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The Beyonders Experience😭....

ummm.... so someone's lying to me and it ain't Ferrin.

Groddic, the leader of all conscriptors, was killed the first time he appeared in the book? Noo? Someone's lying to me, he wouldn't go down that easily, conscriptors are so hard to kill and you're telling me Groddic, the leader, died that fast?

He's on the cover of the book, he's supposed to be a problem, he's not dead. I mean hey, if he is, I'm not complaining. We just need to kill Maldor, I don't think we need the leader of conscriptors to get involved.

But how is he doing that? Would Groddic be dead from when we first saw him in the prologue? It's been 10+ years, well I guess not cuz Galloran is still alive, and 10 isn't thaat bad. But maybe Maldor put a preserve spell on him or smth, what if Groddic dies all the time or smth and Maldor uses Edomic to bring him back. (If so, I hope that the spell makes Maldor supper sick and he falls over and dies)

like ok😒 pack it up Groddic, take you and your shiny head somewhere else

um.... my point is, he's on the cover of the book, he was in the prologue, he's the leader of conscriptors, and he's bald, so therefore dont think he's dead.

AAAH BUT HIW IS HE GONNA COME BAXK???

Also, Thag. Guuuh I liked him a lot (AAAAHHHH)... I always read his name as Thang.... but now he's Thagone.... bring my boy back😭....

also, I started an animatic! (For Beyonders <3) This thing difficult as hell. I can't say it'll be done soon, but yah. ALSO I don't have any apps or whatever to add the song on, uumm,,, how do I do that? What apps should I use to import the sound on? If anyone has any recommendations :')

im sorry for visualizing this...

I wish I was illiterate.

I'm going to hit my head with a pan so hard that I get a concussion and forget the English language. And I'm going to make sure I learn a language that this book isn't translated in and never read this book again. Istg

I'VE BEEN SOBBING FOR 5 HOURS. GOD DAMN SOMEONE HELP ME. MY CHEEKS HAS BEEN ERODED FROM TEARS. IT BURRNSS MY EYES BURRN.

I CAN'T DO THIS! HES DEAD. DRAKE IS DEAD OHH OHWWWW HELP ME. MY HEART IS ABOUTA BLOW UP. OOOOOOOWWW

MY JOY. MY JOY IS GONE!! DRAKE, MY SWEET NOOOO!! HE DIED IN A MEANINGFUL WAY OOOH. MY NUMBER 1 WEAKNESS AAAAAAAHH!!!

every single one of his words hit so hard.

EVERYONE in a hundred mile radius was in danger when I read this. HIS LITTLE HOUSE IN THE VALLEY. THE NECKLACE. THOSE WHERE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WHOLESOME SCENES WITH DRAKE EVER. AND THEY GOT TURNED EVEN SADDER IN HIS DEATH.

"Give Rachle the necklace. Tell her.... tell her I'm sorry. Tell her..... I wanted to show her... my little valley. Tell her I tried."

that has me so bad.... oh haha, woopsies I'm abouta start balling again..... uuhmm.... I don't wanna finish Beyonders... oomf said if only gets worse, and that if I'm reacting like this over Drake's death.... then I'm cook so bad......

THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND ME THO. EVEN IF IT GETS WORSE. DRAKE'S DEATH IS ALWAYS GONNA BE NUMBER 1. HE WAS MY ONLY CHARACTER IM HYPERFIXATING ON. AND ALL I HAVE THAT SLIGHTLY CLOSE TO DRAKE, IF FERRIN. HE'S NOT HELPING THO. NOTHING CAN REPLACE DRAKE. AND AND OOOH SHOOT

RACHEL!!! SHE'S GONNA FIND OUT ABOUT DRAKE'S DEATH.

All the bonding between them, Drake teaching Rachel Edomic, Drake promising Rachel to take her to his old house in the valley, the necklace. THEY... ok lemme calm down.... they never got to say goodbye properly, Rachel literally voiced her concern that she might not see Drake again after they split up. She made Drake promise that he would come back, that they would make it out

Oh there I go, balling for the 11th time today....

