some info:

 ❥ sometimes I post adult material with the label "adult material" or spoilers and alerts

 ❥  because of the language barrier and concentration problems, I don't fully understand some of the nuances of tumblr

 ❥ I have a very low social battery. If I don't reply to you for a long time, it's not because I don't like you... I read all your tags and reposts and each one makes my heart a few degrees warmer!

you definitely can send me drawing and fic requests, but here are a few rules:

 ★ I like Chandler as a character, but I don't like chansaw

 ★ requests and prompts for jdonica fics are always welcome! (and I'm a big fan of tumblr prompts)

 ★ requests for art with other fandoms are drawn last but I do them anyway

Heathers' beach episode

my girlfriend and I are on holiday, so I'm looking forward to the sea, the beach and finally some relaxation~~~

Experiments with a style, again

I'm so tired I just can't do full art, just smth a little sketchy

new chapter of RFU here

yeah, I'm trying to speed up

literally they

my baby girl

Here ;3 Ronnie with toothgap and wearing JD's trenchcoat

Beauty and the Beast

Tw: vent post

I know I've said this before, but... well, I have a huge problem with anger. When I can't do something, I get angry. When I can't fix something, I get angry. When the art doesn't work, I get angry. If I can't find the right words for a fic, I get angry. When something is out of my control - I try to find a solution, fail, and get angry again.

I get angry and hurt myself, as if that would solve anything. But I only make myself feel worse, so I get caught in an endless loop of self-loathing. I hate everything, everyone, and most of all, I hate myself. The only person who can get me out of this loop is my girlfriend. I don't know what i'd do without her

I've tried drug therapy, but I always stop taking the pills: sometimes because of my own stupidity, sometimes because of the side effects, sometimes becouse of both

And, well, now I'm going through it again

But that's normal, i guess. The urge to quit will always be strong, and you'll always be on the verge of quitting. Well, in my experience ofc. You will want to go back to a familiar state, bad but familiar. I used to hate myself for it, but I gave up and quit anyway

I don't know if I'll stop hating myself for being weak and stupid and angry and etc, but I know I'll have the strength to start treating again. Maybe next time I'll do it better

For now I'm just tired

I'm not sure I like this drawing, but I've been working on it for so long I'm going to post it anyway

Scars

I have no inspiration right now (periods, yk), so i just making doodle

new chapter of RFU

...in which Veronica comes up with a plan

>> here

can't stop thinking about somewhat similarity of their stories

I'm in love with every woman in this movie, swear to god

gift for my mutual frim tg channel

I have a new headcanon for JD's appearance. It will be used in new fics and drawings. In one of the fights in his early teens, he got an eye injury. After that, his pupil stopped narrowing and stayed wide, almost black. Aside from the fact that he now looks strange with one yellow-light eye and a second almost black eye, JD also began to see worse in bright light, preferring semi-darkness. He also now sees the world through a blue filter. (yes, that's a Bowie reference)