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fat nonbinary vampire

@fatvampyre / fatvampyre.tumblr.com

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$fatvampyre

🦇 hi!! you can call me vamp, they/them, 25

🦇 lesbian + taken !

🦇 chronically ill and disabled

🦇🧑‍🦽 wheelchair user <3

🦇 stoner🍃

🦇 feedee with gastroparesis (my weight fluctuates because of this)

🦇 size 24 <3

🦇 gw: 250lbs/114kgs

🦇 lw: 145lbs/66kgs

🥀Things im into:

  • weight gain
  • soft feedism
  • measuring/weighing
  • body worship
  • body contrast
  • mild teasing

❌ Things im NOT into:

  • slob
  • health decline/death feedism
  • immobility
  • pig play/animal name calling
  • force feeding
  • harsh degredation

DNI! i block without hesitation💕

  • minors!! this is a kink blog ffs !
  • pro ana/pro ed blogs
  • fatphobes, transphobes, etc
  • cishet men
  • blank blogs
  • ageless blogs

🪦 Tags

  • vamp pics -> my pics
  • vamp art -> my art
  • vamp text -> my text posts
  • vamp rambles -> rambly posts
  • vamp fic -> my writing (coming soon !)

I'd happily be friends with someone who draws their Sona fatter than their actual body because they feel euphoric and hot over it than someone who polices people about their self expression and desires towards fat bodies.

"ohhhh but this might be fat fetish ough ough"

yeah! thank you for reinforcing the dehumanization of fat people by basically admitting that being attracted to non skinny bodies is inherently a fetish no matter what instead of like, a preference...

and even if someone did fetishize and fantasize over bodies like mine or bigger than absolutely good for them because I'm at least desirable in someone's eyes and not people who police my or others sexuality wrapped in liberal speak.

the amount of people who claim my art is fat fetish art covered up with body positivity speak and that I'm not truly fat is insane because they cannot grasp the idea of fat people being viewed as sexy and wanted for their body without pearl clutching.

they try to be advocates for fat people but in reality they are extremely performative and are disgusted by fat bodies because of their own dysmorphia and trauma or internalized bigotry/fatphobia.

ok last point that should be an important addition: I love kinksters and fat furries and people who have fetishes because like, I'm hating the way puritanism and sex/kink negativity is seeping and poisoning it's way into leftist and queer spaces.

being attracted to fat people and having a fetish for them are both different but also not mutually exclusive and honestly, I see it harmless if you're clear on consent and respecting humans as a living thing. not that hard to grasp.

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I don’t love AI.

But I need to stay on trends and capabilities, so I played around with the image generation, and it’s unfortunately convincing enough. Could certainly see scammers using this, and I assume they already are. Anyways, the gist of the prompt was “this person weighs 320 and drinks heavy cream from a pitcher.” I used my photo as a starting point.

@eatdeepfriedgrits gave me permission to point out the details that give away that these are ai-generated images, since they are subtle if you don't know what to look for. But between the textures and artefacts, small details, and overall spatial awareness, even these photos that don't have glaringly obvious neon signs that say "AI!!!!" are easy to spot as fakes. Protect yourself against scams and deepfakes: learn to recognize the signs of ai images!

1. The most glaring. Count 'em up:

(Also a weird glowing halo around all the edges of the shapes)

2. You've heard of milk coming out your nose, but with modern technological advancements, you can now: milk going in your nose

(arrow pointing to the mouth)

3. Uh oh, pants are hard:

Points that should have rivets don't, and some rivets, like the ones where the pocket meets the waistband in the bottom two images, aren't actually riveting anything together*

Also notice the harsh white line under the belly. This isn't a reflective light patch, or 'bounce light', which would be a much blurrier and more subtle lighter area under a shadow, it's a common ai artefact that you can see throughout these photos. Not the cute kind of Visible Belly Outline 😞

4. Let's go back to that milk gallon:

The proportion of it is all wrong - the handle area is way too long, and even with all that extra handle space, the hand still clips through the top of it lol, either that or the top curving tube of the handle is ridiculously thin.