IM NEVER GONNA GET TO READ DRAKE AND RACHEL TALK EVER AGAIN, NEVER INTERACT, BANTER PLAYFULLY, DRAKE IS NEVER GONNA RUSTLE HER HAIR. HER ADOPTED FATHER IS DEAD. SHES GONNA HAVE TO FIND OUT.

"I've done this before.... I'm past the reach of medicine" BECAUSE HE'S DIED BEFORE. HE KNOWS THE FEELING, HE KNOWS ITS OVER.

Him telling Farfalee he loved her too is so sad, they've been doing nothing but sibling bantering and.

GOD DAMNT IT IM SONBBING AGAIN. I CAN'T SEE. EVERYTHING IS BLURY!! IM SO FRUSTRATED BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY THINGS IN MY MIND BUT MY STUPID DUMB SELF DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO SAY IT.

I'll come back to this when my head is a bit clearer....

I have a confession to make.....😔

I stopped reading Beyonders for two weeks straight....

remember when I said I stop reading/watching when I suspect my fave character is gonna die and I haven't drawn them yet? And if I don't draw then before they die I feel guilty or smth?..... owwww welp that just happened....

Drake is literally done.

HE TOOK THE SWORD MEANT FOR JASON FROM THE LURKER. HES NOT MAKING IT OUT. ITS A LURKER ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!!?? GALLORAN ISNT EVEN HERE TO HELP OOOOOHH MY DAYS.

YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT THE ONLY PERSON IN HISTORY THAT SURVIVED A LURKER WAS THE BEST SWORD FIGHTER IN LYRIN AND STILL ALMOST LOST? AND HES NOT EVEN W THE GROUP. AND DRAKE ONLY HAS ONE LIFE LEFT AND HES NOT THE BEST SWORD FIGHTER INT HE WORLD??

oh haha, wait he can make it! The lurker just so happens to be Lurkey! Lurkey and Jason are friends, totally! Ya! All Jason has to do is ask Lurkey to leave them alone right?

Yaaaah Lurky and Jason don't have the BEST relationship BUT IT CAN WORK!

OOOH GOD NOOOO! LURKY IS NEVER GONNA COME TO IT'S SENSES. IT HAD A SWORD. MALDOR SENT IT TO KILL JASON! HES NOT A GOOD LURKER!

wait! Maybe it IS a good lurker! Lurkers get set free when they complete their job right? Lurkey did it's job, he messed with Jason, made him sleep deprived, made him have nightmares, killed innocent people in that one town. It did its job right? So maybe Lurkey is here to give Jason another sword to get ready for the war, ya! That's it! (lowkey delusional)

WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT! I GOT AN IDEA!

it's not likkke.... morally correct but I'm desperate.

DRINLINGS! THROW AS MANY DRINLING AS YOU CAN ON THE LURKER. THEY ARE PROBABLY GONNA GET CUT DOWN AND ALL DIE BUT ITS WORTH A TRY!

DRINLINGS ALSO ARE OBSESSED WITH SACRIFICING THEMSELVES TO HELP OTHERS! IF JUST LIKE, 40 DRINLINGS JUMP AT THE LURKER MAYYYYBEE JUUUST MAYYYBEEE THEY COULD KILL IT AND MAYYYBE DRAKE COULD LIVE!

NO BUT THEY CAN'T DO THAT BECAUSE IT TAKING ADVANTAGE OF THE DRINLINGS. GAAAAAH!!! AND THEY LITERALLY NEED AS MANY DRINLINGS AS THEY CAN GET FOR THE WAR

WAIT. ITS ACTUALLY OVER FOR DRAKE.

Brandon Mull set up EVERYTHING so beautifully for Drake's story to come full circle and die, he gave us (me) hope with this:

giving us just one more sweat interaction before things go so horribly down hill. And the fact that after this chapter, the next chapter is when Drake might die...

