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Repressed Softie

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Mel, she/her, very queer.
Anonymous asked:

yearning to curl up in sylusโ€™ arms to feel safe again bc parent is being difficult ๐Ÿซ 

First of all, I'm sorry you're having a hard time, bub. Hope things got better in the end

Now,

I got another ask saying

"i wanna just plop on top of Sylus n take a nap
if not bed then why bed sized"

And my dears, I absolutely feel you.

Sylus is the absolute perfect escape route. A safe place.

He's huge and he's a gentle giant.

He can and he will engulf you completely, hide you in his arms and make you feel like you can just be and disappear in his embrace.

And he will, absolutely will, let you nap on him. No matter whether you drool on his shoulder or won't stay still. He'll be your personal pillow, your cuddle bug.

And he'll hold you like you're his most precious treasure and smile like a fool.

Because he's the biggest, most foolish lover boy ๐Ÿฅบ

Oh, to have a Sylus ๐Ÿคง

snowcrow and its just sylus trying to woo zayne the way a dragon would, and zayne using penguin mating rituals to woo sylus.

So theyโ€™re just exchanging shiny rocks ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿคฒ

Sylus gets him some gems from his hoard and Zayne gives him a fancy rock he found and then Sylus keeps searching for bigger and shinier gems and Zayne also looks for prettier rocks to give to each other hahahaha now Zayne has a mountain of priceless shiny gems and Sylus has a mountain of very cool looking rocks dhdhjshdjddhdhjshds

I love them omg. ๐Ÿ’˜

Anonymous asked:

thinking abt gifting zayne a pressed flower from every bouquet heโ€™s given me

been pressing so many flowers recently itโ€™s very exciting >w<

This is adorable, so here's a little thing written at 4am because you sparked something in me hehe

Zayne fell into the habit of bringing you flowers every time he passes by a flower shop.

Sometimes, it is intricate and lavish bouquets, other times just a few, gorgeous and fragrant little buds. Sometimes he'll bring you potted ones. His balcony slowly but surely became decorated with little pots here and there and he diligently waters them every morning.

You also fell into the habit of gifting him pressed flowers. For every single bouquet and potted plant he'd bring, you'd press a single flower or a bunch of them and give them back to him.

They ended up between the pages of his books, in between his reports, in his wallet, in his pockets.

He felt like he was carrying a little bit of you with him.

Because to Zayne, you were the Spring to his eternal Winter.

You brought color and brightness to his world. His body vibrated to your frequency, his heart tuned to your resonance.

So, he kept bringing you flowers and kept waiting for you to slip another delicate, pressed bud into his hand, expectant to have more of you with him.

Zayne is a notoriously light sleeper. You've woken him up too many times by sneezing or shifting a little too much, and every time he's reaching for his nightstand to get you a tissue and asking if you feel well, or pulling you closer and murmuring in that sleepy voice to ask if something's bothering you. Even when he's at his desk or the couch, eyes closed and taking a short power nap, he's never deep enough into sleep to ignore the sound of you existing in the same space as him. There have been times in the past when you've come home later and even debated whether you should get into bed for risk of waking him up

So you get this strange little idea in your head: what if you wake him up before you get in bed? Not by shaking him or calling his name, mind you. No, you have something much more pleasant in mind as you slip into the dark room. You thrill a little when you see him facing the wall, back to your side of the mattress

Tiptoeing as carefully as you can, listening to his even breaths and, you creep to his side of the bed and lean down. Your heart is racing. You press a tender kiss to his lips. Soft, lingering for a second

He hums into it. You can hear consciousness beginning to wake him in the change of his breathing. See the flutter of his lashes as he cracks open his eyes and smiles in that reserved way he does when he sees you

"I'm home," you whisper, grinning giddily

"Mm." He reaching out to trace your cheek with cool fingers. Adjusts his head on the pillow to see more of you. "You don't usually announce it like this," he whispers into the darkness

You brush his hair out of his eyes. "I feel bad waking you up when I get in bed. I thought you'd prefer this."

