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♡ 𝔄|𝔑: So my bunnies, this is what you've all been waiting for. We're starting this year with a new universe and something completely unique and fresh. This is my special gift to you sugar babies, so stock up on fresh panties and your favourite toys, because Pink Star Productions is presenting its new film

♡ ℌ𝔬𝔩𝔶 𝔅𝔲𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔢𝔰 𝔗𝔞𝔤 𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱 at the end of the post.

♡ ℌ𝔬𝔩𝔶 𝔅𝔦𝔟𝔩𝔶 𝔐𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱 - check for more

𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖗𝖊𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖊𝖑𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖉 - Your love makes all this possible

𝐒𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐩

Oh, bunny, I miss you too, but I need some time to get back into my regular routine of posting and rebuilding our kinky bunny ecosystem on the blog. I'm not promising anything, but maybe, just maybe, I'll do an unholy hour post this weekend. I don't want to rush it, as I've already told you I'm a bit wary of rude comments and reactions, but we'll get on with it anyway.

Actually, my birthday was yesterday and I had a very fancy dinner with my family (I'll attach some photos of the amazing meal) and as for celebrating, this year I'm planning a bohemian dinner at an Italian restaurant with friends and a trip to the theatre.

I know it's extremely unusual for my age, but I absolutely love classical art and think it's one of the most wonderful ways to spend your time.

So, bunnies, it's been a very tense and stressful week for all of us, but now that it's finally over (even though I've been on a real psychological rollercoaster), I'd like to sum it up.

First of all, I'm very grateful for all the support I've received, both from my bunnies and from writers in other fandoms, as well as from the entire Tumblr platform in general. I've seen all your messages in the inbox and DM, but as there are so many of them I can't answer them all at once, sorry about that, I'll definitely try to answer everyone who wrote to me.

Secondly, I'll try not to delay my return to publishing, but I'll do it slowly and carefully, as I'm still afraid of negative reactions. But I think we'll soon be back to the blog's usual mode of operation.

Thirdly, I am well now and my emotional and psychological state has returned to a certain normality.

And to end this post on a pleasant and positive note, I would like to show you my new charming pet, if I may say so. Namely, the sweetest little golden royal pineapple, nicknamed Goldie, who now lives proudly and honourably in my apartment.

Warning: Sensitive topics, cyberbullying, harassment, insults, veiled threats, themes of d*ath, slander and insults

Hello everyone, sorry to bother you again, but it seems that malicious rumors and slander about me continue to spread, so I would like to provide some public evidence so that you can see the situation from my side.

I already contacted you a few days ago, in this post, I also asked to stop the bullying and contact me in several more posts 1, 2, 3

But still, it doesn't seem to work. So, I wanted to show you some of the things that my followers and I are currently facing. And also, I wanted to show you the comments on my "controversial and offensive" posts that were left by one of my most loyal followers, and also a person who until recently I considered my friend wisejudgedragonhairdo

I don't want to say anything more, and will leave all the information for your consideration. Thank you.

Hi bunnies, I talked about this yesterday, I don't want to bring it up again but it seems like people just can't stop and keep lighting fires. What confuses me the most is that they monitor my every post and action, it's really scary, it's some kind of unhealthy obsession and I can't understand what it's all about as I'm being accused of stalking and inflicting emotional and psychological trauma, but they all literally live on my blog.

Sorry if that sounds rude, but this is almost yandere behaviour. Please move on with your own lives. Do you really enjoy spreading hate? You call yourselves "protectors", adults, proper and well-behaved people, but literally everyone from my legal department who helps me in this situation is literally shocked by the messages you send me. It's almost a form of stalking.

I have never touched you, I have never followed your blogs or existed in your ecosystem, I have never written anything specifically for you, I have never been interested in communicating with you, and so on. Leave me alone, go about your life, drink some tea, go for a walk, read a book or whatever. Live an elegant life that you are not ashamed of.

And now that I have met such people, I understand why many authors stop writing and leave the platform and the fandom, it's too toxic to be calmly surrounded by such people who wish you, and I quote, "I hope you spit out your guts". Or do you think that any of the idols, not only in our fandom but in general, will appreciate such behaviour from fans? You are literally forcing people to stop supporting groups because of such negativity.

Now I want to say that I am very grateful for all the support and understanding I have received from both my subscribers and people who are new to my blog.

I am so sorry that you have had to go through all of this, so I would like to apologise for the fact that you have had to see all of this and deal with so much negative and humiliating information.

I am ashamed that my safe and comfortable environment has suddenly turned into a real battleground, fuelled by people who do not know me or my blog at all, and who are basing their conclusions on someone else's words and unfounded accusations.

