ANONS :

Who are you?:

- call me Coco, 18 F and still ageless on my mind, ENFP 'n I love the color pink and cheetah prints, hibiscuses and the neighborhood, and definitely Sonic, and oh I forgot, I'm a master of my own reality, I'm from glorious middle east and I like ice creams, one word for me = chaotic, welcome to my blog!

Why are you here?:

- fair question, I'm here to journal every moment of my life and to maybe connect around with other shifters/manifesters getting their dream life with a snap of my fingers, so why won't ya come along in my journey? Watch me blog on how I managed to enter the void and get my life, as it's my goal currently (ik damn well I can do it).

Current status and achievements:

- living in the end as of being a void state master + entered it consciously as of late, watch me build my life 🌺

Fav song:

- Ik this is new and not many do that, but I mean might as well break the ice in this manifesting community, either way I love "poison by Bell Biv DeVoe" and "Army dreamers by Kate Bush", ngl I also dig some old classics like "Hit 'em up by Tupac" and how can someone forgot the classic "How by the Neighborhood".

(For the love of GOD check the "important asks" section and see if I have answered your question before sending an ask PLEASE 🙏🏻)

My masterlist *:･ (if not linked = not posted yet)

ᯓ★ My HMM hypnosis to enter the void 2 min.

ᯓ★ How I entered the void.

ᯓ★ Things I manifested without the void.

ᯓ★ My DRs = part 1

ᯓ★ A little motivation for you.

ᯓ★ My new life after the void.

ᯓ★ Important asks.

ᯓ★ Results with subs = part 1

ᯓ★ How I manifest + tips and tricks (no void)

ᯓ★ Coco's rants and confessions. #coco's rants

ᯓ★ My journey (tw) + where have I shifted so far? Have I manifested anything in the void yet?

ᯓ★ Difference between LD and RS

ᯓ★ The click method (to change the mindset)

ᯓ★ My anons successes 1

"Gotta go fast!"

- Sonic the hedgehog

“Go back home Miles, go home, and say hi to Spidey will ya?” - Coco.

★ Full name: Chloe Lynn Jackson (Arabic name is actually Lakisha)

★ Name meaning: blooming

★ Nickname: Coco or Lola or Kisha

★ Gender: Female

★ Age: 17 going on 18

★ Sexuality: straight

★ Pronouns: She/her/hers

★ Blood type: AB+

★ Ethnicity: American Egyptian

★ Nationality: American

★ Birthday: 6th April 1982

★ Birthplace: California, Los Angles, USA

★ Zodiac: Aries

★ Current residence: Los Angles

★ Spoken language: English with an Arabic thick accent + Arabic with Egyptian dialect

★ Occupation: highschool senior student, in an undergound band

★ Mbti: ENFP

★ Good traits:

★ Bad traits:

★ Hobbies:

★ Pet peeves:

★ Soft spots:

★ Phobias:

✶ Favorite color: pink

★ Love Language: Affection + words of affirmation

★ Favorite food: brownies and traditional Egyptian warm foods

★ Favorite drink: chocolate milk

★ Admired person: Peter Parker, Tupac Shakur and her mom.

★ Favorite singer/band: Kate Bush, Tupac, Biggie, Rihanna, Eminem, Radiohead and Nirvana, Metallica and also Aaliyah, MJ, Shakira, and some Egyptian singers, Fayrouz, Shalom Harlow.

★ Intelligence level: above average, and yet somewhat dumb in common sense as a joke.

★ Father:

★ Mother:

★ Siblings: none

★ Relatives (only in Cali):

first of all, on my mother’s side, only mom remained in Cali and others all went home, except for my grandmother who’s still alive

★ Cousins:

★ Pets:

★ S/O: Hobie Brown (EWHEFRW-)

★ World: Spiderman - Across the Spiderverse

★ Earth: earth - 8002

★ Year: 1999

★ Origin story:

just a Californian girl in early 00s, skateboards and the rise of internet, quite a time.

sweet age of 16 a couple of years ago, one eventful night where it all began, being 10 PM outside under the breezy night of L.A, sodas by the vending machine while her group talks about the latest singer on the magazine.

to idly sit there and watching the starry night by the sidewalk, unaware a creepy crawler destinated to climb up her shoulder, and thus, taking it's bite, our hero was born.

