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40, she/her, veteran fanfemme, follows/likes from @veterinaryrambles. Art account is @doodlingfoolishness. Fic on AO3 as LoonyLupin/fanfoolishness. Currently nuts for Veilguard. Other fandoms include Bad Batch, JFO/Jedi: Survivor, The Mandalorian, Severance, Steven Universe, Mass Effect, and Bioshock Infinite. Check the menu for fic links and tags :)

Severance Masterpost

With season 2 of Severance wending towards its conclusion, there are doubtless more of my stories to come. Given this inevitability it is imperative that I provide you, cherished readers, with a simple way to access these annals of Lumon Industries and its severed workers. I apologize for the regrettable delay in the penning of this masterpost, but if you harbor grievances regarding my tardiness, kindly devour feculence. Last updated 3/21/2025.

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Canonically Compliant Tales and Scenarios

The News, drabble. Mark Scout answers a knock at the door. He'll never be the same.

The Rewards, 1500 words. Mark Scout gets fired from Ganz University, but a new path presents itself.

New Threads, 1731 words. Lumon requires company clothing for all severed workers. Mark Scout gets fitted.

first day jitters, 1500 words. Mark Scout's first day at Lumon.

The Barrens, ~ 2000 words. Mark Scout goes camping to clear his head. It doesn't work.

Nine Hundred and Seventeen, 1500 words. Leaving the Break Room isn't easy.

ghosts, 2400 words. Sometimes it feels like Devon's grieving two deaths.

Another and Another, 1375 words. Mostly, Mark tries not to think about his drinking. Mostly.

Session 7.2, drabble. Mark S. attends a particularly punitive Wellness session.

Perks, drabble. Dylan G. examines his rewards.

the way we get by, 4000 words. Mark S. suffers from a mysterious illness, and his terminal only shows the sort of numbers that make him feel like crying.

the empty desk, 2250 words. Focus on 1x05/1x06. Mark S. grapples with Helly's empty desk.

The World in Kodachrome, 1200 words. Irving and Burt explore a world of countless colors.

what's in a name? Drabble. Helly R. reflects on her own.

All Glory Be in Service to the Nine, drabble. Harmony Cobel returns home.

unsteady, ~1100 words. Devon is there for Mark. Every Mark. Spoilers up to 2x09.

ten minutes, an hour, tomorrow, ~1700 words. Helly and Mark catch their breath after Cold Harbor. Helly x iMark.

Verbal Meta-Analysis and Graphical Interpretation of Kier's Word:

Food and its absence: a long-form essay on food as connection throughout the show. Season 2 update.

Severance and facing grief - hopes for the ultimate narrative goal of the show.

Mark S. is fading away - thoughts on reintegration.

This is a non-fandom related survey regarding how people of color feel about activism (specifically attending in-person rallies and protests) in our current climate:

Hello my loves! For the past few months I have been a part of the national 50501 movement that has been instrumental in planning the nationwide protests taking place all across America. Saturday's rallies topped more than 5 million people across the US, and we want the next one to be even bigger! There have been questions raised recently about whether or not the organizers are reaching POC, or if the events feel unsafe or if POC feel the purpose of these rallies is not inclusive. I'd love to get a better idea of how folks feel about this! For the purposes of this survey, I am speaking about the nationwide grassroots movements opposing the current administration's tactics including the violations of human rights and dignity, deportation of immigrants without due process, attacks on our LGBTQ communities, erasure of diversity initiatives, daily executive overreach and disregard of the United States Constitution. If you agree with the current administration, this survey is not intended for you.

Thank you for your time and your thoughts! Please pass this on for visibility, even if you're not a POC!

the rewards (spoilers for Severance)

Spoilers for up to The We We Are: set prior to Mark undergoing Severance. Mark messes up, but a possible way out reveals itself. ~1500 words. Angst, grief, alcohol abuse.

"You tried to go back to teaching three weeks after she died... it was a disaster."

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“I’m sorry, Mark.”

The man in the chair across from her shrugged, the movement jerky.  He did not meet her eyes.  His suit, normally trim and neat, hung rumpled and dirty on his lean frame. 

His mouth worked as if trying to make a sound.  Nothing came out. 

She filled the silence. “We’re all so sorry about what happened.” She didn’t meet his eyes, either. 

Mark rubbed a shaky hand across his face.  “Yeah?  Me too,” he said hoarsely.  His breath reeked of stale alcohol, and her nose twitched at the exhalation wafting across her desk.  

“We all loved Gemma so much,” she tried.  There’s no use for it.  It has to be done.  “But you can’t be here like this.  We -- we have to let you go, Mark.”

He straightened up in his chair, glaring at her.  She hazarded a glance at his eyes and wished she hadn’t.  They were swollen, puffy, red-rimmed.  

