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taking drawing/doodle requests (open)
don't be weird please and thank you π
Update! It's going to take me a bit to get to work on this stuff cus of school and other shit I can't get into rn
Spectrum of overwhelm, now in triangle form due to popular demand
Spectrum of overwhelm, now in triangle form due to popular demand
a thing I have been trying to remind myself of is the fact that if I dont do or get a full 100/100 points on a test, exam, essay, or project
I'm still doing what is considered the bare minimum, in sense
and I have been trying to apply that to other stuff, and what I would consider the bare minimum
what I mean is like,
doing everything perfectly or 100/100 on whatever I am given does not mean it is the bare minimum
it's hard to explain in a sense I think
in my head I see 100/100 or a perfect score on something as meaning the bare fucking minimum
or
'Perfect/100% = doing everything exactly as you are told, or doing what is expected from you/bare minimum'
I think school has skewed on what I see in my head as "the bare minimum/what you are expected to do"
this kind of (probably not ok mindset) has affected a lot of aspects of my life
big example of that being how I make, interact, and chat with friends/family/other people
I have been told before that I am really kind, respectful, and considerate of other feelings
even if I barely know them or actively hate them
because in my eyes
I am being a decent fucking person
I am doing what I have been told is the "bare minimum" expected from a kid like me
I think this is still an issue I have in my head or life or whatever that I still have to work on
because I realize more and more every day that it is actively harming me from the inside out
and I have to fix that
a thing I have been trying to remind myself of is the fact that if I dont do or get a full 100/100 points on a test, exam, essay, or project
I'm still doing what is considered the bare minimum, in sense
and I have been trying to apply that to other stuff, and what I would consider the bare minimum
what I mean is like,
doing everything perfectly or 100/100 on whatever I am given does not mean it is the bare minimum
it's hard to explain in a sense I think
in my head I see 100/100 or a perfect score on something as meaning the bare fucking minimum
or
'Perfect/100% = doing everything exactly as you are told, or doing what is expected from you/bare minimum'
I think school has skewed on what I see in my head as "the bare minimum/what you are expected to do"
this kind of (probably not ok mindset) has affected a lot of aspects of my life
big example of that being how I make, interact, and chat with friends/family/other people
I have been told before that I am really kind, respectful, and considerate of other feelings
even if I barely know them or actively hate them
because in my eyes
I am being a decent fucking person
I am doing what I have been told is the "bare minimum" expected from a kid like me
I think this is still an issue I have in my head or life or whatever that I still have to work on
because I realize more and more every day that it is actively harming me from the inside out
and I have to fix that
a thing I have been trying to remind myself of is the fact that if I dont do or get a full 100/100 points on a test, exam, essay, or project
I'm still doing what is considered the bare minimum, in sense
and I have been trying to apply that to other stuff, and what I would consider the bare minimum
what I mean is like,
doing everything perfectly or 100/100 on whatever I am given does not mean it is the bare minimum
it's hard to explain in a sense I think
in my head I see 100/100 or a perfect score on something as meaning the bare fucking minimum
or
'Perfect/100% = doing everything exactly as you are told, or doing what is expected from you/bare minimum'
I think school has skewed on what I see in my head as "the bare minimum/what you are expected to do"
this kind of (probably not ok mindset) has affected a lot of aspects of my life
big example of that being how I make, interact, and chat with friends/family/other people
a thing I have been trying to remind myself of is the fact that if I dont do or get a full 100/100 points on a test, exam, essay, or project
I'm still doing what is considered the bare minimum, in sense
and I have been trying to apply that to other stuff, and what I would consider the bare minimum
what I mean is like,
doing everything perfectly or 100/100 on whatever I am given does not mean it is the bare minimum
it's hard to explain in a sense I think
in my head I see 100/100 or a perfect score on something as meaning the bare fucking minimum
or
'Perfect/100% = doing everything exactly as you are told, or doing what is expected from you/bare minimum'
people are literally so boring a male character will kill 10000 people and steal candy from babies and theyll be like omg thats my king! but a female character is rude once and theyre like i hope she dies violently
reblog to support female characters violently killing people
never thought ms paint would be a nice place to fuck around
honestly surprised at how amazing it is to draw in it
not because of the quality of it or whatever (bc imo I don't use half the brushes because they feel like shit to me, tho idk maybe I'll use them more in the future)
just the feeling of it is what gets me to keep coming back
the simplicity yk?