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Growing Trans Girl

@growingtransgirl

38, trans woman, growing fat girl. T2D, HBP, and no cares. Huge nerd, both literally and figuratively. Current weight: 405 pounds
Anonymous asked:

do you know what happened to those feet you posted? is this from diabetes?

PS. on behalf of the foot fetishists, I have to say that we'd love to see what yours look like currently

No idea. But like I said, I’d love to see mine get like that at some point. As for seeing what mine look like, I guess I could post a picture or two later. Keep an eye out for them!

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I said I’d take a few pictures, so here they are! My neuropathy-stricken, numb, dry, diabetic feet.

Anonymous asked:

any chance we could see more of your meals? I'd love to see how you feed yourself to early death with cheese, salt, grease and sugar 🥵🥵🥵

I’ll try to remember to take more pictures. And yeah, I totally am feeding myself to an early death and it feels great!

Anonymous asked:

The average American's diet is 60% ultraprocessed. How much is yours? Do you ever eat any food that's not processed?

(I hope you find ultraprocessed diet as hot as I do...)

Um……nope. I don’t think I do. Even when I have something remotely healthy, I make it as unhealthy as possible. Broccoli, for example. I smother it in cheese and then add more salt on top.

Anonymous asked:

what do you find the hottest when it comes to eating too much:

- sugar

- fat/grease

- ultraprocessed food stuffed with chemicals?

That’s a hard one. I’m going to go with the ultra processed food stuffed with chemicals. Just seems the most unhealthy to me.

Sugar is a close second, as it makes my diabetes even worse.

Anonymous asked:

Just wanted to tell you you're absolutely gorgeous! It's definitely my transition goal to look like you!

Have a nice day :)

Thank you so much. Hopefully you grow as large as you want to in your own transition!

Anonymous asked:

do you know what happened to those feet you posted? is this from diabetes?

PS. on behalf of the foot fetishists, I have to say that we'd love to see what yours look like currently

No idea. But like I said, I’d love to see mine get like that at some point. As for seeing what mine look like, I guess I could post a picture or two later. Keep an eye out for them!

Anonymous asked:

hey, more of an anonymous message than an ask, but the profile you last reposted is openly transphobic

Thanks for letting me know! I'll get that sorted here in a moment!

Super morbidly obese. That much weight would be impossible to ignore—and your health would feel it. Your heart would be working overtime just to keep you going, struggling to pump blood through so much extra tissue. You’d probably feel it sometimes, that heaviness in your chest, the occasional flutter or strain after a short walk or even just standing for too long. Your blood pressure would be higher, your pulse pounding harder, your body constantly fighting to keep up with the mass you’ve added.

Your lungs would labor under the weight of your expanding chest and belly. Lying down, you’d feel the fat pressing against your diaphragm, making it harder to breathe. You might wake up gasping, feeling like your own bulk is suffocating you in your sleep. Sleep apnea would almost be guaranteed, the fat around your neck narrowing your airway, leaving you snoring loudly or choking for air throughout the night. You’d likely need a CPAP just to breathe properly while you sleep.

Your joints—knees, hips, and ankles—would be screaming from the constant strain. Carrying around hundreds of extra pounds would grind away at the cartilage, leaving you stiff, sore, and slow. You’d feel it in the morning, joints aching, feet swollen from supporting so much weight day after day. Walking would become more of a shuffle, your steps heavier, slower, shorter. Stairs would be agonizing, your thighs burning after just a few steps, your chest heaving for air at the top.

Your digestive system would struggle too. The constant overeating would make you prone to heartburn and indigestion, your stomach overfilled and stretched, pressing against your other organs. You’d likely experience frequent bloating, feeling heavy and sluggish after every meal, your belly so full it weighs you down, making you lethargic and sleepy.

And your skin—it would struggle to keep up with your growing size. Stretch marks would splinter across your thighs, belly, and arms, vivid and deep, a permanent reminder of how fast you’ve grown. Your skin would chafe painfully in the folds, especially around your belly and thighs, where moisture and friction would irritate it. You might develop rashes or sores, the constant rubbing making your skin raw and tender.

Your liver would suffer too. With so much weight, you’d likely develop non-alcoholic fatty liver disease (NAFLD), your liver becoming engorged with fat, slowly becoming less efficient. You might not feel it at first, but over time, it would sap your energy, making you feel tired and sluggish even when you haven’t done anything strenuous.

And then there’s your mobility. Simple movements would become exhausting. Getting out of a car or off a low couch would leave you breathless, having to brace yourself with both arms, rocking forward before standing. Even rolling over in bed would take effort, your own weight holding you down, making you feel almost pinned by yourself.

But the scariest part? The slow decline. The numbness in your legs from poor circulation. The swelling in your ankles from fluid retention. The constant fatigue, no matter how much you rest. The aches in your chest that you ignore until they linger too long. You’d grow accustomed to the discomfort, accepting it as part of life, even as your body slowly breaks down under the weight.

Anonymous asked:

How do you manage to drive at your size? So you fit in a regular sedan? Do you walk short distances or drive as much as possible?

It's getting harder to fit in my car as well as getting harder to get in and out of it. And of course I drive as much as possible. The most walking I do usually involves my waddles to and from the bathroom or kitchen.

Anonymous asked:

Amazing ass! You should totally post it more!

It's massive... but not massive enough! I hope you shoved a lot of junk up your mouth today to make it grow even bigger...

Can we request more pics of your obesity?

Of course you can request more! I'll do my best to fulfill those requests too!

Anonymous asked:

How’s my favorite nerd doing?

Fat and unhealthy! Just like she should be!

Anonymous asked:

When was the last time you ate a salad?

Does potato salad count?

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