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elevator music

pairing — park jihoon x gn!reader

tags — fluff, comedy, tiiiny bit suggestive (mentions of a previous one night stand), inspired by that one scene from grey's anatomy, 2.2k words (whew), unedited

it's a thursday night.

a thursday night. and your lovely friend, hyunsuk, whom you love so dearly, has decided that it would be the perfect time to drag you along to his friend's party.

"how do i look?"

"good."

"you're not even looking at me."

you make a point of turning around just to glare at hyunsuk. he strikes a dramatic pose despite your hostility. looking like a colorful glittery unicorn threw up on him, hyunsuk always makes anything he wears look good, even if it were a plastic bag.

"you look good, hyunsuk," you say with a flat tone and a flat expression to go along with it.

"oh, cheer up, your paper isn't due for another week." originally resting on the tip of his nose, hyunsuk puts his pink glasses on top of his head. you have no clue as to why he would bring sunglasses to an indoor party. you can imagine his response would be along the lines of, "because fashion, duh," so you don't bother to ask.

your eyes

pairing — choi yeonjun x gn!reader

tags — a tiiiny bit of fluff, suggestive, but mostly angst, tw toxic relationship, inspired fully by joji’s glimpse of us t_t, 0.5k words, unedited

it’s your eyes yeonjun always finds himself lost in.

they hypnotize him, luring him into one of your embraces. you are a siren, and he is your prey. he can’t stop his own legs as they tread lightly to close the distance between the two of you. once you pull him closer, your arms slither their way around his torso, and yeonjun instinctively mirrors your actions. with his chin on the top of your head, you burrow your face further into his arms. yeonjun freezes, both shocked and overwhelmed when he breathes in the smell of your freshly washed hair.

your hair smells like coconut. you smell like coconut, and the familiar scent makes his head spin. it hasn’t been long since he’s smelled this. the aroma of the shampoo bottle that he has yet to throw away.

you pull away, a soft smile adorning your lips. yeonjun gulps before nervously returning your smile. the movement succeeds in distracting him from his thoughts that were threatening to spiral uncontrollably.

it’s your eyes that caught yeonjun’s attention in the first place.

they’d flutter close as you lean in to kiss him. even with your lips only a few centimeters away from his, yeonjun’s five senses became limited to only his sense of smell, and all he could think of was coconut, coconut, coconut.

he’s desperate. his hands are moving as wildly as yours. they’re everywhere, tangled in your hair, gripping the material of your clothes, without any plans of stopping at one destination.

coconut. he wants to be engulfed, swallowed whole, by this fragrance.

coconut. just like how the pillow next to his used to smell.

just like how they used to smell.

your lips are busy, latched to the side of his neck to leave kisses that trail down to his collarbone. an impression of your touch sears the bare skin under his shirt, leaving a trail of fire in their wake. but when your ears pick up a name that you know is certainly not yours, you forcefully disentangle yourself from him.

it’s your eyes yeonjun immediately catches a glimpse of.

they are empty. glassy, with tears pooling in them, waiting for the right moment to spill over and wet your cheeks.

suspended in motion, yeonjun blinks. no one dares to break the silence, terrified of what comes next. or maybe terrified of an ending that has been forcefully prolonged, and was bound to happen anyway.

“whose name was that, yeonjun?” your voice cracks.

yeonjun doesn’t have the heart to answer you. instead, he continues to stare into your eyes.

the lack of answer only confirms your suspicions. suspicions you’ve had for a while now, but have been letting him off the hook for in turn of how good he’s been making you feel. one tear slips down your cheek, only to be followed by a few others that manage to escape your eyes.

yeonjun opens his mouth, but his breath gets stuck in his throat when he tries to speak. from this distance, he could finally see your eyes clearly, and he finally realizes that it’s never been your eyes that he has been so entranced with.

it’s the shadow of theirs that he’s been aching for years to finally see again.

important

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two's company, three's a crowd

pairing — kim sunwoo x gn!reader

tags — fluff, a few curse words, sunwoo, eric, and you are close friends, pining!sunwoo, i wasn’t planning to make it this long but i got carried away so 1.1k words <3 t_t

to say that the weather feels hot today is an understatement. to quote sunwoo, “it feels like you’re in satan’s asshole” (to which you punch his arm for giving you a visualization that you didn’t ask for).

you don’t remember whose idea it was to go to an amusement park at 12 pm on a hot summer day. it’s not like you could even attempt to remember anyway; the heat is causing your brain to hot wire and all you can think of is dumping a bucket of iced water over your head.

“it’s so hot today,” you whine, complaining for the nth time. you fight against the urge to lean back against the bench since it might cause your clothes to stick against your sweat-slick back.

“you know why it’s hotter than usual?” eric asks.

unlike you, eric sits comfortably with his back resting against the bench, paying no mind to the clothes clinging on to his skin. you eye his muscle tank enviously. you should’ve worn something like that.

“no.”

he pops a piece of cotton candy that he tore off into his mouth. “it’s because i’m here.”

you stare blankly at eric, to which he responds with a shameless grin.

eyeliner 101

pairing  —  lee jihoon (seventeen) x gn!reader

tags  —  fluff, established relationship, reader is pretty good at eyeliner, 0.9k words, unedited

there are certain days where you and jihoon are far too tired to go out and end up staying at home doing nothing.

today is no exception.

you are nestled in between jihoon's outstretched legs, with one of his arms around your middle. with every breath, his chest rises up and down against your back, and sooner than later your breathing becomes synchronized with his. both of your gazes are stuck to your phone screen, watching a youtuber apply makeup to their face.