★ Spider name: Webby

★ Canon event:

the Betrayal arc, where she found out one of her closest childhood friend was directly link to the cause of such a disaster she managed to almost save herself from being killed, it was quite something seeing someone you love and protect work against you when you thought no one will.

★ Special spider abilities:

despite the normal web slingshots and whatnot, being extremely flexible is actually something she's known for, and, her silked strings of webs are durable more than a normal one, it has some strands of red in them, making it agile and sharp whenever needed, the red strands acts as a venomous paralyzing agent when activated.

★ Spider suit + appearance:

actually just an everyday clothing, low rise jeans and hibiscus tattoos on your back and neck, maybe some other places, hoop earrings and long slightly curly thick brown hair, white mask and to tribute her Egyptian heritage, the spidermask has a blue and black eyeliner around the eye part, along with a gold gem on the forehead.

for a mummified look, to wrap her arms in bandages (diy lol), a necklace and wired headphones to go, usually to wear kohl around her green eyes, moles to adorn the body and face.

★ Earth theme song: California Love - Tupac (instrumental)

"And you don't seem the lying kind

A shame that I can read your mind

And all the things that I read there

Candlelit smile that we both share

And you know I don't mean to hurt you

But you know that it means so much

And you don't even feel a thing." - Duvet, Boa

@cyb3rl0v

Gon go with my promise and post my spidersona and Spiderverse DR soon enough 🤭, the poll said they wanna see me shift there first, so that's that 🫵🏻

YES

YES AGAIN, HELL YES, HYPNAGOGIC STATE IS JUST BEFORE VOID 😭✋🏻 in that state your body will be like:

"whatever the mind says bc I don't know where the fuck are we."

GOOD LUCK AND LMK

NEEEVVVVERRRRRE

if any of y'all catch me with a deactivated acc come for my ass bc something would be wrong, either it got banned or smth, but never, imma stay here, and breaks will only be deleting the apps and not deactivating, MWAH

HIII ITS OKAY LOVE.

Some people might get confused and want answers that's okay, so, yes, you can manifest anything in this CR, it's totally fine.

MWAH YOU'RE WELCOME.

I ADORE THIS ANOSNOANS

This will be something

Hogwarts golden trio era:

I honestly have not written an S/O for myself, I'm the type to wait and see who there will actually like me back and love me for who I am, y'know? NO SHAME TO OTHERS I DON'T MEAN THAT, but honestly, being Harry's oldest childhood friend, I just know he picked up hair braiding and styling from my long hair to do out of boredom, I'd see my hairband on his wrist all the time, just either to play with it during potions or just his hand that always tugs around my hair strands, micro braiding them in class, with his lazy smile.

"Daniella, wanna watch the stars again?"

I might die from this.

Spiderverse:

Parting with Hobie can be hard oml 💀💀💀, I honestly think the only way we'd get off was bracelets we exchanged, and get that, occasional visits between each other even with our realities, late night deep ass conversations about his world in the 60s and my world in the 90s, one thing I'd be so soft over was If he does admit things I don't wanna even think of before melting 🤭

"I never liked consistency, but it's becoming a routine to want to see your face again."

Jujutsu Kaisen:

First off all, I just know this reality is traumatic, I'd cry a couple of times and I know that, and the only thing I want is a deep hug from Yuji, genuinely.

Like a big one if I cry and having his ass fret over how if he had done anything, best thing is he's already a golden retriever, having him around will solve everything, from simply sitting on the counter counting brownies when he just admits randomly he's been having a crush for ages now, then blames it on Megumi for pushing him.

I ADORE him.

I feel cringe when saying those bc of how much ppl made fun of it back when I used to tell anyone 💀, I DON'T CARE 🗣️🗣️

YES YES YES LANPSNPAJODJOSJOSJAOJEOJSOJOS YOU GO GIRL IM CHEERING BEHIND YOU WITH MY SPEAKER 🔊🔊🔊🔊🔊🔊🔊

EVERYONE READING THIS? 🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻

THAT'S EVERYONE TONIGHT, COME ON, IM PUMPED INSTEAD OF U, I CANNOT WAIT FOR UR SUCCESS ARGH.

