as much as i feel content with life right now , there is yet still something missing. and i know that the missing thing is a soul beside me that would be just as devoted to me as i would be to them. i hope one day i will find that person.
when will i be obsessed over and controlled ? i’m tired of not being the one someone stalks and harasses for attention , of not being threatened with bodily harm when i don’t comply with someone’s rules for me , of not being the only one someone wants and needs . i’m always the one that does everything to keep things together and it might kill me .
I love watching everyone who talks to you fail to impress you. I’m the only one who truly knows what you want, aren’t I?
I want to kill both of you and bury your bodies together, make your dead bodies cuddled up with one another since you love each other so damn much. You’ll be in the afterlife, basking in each other’s presence and having fun, while I stay here all alone ^_^. Oh my fucking god, I hate both of you.
Is being mine so hard?