I was playing on a chill server in Forsaken but my Internet had to disconnect and I couldn't use my mobile data since it'll lag. Like bro I was having fun until it disconnected at the worst time and now I can't find those people 😭
I KNOW I EXPRESS MY WOES THROUGH HUMOR SOMETIMES BUT YOU DIDNT NEED TO SAY IT
Anyways tag time :3
OKAY THEN- Just shatter my ribs and feast on my heart and soul while you're at it. Like holy shit- T-T
This struck me hard like...
I went through some horrible moments in my life that it traumatized me and the memories were unbearable to the point that I just stopped doing the things I love to do completely and just... shut down. Because I was afraid of what people would do to me. And for a moment I thought I was alone, no one talked to. And it was hard to find help or to ask for help, they'll always tell me to forget it or just to walk it off. And it took a while to ask for help.
But years have gone by and with the help that I got, friends and family that cares about me. I'm now the happiest that I've ever been. Though there are sometimes I just have a meltdown about what's going on or stress gets the better of me. But now I have people to talk to. Friends to hang out with and family that care about my health.
Now I'm happier that I ever was and appreciating life to its fullest, doing what I love and sharing it with others.