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Hopeless Romantic

@hlizr50

Writes and draws because of it.

Alright, y'all. We gotta have a conversation.

I need y'all to be so for real. Does the fandom have any concept of the real world? Don't get me wrong, I'm all for dissociating bc this place is TRASH, but let's get down to the harsh reality.

To think for even one fraction of a second that an ENTIRE PUBLISHING COMPANY would schedule their trading update on a particular day because of ONE minor character who appears in 4.5 books out of their entire library is legitimately bonkers. These are EXECUTIVES. Half of them, at least, probably don't know who Elain Archeron is. And they definitely don't care, especially when they're about to report on the state of their business. The date is arbitrary. It just happens to be the second or third week in March because of how the business runs.

The only reason to think we might get any sort of announcement at all is the fact that we got a HOFAS announcement on the day of their trading update on March of 2023. But I would advise you don't count on that, either. There has been zero indication that we should expect to see anything at all.

I guess I could start doom scrolling here again.

Oh lord.

Sometime in the middle of last year, I became aware of these beautiful illustrated covers for the Polish print of the Off-Campus series by Elle Kennedy. And I thought to myself, “Self, you should replicate these for your friend headcanonheadcase’s ACOTAR AU fanfic series based on the Off-Campus series, Velaris U.”

So I did!

You can follow my art account on Instagram here! It doesn’t get a TON of action, but I’m hoping to work toward doing art with a bit more regularity!

The Bargain

The Hit

The Shot

The Choice

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Day Twenty-Three - I Know What You Need by @hlizr50

Kama Sutra Position(s): The Forced Gaze

Summary: Gwyn has always been an incredibly capable female — strong, intelligent, determined. But sometimes even the strongest people need space to be vulnerable and unburdened.

Azriel knows just what she needs

My final smut of the year! It's been so fun participating in this fandom escapade!

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Day Sixteen - Deep by @hlizr50

Kama Sutra Position(s):  The Buffet

Summary:

Gwyn is incensed that Azriel is away, and she’s running out of erotic holiday reading to occupy her time in his absence.

So she’s been teasing him while he’s away. But what happens when he shows up a day early?

I'm back with another salacious holiday gift!

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Hi!

I know this is very random, but I love your 2023 AO3 Wrapped graphic and was wondering if you were going to do one for 2024 because my friends and I love to play these sort of tag games (and one of my friends specifically asked me to tag her in any ao3 wrapped tags/games) and I would love to be able to share this with her and with my mutuals (with credit to you, obviously).

No pressure to answer, of course, I was just curious

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Oh, I completely forgot about this!

Here's the 2024 version. Please @ if/when you use this version. I love to see everyone's stats. <3

For anyone else wanting to do this, to find your own stats:

  • Go to your ao3 dashboard
  • Select “Statistics”
  • Click on the “2024” button
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I'm going to wait until I finish posting the advent calendar, but I really like how neat the graphic is, so I'm sharing it for everyone who wants to do it, too!

Sharing this for all my fandom friends!

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Day Six - The Songbird in the Mirror by @hlizr50

Kama Sutra Position(s): The Bird

Summary:

Azriel surprises Gwyn by returning home a day early from his latest mission and wants to show her just how much he missed her. Little does she know, she’ll also be watching a show ;)

Welcome to my first dirty deed of the month ;)

ISO: new fandoms. Requirements below:

  • Members do not act like they know the characters better than the person who literally created said characters.
  • Members do not take it upon themselves to criticize TV/movie casting decisions where the creator of applicable characters was deeply involved (see above point).
  • Members do no threaten or wish death or bodily harm to other members, their families, or friends.

I offer fanfiction and fanart in return for acceptance... the fic is better than the art, but I'm working on it.

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If you ever wanted to give someone a visual representation of how art is subjective, just show them this:

But also, if you're going to leave a negative comment on a fic, just save yourself the time and effort and... don't?

Anyway @sadiegirl2021 is a delight.

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Writing tag game by @bonecarversbestie !

Describe your writing process from idea to posting/publishing?

I have a notes app called EasyNotes where I jot down all my ideas as I get them; bits of dialogue I think would work in a fic, interactions between characters (which always come to me just as I'm about to drift off to sleep) and very, very rough outlines of chapters.

Then, I'll word vomit onto a doc and copy in any notes I had.

Because I'm better at dialogue than describing the scene, I'll write out all of that first and then work from there to flesh it out. Like starting with the skeleton.

