Screaming by CHVRCHES makes such a good late-seasons Julian Bashir song tbh.
Am I the butcher? Am I the knife If I don't know what all this is for? I used to read myself to death But I don't see the point anymore
Silent screaming at the ceiling Wondering when I lost heart And time's been stealing all my dreams And I no longer look the part
Something something going from wide eyed idealist trying to see the best even in the worst to being willing to torture a guy to death while making jokes about it because he’s dead inside and just does not have the energy to care anymore.