I wish there was an off switch for these shitty feelings.. I can temporarily numb it but when I feel it it’s worse than before.. I wish I didn’t feel these feelings
Fast-forward 8 years.. I learned to shut off my feelings it's a blessing but mostly a curse.. sometimes it's harder to turn something back on when shut off and when you do after so long it's hard to deal with those emotions.. emotions suck but they are definitely necessary. I wish I could warn my younger self.....