It really fits Drake's character though. Despite Drake, Jasher, Farfelee and the others agreeing that who ever the lurker picks would just have to try to survive on their own, Drake would of course intervene for Jason. Of course, Drake, the one with one life left, the one determined to end his life in a way that would help others, the one who only ever left Harthenham to improve himself because of Jason, who got a new purpose BECAUSE of Jason, would take the sword for him...

sorry for cutting mid fight, I'm not allowing myself to read any further, I stopped right there cuz I'm too scared to read. So I could basically be ranting and freaking out over nothing, I don't know if Drake is gonna die in this chapter, not yet at least :(

OH SHOOT! NOOO NO NO O NONNO NOOOOO. I ACCIDENTALLY READ SOMETHING I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO. WHY DIDN'T I JUST CLOSE THE BOOK GOD DAMN.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN "Drake coughed wetly" ???? IS HE COUGHING OUT BLOOD??? DID HE JUST GET STABBED??? OOOOH MY GOOOODDD NOOOOOO!!!!!

WAIT WAIT WAIT!! DID THE LURKER THOW HIM OVER THE SHIP INTO THE WATER??? ok lemme think.

if Drake got thrown over board, it's literally over. the waves of the ocean at Drake's disadvantage, and the lurker able to walk on water could easily spear Drake with his sword through the water and kill him.

But what if the lurker threw Drake over board to get to Jason again, what if it's getting rid of interference? Jasher also intervened, if the lurker killed Jasher, would he crush the amar so he can't grow back? If an Amar Kabal is a target for a lurker, would the lurker keep coming back every time the seedman grows back? Is there this kind of ping that keep the lurker on the seedman until they use all their lives?

Did Maldor put in a special request to not bother with anyone who's not the original target? Is Jason going to have to face the lurker despite Drake and Jasher's attempt to help? Is Drake gonna keep throwing himself on the lurker to save Jason? Is he going to get more desperate every time the lurker ignores him? Is the lurker gonna keep pushing past them to get to Jason?

I'M OVERTHINKING THIS. NOTHING EVEN HAPPENED YET.

I also wanted to mention:

Brandon Mull really knows how to write his characters, I know it's his job, but Brandon Mull writes child character so well.

Jason is always trying to do his best and help his team in dangerous situations even in spite of fear; but at the end of the day, Jason is still a kid, he's still 13, how much more could he possibly take? He's seen people die in front of him, some friends, some innocent strangers, he's been tortured, isolated, and nearly killed himself. He is not getting out of this without any lingering traumas and issues, it's to late now to not be effected by any of this. He is still a kid, he still gets scared.

But now that I've drawn Drake, there is no getting around it..... I've been ignorant for too long now, tonight..... I will finish the chapter....

its not like I have a choice cuz my friend will literally kill me if I stall any longer......

I can't with Drake's nicknames....

this scene is so good >m< the cutest and most wholesome scene ever. My number #1 favorite part of the book 1 2 and 3..... but I bet this is foreshadowing something......

Drake!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHH

+ eeviile Drake >:]

cuz the euebrow haha

+ "the dead wife light"- friend

"Go towards the light" :(

FALSE. he is not gonna go towards the light.

EXCUSE ME????? THIS IS SO GOOD. HE GOT GIANNI??!?!??!?

THE SCREAMING. THE GUITAR. GABRIEL'S LINES THE GUITAAAARR!!!!

SORRY I JUST NEED TO MAKE A COMPLETE LIST OF ALL MY FAVES RQ

Aster, Norval, and Gamester were absolute joy and favorites when I started this series, but now I don't even know if the fandom cares about them or even remember them😭

I mean 2 of them are dead and Gamester only appeared in the beginning of book one, informed Galloran of Aster's death, then never seen again only to very briefly appear in the beginning of book 2, and then disappear again.

I didn't put this trio in 1# cuz APPARENTLY they aren't important characters.... (THEY ARE THO)

HUZAAA (who taught him how to use a phone??😭)

+context ;]

KAZAAAAAM!! (bleh)