Fucking dweeb

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I can never leave Tumblr because after years of sporadic therapy utterly failed to even approach the core of my problem some random tumblr user was like “I processed my trauma by writing a 10,000 word work of filthy fanfic erotica” and I was like “fuck it I’ve tried everything else” and now I’m 17 chapters and 20,000 words deep into an unpublishable work of obscenity and after careful literary analysis with one of the Beloved Mutuals I have come to some Terrible Revelations about my childhood and may now continue the process of Healing. Where else am I supposed to get this kind of experience. Who does this. Why are we like this. I’m never leaving. I love y’all.

So for the past month, I’ve been doing this whole bitch ass self healing journey. Been hitting my weight loss goals. Been hiking 2 miles a day. Been going to therapy. Been taking my meds. Been taking showers. I’ve been cleaning… and god it all sucked ASS at first. I hated all of it but now that I’m seeing results… hey this isn’t so bad….

Like… I’ll find myself accomplishing something that I never thought I could like it was the easiest thing in the world now and it makes me cry a lot. 

Like. Fuck I even signed up for a class on trauma healing with the specific focus on post abortion trauma (it's online and free) I just have to buy the workbook I think? Which is like $3 so 🤷🏻‍♀️ it's every Sunday for 2 hours for a month

all i do anymore is have a cut on my finger

any shit resonates with you people

Security alert: Your orb was pondered from a new location

should i eat first or shower first *has phone in couch time for another 3 hours due to choice procrastination, a behavioral phenomenon observed in pigeons and rats as well*

i' m something of a pigeons and rats myself

I’m so happy robo ky is here one way or another

This was funnier in my head

We need to make puffy fat cheeks the new it girl beauty trend and give all those celebrities who sucked out their buccal fat body dysmorphia

Being back the long time ancient beauty standard of the moon face beauty

hey. why are restore and restaurant such similair words

oh fuck

not all ships are For wanting them to be in a happy healthy relationship together. sometimes shipping two characters means you want them to be erotically obsessed with each other and become entwined in a mutually toxic love affair for a few months and then horrifically break each other's hearts and never speak again. sometimes you want them to be codependent best friends with enough repression to explode a submarine who only make out/have sex when they're at their worst. sometimes you want them to pine after each other for years, never say anything, and then die. sometimes you want them to kill each other. this, too, is shipping

battler i doodled for a friend a while ago