Once I have the first draft done, I start my editing process. I go paragraph by paragraph correcting spelling and grammar (I have a Chrome extension called LanguageTool), and then I play the whole chapter through another Chrome extension called Read Aloud. Because of my ADHD, it can be difficult to catch all my errors by reading alone, so hearing it out loud helps A LOT! Would recommend it. (Although the voices used are hilarious. Hearing your smut scene's read out by a monotone robot is slightly traumatising 😂)

Once I'm happy with a paragraph, I will add HTML coding to it - the <p> tag. In my head, it's just the easiest way to mark that a paragraph is complete. If I'm still not sure about a sentence or paragraph, I will mark it in red to rework. I also add all my <i> tags as I'm writing, so I don't forget about them later!

I realise I'm doing too much! But, I quite enjoy the editing process.

Once I get a chapter or One Shot uploaded, I try my best not to read it again so I'm not continuously making little changes.

Are you a plotter or a pantser?

I want to be a plotter SO BAD! I've got Excel sheets, multiple docs with outlines, plot points, and a solid plan. And then boom! The characters run off like a crazed toddler in the opposite direction, and all I can do is follow. So… I guess I'm a pantser!

What do you listen to when you are writing?

I have multiple Spotify playlists depending on the mood of the fic/chapter I'm writing. If I need to write emotional scenes, I'll put on some heartbreaking Emo songs from 2006! Or, if my energy drops while writing, I'll switch to 90s pop. Generally, though, I just listen to instrumental music. One of my fav playlists is this one.

What’s your drink of choice (while writing)?

Water. I am booooooring. It is sparkling, though!

Promote yourself! What’s your favourite thing you’ve written?

I think it's Hot Girl Summer. This was supposed to be a little funny, 5-10 chapter fic that wasn't serious. And it has spiralled into a multi POV, 40-chapter story with so much plot! I'm loving the process, though. And I think I will definitely have to get it bound when it's all done.

Share a fic of yours that you think is underrated/deserves more love.

I'm going to say Hot Girl Summer too. I think a lot of people aren't as interested in stories that follow both Gwynriel and Elucien (and sometimes E/riel or another pairing with their favourite characters) at the same time. I haven't seen many fics that do it, but they’re some of my favourites in the fandom, and I’m so happy to add to that list. If you're hesitant, I highly recommend giving them a try!

My favs are:

A Court of Vision and Bloom (by studentwriter666)

Do you have any advice for new writers?

First of all, just do it! It took me 33 years to build the confidence to try. For most of my life, I didn't think I was good enough to write, even though I had so many stories to tell. In my 20s, I probably wouldn’t have had the confidence to take the plunge. Writing opens you up to criticism (which I hate!), but I’m forever grateful that 99.9% of my readers have only ever been incredibly supportive and encouraging.

Don’t be afraid to use tools that help you. I know my limitations with ADHD, so I created a process that works for me. Everyone has a different method, and the right one is whatever works for you.

Finally, finding a community of like-minded people makes the whole process a lot more fun. I love helping others develop fic ideas or beta-reading for them, and appreciate all the support they give me. It really motivates me to keep writing.

What is a writing style/technique that others do really well that you'd like to get better at?

Flow and angst! I'm really working on improving these areas in my writing. I'm quite impatient and tend to rush through the plot rather than building up tension. I know I need to slow down and let the story breathe, but it's so hard! I just want my characters to kiss within the first 5 seconds 😂

Is there a character you were surprised you enjoyed writing as much as you did?

Eris Vanserra!

Gods, I love torturing this man! I've redeemed him so much in my fic that I'll be heartbroken if he truly turns out to be just a dickhead in the canon ACOTAR world!

Thank you for tagging me @olenvasynyt

Writing tag game by @bonecarversbestie !

Describe your writing process from idea to posting/publishing?

If I have an idea that I cannot stop thinking about, I immediately scream it at a few of my other fanfic author friends. I workshop a LOT with @mystical-blaise. If it's something small, I might just start writing after that.

If it's a big idea, I'll start planning. Typically my plot points come to me in little movie snippets in my brain, so I know which big (typically painful) scenes I NEED to have, and then build out after that. I also use those if I'm struggling with writing. For example, the first thing I wrote for Verzavar Haz was the end of chapter 15 (iykyk).

I go between writing by hand or typing my first draft. I'm not good at sprinting and tend to edit as I go. Writing by hand allows me to do a pretty thorough edit as I type it into Google Docs, but writing a novel-length fic by hand is... a lot. I think I wrote ~25 chapters of The Raven and the Songbird by hand. Conversely, I wrote all of VH in docs and had beta readers.

For the vast majority of my work, I haven't used beta readers - mostly because I'm very rejection sensitive and even the slightest bit of constructive criticism has a high probability of sending me into a tailspin of self-loathing and feeling like I'm an utter failure. Is it unreasonable? Absolutely. Is it real? Also yes.

