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☀️Feelbokkie’s Bookshelf☀️

I see that a lot of you are reblogging the list of the recc lists that I updated this week to save for later so you can check out every thing. Here’s the actual masterlist with some of the lists that weren’t on that other post

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Apologizing now for those of you who followed me after the gnab fic expecting fun, quirky content. I’m only funny like 25% of the time. The other 75% I’m putting out heart wrenching angst. I killed off the reader in a fic and people still haven’t forgiven me for it

that was not part of our deal

excuse me no bokkie that is not the deal i cant handle more than one mcd in a year— i can barely handle one please dont hurt me more than i cant stand you might make me cry

Fun fact, this rule was actually put in place because Rain sent me an entire photoshoot of them crying

i have a folder ☺️

@feelbokkie ngl I think it should count. You get one pass a year. That doesn't mean it expires after a year. What about when you were 1? 2 years old? You didn't write a mcd those years either.

MCD FOR THE MASSES

Okay, who hurt @amyyscorner ? If I'm gonna get arrested for assault it better be worth it.

And no, @feelbokkie you do not get a pass because you didn't do a MCD last year. You made us all cry like babies when you did that in 1LD. I still have emotional trauma from it! I can't type 1LD without wanting to cry. 😭

Well I mean, I traumatized Seungmin too. Everyone gets traumatized! It was in the fine print when you agreed to follow me.

I genuinely thought mcd meant mcdonald's 😭😭

where can I read 1LD? I would love to cry actually 🙏

No worries, I thought the same before, lol. Here’s a quick link to One Last Dance so you don’t have to dig around my masterlist. Happy reading and sorry in advance

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Apologizing now for those of you who followed me after the gnab fic expecting fun, quirky content. I’m only funny like 25% of the time. The other 75% I’m putting out heart wrenching angst. I killed off the reader in a fic and people still haven’t forgiven me for it

that was not part of our deal

excuse me no bokkie that is not the deal i cant handle more than one mcd in a year— i can barely handle one please dont hurt me more than i cant stand you might make me cry

Fun fact, this rule was actually put in place because Rain sent me an entire photoshoot of them crying

i have a folder ☺️

@feelbokkie ngl I think it should count. You get one pass a year. That doesn't mean it expires after a year. What about when you were 1? 2 years old? You didn't write a mcd those years either.

MCD FOR THE MASSES

wait actually i want more hurt

That THREE for me going back on my bullshit!

wait pls dont hurt wonwoo

I’m hurt by Wonwoo, I’m not touching him

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Apologizing now for those of you who followed me after the gnab fic expecting fun, quirky content. I’m only funny like 25% of the time. The other 75% I’m putting out heart wrenching angst. I killed off the reader in a fic and people still haven’t forgiven me for it

that was not part of our deal

excuse me no bokkie that is not the deal i cant handle more than one mcd in a year— i can barely handle one please dont hurt me more than i cant stand you might make me cry

Fun fact, this rule was actually put in place because Rain sent me an entire photoshoot of them crying

i have a folder ☺️

@feelbokkie ngl I think it should count. You get one pass a year. That doesn't mean it expires after a year. What about when you were 1? 2 years old? You didn't write a mcd those years either.

MCD FOR THE MASSES

wait actually i want more hurt

sigh 😔 i’ll talk over the details with bookie

Bokkie says yes

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Apologizing now for those of you who followed me after the gnab fic expecting fun, quirky content. I’m only funny like 25% of the time. The other 75% I’m putting out heart wrenching angst. I killed off the reader in a fic and people still haven’t forgiven me for it

that was not part of our deal

excuse me no bokkie that is not the deal i cant handle more than one mcd in a year— i can barely handle one please dont hurt me more than i cant stand you might make me cry

Fun fact, this rule was actually put in place because Rain sent me an entire photoshoot of them crying

i have a folder ☺️

@feelbokkie ngl I think it should count. You get one pass a year. That doesn't mean it expires after a year. What about when you were 1? 2 years old? You didn't write a mcd those years either.

MCD FOR THE MASSES

You know what? My wife is so right. Which means i have about 25 more mcds that I gotta use up

LOOK WHAT YOU ALL DID

I gotta start writing. 2 mcd a month to catch up!

