◟♡ ˒ ʾʾ you thought you were ready.
you had said you were ready.
but the moment the thick, flushed head of ichigo’s cock had pressed inside you, just barely stretching your entrance, your whole body tensed. the burn, the pressure—it wasn’t unbearable, but it was too much, and panic flickered in your chest like a small, sharp flame.
ichigo felt it immediately.
his grip on your hips tightened, his whole body locking up as he froze, holding himself completely still. his voice was tight, strained, but gentle. “baby?”
you swallowed hard, your fingers clenching around his shoulders. “…it’s too big.”
then—without hesitation—ichigo pulled away.
you shivered at the sudden emptiness, your walls fluttering from even that brief stretch, your body aching with something unfulfilled. ichigo collapsed beside you, one arm thrown over his face, the other gripping the sheets in a white-knuckled fist.
but he didn’t push. didn’t complain. just breathed, his cock throbbing against his stomach, flushed and leaking precum.
“…shit,” he muttered. “you’re tryna kill me, aren’t you?”
a soft, breathless laugh escaped you, though your face burned. “i—i’m sorry.”
ichigo groaned, dragging his arm off his face so he could look at you. “don’t apologize.”
your breath wavered. you knew he was holding himself back, that he wanted you, that he had been so close to finally taking you, but he had still stopped the moment you asked.
and that made the heat in your stomach coil tighter.
you hesitated, then whispered, “…can i watch?”
for a second, he didn’t move.
then—his hand twitched, slowly wrapping around himself, his fingers curling around the thick base.
“…yeah.” his voice was lower now, rougher. “yeah, you can watch.”
your thighs clenched together as you turned onto your side, snuggling against his arm, your cheek resting on his shoulder as you stared down at the way his hand moved.
his cock was so big—thick and flushed dark at the tip, precum glistening as it beaded and dripped down his shaft. the veins along his length throbbed beneath his tight grip, his fingers flexing every time he gave a slow, measured stroke.
the wet, obscene sloshing of his palm gliding over his cock made your whole body burn, heat curling up your spine.
ichigo groaned, tilting his head slightly, his voice tinged with amusement. “you’re staring.”
your breath hitched, your face burning. “i-i—”
his grip tightened, his pace quickening just slightly, his cock pulsing against his palm.
“shit,” he muttered, his voice strained, his breath breaking at the edges. “just thinking about how tight you were—fuck, baby, you barely even got the tip in, and you were squeezing me.”
your whole body shuddered.
his smirk deepened, his hand moving slicker, precum dripping down to his knuckles. “can’t wait for you to take all of it,” he murmured. “gonna stretch you open, get you nice and loose so you don’t have to whimper like that next time.”
your thighs clenched tight, a pitiful whimper slipping from your lips before you could stop it.
ichigo groaned, his cock jerking in his fist.
“oh, you like hearing that?” his voice was filthy now, teasing, breathless. “you like knowing how bad i wanna fuck you?”
your fingers clenched weakly around the sheets, your whole body trembling as you buried your face in his arm, whining softly. “s-stop talking like that—”
ichigo chuckled, his hips twitching slightly up into his fist, his cock pulsing. “nah,” he muttered. “i think you like it.”
his strokes turned rougher, his abs flexing as he chased his release, his teeth sinking into his lower lip. “you should see yourself right now, baby,” he groaned. “all shy, all needy—shit, i wanna ruin you.”
your breath was coming too fast now, your body burning too hot, your cunt clenching around nothing.
a low, guttural groan tore from his throat as his cock jerked hard, thick ropes of white spilling over his knuckles, streaking up his stomach as he came hard, his breath shattering in the silence.
you stared, entranced, watching the last few spurts drip down the length of his shaft.
for a long moment, the room was silent.
then—ichigo exhaled, his head tilting toward you, his grin lazy, satisfied.
“you,” he muttered, voice still rough, breathless, “are so lucky i love you.”
you whined, burying your face against his shoulder, your body still trembling, still aching.
ichigo laughed, rolling over and tucking you against his chest, his lips brushing against your temple.
“don’t worry,” he murmured. “next time, we’ll go as slow as you need.”