THERE WE GO ITS YOUR LIFE, WAKE UP CALLS EVERYONE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

(and I adore you EVEN MORE)

do you see it as a "desire"?

If yes, then it runs away more from you.

The void is YOU, how can you DESIRE IT TO BE IN UR HANDS WHEN IT ISSSSSSS AERHAOHD.

and it's completely fine to waver actually, what you're doing is somewhat toxic positivity, and that might help some but never for me.

ACKNOWLEDGE the negativity but don't let it affect you, you actually need to let out emotions and not let it suppress you, you sound like you were burnt off from that toxicity.

You see, shifting, void, loa, they do not say "go and be delusional and don't ever think bad!"

It simply says "be it."

Being LITERALLY means being human, of course humans can cry, they can feel doubts, just one thing, if you continue on the doubt? It'll follow.

You're completely burnt out my love, for once, I know it'll be painful, take some break, to be refreshed, and in that break? COMPLETELY be yourself and let go, had negative thoughts? Learn to see them and just pass them, not to hold them, you get me?

(AND NO, I DON'T SAY BREAKS ARE BAD, THEY DON'T HAVE ANY EFFECT ON U)

everyone can take a break, and you sound like you need it, TRULY let go and just be calmer, whenever you feel ready, try it, DON'T push yourself to affirm, whenever during the day you remember the void simply say "I have it, it's easy."

That's it.

Good luck ml, I swear, you won't ever regret not giving up.

Okay now that's gonna be a tough one.

First of all, anyone who believes in this is valid and welcome and I don't mind at all.

Personally? I don't like it, AND I DON'T KNOW MUCH ABOUT IT, I just know it is when the theory is:

"everything around you is nonsense, only your consciousness exists in your reality and what you see is a reflection of the mind."

Actually loa agrees to like 90 percent of it, but honestly, there's one difference:

Loa: everything is real, and can be changed because it's your reality and you're the master.

Solipsism: everything is fake but yourself and can be changed because it's your reality and you're the master of it.

See? Loa goes for the fact that yes, you can see things and it's actually a reflection of the mind, but in all true honesty, I don't really indulge in solipsism, but actually if you believe it in that's actually fine too! Because ngl it's like EXACTLY like loa, I just don't think everything around me is fake and it rubbed me off whenever I tried to reason with it 🧍🏻‍♀️, so I left it be and just went with loa.

STOP I BURST OUT LAUGHING I CAN'T UNSEE IT NOW 💀💀💀💀💀💀

THIS MADE ME WHEEZE

okay no you have a point here I swear now ml

(male lead 🫵🏻)

NAH I LOVE UNSERIOUS ASKS IT MAKES MY DAY

YES

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BOOOM SHAKA LAKAAAAAAAAA THAT'S JUST IT NOTHING MORE ML 😭😭😭😭😭

it's just ur body going "zzzz" and your mind going "bzzzz".

Sorry I had to pull that sh out 😔✋🏻, anyways yes, that's just it, I've seen people complicate it or whatnot, oml you can just lay back and just merely intent to enter the void and stop moving AND YOU'D BE THERE PLEASE

🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻 READ THIS AGAIN

:D

Okay so-

(inhale)

Listen ml, if something is actually your truest desire, then let me say something.

Why "desire"? Why not "I have it?"

Saying it as a desire is like you yearn to be it when you should already understand you ARE.

WE HAVE BEEN GIVEN SHIFTING AND VOID FOR US TO USE, NOT TO COMPLICATED HOW TO USE 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️

I understand I swear, when people say it's hard and whatnot, it took me a while to understand but please for the love of god my love:

yearning is the opposite of natural being. (Had to make it big for ppl to see, read that a lot of times.)

Now before anyone comes at me, yes, I know we all love our DRs and are excited, but do you understand what I mean between YEARNING and just feeling EXCITED for it?

Yearning means putting it on a pedestal, HOPING to enter instead of KNOWING you enter, you can still get excited but being desperate? Hell nah, and I know it's hard not to be desperate if your life is not good but please that's the WAY it is.