You are right, it is not easy, at the moment I have over 100 malicious messages in my inbox, ranging from personal death wishes for me and even my cats, to the most disgusting and horrible insults I have ever heard in my life.

I have asked several times to leave me and my blog alone, but people persist in sowing chaos, hatred and malice, so I will warn you one last time, otherwise the whole internet, and not just Tumblr, will find out about this channel. All platforms that have any influence in the K-pop community will find out your names and real ages.

During the investigation, I managed to find out not only the names of the aggressive and malicious users, but also their real ages, among which, beware, there are several minors.

Also, my legal department provided me with complete information about the term and the concept of "r*pe", both in medical and legal terms, and to return to my earlier words, if you do not understand the terms you are operating with, go and familiarise yourself with the information, it is publicly available and free.

As this is a very sensitive subject, I don't want to go into it or give a detailed explanation in my blog, so I'm going to talk about it minimally and in a short post with warnings.

I want to end this now, while we can still part on a positive note and go on with our own lives without any crossover. I don't want to get involved with you, it's just childish and stupid behaviour, it's an inappropriate and unhealthy fixation. Otherwise, every anonymous post will be published with the username of the user who sent it to me, and then your own moment of "glory" will come. Someone once said that karma always pays in full, and it's true.

I hope I have made my point and this will be my last post on this subject. And if I get an anonymous "I'm not afraid of you bitch" after this, I'll see what you say when everyone sees who you are.

That's all.

Oh, Bunny, honestly, I plan to get back to you as soon as possible. The thing that upsets me the most is that I won't be able to do all the things I had planned for next week.

As April is a special month for me, and not just me, I wanted to make it the most memorable for all the bunnies on the blog.

I planned to post an unholy hour every day until Sunday and to release my new full-length at the end of the week, especially since I did it in one of the most magnificent and luxurious universes on my blog - Million Dollar Men.

I would also like to return to my usual schedule of 2 full-lengths a month, as I have so many drafts and ideas in my head that need to be put somewhere.

Oh, we definitely miss this, beautiful white energy and positive vibes.

I hope to get some positive energy and release all the stress that has accumulated this week at the upcoming hair treatment this Friday. I also want to order a sound bowl for meditation and incense.

And how do you usually relax and charge yourself with positive energy, bunnies?

And one more thing I would like to say today, and I hope to close this topic once and for all, and we will continue to chat, bunnies, about our naughty things.

Firstly, unfortunately, many people have a protagonist complex and an inflated ego, and we are not just talking about the situation I found myself in, but the fact that I received many DMs from other writers who had the same problem.

Please do not contact such people, because you will not prove anything to them. Do not write to their inbox, do not look at their blogs, do not communicate with them, do not stroke their ego any more. All the situations they create are aimed at creating conflict, such people can also be called internet vampires.

And with this in mind, I would like to tell anyone who has found themselves in such a situation that you can contact the Tumblr administration with offensive and negative statements, stalking, harassment and other things. Like I did. I shared the evidence and received support from the platform.

It turns out that any anonymous malicious comment can be tracked. Give the information to the administrators and they will trace the username so you can file a complaint against them.

And yes, all of you who have wished me death, insulted and humiliated me in anonymous messages, I know who you are.

So to all the victims of malicious, hateful posts or messages, know that you have legal protection, do not stoop to their level and do not engage in dialogue with them, it will only traumatise you more.

And speaking of our blog, let's spread more positivity. Beautiful hearts can be seen from a mile away - be beautiful on the outside as well as the inside.

So, yesterday we talked about me, and today we will discuss with you such a topic as triggers. This is my personal opinion, you may agree or not, we are just discussing this in light of recent events. I just want to clarify my attitude to this issue.

Let's start with the first:

Few people know this, but I am a crazy arachnophobe. And when I say crazy, I mean it, and I say it to explain how triggers work.

If you were to ask me to explain the horror I feel at the sight of these creatures, it is simply inexplicable. I get real panic attacks even from pictures or videos of these creatures. This thing complicates my life more than you can imagine.

I wet clean every night. Before I enter a hotel room or any unknown place where I will be staying for some time, I ask to have it checked for arachnids first. My friends clean their house before I go in to remove any possible hints of spider webs or arachnids. Photos, videos, words, anything that has to do with these things causes horror.

Knowing the reaction these creatures cause in me, I avoid any content related to them. Anything. My mother even had to cover up the pages of encyclopaedias so that I don't accidentally see it when she's taking notes or reading some biology articles. So you can understand how much this subject bothers me?

