Pinned
✧₊⁺ perce. 25. not spoiler free. occasional self ship talk.
⚠︎ 18+ and dark content (incest/stepcest, non/dub con, kidnapping, underage, coercion etc.) appears on this page, as well as aged up characters. this is your warning.
⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏| about | tags | rules | masterlist |
✧₊⁺ header template: @/danesdehaan | icon credit: @/eulbhitomi (twt) | graphics are my own unless stated otherwise.
͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏⠀⠀ ͏͏͏͏͏on goodbyes.
i've been thinking about this for a while and it feels like the right choice for me, but i'm going to be leaving this blog and probably writing in general. i just don't feel happy anymore and that joy that i used to experience being here has shifted into guilt and leads me into depression.
it feels a bit silly to write this all out in all honesty, but i hate the idea of never explaining my absence. similar to my old blog, icepip will stay up as an archive so that what i've posted isn't lost, but it won't be updated anymore. i apologize for all the asks i've left unanswered, for all the stories i said i would write and share. it wasn't my intention but i simply can't continue to write.
i've never thought that i was good at writing but the need to express my ideas outweighed that lack of confidence. i wrote because i thought my ideas were worth sharing, even if it didn't sound the best. now, the scales have shifted too much and i can't find the drive to even try to put words on the screen. i just get stressed and upset and convince myself that it's not worth it. and that has gotten far too tiring for me to deal with.
logging in and seeing my mutuals and others i follow post and write and share, it fills me with such guilt that i can't be like that, too. i don't have the energy to read, i don't have the energy to engage. instead of getting inspired by others like i used to, i find myself slipping into depressive spirals.
i truly wish that i could write or even just simply exist here but it hurts to try to. i hope one day, i'll be proven wrong and i can come back, that the idea of being here doesn't make me want to cry. that i'll be able to write and share again. but i'm not going to hold my breath for it. i know myself too well, i know i give up and move on far too easily and i fear that this is what's happening now.
but thank you to everyone who was nice to me. who supported me and commented and reblogged my posts. who sent asks and engaged with me. thank you for bringing me joy and making me feel like i belonged. i truly, truly, appreciate everything you did.
and i'm sorry for everything i left unfinished, but i hope that if you followed me — whether for a short or a long time — that you enjoyed your time here. maybe one day our paths will cross again.
NSFW!!!!!
HE IS SOOO HOOTTT
꒰ FLESH OF MY FLESH; BLOOD OF MY BLOOD ꒱ KAMO CHOSO X READER — ft. itadori yuuji
warnings ⟢ dead dove: do not eat. minors do not interact—i will block you! incest. yandere elements. implied drugging. noncon. slight forced feminization (choso uses “sister” and she/her pronouns to refer to reader, but reader is nb). religious imagery. reader is yuuji’s twin, but no physical descriptors are used. reader has a vagina.
word count ⟢ 963
notes ⟢ this is part of @ficsforgaza’s kinktober event! my prompt was choso + incest. i have an au with big brother choso and twins yuuji and reader, so this was the perfect opportunity to explore their dynamic. a huge thank you to my dearest lexi—@drleggman—for requesting this (and for allowing me to go full degenerate) <3
“Yuu…” “Yuu…ji…” “Yuuji…”
Your twin’s name ambles from your petal-soft lips, voice laden with slumber, muted snores drifting through the gaps. The bedroom you share is swathed in midnight’s gloom; moonbeams peek through the cheap apartment blinds, luminous stripes cutting across the men huddled above your nude figure.
“Our baby sister seems to be having sweet dreams,” Choso states, mouth reluctantly detaching from your nipple, a silvery thread of spider silk connecting his lips to your tender flesh. “She’s naughty, though—calling out to you when I’m the one pleasuring her.”
Choso removes two thick digits from your weeping hole, examining the twitch of your jaw as he strums your clit with calloused fingertips. He experimentally increases the speed and pressure of his caresses, humming when you let out a whimper. As your breath grows heavier and your eyes flicker and dance beneath your lids, he pauses to smear your slick across your pubic hair, and scrapes his teeth up your neck to nip at your pulse point.
Yuuji lies beside you, honeyed gaze soaking in the tranquil curves of your dreamy expression. He strokes the hair at your temple with the care of a collector admiring his choicest possession; he can’t help but drag his nose across your cheek, blotting a kiss at the hollow behind your earlobe.
i haven't checked in in a while but i just came to say that i hope you will be doing well no matter what path you choose. i'm gonna be fucking sad to see you going if you choose to go but I hope you can feel better on other shores (or however the saying goes)
take care no matter what you do, you're a great person and writer, even if you don't believe my words
- 👻
i still have your last ask, i just never had the motivation to properly respond to it 😓
i have my post written up, im just waiting for my queue to finish pushing the last few posts out so that the last post is the correct one. thank you for your kind words, even if our time was brief <3
↬ choso, geto, gojo & ino x afab!reader | lucid love ↬ lucid love masterlist // jjk masterlist // ao3 version
cw: smut, reader has a vagina (more detailed description of genitalia), college au, drunk sex, cumdumpster, group sex, piv sex, blow job, rough sex, reader is called "doll" and "thing", sprinkle of degradation and dumbification summary: you've been dared to offer yourself as a cumdumpster during a party - and you're not a wimp. you haven't expected what kind of team is going to pay you a visit word count: 2.6k a/n: yes, i am aware this text is squeezed, i have run myself against my own word limit and i still crossed it ahem tag list: @thesacredfanfics
for a person who claims he doesn't want any more kids, toji fucks you like he wants to. pounding so deep inside you, with a strict no condom policy because it doesn't feel the same to him. you tried the pull out method but spilling his heavy cum at the entrance of your pussy was such a waste so he decides to grab your hips, his fat fingers digging into your skin as you feel him empty himself inside you. a soft sound of skin meeting skin every time his hips thrust against you, his heart pounding with pride. the risk that every time he cums inside you you'll get pregnant is something that makes him so hard, it's dangerous, but he can't help it. there's no other place his seed belongs but inside your warm cunt.
okay so like... on the topic of yuuji & scary movie stuff: he definitely offers to let u sleep over (in the same bed as him) after forcing u to watch the scariest movies bc he knows u dont wanna be all alone & terrified at home !!
whenever u turn around to nuzzle into his arms with a scrunched up face and whines during nightmares, he doesn't push u away. in fact, he encourages ur warm, sleeping body against him. & he has to bite down on his lip to stop the groans from him lips as ur writhe against him :3
omg youre so right... he offers to sleep on the couch but only because he knows you'll refuse to let him do that, he just doesn't want it to make it seem like he's forcing you to sleep with him :3
UGHH he's holding you, hugging you close and you just fit so perfectly in his arms, and you're so cute with the soft noises you make as you squirm and wriggle.. he can't help but hope that you'll keep moving like that, your warm body pressing against him in all the best ways. he watches you all night, admiring your face and chest and your thighs and ass and everything about you because you're so sexy like this. he definitely can't stop himself from touching a bit.. after all, it's only fair, right? his thumb slipping under your shirt to rub your bare skin, shushing you softly..... pulling you closer so your chest is against his, fingers so gently tracing the shape of your tits..
it's a long night for him, having a raging boner and not being able to deal with it. he doesn't want to slip away from you for even a second, not when you're so vulnerable and delicate and beautiful like this.