And also no it's okay ml, you're not overwhelming me I'm just helping, but please take this:

BEEEEEE the version you want to be, because after all it's you.

Think you wanna get your df and db? But the mirror is saying otherwise?

"hoe the mirror's cracked ig, and btw omg my body? FUCKING TEAAAA."

hype yourself up ml, seriously, some say it's "delusional", but at the end of the day you get the goal so where's the delusion 💀

Breaks were not made for you to think like "omg everything is wrong, I'll stop, and I'll get back on"

Breaks are more like "okay I'm tired, it's stop and see when I feel comfortable enough to stand back up."

Secondly, if you're someone with logic, think of this, actually create yourself your own manifesting method, because what is the best method If you create it for yourself?

God give me strength ☝🏻

Oml I really wanna roll away, LIKE BITCH-

(not the person who sent it obv ml, I mean the post created and that anon who asked this dumbass question) 💀

You see, the multiverse theory is real and for god's sake CIA already confirmed it, like do you need someone to come down from the sky to hand you a cloud made leaflet on how the void and shifting is all real and people have been doing it for centuries?

The multiverse theory:

A theory where there are other realities as where you had existed in the first place, let me make one thing clear with the anon who said that it's "ridiculous" how someone can have something in this reality and the other person saying "but I have it in my reality".

Which part of "my" don't u understand my guy 💀

You don't MAKE manifestation appear, manifesting already APPEARS like it was natural.

In a reality where pink hair color is very natural, it might be baffling to you, that's the meaning of "multiverse theory and how it is on nature's law."

Of course the multiverse don't work for those people who already are in a reality where shifting and the multiverse theory in itself does not exist, now let me tell u something big.

That person in front of you? Their reality is different than yours.

Now don't go saying "BUT WE ARE IN THE SAME REALITY".

FUCK NO, here's an example:

Monica and Lily again.

Lily lives her life normally in Canada, she likes cats and loves breakfasts, sometimes gets stressed out easily and hates loud noises, she thinks she'll stay the same with her face shape even when she sorta wishes her hair was longer, and she does not believe in the shifting or the multiverse theory.

Monica is her friend, she lives two houses away from Lily, and they almost pass each other everyday! And yet, Monica already manifested getting longer hair, didn't like it, cut it, then going blonde, then doing this and doing that, she loves manifesting and obviously desserts.

For Lily, things are rational.

For Monica, things are in her hands.

You see? For god's sake it's not about how someone perceived your reality, it's how YOU preview yours, will I make my mom go blonde if I think I AM blonde? No, same thing.

Now let me make it EVEN more clearer for some of y'all:

"if we all live on the same planet, how can someone’s reality be different from someone else’s? and how can the multiverse theory be real if it can’t be proven?"

first of all 💀💀💀💀

you don’t need to believe in something to leave it alone. not everything is meant to fit into your perspective of the world. if you don’t believe in the multiverse, that’s okay. but mocking others for exploring a reality beyond your limits? that’s not disbelief mf that's hot shit ego bc someone could not get their life.

now let me ask you this:

have you ever noticed how two people can live in the same room, breathe the same air, and still experience the world completely differently?

how one person can feel cursed and broken in a life someone else sees as blessed?

that’s reality. and it’s personal. always has been, your eyes DOES not see what the other sees.

reality isn’t just the physical homie it’s emotional, mental, energetic, perceptual.

you and i might walk down the same street and live in completely different worlds. not because the world changed, but because our perspective are changed.

the multiverse theory isn’t about cartoon portals and sci-fi drama — it’s about possibility.

your version doesn’t cancel out mine. it just means we’re tuned into different layers of the same universe, or even different universes altogether, you don't believe in it that's why it doesn't exist, BUT IT DOES NOT MEAN IT DOESN'T FOR OTHERSSSSSSS.

so if i believe in realities where natural red eyes exist, or where desires manifest instantly, or where timelines bend to thought that’s my business. and in my universe? it’s real mf.

so instead of laughing at the multiverse theory because it doesn’t look like truth to you, ask yourself this:

what are you so afraid of losing if other people’s realities don’t match your own, bro get your life, we understand you're frustrated.

hope I made sense 💀