disgraced - pt five

Knight!Bucky Barnes x Princess!fem!Reader (SFW) - Reader’s POV - Fantasy AU

pt one - pt two - pt three - pt four - pt six - masterlist - AO3

Synopsis: In the wake of kissing Bucky, you must tend to dinner that next evening while acting as if all is as expected. 

Warnings: Reader’s POV, angst, sexual tension, purity culture, reader x oc, naive/inexperienced/virgin reader, royal expectations, mutual pining, yearning & longing, the reader still doesn’t know what arousal is, miscommunication (sorta), overthinking, anxiety, embarrassment, second-hand embarrassment, bucky’s going through it–mentions of his chronic pain in his arm & trauma 

Word Count: 8.7k

A/N: Who’s to say whether this story will have a happy ending? ;) (i’m posting each part as i write them so idk either.)

Correction:

mentally taking a drag of my mental cigarette because I don’t smoke but life has been very smokable lately

concept: extremely sweet and caring guys that fuck you like an animal in heat

mutuals send me a 🌠 and i’ll tell you three things i associate you with

i can't wait to see you again, my maaaan

disgraced - pt three

Knight!Bucky Barnes x Princess!fem!Reader (SFW) - Reader’s POV - Fantasy AU

pt one - pt two - pt four - masterlist - AO3

Synopsis: Freshly kissed, confusion comes to you next. Confusion and concern and…and who knew emotions could run wild so quickly? With Lord Gerald…. Without seeing Bucky at all throughout the day, where do you stand? It begins to take a toll. 

Warnings: Reader’s POV, reader x oc moments, pining & longing, descriptions of being overwhelmed and anxious, purity culture, naive/inexperienced/virgin reader, descriptions of embarrassment, sexual tension + some more sexual tension, mutual pining, forbidden romance elements if you squint, descriptions of arousal from a naive/inexperienced perspective, awkward kissing

Word Count: 10k

A/N: :)

disgraced - pt one

Knight!Bucky Barnes x Princess!fem!Reader (SFW) - Reader’s POV - Fantasy AU

pt two - pt three - pt four - masterlist - AO3

Synopsis: After returning wounded and disgraced from a failed ambush, Bucky has to work his way back from the brink of losing his knighthood. But in doing so, he’s avoiding you, he’s isolating himself, and he’s shedding his blood to make everything right. And right when you think he’ll finally connect with you again, things get…complicated. 

Warnings: Reader’s POV, fluff, angst, flirting, longing & yearning, sexual tension, inexperienced & virgin reader (purity culture), mentions of violence/fights/battles, arguing, confused feelings, semi-graphic descriptions of wounds (not quite gore but they are not shallow wounds), an established friendship between bucky and the reader, bucky’s punishment includes physical harm to himself by training to the point of bleeding (& his mental health is far from great)

Word Count: 6.3k

A/N: This is kind of an experimental piece that came to me on a whim. Let me know how we're feeling this one! :) I'm thinking of continuing it while swapping POV between chapters (with Bucky's internal monologue taking focus in a continuation). Also I have a fever while writing and editing this, so for any errors missed...I am so very sorry. (Also NSFW in future parts!)

“you can write non-con and dark fics as long as you’re not romanticizing it”

“you can write non-con and dark fics as long as it’s your way of coping with your trauma”

“you can write non-con and dark fics as long as —”

actually, anybody — including you — can write non-con and dark fics, and any other fucked up things, however they want, for whatever reasons.

wanna romanticize the fuck out of your non-con / dead dove do not eat fic? go ahead. don’t let anybody stop you from creating the art you want to create.

wanna write non-con fic even if you were never a victim? go ahead. you don’t have to meet any specific criteria in order to create the art you want to create.

just tag your works properly so that you don’t accidentally expose those who might not want to be exposed to such topics to the topics, and you’re all good.

art does not have to be for everybody.

art has never been strictly about rainbow and sunshine. art can also be about the horror and the macabre.

art can be outright disgusting and messed up, and being disgusting and messed up can be just what makes the art a masterpiece.

write whatever you want to write and say fuck you to censorship.

Quick what are you doing RIGHT now (besides scrolling Tumblr)