What I ALWAYS do is read EVERYTHING out loud before I publish it. It helps me catch repeated words and makes me read through everything without skipping. It's really helpful for spelling mistakes. And, I'll be honest, I'm reading in full audiobook narrator mode - voices and everything. Too bad you'll never hear it.

For Verzavar Haz, I had beta readers, because my goal for that fic was to be the top Crescent City fic. Did I achieve my goal? No. But I learned a lot by having beta readers - namely that I don't suck just because someone had some suggestions for me. And it is the highlight of my writing career thus far.

I don't do anything fancy when I post to AO3. HTML? Don't know her. I literally copy and paste the text. It's a pain when my docs on my iPad doesn't copy over italics...

Are you a plotter or a pantser?

Yes.

I'm a plotter if it's big. Or if I'm trying to create something with a full arc. Once I'm plotted, I'll definitely go off the rails. But I DO plot first. And I have certain non-negotiable scenes that I know MUST be there.

What do you listen to when you are writing?

I am NEVER consistent, but when I wrote VH I listened to a couple RuhnLidia and Gwynriel playlists on Spotify. I should get back to that, because I do think that helped with my productivity. A lot of time I have sports or TV on in the background, which isn't particularly conducive.

What’s your drink of choice (while writing)?

Ummmm probably water or Celsius.

Promote yourself! What’s your favourite thing you’ve written?

Verzavar Haz is my magnum opus. I wrote this after House of Sky and Breath broke my brain, and it is by far the best thing I've ever created. Read the trigger warnings, and HEAR ME when I say that my motto is "the worse the hurt, the better the comfort". But if you stick with it, I think it's pretty great. You know, if I do say so, myself.

Share a fic of yours that you think is underrated/deserves more love.

By Death or Decree is a canon-divergent From Blood and Ash fic. I've lost my love for the FBAA series and universe, and I worked hard to have this fic out before The War of Two Queens was released. I wanted that, because I knew that after TWOTQ we would all know, for sure, that Malik wasn't the cruel creature that I thought would have been MUCH more compelling.

BDOD explores the possibility of Poppy being married to Malik as the Blood Crown had intended, and Casteel coming face-to-face with them again in Atlantia.

Again, check the content warnings (see a theme here?)

Do you have any advice for new writers?

Don't be afraid to write dark things. I learned this from the author of Savage Lands, and it's what gave me the courage to write Verzavar Haz. The reality of the world is that it is often ugly and cruel, and you shouldn't feel afraid to write about it.

Make sure you include content warnings, when you do.

What is a writing style/technique that others do really well that you'd like to get better at?

Prose and scene setting. I don't consider myself a particularly gifted weaver of stories. My writing, though rarely first-person, is VERY internal. I struggle with giving descriptions of people and places. I'd love to get better at being able to illustrate for my readers.

Is there a character you were surprised you enjoyed writing as much as you did?

Pollux Antonius.

This is just another instance of me asking, "WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!" But there's something about making someone just the ABSOLUTE WORST. Pollux was the definition of diabolical and evil when I wrote him for VH, and I find myself intrigued when other bad guys do or intend to do the most horrendous, soul-shattering things. I'm here to break everyone so I can piece them back together.

Thank you for the tag, @sadiegirl2021!!

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Booksnwriting you are almost 30 years old spending your friday night ranting about why a man who was literally forced to have sex for basic rights “wasn’t raped” all for 4 likes on tumblr. You are the epitome of a loser grow the fuck up.

Anyways

Look, I don't normally like to, you know, point out people directly, but holy fucking shit. Rhys wasn't raped? And apparently, sex workers can't be victims of assault? Trying to LIKEN HIS ABUSE to sex work? What an absolutely hideous take that this pretentious bitch tries to justify with CaNoN to back her up?! Sorry not sorry, your takes are absolute trash. I already knew from theories this girl was batshit crazy but dear god. Isn't it time we cancel this nutjob? Straight to fandom jail.

i will say, I do love that this is one point and one person where all Elriels, Gwynriels, and Eluciens can ban together to, you know, ban.

TW: SA and coerced consent

Imagine saying this shit as a Gwynriel "stan."

Imagine a canon alteration, where they put a sword to Catrin's neck and Gwyn agreed to do whatever the men wanted to save Catrin's life.

Imagine saying that, since she "agreed", that makes her a sex worker or a sugar baby (f*cking disgusting) with her PAYMENT being her sister's life. Since she "agreed", that wasn't SA.

BECAUSE THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT THIS IS SAYING. I cannot begin to fathom that people exist in the world who think like this.

Imagine the harm that this absolutely deplorable take does to survivors. People who had to make impossible choices to save their lives or the lives of others. I can't even find the right words to begin to explain it.

Booksnwriting deserves to be bullied out of the fandom and off the internet. We don't want you here.

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