“Now wait a minute,” he blustered, his finger out as if driving home a point in one of his lectures.  “Okay.  Okay.  Maybe it’s too soon, maybe you have a point.  I just need a little more time.  I can come back next week -- I can do this, Cheryl -- this is my work --

Reblogging this fic from S1 again now that canon confirmed Mark was fired for showing up drunk to teach 😭

“... the only person that he feels that for is standing behind him and and so that’s ultimately the direction that he goes. And it’s a moment where he, you know, it’s a choice between two loves, but it’s also a choice between two identities and two wives, and it’s him saying, you know, my love and thus my existence is valid and is as important as that of my outie.” — DAN ERICKSON

Btw much as I love to make fun of twitter and reddit's business decisions, I have 0% trust in tumblr's management to not go a similar route so this is your gentle reminder that you should regularly go to your blog settings to export your blog. That's a fancy way of saying you can download a backup of your blog so if everything goes down you'll still have a backup of your posts & convos.

It's gonna come as a surprise to most of you, but if you don't want to do that for whatever reason you're allowed to not reblog this post. I'm not holding a gun to your head here I'm just trying to spread the word for people who do want a backup of their stuff.

I finally figured out the Mortis arc.

(I've watched this story at least four times, and it bothered me a little on most rewatches because it seems a lot of the interpretation surrounding this story involves the Light/Dark Sides following yin/yang principles, and this contributes to the (incorrect) idea that "balance" means a balance between numbers of Jedi and Sith. Thing is, that interpretation goes against what George Lucas has said about the Light/Dark Sides; and The Clone Wars was created as Lucas-based canon before the Disney buyout. It's one thing to change from the 2D version of the Clone Wars story to the cartoon version; it's another thing to rewrite the fundamentals of the Light and Dark Sides!)

So, here's how I now understand it.

Here's the thing: the Light and Dark Sides both exist. They always have existed that we know of, as far as we can tell they're always going to exist. That's a given. But people don't have to give in to the Dark Side and act on their darker impulses for balance to exist. The Dark Side itself, as George Lucas himself says, creates imbalance. Personally, I have framed it as the Light Side following the will of the Force - whether the Force wills life or death, gain or loss, etc. - while the Dark Side tries to wrest control away and bend the Force to its own ends.

And the Mortis arc actually depicts this.

✨ The story does indicate that in terms of actual light/dark, night/day, creation/destruction - all this must exist in balance. And the Force DOES keep all these factors in balance.

There is a distinction, however, between light/dark as natural forces of nature, versus the Light Side and Dark Side in terms of Force mythology. This is best seen by viewing the story in its LITERAL sense: the Father/Daughter/Son are powerful Force users who have gone into exile on Mortis. The Daughter tends toward life/creation, the Son tends toward death/destruction, the Father keeps a balance between the creation/destruction. They all, as Force users, can be tempted by the Dark Side of the Force just as any other Force wielder can be (indicated by the fact that the Son is spoken of several times as "giving himself over to the Dark Side," not that he is the Dark Side itself). There's also the fact that the Father/Son/Daughter all die, but the Force itself obviously doesn't die, so in the end these characters literally are what they say they are.

There are multiple layers to this story, of course, so there's more than just the literal to account for.

✨ If we are to take the Father/Son/Daughter as archetypes, we have the Father as a representation of the Force itself. The Daughter represents the Light Side, and the Son represents the Dark Side. Both the Daughter and the Son exist as the Light/Dark Sides exist, and the Father is the authority over both of them. Throughout most of the story, it is heavily implied that the Daughter follows the Father's lead (the Light Side seeks to align with the will of the Force). Meanwhile, the Son bucks against the Father's authority (the Dark Side tries to exert its own control) - and this creates imbalance.

The Dark Side is imbalance.

✨ It becomes even more interesting if we take the Mortis story as a depiction of the current struggle between the Jedi and the Sith. In this case, the Father, being the one who maintains balance, could be the Chosen One. The Daughter represents the Jedi, as they strive to adhere to the Light Side. The Son represents the Sith, as they act on the Dark Side. The Daughter strives to follow the will of the Force; but when the Son becomes more and more of a threat, the Daughter makes a critical mistake by doing what has been forbidden - namely, releasing the dagger - to kill the Son, and ends up losing her own life. The Father doesn't succumb to the Dark Side himself, unlike Anakin; but, like Anakin, he does keep looking to others to restore the balance. Ultimately, however, realizing the Son is out of control, the Father sacrifices his own life and takes the Son with him. In a similar fashion, throughout the millennia, the Jedi - by striving to act on the Light Side - seek to follow the will of the Force. But when the Sith become increasingly powerful and practically back the Jedi into a corner, the Jedi end up making critical mistakes and resorting to previously unthinkable methods to try to restore balance, and that ultimately results in their downfall. And while various attempts by others to fight back against the darkness are important, in the end, Anakin (the Chosen One) has to sacrifice himself and allow himself to die in order to end the Sith and restore balance.

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So anyway, those are my takes on the Mortis arc now. I firmly believe Lucas's views on the Dark Side itself creating imbalance remain intact. The Dark Side exists and the temptation to fall to the Dark Side is always there; but balance in the Force is NOT achieved by people acting on the Dark Side and/or wiping out the Light Side adherents to be "equal to" the Dark. Rather, balance is achieved by the Force itself when people strive to follow the Light - namely, by acting selflessly, letting go of possessiveness, and letting the will of the Force take the lead.

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