this stage is a prison

@iniquitousyearning / iniquitousyearning.tumblr.com

formerly @slytherinslut0
Anonymous asked:

pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease could you possibly write a short little headcanon list/ oneshot for tom riddle? can be about whatever, i seriously have not been able to think of anything good lately !

i love u ๐Ÿฅบ hereโ€™s a weird little piece i wrote last night in a haze of cold medicine for falling inlove with tom.

title- boy left wanting.

โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”

you donโ€™t just fall in love with tom riddle.

you placate him the way you would a fire across the moor โ€” keeping yourself far enough to not be burnt but close enough to feel the heat of the molten and know itโ€™s only a matter of time before it spreads. engulfs. because tom riddle, above all else, is not a man to be snuffed out. not one who fades into a haze of ash and shadows. heโ€™s persistent. and when he has his mind made up, itโ€™s only a matter of time before you find his flames have spread under your feet, and began licking up your ankles.

your chest swells with the ache of it before your heart does. itโ€™s the knowing that comes first, slow and awful:

you are going to burn for this.

โ€œto love tom riddle, it is to let the monster in you feast.

and for tom riddle to love, it is to let the monster in him sleep.โ€

screaming crying throwing up. beautiful. all of it.

๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบi love you sm mar. thank you for reading. i missed u so much

Anonymous asked:

pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease could you possibly write a short little headcanon list/ oneshot for tom riddle? can be about whatever, i seriously have not been able to think of anything good lately !

i love u ๐Ÿฅบ hereโ€™s a weird little piece i wrote last night in a haze of cold medicine for falling inlove with tom.

title- boy left wanting.

โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”

you donโ€™t just fall in love with tom riddle.

you placate him the way you would a fire across the moor โ€” keeping yourself far enough to not be burnt but close enough to feel the heat of the molten at your fingertips and know, inevitably, itโ€™ll spread. engulf. because tom riddle, above all else, is not a man to be snuffed out. not one who fades into a haze of ash and shadows. heโ€™s persistent. and when he has his mind made up, itโ€™s only a matter of time before you find his flames have spread under your feet, and began licking up your ankles.

your chest swells with the ache of it before your heart does. itโ€™s the knowing that comes first, slow and awful:

you are going to burn for this.

for a while he exists in your life like a secretโ€”kept not out of fear, but perseverance. reverence. the kind old gods would carve into marble and bury under cathedral floors, whispered only when the wind feels brave enough to announce the contradiction heโ€™s become.

he holds holy in his palm in a way no unholy man should. and each time, you meet him like a confession: late, guilty, yet lacking in shame.

there is no kindness to him. not the usual degree, not the kind people wear in pleasantries. he offers up what he knows, when he knows he can, and presents it to you in fractions until heโ€™s confident youโ€™ll mathematize it all. heโ€™s patient. he listens. listens so sharply it feels like youโ€™re being taken apart with silk gloves. but itโ€™s the only way he knows.

woke up from a nap after work just to see a bunch of notifications from tumblr with your username on them and i legitimately thought i was dreaming or something ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ can't believe my wife came back to answer some asks and I MISSED IT.

i miss u so much i swear every day i think about you at least once (sounds creepy but it's not like that i swear ๐Ÿ˜ญ) i was really worried you'd delete your account and i'd never be able to read your works again ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

not sending this anonymously bcs i'm not afraid to let you know i miss u so damn much

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BELLA MY LOVEโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ i wonโ€™t delete this account lovie i promiseeee its not going anywhere. i had a really good break. i came back to a gazillion requests so i may just answer one or two since i love yall so much ๐Ÿค

i totally was thinking about you when i came back my love. thank you for the ask i hope youโ€™ve been so good xoxo ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜

I see those Sleep Token lyrics!!

Thoughts on Caramel?

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caramel split my heart in half for so many reasons. truly a personalized character break. itโ€™s beautiful and i resonate with some of the lyrics so itโ€™s been on repeat since it dropped but im so sad for them. iโ€™m sad this song even exists honestly. whatโ€™d you think love??

too young to get bitter over it all too old to retaliate like before too blessed to be caught ungrateful, i know so ill keep dancin' along to the rhythm this stage is a prison, a beautiful nightmare a war of attrition, iโ€™ll take what iโ€™m given the deepest incisions, i thought i got better. but maybe i didnt

Hello my dear! I would like to say you are very missed, but I hope your writing break is going well! I just waned to ask, are all your works in the riddlemas, kinktober, and quiet reckoning link?

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itโ€™s been going well my love. i did not take the time to relink all my old works so no ๐Ÿ˜ญ that is not all i have written on this blog.

i honestly am not tumblr literal enough to know how to direct you to them but maybe if you search certain tags like (tom riddle x reader, mattheo riddle smut etc) you can find them??? iโ€™m not sure tho im so sorry

Anonymous asked:

Just saying, if you ever write for any other fandom Iโ€™d love to read it. I know that self imposed pressure you feel is awful, but if it ever slips for a second and you post it here or reblog itโ€ฆIโ€™ll be sat.

send me a dm babe ๐Ÿค

Anonymous asked:

Hi! I know you no longer write for this blog, but do you still write in general? Sending love๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–

i have been writing elsewhere, yes. i been missing yall so thought iโ€™d check in and answers some asks bc i hate ignoring them ๐Ÿฅบ hope u been well babe

Anonymous asked:

hey, just realized you closed your blog. was missing you (very parasocial of me i know) and your posts so i came to check your profile and saw. hope your doing well!

๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘ˆ๐Ÿป๐Ÿฅบ you were missing me.

iโ€™m doing well baby. hope you are too xoxo ๐Ÿค

๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ž๐ž๐ญ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐›๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐žโ€™๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ ๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ฅ๐ž๐Ÿ๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ

my last letter, with love.

it is with an insurmountable amount of contemplation (that has, in turn, brought along an insurmountable amount of confliction and grief) that iโ€™ve decided i will not be continuing to write on this account.

time to rip the bandaid off, i suppose. i wont be getting into specifics because i dont want to bore you all to death - but this was a decision that was made after many weeks of life changes and a will for perseverance toward my ever changing writings desires. it is something that i feel has been coming for a while, as i have longed to write for other areas for some time and (because of unnecessary pressures i put on my own self) felt as though i couldnโ€™t bring myself to create that separation on this account.

i have loved watching this fandom grow, and be a part of its change. there are so, so many wonderful writers in this community that i know will continue to keep the boys alive and do more than adequate justice to them while doing so. i wish them all the best and hope this fandom continues to grow and thrive the way i have had the pleasure to witness thus far.

if i wrote out thank yous to every single person i have met and loved and cherished during my time on this account i would be here for 90 years - but just know that every connection and ounce of support you all showed me meant more than a world of love to me. this was a chapter in my life that i will forever be so grateful for as i never ever intended to even create a tumblr account when i first started writing, nevermind grow this one the way it did. from the bottom of my heart, i thank you all so fucking much.

little slytherinslut0 is so so grateful for all of you and forever will be. thank you for resonating with my passions so wholeheartedly. change is hard but life is full of it. please take care of yourselves. xxo

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