“that looks difficult.” jihoon's deep voice rumbles from behind you.

you turn your head ever so slightly so you could see his face, giggling once you catch sight of his furrowed eyebrows. seems like he’s more invested in this youtube video than you are. “it’s not that hard once you get used to it,” you reply, amused by his undivided attention on the video playing.

“i’ve never had mine done that way before,” he mumbles, thinking out loud.

an idea immediately sparks to life in your mind. “wanna try?” you grin, looking up at him.

chapped lips

pairing — na jaemin x gn!reader

tags — fluff, clingy jaemin!, established relationship, 0.4k words, unedited

"what's taking so long?" jaemin's voice comes from behind you, his face appearing next to yours on the mirror.

wordlessly, you motion to the array of skincare arranged neatly before you. jaemin frowns, his hair flopping to his forehead as he rests his chin on your shoulder. you laugh at his clingy nature, "patience, baby. i'll be done in a second."

jaemin sighs as your hand reaches for another product on the bathroom counter. he's been through this many times before and he's always reached the same conclusion; trying to get you to do your skincare faster is an argument he can never win against.

you smile fondly, recognizing his defeated expression. "i swear i'll be done soon, you wanna wait here?" you ask, twisting open your tube of lip balm.

your boyfriend shakes his head. "i'll wait outside." he reluctantly lifts his face and presses his lips to your cheek.

before he turns around and leaves, you call his name. "mm?" he hums, his eyes blinking slowly as he gets drowsier by the minute.

"your lips are really chapped," you comment. his face is back hovering above your shoulder; you know he's tempted to nuzzle into the nape of your neck and cling onto you until you're finished with your nightly skincare routine. "do you wanna use my lip balm?" you offer the tube to him.

jaemin stays quiet, pursing his lips. you turn to look at him, thinking he fell asleep standing upright with his eyes open. to your surprise, he was watching you intently instead of blanking out. you cock an eyebrow as his eyes travel down your face, gaze landing on your lips. "i know another way i can get my lips less dry."

you laugh at the remark, slapping his arm lightly. "go wait outside."

he stays in place, looking like a sad puppy that just got kicked outside for sleeping in your bed. you roll your eyes, knowing there's only one way to make him to stop pouting and wait patiently for you to finish your skincare routine. finally giving in to what he wants, you softly press a kiss to his lips, and you can feel the corners of his lips curling up as he smiles victoriously. "go, you big baby," you mumble when you pull away.

jaemin grins before turning around. "hurry up!" he yells before closing the door behind him, leaving you to smile to yourself at his antics.

feeling better now?

pairing — sim jaeyun x gn!reader

tags — fluff, reader has a nephew and they are babysitting him together, jake gets jealous over a toddler, established relationship, a lot of kissing!, 1.1k words, unedited

“do you think he’s trying to say my name?” jake asks.

you shrug. “i’m not sure.” an amused smile forms on your lips as you watch the toddler try to climb up your lap.

the toddler, leo, is your cousin’s son, whom you’ve been entrusted by your cousin to babysit. the one-year-old has been incoherently babbling non-stop for the last few minutes, while jake, your beloved boyfriend, has been trying to decipher his words as he does so. “are you saying jake, leo? can you say jake?” you ask sweetly.

leo looks up at you when he realizes the question is directed at him. his big, brown, doe eyes bore into yours as a beat of silence passes. then he blinks once and continues on prattling.

jake frowns at him. “how about y/n? can you say y/n?” he prompts.

“y/n!” leo exclaims, throwing his chubby arms up and grinning wildly. you and jake panic for a moment when he stumbles, your arms getting thrown out in all directions to block his fall. leo only giggles when you barely catch him before he falls backward, while you and jake both simultaneously let out a relieved sigh.

masterlist

nct 01. chapped lips (na jaemin, fluff)

enha 01. feeling better now? (sim jaeyun, fluff) 02. wish you were sober (park jeongseong, fluff)

svt 01. eyeliner 101 (lee jihoon, fluff)

txt 01. your eyes (choi yeonjun, angst)

tbz 01. two's company, three's a crowd (kim sunwoo, fluff)

treasure 01. elevator music (park jihoon, fluff) 02. paper airplanes (hamada asahi, fluff)

commissions & requests

price list $5 for headcanons of 4 members of the group, an additional fee of $3 for the addition of another member. $5 for drabbles/scenarios/time stamps/etc (500-1k words), an additional fee of $5 for every 500 words. if i manage to exceed the agreed amount of words, the additional amount added will be free of charge.

who do i write for? any member from nct, txt, enhypen, the boyz, and seventeen. if you're interested in another group (including girl groups!) that wasn't listed, let me know nonetheless!

what am i willing to write? genres can be angst, fluff, and/or suggestive. commissions can be made for x reader (vague/specific, your choice) or x another member. i write for any tropes except for incest, stepcest, and any other type of dark content.

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how do you pay? payments are not done until your request is finished. once it is, payment is made through paypal and i'll email/publish your commission.

how long will it take? well, it depends on how long you want your request to be! but around 1 week for anything less than 1k words. i'll be sure to keep you updated if there was any delay.

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