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Hello there:) I'm Aubrey, welcome to my blog

This is where I shit-post about my hyper-fixations because I have nowhere else to put them and Tumblr is already a hellsite so why not make it a little worse (or better, depending on your opinion).

I mainly just reblog stuff I like!! lots of fanfic

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If you know me, no you don’t.

figuring out a tag system rn so don’t mind me pls

happy 10 year birthday to one of my favorite albums of all time, froot by marina (and the diamonds)

this album fills me with so much pure joy and nostalgia. it was my first favorite album. i was in 7th grade. i remember each single’s release and watching the forget music video before class one morning. i was transfixed.

this whole album is a mainstay in my library and it’s something i can always go back to with no complaints. this is one of my formative albums, one of the pieces of art that made me me.

thank you marina❤️

here are some gifs from that era!! none are mine, credit to the makers!

The two best reasons to ship anything are:

1.Incredible, deep and detailed narrative themes. The parallels that seem to hit just right, the narrative foils that they can be to each other, the intricate dynamic that's both extremely complex and easily understood. The juxtaposition between something that's harsh and undoubtedly toxic, with the softer undertones, the parts where you read in-between the lines and find a mutual feeling of loneliness from both parts, their intrinsic understanding of each other comes from the mere fact that they're each others mirrored reflections and shadows. In the end both sides will be together forever, and you as an audience can clearly see their tragedy laid out before in a path that blurs pure anguish and tender romance

