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Hi welcome to my page. I will mostly post my random thoughts on anything really if I know about it or I'm just thinking about it. I will probably also post about fandoms I'm in or my WIP book.
Anyway if you do come across my page I hope you enjoy and like what you see. Have a good day/afternoon/night depending on where you are in the world. <3
What kind of job do people with POTs have? I work as a cashier and I'm really struggling cause it's so hard on my body. Someone please help I can't do the standing for 9 hours everyday. I've applied to so many remote jobs and I've heard back from very few and they then have told me I don't meet their criteria and I can't drive bc of my pots. I have no idea what to do anymore.
I am so sick and tired of adults looking at me and saying I'm too young to have the chronic illnesses I have. I KNOW I AM 20 I SHOULDN'T FEEL LIKE IM DYING EVERY GODDAMN DAY! And the fact that I told my new boss (I work a part time job) and he was like okay we'll figure it out now I'm fucking working almost a full time on a part time salary. I am not going to kill myself by working these hours if I'm not getting paid what I'm worth. I got sent home today because I passed out and it's been hours and I still feel like complete shit. I'm trying to find a job that works better with my POTS. I've been sent home the past 3 weeks bc I keep passing out. I can't fucking do this shit anymore
I am not taking a risk
Not risking it pals
U know what I want potato of luck
Damn right Iโm reblogging. See previous post re wrath of whatever from high atop the thing.
I'm not risking anything after the week I've had
Disclaimer I am not saying I am the first one to write this or something like it I have seen many people do so. I am just relating it to my ex. I love you all. You are important. And have a good night/ morning/ evening
Why is my mind such an evil place? How can I learn to think before I speak when I learn by being shown and not told? How can I learn to love when all the love I've seen has been toxic and failed? Why can't I just be normal? Normal would get me loved. Normal would make me sane. Normal would make me feel less evil. Normal would make me think before I speak. Normal is what I need.
So I've been diagnosed with bipolar 1 for a couple months and I don't know much about it. I know a therapist or phycologist (I think that's the right doctor) can help explain but insurance is a bitch to fight with. But I was wondering if paranoia is actually a part of the symptoms? I've only seen it on a couple lists when I've been reading things about being bipolar and was just curious. I also have anxiety and always thought it was just that and it may be but after seeing that I wasn't so sure. Please help.
date a man who loves you. date a man who adores every inch of you. date a man who would never let you go. date a man who would turn himself in when you reject him. so you'd always know where he is and where you can find him. date a man who would display an anatomically accurate organ of a heart that you broke in the middle of a church in italy.