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Apologizing now for those of you who followed me after the gnab fic expecting fun, quirky content. I’m only funny like 25% of the time. The other 75% I’m putting out heart wrenching angst. I killed off the reader in a fic and people still haven’t forgiven me for it

that was not part of our deal

excuse me no bokkie that is not the deal i cant handle more than one mcd in a year— i can barely handle one please dont hurt me more than i cant stand you might make me cry

Fun fact, this rule was actually put in place because Rain sent me an entire photoshoot of them crying

i have a folder ☺️

@feelbokkie ngl I think it should count. You get one pass a year. That doesn't mean it expires after a year. What about when you were 1? 2 years old? You didn't write a mcd those years either.

MCD FOR THE MASSES

wait actually i want more hurt

That THREE for me going back on my bullshit!

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Apologizing now for those of you who followed me after the gnab fic expecting fun, quirky content. I’m only funny like 25% of the time. The other 75% I’m putting out heart wrenching angst. I killed off the reader in a fic and people still haven’t forgiven me for it

that was not part of our deal

excuse me no bokkie that is not the deal i cant handle more than one mcd in a year— i can barely handle one please dont hurt me more than i cant stand you might make me cry

Fun fact, this rule was actually put in place because Rain sent me an entire photoshoot of them crying

i have a folder ☺️

@feelbokkie ngl I think it should count. You get one pass a year. That doesn't mean it expires after a year. What about when you were 1? 2 years old? You didn't write a mcd those years either.

MCD FOR THE MASSES

Okay, who hurt @amyyscorner ? If I'm gonna get arrested for assault it better be worth it.

And no, @feelbokkie you do not get a pass because you didn't do a MCD last year. You made us all cry like babies when you did that in 1LD. I still have emotional trauma from it! I can't type 1LD without wanting to cry. 😭

Well I mean, I traumatized Seungmin too. Everyone gets traumatized! It was in the fine print when you agreed to follow me.

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Apologizing now for those of you who followed me after the gnab fic expecting fun, quirky content. I’m only funny like 25% of the time. The other 75% I’m putting out heart wrenching angst. I killed off the reader in a fic and people still haven’t forgiven me for it

that was not part of our deal

excuse me no bokkie that is not the deal i cant handle more than one mcd in a year— i can barely handle one please dont hurt me more than i cant stand you might make me cry

Fun fact, this rule was actually put in place because Rain sent me an entire photoshoot of them crying

i have a folder ☺️

@feelbokkie ngl I think it should count. You get one pass a year. That doesn't mean it expires after a year. What about when you were 1? 2 years old? You didn't write a mcd those years either.

MCD FOR THE MASSES

You know what? My wife is so right. Which means i have about 25 more mcds that I gotta use up

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Apologizing now for those of you who followed me after the gnab fic expecting fun, quirky content. I’m only funny like 25% of the time. The other 75% I’m putting out heart wrenching angst. I killed off the reader in a fic and people still haven’t forgiven me for it

that was not part of our deal

I’d like to get a lawyer involved @kangaracharacha

hey that’s my lawyer

She’s the one lawyer we know. The group lawyer if you will

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Apologizing now for those of you who followed me after the gnab fic expecting fun, quirky content. I’m only funny like 25% of the time. The other 75% I’m putting out heart wrenching angst. I killed off the reader in a fic and people still haven’t forgiven me for it

that was not part of our deal

excuse me no bokkie that is not the deal i cant handle more than one mcd in a year— i can barely handle one please dont hurt me more than i cant stand you might make me cry

Fun fact, this rule was actually put in place because Rain sent me an entire photoshoot of them crying

BUT BOKKIE isn't floofy good? Doesn't it make you feel good?? don't you wanna read your own work when you're sad? what joy do you get by torturing us poor souls??

sky, babes idk how to tell you this but i spent 2.5 of my time in undergrad as a creative writing student and the best comment that i still remember to this day is one that i got during my last year from a professor who cried because of how sad it was (i killed off a character, are we surprised?) and i’ve been craving that validation for the past five years since graduating and fortunately, i can do that here

i learned that it’s making people happy is easy. it’s when you can effectively make people tap into emotions that they don’t normally express is how you know you’ve made it as a writer. at least imo

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Apologizing now for those of you who followed me after the gnab fic expecting fun, quirky content. I’m only funny like 25% of the time. The other 75% I’m putting out heart wrenching angst. I killed off the reader in a fic and people still haven’t forgiven me for it

that was not part of our deal

excuse me no bokkie that is not the deal i cant handle more than one mcd in a year— i can barely handle one please dont hurt me more than i cant stand you might make me cry

Fun fact, this rule was actually put in place because Rain sent me an entire photoshoot of them crying

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