2.It would be so fucking funny

Daisuke darling, you're my bestfriend

Daisuke X Reader; bestfriends to lovers
Themes: sex and etc... not proofread
Bestfriend!Daisuke
Man oh fucking man... Swansea ain't never happy when you two come around. Young Intern? Bad... TWO Young interns!? Oh, give him a break! When you're not being occupied by Anya and her mock exams for your nursing position; you and daisuke were running around playing tag and making stupid jokes. It hurt swansea's head when he heard that suspicious giggling outside the doors, "Jesus fucking-"
"Hey, swansenator!" Daisuke giggled through a tight smile. You stood beside him, licking your lips with a smile creeping across your face. Swansea would groan internally before reliving himself from his work to turn around and deal with you two.
"What!?" He growled. He folded his arms across his chest with a loud huff. Daisuke was choking, trying to keep it in, "You wanna know what's better than twenty-four?"
Swansea wanted to slam his head into the upper shaft of the tulper. You too, standing in his face with those dumb eyes staring back at him. Face puffed out and tears streaming down your cheeks.
"What daisuke, what could possibly bring better than twenty-fuckin' four!?" He'd entertain, just waiting for his dumb ads to Crack.
"Pfft-! Twenty-fuckin' five!" He burst into tears, choking and coughing on his laughter. You as well, doubling over and crying laughter.
Now you were being chased down by an angry Swansea. Jimmy would be leaving his room, and you two zoomed past. You would throw a angry, "Move Bitch!"
And daisuke would be cackling as you run. "I'll kill em' you better run you little assholes! I'll show you what's better than twenty-fuckin' five! It's called nevr being able to see twenty-mothafuckin' six!"
And best belive when it's time to find your best friend, you know who to bother and just how to do it. Even if Swansea had his annoyance with daisuke, you were a demon.
In you came, "Swanseaaa! Where's daisuke? Told him we could have lunch together, so if you'll kindly relinquish your pen pal, that would be most heavenly!"
You'd come up poking his face as he grumbled and tried shrugging you off. "I DON'T KNOW AND DON'T EXPECT ME TOO!" He yelled.
you were adiment on finding your best friend so, if gramps couldn't accept it then oh well. "Cmon gramps! You gotta know, he tells you everything with his loud ass." You rolled your eyes, pushing off and sitting in daisukes seat.
"Then his loud ass shoulda' told you! Dontcha' think!?" He'd answer.
You leaned back in it, earning a loud and annoying creek. Swansea cringed, hoping he wouldn't notice his annoyance.
A smirk danced across your face as you hummed and leaned back forward with a louder creek, even slower than the last. On and on until Swansea slammed his hands on the desk, "Kitchen... he is in the god damn kitchen! Now get out!"
"Thank you, pop-pop!" You winked, getting up and walking away. Leaving Swansea frustrated and tired, "Damn kids..."
Bestfriend!Daisuke
If curly had a dime for every time he caught you and daisuke sneaking the sweetener out the cabinets, he wouldn't have to work for Pony Express. Every time he'd hear you two speaking quietly about how you'll get it to his room and how to avoid curly. You just didn't notice the poor guy standing there looking st you two from the breezeway like a disappointed dad.
"Shut the fuck up! He'll hear us!" You'd whisper at daisuke, who was currently wincing at the loud ass noise he made with the cabinet. He gently hushed you with a finger and said, "Dude fuck! I'm sorry! Don't yell at me!" He'd whimper about it later that you could've said it without yelling. But you'll disagree and tell him his dumbass can do it by himself if he gonna be noisy.
Nonetheless- poor curly stood there for a good second until you two were trying to exit the kitchen.
"I assume you two are going to-?" He questioned with a furrowed eyebrow. You two almost jumped out of your skin. You can't run from the captain, unwritten rule between you and daisuke. And don't run from nurse Anya either. That's not cool.
"We were- gonna, uh..." daisuke looked at you for a response. You shrugged back and said, "Yeah, we were um... didn't know either. To be fairly honest, y'all were gonna just eat then and then bounce off the walls listening to music.
Curly sighed deeply and outstretched his hands to the both of you to relinquish your sweet snacks.
"Dammit..." He'd hang his head, giving up the delicos packets to his captain. Later that day, curly made a cake for 'special' reasons.
"Never again, unless it's for birthdays." Curly would leann over to you. You'd nod and curly nodded back.
Bestfriend!Daisuke
He was always so nice to you and Anya. You'd occasionally catch them talking and would watch from a distance. As they talked, he'd catch you out the corner of his eye and finish up his conversation with Anya. Before he left her, he'd give her a tiny pat on the head and walk to you.
"Did you just pat a grown woman on the head?" You asked. Daisuke blushed before raising his hands in defense over his face, "Hush! You don't get it! She just reminds me of someone I know... caring and all that. It just felt like the right thing to do!"
Bestfriend!Daisuke
(I think that he likes Tyler and finds him a music idol. Yeah, he watched all his old videos of when he was a vine-star)
Acts like a miniature tyler, the creator. "Look, all I'm saying is, music isn't bad. You're just not listening, right?" He'd complain to Jimmy who didn't understand his love for that type of 'Music.'
"That shit is trashy and offensive." He'd say with a disgusted face. Daisuke would turn around with a bland expression, and he'd scrunch his nose up, "I'm not gonna take this from someone who doesn't listen to music. Fuckin' Oldhat."
You were in tears. Swansea spit up coffee, and Anya turned on a swivel. Jimmy sat there looking embarrassed and confused. Daisuke turned his head back to his music and continue bobbing and listening as if he didn't say a word.
Bestfriend!Daisuke
There was a tiny power outage, and you were either daisuke locked in the storage room. "Shit! It's locked!?" You hyperventilate. Daisuke stood their, trying his card to open it. He but his bottom lip and turned to you, "Y-yeah, are you scared?"
You stood their a bit shakey. Daisuke came to your side, worried about you. He rubbed your back, pulling you close for a hug.
"Hey, hey, it's alright! Curly will figure this out, and we'll be right as rain!" He said cheerfully. He held you for a good while as you slowly calmed down.
Fuck, now it was awkward. He was just holding you and not moving. Breathing alow and slightly swaying with the small movements of the ship.
He was your best friend, but right now, in this moment... you weren't sure.
Bestfriend!Daisuke
He smelled good. What was that flowery scent? Maybe it was you, but he felt really warm. You never really analyzed Daisuke, but you were close enough to now. He had a slight muscle texture, must be the boxes Swansea forces him to pick up. Shit made sense. He had so much youth, and Swansea was so old. His chest fell and rose with yours almost in sync.
You gasped when he pulled you closer by your waist, one hand in your hair rubbing your head. It was a tiny one. You were glad it wasn't caught by him.
"You good?" He asked you. You felt his words vibrate through his chest, making you smile unconsciously. "Yeah! All good, just... a little longer, please?" You asked. He didn't move. he just swayed you back and forth.
Bestfriend!Daisuke
The sound of electricity surging through the tulper pulled you from your thoughts as the lights slowly flickered on. Daisuke pulled back, looking around at the lights before giving you a smile. "See? All fine! Told you! Right as rain!" He exclaimed, opening the door and leaving you with your thoughts.
Oh my god, he's hot... but he was your best friend...
Bestfriend!Daisuke (NSFW)
"Oh my fuckin~" He shivered. Daisuke was in shambles. He never held a girl that close since he was in high school. Why did it feel so sensitive now? Your scent still lingered on his shirt. It wasn't weird if he-
Sniff
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, that was that shit right there. He took a deeper breath, the sweet scent moxing with his scent a shock down his spine. One hand traveling to his aching dick. He couldn't believe he was gonna do this.. but you smelled so good, and you were so soft. How come he couldn't just have this?
He made his way to his bed to lay down. Rubbing and gripping his hard-on, he thought about the things he could've done to you if you two weren't best friends...
If you two were closer than that and the lights went out, he'd hold you if you asked. But from behind if you were facing that way. Sway with you, holding your waist and resting his head on your shoulder. Then he'd slowly start trailing kisses down your neck, smiling against your soft skin.
"Mngh~!" He whimpered, pulling his dick out to stroke slowly. His eyes unfocused, listening to the wet sounds he was creating off a sick thought.
Just your body against the wall, bent over and presenting yourself to him. His back arched instinctively, "Oh fuck~" stars danced across his vision. The thought of the sounds you'd make for him... he was tense.
"Daisuke~ Mm so scared, hold me~" You moaned. He'd love to grab your hair and just ram into you like a mad dog. You were so cute... scared of the dark? Cutie, how do you sleep without him?
He started gasping and stuttering for air. His body twitched before finishing on his stomach.
His head felt fuzzy. Eyes rolled back in ecstacy. It want until he came down did he realize what he just done.
He just came to the thought of you. All because he held you because you were scared of the dark!? He rubbed his hand on his shirt and cringed on the inside at the mess in his lap.
"Too much cum... maybe too much, Jesus fucking christ. I can't tell her, I can't she'll think I'm weird! And Swansea! Argh!" He groaned, hands on face and laying back down. "Ew! I thought I wiped it off!" He recoiled when his cum stained hand touched his face. Fuck, this as gonna be akward.... what the hell is he gonna do now?
Outside the room...
Curly was just walking past when he heard daisuke talking to himself. "-And Swansea! Argh!"
"What if he thinks I'm weird for liking my coworker!? Any how!? Fuckkk!" He yelled to himself.
Curly knew who he was talking about. Curly smiled, "Poor kiddos... There's anout to be a lot of sneaking around from here on out huh?"
He continued his walk to the cockpit with a smile.
Prt 2?

