im actually heartbroken for you that people think they could treatvyou this way. you do this for free, for passion. you sre one of the MOST deducated, most skilled, most patient and dedicated writers in here. Youve built an activity community through your work your personality and your time and effort in even reply to us at all. Youve made all of us feel heard. the fucking audacity for people to think they can come on here and do anything but prais eyou for the safe space youve created. your talent your skill your time your energy dedicated to making strangers on the internet cry and laugh and obsess and- frankly- maybe give their boyfriends (or themselves) a pretty enjoyable day is freaking GENEROUS. Youre so GENEROUS. the least people could do id praise you for something they didnt even have to pay for. Engaging in content they have complete control over whether to give attention or not. listen, girlie, you are amazing. you are the only person i look at on thmblr because no other blog has the same vibes and i can feel the curator and nurturing yourve put into this blog and your writing. be so proud. youve built an actual community that is sustainble! because look at all of us!!! flooding you with our most ridiculous asks! the love for you is massive and i hope all of can get our balls on and rain love all over you.

i hope she doesnt fall for bucky all the way though 😭😭😭 SHE NEEDS TO LIKE STEVE ANYHOW

OKAY i finally got time to read tcr2, and ngl i wanted to take my time and savor it and its SO GOOD????????? i was almost convinced that fics where steve gets darker and darker have ceased to exist 😭😭😭 the kinks were so on point and each thought of steve about the reader did things to me omf i knew you’d do amazing

Just read TCR 2 and omg like after reading the first one I was like ok that was super hot but also so dark I felt like I needed to take a shower lmao but this one?? I feel this weird cocktail of angst (after that ending!) and disgust with myself for finding Steve so hot despite getting more details about this version of him and finding out he’s somehow even more awful??? like hold on I saved parts that gave me actual visceral reactions:

‘He knows Bucky just wants his best friend and his girlfriend to get along, but Steve doesn’t view women as equals to get along with.’—I cackled like he’s so bad it’s funny but also it’s not funny he’s horrible I hate him

‘Steve makes a mental note to inform his agents to have a few girls sent up to one of his other apartments for the time being.’ —NOOOOO I know he thought about having other girls in the first chapter but I thought our pussy would have him whipped 😔 I hate him

‘Instead, his enhanced hearing picks up the slight hitch in your throat and the sharp intake of your breath as Bucky shakes your hand.’—LMAO he’s such a LOSER 🫵😂 like aura is in generational debt I’m soooo embarrassed for him ugh why is he hot I hate him

—Also need to add the way Steve’s so impassive and speaks softly even when he’s super mad/horny omg like he’s so scary but HOT—

“I…I wish you were nice,”—Ok I’m not laughing anymore stop my throat tightened up and everything

You’re an amazing writer and I love love LOVE the themes in your works and how you integrate them. There are so many dark ddlg fics out there but yours have so much emotion and depth I eat it up every time. Anyways done yapping but I’ll answer the questions too:

1. What did you think of Steve's proposal? LMAO.

—I love the bit about him being bored by his own speech and instead just getting off mentally from how much we hate him ugh it’s perfect

2. Do you think Steve will grow softer towards reader? Or will he remain how he always is?

—Steve is in denial because that ending shows he’s already soft like he literally wants to kiss and cuddle ‘to reaffirm ownership’ surrreee ok bud 👍🏼

3. What do you think Steve will do to Bucky?

—I’m gonna be so real idc about Bucky at all and anyway I think Steve is too limited by the public eye so if anything he’d do something to Bucky’s gf or something

I'm sleepless but satisfied, so I'll use translation. I don't really know how to express it in words, but I was fascinated. The fact that Steve is a darker character than in the first episode, and that he is secretly thinking of killing even his best friend. It was an EXTREME episode. The BJ part in the toilet was very impressive. poor reader doesn't know who to grow old with. The crush she has on Bucky is so sweet and so sad because Steve will never treat her that way. Even though he doesn't care if the reader relaxes or not, the polite kisses he gives her can still lead to some beginnings. The mentally ill Steve thinks he's literally buying himself a live sex toy, it's scary. And one thought, I wonder if Bucky will notice this situation in the future? it feels like he'll be killed if he finds out.

like I might die when you post it

oh I'm sorry that last ask was about Part 2, which I loved btw! Though I feel like steve was being extra dark which is always fun but I like the sweetness (or at least his version) of sweetness at the end! I really hope the jrlousy continues and it makes Steve want to start earning those same starry looking eyes she gave bucky. She wants him to be nicer? maybe he can try it until she dose something to piss him off... Or maybe in my delulu mind she gets Stockholm syndrome and starts to empathies for his crazy ass. Idk its hard to explain.

But I loved it I had to stop my own writing to read it I was so excited and it was worth the wait!

Girl I honestly think you should write a book like deadass your writing is amazing like omg

My god it's like people love to not use their brains on purpose. "Sometimes I think you need therapy" shut uppppppp😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 it's mostly people who can't even write an essay and would get failed by their teachers.

Sometimes, I think u need therapy but then if u got therapy, who'd be feeding us.

Regarding TC2 - I don’t get why people are mad. It’s a dark fic. Started as one. I would love for Steve to be soft/dark but that’s no way gonna happen all of a sudden in Part 2! Ignore the haters cause so many of us loved it. I will say the jealousy was fucking great.

You wrote it well and don’t let the hater her to you to stop you from writing . I’m being honest. When that happens they won’t. Honestly fuck them. You are super talented and so many people LOVED it