Accordingly, I avoid any, even the slightest, encounter with it. If I know what I'm about to encounter, I immediately refuse to talk about it.

I say this to make my point, my trigger is not related to the sexual context, but that is what triggers my panic attack. But it would be strange if I went on a witch hunt because I encountered it in the text of this or that book, or wrote a post about a programme about the jungle with scenes related to spiders, and when all my friends went on holiday to Australia, I was the only one who refused to go because I knew in advance what I might encounter.

And what I'm getting at is that if, God forbid, you've experienced some kind of trauma or unpleasant incident in a sexual context, you understand what could provoke you.

With this in mind, I cannot understand people who, having had this experience and knowing their sore spots, start to read a story with warnings such as: choking, humiliation, manhandling, explicit sexual content, explicit language, dacryphilia, humiliation, rough sex, power play and more.

Just by seeing all this, you are consciously agreeing to dark and rather intense content. And this is not just about one word. These warnings are enough to understand what is to come.

I want to go into three of them in more detail: choking, dacryphilia, manhandling.

Now explain to me how, after a person has read these warnings, after and if, God forbid, there ever was an unpleasant and traumatic sexual experience, you consciously continues reading the story? What do you hope to get out of it? You are consciously subjecting yourself to emotional and psychological abuse. And after that, you say that you are not happy with some word in a text of 10k text, more than 8k of which is a sex scene that includes these warnings?

But what worries me most is that in the two years that my story has been out, not a single person has contacted me to say that something in the text made them feel uncomfortable or triggered them.

So it's been two years, and you're only now saying something doesn't suit you? Isn't it easier to just say so?

To come back to the fact that I always ask for feedback. If you read a particular story after it has been published, you should tell me about it immediately so that I can make changes to the text. But judging by the reaction of my readers, followers, messages in my inbox, comments, reblogs and the number of likes, no one was injured or stressed at the time of publication.

This is why I always say that by clicking the "read more" button after reading these warnings, you are shifting all responsibility for your emotional and psychological state onto yourself.

As I have said before, having had a traumatic experience with arachnids, I will never in my life and under any circumstances get involved with anything related to them.

I would like to draw attention to such comments so that everyone can file a complaint for insult. These are not my screenshots, these are what my followers send me. These users are potentially aggressive and harmful, please beware of them. But, at the same time, refrain from any insults on their pages. People like them are literally waiting to start a scandal.

I think it's extremely low to stoop to humiliating and insulting users and the author. These comments imply that 5k followers of my blog are mentally ill. I do not accept this towards people in general, not just my followers, it goes beyond the bounds of normal adequate behavior. In no post of mine have I humiliated these users with a single word, but they seem to live in their own universe. I am a member of two of the largest writer networks on Tumblr, the admins check my work before reblogging, they highlight tags and other information. Also, someone is talking about sexualization, and I want to ask, first of all, don't all writers do this when they consciously write stories like this? Don't fans sexualize male idols by depicting them in fan art with pussies or in sexual positions? Aren't fans into excessive feminization or age shifting (I'm talking about critical age play with childish elements) and other things? But according to these users, it's all my fault. It's unhealthy, toxic behavior.

I also want to remind everyone that these users left enthusiastic comments under my posts, praising my stories and reblogged them. Duplicity is rampant.

Warning: Sensitive topics, cyberbullying, harassment, insults, veiled threats

Good afternoon everyone, I'd like to ask for a minute of your time as I'd like to raise an important issue about cyberbullying and malicious attacks on writers with large audiences, as well as the spread of slander, libel, and so on.

My name is Valerie, but on Tumblr you may know me as Holy Bible, the author of stories such as Crazy Form, Pink Star Presents, My Little Empress and many more.

I'm on my third day of being bullied by user moilele, and also on my second day of being bullied by user wisejudgedragonhairdo, who together have been bullying my blog and me.

You can read about the whole situation on my blog, or contact me personally as there's quite a lot of information.

I had not originally planned to take this beyond the blog, but due to the large number of aggressive comments and inboxes, as well as the continued spread of slander and persecution, I want to make this public so that anyone who has ever experienced something similar will not be afraid to speak out to a wider audience.

At this point, the situation has gotten so out of control that I have had to contact Tumblr's legal department and appeal to the letter of the law for spreading slander, bullying, insults, harassment and so on. So I hope that you can take a sober and unbiased look at this situation and put an end to the spreading of rumours.