KENDRICK!!!! DROP A PT 2 AND MY LIFE IS YOURS!!!!

Arcane Imagines- Viktor

Nosy Coworkers

Prompt: this is a modern au where the characters are high school teachers. You and Viktor have been dating for 7 months and haven’t told anyone. Jayce and Vi are just now putting things together and decide to spy on you two to see if they’re correct. (GN reader, no pronouns used.)

“You want to use your lunch time to spy on our colleagues because you two have a hunch that they’re dating?” Mel asks with a raised brow beside Caitlyn that laid the same confused expression. “Well I just don’t understand why they’d hide it if they are!” Jayce exclaims, leaning against his desk. “Maybe because of this exact reaction?” The dark blue-haired woman rolls her eyes. 

35mm: k. akaashi

after partnering up with a familiar film student for his senior thesis, akaashi starts to feel something he thinks might be better off suppressed….

status: complete

pairing: akaashi x f!reader

tags/warnings: brothers best friend trope, university au, smau, very slight angst, guilt/shame, alcohol, grammatical mistakes probably, everyone probably will be out of character, please note warnings may change as story progresses, and to check each chapter for individual warnings

minors dni & other rules

chapter one: friendship rankings

chapter two: keg stand

chapter three: dostokovestky

chapter four: boys brunch

chapter five: auditions

chapter six: "little giggle"

chapter seven: code for [redacted]

chapter eight: weird and also hurtful [✐]

chapter eleven: haed

chapter twelve: drive home [✐]

chapter thirteen: too many wednesdays

chapter fourteen: changing the locks [✐]

chapter fifteen: sleeper cell

chapter sixteen: he admit it

chapter seventeen: the astro

chapter eighteen: as she sees it [✐]

chapter nineteen: slowly and rationally

chapter twenty: pizza time! [✐]

chapter twenty-one: just us

moodboard/description for 35mm by @causenessus

"FREDERICK BHAER AND JO ALL THE WAY I KNOW LAURIE IS IN HERE BUT ONLY BC THE SCENE IS LITERALLY JO LOOKING SO HAPPY OVER WATCHING A PERFORMANCE AND LAURIE IS GIVING HER THE LOOK OF LOVE. WHICH IS ANOTHER AESTHETIC KIND OF POINT THAT NEEDS TO BE MADE. the kind of both people are independent but lean on each other dynamic. like they could be by themselves (at least akaashi could) but wants to be with the other and the other person only. the kind of"i can do it" "i know you can but let me" dynamic. going to the gas station together at 3 am because one of them wants ice cream kind of aesthetic (totally not based off of when they were eating takeout together at his place). late nights and domesticity. yn and akaashi are the epitome of the quiet life people dream of, living in an apartment with their significant other. just them. that's their world. definitely dark academia like someone else said. definitely library dates. the couple that's helping the other study for their assignments or go to cafes together to work on homework (and one of them might end up pushing their homework aside just to look at the other person) i'm feeling fade into you and like real people do"
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