about me:

this blog is for the girls with big plans and ambitions that crave knowledge, beauty and a lifestyle they love

I am a full time student who wants to achieve her best academic performance (yet) while preserving somewhat of a work-life balance.

I am also a procrastinator which does get in the way quite often, that’s the reason why I created this blog: to track my progress, improve myself and hold myself accountable

here to fall in love with the feeling of working hard

MAIN GOAL: build discipline

Thank you for reading, ily have a nice day🎀

this year I’m going for mindset goals. I also have specific milestones to reach but I want to focus inwards this time.

I’m excited for this new year 🩷

it’s 3PM, December 28th

If I manage to do all my studying in the next 4 days I get to be free and not take any work on vacation.

I want this so much for myself.

Tonight me and my bestie are pulling an all nighter to study, updating you soon xx

go to sleep with a sore mind and a sore body from studying and working out.

do it for the feeling of accomplishment. 🥗

discipline 101: being uncomfortable most of the time.

do something hard.

challenge that ugly feeling of avoidance.

do something that makes you want to quit immediately, not because you HAVE to, but to celebrate the fact that you CAN.

rn my goal in life is to win that feeling of resistance that protects me from doing hard things.

quiet winter mornings🍂

~not my pics

Sit down at your desk.

open the book, start reading.

you don’t understand. yet you MUST figure this out to pass the exam.

it’s painful to think about it.

EMBRACE THE PAIN.

feel the uncomfortableness and run towards it.

you have what it takes, stop doubting yourself.

IT WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE EASY

let it really sink in.

it was never meant to be easy, yet, you’re doing it.

stop doubting yourself.

note to self: come back here when demotivated.

- this diet is balanced and studied to make me healthy again.

It was NEVER meant to be EASY.

why do I feel so alarmed when things feel difficult? they were MEANT to be.

You don’t wake up mentally tough you BECOME that way through exposure.

EMBRACE THE DISCOMFORT

My health is truly getting better and I’m not giving it up ever.

winter arc - october 1st

- 8hrs sleep non-negotiable

- study everyday

- eat clean (no sugar, no drinking, no smoking)

- gym 5/6x

first half-week of class🎀

Thursday

Friday

Saturday

trying to fit as much as possible in my schedule while staying on top of things🫡

slowly slipping back into my studying habits

losing my phone at the airport.

I’m going to tell you this story because I think it’s the nightmare of many people (it was mine too)

I took a flight back home from the seaside and once I was sitting in my seat with the plane door closed, I realised that my phone was still at the charging station, at the gate.

I panicked, the plane was taking off and there was no way I could go get it.

as soon as I landed I called the airport help line, a worker checked the charging station but nothing was there.

At that point I was desperate because my phone was not ringing, I was fearing that it had been switched off, on top of that the airport workers did not see it anywhere.

only a few minutes later I received a text message on my mom’s phone from the kindest soul ever. This passenger had found my phone and taken it with him.

he wanted to mail the phone back to me, a similar thing had happened to him too in the past and he didn’t want somebody else to lose their belongings.

He got in contact with some of my family members and eventually reached my mom’s phone. After speaking with him on the phone we found out we could go pick my phone up since the distance was reasonable.

that’s the story of how I got my phone back thanks to the kindness of a person that actively decided to help a random stranger.

I’m forever grateful for that!

last day at the seaside

this was the best day ever, a great end to one of the best summers of my life. I’m so grateful for everything this summer has brought to me and I’m so excited for the future. Thank you for sticking around ily 🎀

this is all I ever needed really.