stick to the unofficial two-week embargo after patch releases and will tag them with "#[expansion name] spoilers" and "#patch [Y.X] spoilers" for some time afterwards. i do still tend to yap about stuff in the current state of the game untagged, so use discretion if you wish to remain spoiler-free.

I also play the game's savage raids with my static as they come out, and stream our progress on my Twitch channel, mostly for archival purposes and so our FC members can watch. currently* we raid on Sunday and Tuesday evenings, usually from 9:30 PM-12:00AM US Eastern time. *well, as of this writing (January 2025) we are done with the raid tier and are sort of in hibernation until the next one, though I may also consider streaming Ultimate prog if we get into it!

as for the WoLs themselves:

Elilgeim "Ellie" Wiltarwyn

The most well-known of the trio of Warriors of Light, Elilgeim grew up in Limsa Lominsa with lofty dreams of higher education and bettering the world, only to be rejected by the Studium and lose both her parents in the same day. She ran away from home and weathered the Sixth Umbral Calamity on the streets of Ul'dah, eventually making her way to Gridania to start over as a novice conjurer and rebuild her life. Fast-forward six years and she's the strongest member of the Scions of the Seventh Dawn, dubbed Ellie by her co-Warrior of Light Mia and having taken the vanguard as a dark knight and multiple styles of melee combat in order to save the star and its shards from varying threats on numerous occasions. Even after achieving such victories, she's not about to let her thirst for adventure go unsatisfied. Yet for all that fame, she tries to keep a low profile and only truly relaxes in good company, where a seemingly grouchy and cold exterior gives way to a self-confident, easily amused, and deeply caring inner self.

i think there was a fun. subversion or whatever with venat. for years people believed she held her godhood over our heads in some way and dragged people into being her chosen ones with chosen missions, but in the end her goal was to fight that sort of destiny. amaurotines believed they had a preordained holy mission in life, that they were born to perfectly create and manage a perfect world, and she took that mission from their hands and smashed it to irreparable pieces when such a duty became too difficult to keep on against…well just time and the great universe. she saw all the nicks and the cracks that had been there since the beginning and how people couldnt reconcile them then nor now when shit hit the fan, when the Second Coming Came and all their imperfections were suddenly weighed and so many feared failure and feared eternal hell, so she grabbed it and threw it out before it consumed them. in a way i get why this rubs some people the wrong way because she did destroy a “great work”, and there is comfort in being born as something and being born to do something and being guranteed safety and peace so long as you meet seemingly inherent conditions. but for those who felt like they didn’t belong to this essential definition and duty, or disagreed with the mission from the first place, and even for those who longed to belong to this definiton, who became destructively obsessed with a perfection that they could never achieve nor mantain as just another-people-who-existed-for-a-time, she was like. nope enough of that and blew it up.

and she’d only ever extended her blessing as a well-wish to people who fought against what felt like destiny, to people who challenged the ideas of what people are or are doomed to be…every choice to keep going in the msq was the wol’s. it wasn’t faith or accordance she demanded of us, it was faith she had in us the other way around, a similar faith a mentor or a parent has in you when they say, okay go pursue what you want; your life is your own, even if it isn’t perfect, even if it means you’ll go through hardships, and you’ve never given me a reason to believe you couldn’t figure it out. and that explains why so many of her “chosen” had conflicting viewpoints and and why we had fought against each other and had to come to understand each other instead of being a perfect gods angels army. the leap of faith was on her part. it never mattered if you hated or loved her or believed in or rebelled against her because it was your life

I am SOBBING someone on Twitter spotted me on my new Persephone alt when I was taking these (very cute) pictures of Seph with her new carbuncle friend, Pomegranate, or Pommy for short.

BUT ALL THEY SAW WAS ME GPOSING FOR A LONG TIME WITH A CARBUNCLE. AND I'M SURE THE CRIMINALS AROUND HERE KNOW WHAT PEOPLE USUALLY USE CARBUNCLES FOR.

I CAN'T BREATHE FROM LAUGHING. xD

On this the silliest of days and to help those that don't want to go to twitter anymore, I have screenshot the thread for posterity.

A collection of Final Fantasy Distant Worlds London wifi hotspots

oh i spent the entire pre-show just screenshotting these (with some extras from my group) hold on

and by far my fave

WOULD hrt have saved zenos, indeed. many are asking this

It’s happening!

The Super Mega Amazing Adventure Static for Arcadion Tier 2!

I am going to be running a static for Arcadion tier 2 savage, if you’re looking to make some cool friends and you’re willing to commit to meeting 3x a week for 2.5 hours until we clear send me a message! The static will be geared towards teaching so if you’ve never done savage and want to start feel free to DM me and I’ll start sorting through apps :D

This will be hosted on NA servers!

For the morning crowd.

I’ll be teaching how to gear up and get ready for savage so no worries if you’ve never done the grind before. Just want to make some cool consistent friendships!

Do you prefer the ship name of G'rathry or Keth'ra?

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gunks been saying kethraha which im partial to, but g'rathry made me laugh hehe

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hm is there like an accepted meaning to whose name goes first

if you wanna go by jp fandom rules then the top is on the left and the bottom is on the right. like who is more dominant in their dynamic and such. if you have a preference in that sort of thing

ah. then well you see *i throw down a smoke bomb and disappear*

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