I am a respected author who is a member of several writers' networks (whose administrators check the content before reblogging to the network), an author with a large audience of over 5k followers, and simply a person who, in the two years of this blog's existence, has never stooped to insulting anyone, humiliating anyone, calling on his followers to spread hatred, and other such things.

After several requests to leave me alone, to block my blog and to live his life, the user moilele continues to follow my blog, to leave hate comments, to spread lies and to encourage others to do the same.

Her attacks forced me to partially show my passport to prove my innocence, and also to file several complaints with the Tumblr administration, who in turn, after reviewing all the evidence, aggression, harassment, etc., unilaterally decided to block this user.

I would like to note that Tumblr did this on their own, after reviewing the confirmations. Nevertheless, the author continues to monitor my page, comment on my posts, tag me in her offensive, degrading posts, and accuse me of ruining her life, considering that

I did not even know about the existence of this user and her blog moilele until yesterday, and yesterday I repeatedly asked her to move on and not touch me, but the situation continues to escalate. At the moment I don't feel safe on my own blog as the messages in the inbox etc. have turned into real threats and malicious complaints.

I want people to be able to see my side and not draw conclusions based on lies and insults. I have proof, screenshots of posts, messages, attacks in my inbox.

This is a completely abnormal situation, a person who is a complete stranger to me offering me to rot in hell and d*e , curses me and publicly insults me and many other unpleasant things that she thinks are right.

I have already written about my position and a more detailed explanation in this post.

It's not that I want to protect my blog (even though it's my brainchild and I've put a lot of time and effort into it), I want to protect myself, my friends who are also being insulted, my followers, and I want them to stop spreading lies about me and my blog.

At this point, I had to resort to the letter of the law, which I warned in my post, that if the bullying continues, I will file a formal complaint for emotional abuse, harassment, cyberbullying, etc. Also, all malicious comments and "anonymous" messages have been forwarded to the Tumblr administration.

If you see posts that are aggressive and humiliating to my blog and my dignity, please do not encourage the spread of this information. If you have also experienced intentional bullying or similar, please contact me, you are not alone. Don't tolerate bullying and insults from people you don't know on the internet, take care of yourself and your emotional and mental state.

Thank you for your attention.

I think it's just banal envy, that's all. Although, again, I don't understand what to envy?

I write my own stories, I edit them myself, I make my own banners, it's not someone else's merit, it's the effort, love and care that I put into creating content.

If you want your stories to be popular, work on them. The same goes for blog design, communication with followers and so on. There is nothing supernatural about it.

I always say that all change starts with you. And who you are on the inside is who you are on the outside.

I am used to working hard to get a result, trying to do it myself, not trying to cash in on someone else's name.

These accusations will not change my talent for writing, they will not change me and my life. These vile, dirty words won't change the fact that I'm good at what I do.

They just want to have it all at once at the expense of others. That's all.

Baby, leave them alone. Seriously, bunnies, please don't waste your precious time on something so insignificant. God, people don't know how to cope with themselves. He asks to leave her alone, talks about some victory, wishes for me to rot in hell.

I didn't even know about this blog until yesterday, and now all the Tumblr users think I'm a crazy maniac or something worse.

Like I said, let them eat their own kindness. This is childish behavior, completely immature. How can you take a person seriously when she asks to leave her alone, but sends you messages in your inbox, comments on every post, etc.

I expressed my point of view, that's all. And I want to note that I have never stooped to insults in my posts. So my question is, who of us is bullying whom?

And so here is the culprit of this whole thing with the cult, right? Well, hello.

Actually, I'm not angry, I can take a joke, but really, what nonsense. As I said, I will take legal action, I have already contacted the Tumblr administration and we are discussing the application of measures to these users, you all do not need this negativity. Look, they are deliberately provoking you to quarrel. There is no need to do this, really, such aggressive, rude and offensive people are not worth your attention.

Instead, reread one of my unholy hours or Little Empress. The funniest thing in this situation is that they accuse me of causing them immeasurable trauma, but at the same time they track my every post and message.

Is this normal behavior? This is a strange fixation.

Bunnies, I want to bring this up one last time and close it once and for all.

Let people choke on their own goodness. If they want to swim in their own shit, let them.

It's funny, really, they started to curse and hex me, of course the war in my country is no excuse, because if a person continues to earn and live in such conditions, then he is a nobody and so on.

Let people think I am a cult leader, a dominatrix and so on, just leave them alone and let my lawyers sort it out. At this point, this already looks like absolute stalking, slander and defamation, deliberate, aggressive cyberbullying, and I will silently watch how the situation develops after the application of legal measures.

Don't touch her, don't pay attention, just walk by, you don't need all this poison.