He huffs a small laugh. "Yes, I do, but..." His hand curves around the back of your neck at the base of your skull, drawing you down to him for another kiss. And another. And another. His breathy sighs before and after, fanning against your lips, warm and sweet. The effort it takes for him to pull away and finish his thought is palpable. "I never mind being woken by you."

He catches you off guard with a hand to your waist. In one tug, he catches you off balance and pulls you on top of him. He shifts to lay fully on his back, his legs under the blankets adjusting to have you straddling his waist. He looks up at you with adoration and something longing, heated

"Now that I'm awake, however..." He traces the line of your lower lip with his thumb, eyes tracking the motion before he meets your eyes again. "I don't want to go back to sleep just yet."

I just let out the longest, dreamiest sigh.

Oh, to wake up sleeping beauty with a kiss and tenderly brush his hair away from his pretty sleepy eyes ๐Ÿซ ๐Ÿ’˜

My soft boy came home, so I made art to celebrate. Now I need the white suit. โ„๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ญโ„๏ธ Hope all my zayne mains brought their boy home.

As the big ass queer that I am (not sure if you could tell) (if not, โœจ๏ธsurpriseโœจ๏ธ),

I'll delete this tomorrow, I'm just really curious about my followers

(Also, if you're homophobic, read this as your queue to dip before I start writing poly ships with your favs ๐Ÿ’…๐Ÿป)

Anonymous asked:

got Sylusโ€™ wedding card and him being so large will never not be surprising to me ๐Ÿ˜ญ

every time I see him next to mc itโ€™s always just HES SO BIG ???

Listeeeen, that man is massive.

I have a colleague who's the same height as Sylus and actually seeing someone that tall in person is shocking. I'm not exactly short myself and yet Sylus would tower over me easily

But on another note, isn't he just so handsome in that suit??? I wish they'd given us a slick back hairstyle as well but infold is being shy

Thinking about slowly grinding down against Zayne. Sleepy and unhurried. Arms wrapped loosely around his neck, combing fingers lightly through his hair. His hands hold you gently, resting on your lower back, guiding your hips as they roll against him. He sighs against your mouth, soaking in all your attention and affection

There's nothing rushed about the way he slips his hand into your pants to drag long fingers along your slit. You grind into his hand as you undo his belt and pants with one hand. Reach in to pull out his already hard cock, dripping pre as you lazily pump his length

Sinking down onto him, feeling so full, sitting there to adjust and catch your breath. He drops his forehead to your shoulder, breathing heavy against your collarbone, digging his fingers into your hips. "I missed you," he breathes in a whisper, nosing your pulse. Laughs airily against your skin. "I won't last... It's been too long, my love."

You smile. Guide his face from your neck so you can see the pretty pink flush that tints his ears and cheeks. The half-lidded eyes full of lust and longing. You lean in, brush your lips over his. "Then don't last," you whisper. He inhales sharply. "I need you..."

He surges forward to kiss you deeply, desperately. His hands slide down to your thighs, fingers dig into the flesh to help lift you up. His cock already soaked with you as he almost slips all the way out and drops you back down onto him. Snowflakes fall gently from above, melting on your skin and leaving behind goosebumps

Neither of you will last long, but you both greedily drink in every gasp, every moan, every slap of skin from each other, drowning in your evergreen love and devotion

My god, I need him.

(Unholy thoughts)

Caleb, who will treat you like the princess that you are every single night if you'll let him.

He'll fuck his cum into your pretty pussy over and over. His cock does not go soft because you, you make him feral.

He'll fuck you so well, your moans climbing higher and higher in pitch because he's making you feel so good.

You're wet and pliant and blissed out on top of him and he does not let you exert yourself, he'll do all the work for you, hold you, guide you, fuck you just like you like it.

You squirt all over his cock and he's delighted.

The man climbs up to heaven every night with you.

"You're so pretty, my princess, so so pretty for me," he'll moan in your ear.

I am officially off work for a whole week, so hopefully, inspiration will strike, and I'll write something for y'all

Sorry for the tiny, scarce texts I've been giving you ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป

(swear I'm not ignoring asks, I just haven't had the mental space to answer. Ty to whoever came around and dropped stuff)

(And yes, you may come in my ask and drop ideas)

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