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Well, I kinda experimented with my music, since i wanted to do something related to my therianthropy, so i made this wip! I especially like how the instrumental turned out :)
[Lyrics on the video, thumbnail below]
(Psttt, its releasing on 21st).... Hope you enjoy!
Well, I kinda experimented with my music, since i wanted to do something related to my therianthropy, so i made this wip! I especially like how the instrumental turned out :)
[Lyrics on the video, thumbnail below]
(Psttt, its releasing on 21st).... Hope you enjoy!
THIS SOUNDS BANGER! Is it on Spotify?
YESSS ITS ON SPOTIFY !! I HAVE THE SAME @ EVERYWHERE ^^
Today my extra theatre club teacher told us to play with sounds while reading a poem about birds, and I did some fun chirping in the background because my group liked that idea. I feel safe with those people and we were all acting funny anyways :)
After our performance, she told me my chirping was really good and realistic and the whole reading went awesome. AGHHHH💞 I haven't felt such species euphoria in the long long time.
My best friend who is an Arctic fox was also there and was like "bro you literally did legit vocals today"
[Image description: A large grey and red-striped dragon-like sea creature is resting their head on the sandy ocean floor with their large tail and hind legs floating upright in the water above them. Half of their face is hidden among a large mop of greenish grey hair, but bubbles slowly rising from their mouth is visible. Most of their skin appears smooth, but their tail ends in a fluff of fur reminiscent of a tiny cloud. The ocean around them is teeming with different colored plants and tiny schools of fish. End description.]
Alright so this is not really a vent post, just writing something to clear up my mind and maybe find other critters with similar experiences. But....
Have you ever felt like you've been hiding too much of yourself? Like you're forcing yourself to be normal? It really sucks.
Honestly, I have never opened up about myself to anyone, ever. Of course some may know that "I am a therian, and my kintypes are xyz." But what im talking about, is that-
They don't know that i scream like a fox in my pillow at night. They don't know that i feel the feathers on my skin when i shower. They dont know how it feels. And even so, I choose to trust them? Even if i can't fully be myself?
My human friends probably think it's weird. I know they are supportive, but I don't think they just know everything about my identity. Because "It is unacceptable for someone like you to ever act animalistic." And why did you do this? Why do you do that?
They have a visible red line drawn in their understanding of nonhuman terms, and they may not realize how far over that line I actually am
Although, some of my non/alterhuman friends, also don't get it. Which is what, surprised me the most. Because, what happend?
"I am a therian, but I think that's a little too much"
Or
"I don't really accept it... it's more of a mental illness"
I cannot even feel slightly like an animal, while talking with some of theese close minded beings. What even is a nonhuman anymore? Well, sometimes I wish I could just rip off my veil and show them what I mean the easy way. At least critters on this app are awesome, love y'all!
(I'd like to hear anyone's thoughts on this)
for me, alterhumanity is a sense of
wrongness
That runs deeper than what i see in the mirror. I am my reflection….almost. There is just something different. Something
intangible
that will never be captured by mirror or camera. Other people can sense the difference. They can sense the distance between themselves and me. I am a human, but somehow separated completely from humanity.
Well, I kinda experimented with my music, since i wanted to do something related to my therianthropy, so i made this wip! I especially like how the instrumental turned out :)
[Lyrics on the video, thumbnail below]
(Psttt, its releasing on 21st).... Hope you enjoy!
ITS OUTTT ! :3
Had a homie who doesn't know about my therianthropy just message me "there's kids at my school who identify as straight up animals" LMFAOOOOOO I'M GONNA NEED YOU TO SIT DOWN BEFORE I TELL YOU THIS
Just a silly gift for @falconthropy cuz I absolutely adore her kinsona <33 (Also, falcos music is amazing)
IT GOT SO LOST IN MY NOTIFS..., I THANKED YOU ON DSC ALREADY BUT OMG I LOVE IT <333
Well, I kinda experimented with my music, since i wanted to do something related to my therianthropy, so i made this wip! I especially like how the instrumental turned out :)
[Lyrics on the video, thumbnail below]
(Psttt, its releasing on 21st).... Hope you enjoy!
So did any other nonhumans spend your childhood staring out the window, feeling some great sense of longing and loss, like you were meant to be somewhere greater, more wild? Like you were meant to be running through the woods, flying across treetops, or swimming through lakes and feeling disappointed that your human vessel couldn't do that?
Otherkin core ass photo
Out and about in colorado gotta say very grouse friendly vey mekruh friendly there are at least 5 grouse species in Colorado while texas has 1 and its critically endangered lol
The different biomes that are only about an hour or two away blows my mind and is also very kin euphoric! I think my habitat would be something similar where you cam go from a dense forest to sagebrush to desert to icy steppe and swamps
My favorite environment so far has been prairie sagebrush where there are pronghorns and miles of different brush and grass. While texas has this it prioritizes agriculture and has horrific biodiversity colorado does not seem to do the same.
My second favorite is the steppe or mountain side areas with some vegetation scattered across rocks and sheer cliffs very mekruh core very good for flying!