The grip of the hand doesn't make sense either - it's angled in line with the arm and the relaxed spacing of the fingers suggest a firm grip on something relatively light. With the milk jug at this angle, the side of the jug away from the viewer would be much heavier, and you'd see the hand grip compensating for the weight with a gallon jug that full (the grip would have to be much tighter or the heavy side of the jug would need to balance on the knuckles or on outstretched fingers much more). The effect is a jug that looks like it's floating. Also, the arrow shows where the shadows suggesting an indent at the bottom of the jug don't line up. (And are they usually pentagonal? 🤔)

Here is the most generous reference image I could find of a milk jug with the lowest/longest handle (I don't uh... recommend drinking raw milk tho), and on the right, more artefacts, weird shadows and a pancake finger:

Also the general shapes/shadows/curves of the knuckles and the skin texture at the wrist just feel off to me (the wrinkled skin shouldn't extend that far up the hand and down the arm, to my brain anyway), plus the surface tension of the milk around where the pancake finger is doesn't seem quite right either, you know? just me?

5. And one more before I put the rest under a cut: I know I can't talk because I have hypermobile joints but usually pinky fingers can't bend like that lol:

(also note those glowing purple and yellow halos)

More texture things and a possible new fashion trend idea below:

having gi issues as a feedee fucking sucks :/

my stomach capacity is. not great so a ‘normal’ sized portion is stuffing to me.

i wake up so nauseous every morning and often dont want to eat because of that (until the weed and nausea meds kick in) its the kind of nausea that makes anything edible sound disgusting. (thats partially on autsim tho, if im not directly craving anything, my brain just doesnt want to eat)

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I think more needs to be said about the ableism in soft feedist spaces. “I wouldn’t want to date someone with mobility issues” is a weird take to flex publicly, even though I’d maybe understand feeling that way privately if you had a very active lifestyle you wanted a partner to participate in. “I wouldn’t want to date someone who, through their own choices or otherwise, could potentially become mobility impaired” is an absolutely insane take, and yet I’ve seen it from people saying they love feedism but would never want to date a feedee who wanted to be over 300 lbs or some shit because “what if they got health issues or couldn’t walk long distance wahhh”. Wild take, and I hope you apply that to common things like driving that could also disable you. Or just.. aging. Are you gonna keep up that “I’ll never date a cripple” energy in your 60s? Being able-bodied is a temporary state. Whether it be from accidents, injury, illness, or old age, anyone will become disabled given enough time. The only way to avoid ever becoming disabled is to die young. Who gives a fuck if the decisions they make - or the body they naturally exist in! - might potentially lead to a loss of mobility or health? I don’t get it. Keep it to yourself. Just in a general sense I think it’s very weird when soft feedists and “fantasy only” feedists publicize in fat-dominated spaces that they wouldn’t want to date someone who’s more than just chubby.

This exactly! Also I think it sometimes feeds into the wider people really underestimating fat people’s capacity to do things and also the usual x body type can’t do x activity dumb shit.

If you are a mountaineer dreaming of a partner to go up mountains with then having a preference in the activities you partner is able to do is fair enough but I have seen chubby people struggle with a single flight of stairs, I’ve seen fat people annihilate me on hikes and dance for 8 hours at raves. The fat women I know doing 10 hour retail or hospitality shifts on their feet, I see them slaying and doing the lifting that the thin members of staff can’t.

Assuming anyone past chubby = mobility issues is dumb as hell, because you can’t know on appearances. We’re all individuals and body type doesn’t inherently equal fitness level! Also like we have a lot of mobility devices?? So people can still participate in many things regardless of mobility capabilities?? So yeah skill issue.

Soft feedism challenge: don’t be toxic while making it uwu fluffy 😜

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