악몽 같은 내 현실은...no escape🐾💮🩷

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Welcome to my masterlist! 💜⭐

Hey pookies, I'm Lili—infamously known as Jeno's wife. My ult group? NCT, all freaking units, but right now, Dream has my whole heart. My ult biases? Chenle and Jeno, obviously.

I write for NCT, The Boyz, RIIZE, aespa, and SEVENTEEN. No smut (I suck at it, maybe one day), but I love writing all kinds of stories! My requests are always open, so send them in.

{I will be extending my masterlist as I continue writing for the mentioned grps}

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Happy Anton day💖💌!!! A short cute drabble for my pooks.

You peek around the door of the practice room, trying not to giggle when you spot him—Anton, sitting criss-cross on the floor, messy hair pushed back with a headband, cheeks flushed pink from dancing, and the tiniest pout on his lips as he scrolls through his phone. He looks so adorably tired.

Quietly, you step in, holding a small pastel-colored box behind your back.

He looks up the moment he hears your footsteps. His face lights up. That tiredness? Gone. Just like that. “Babe?” His voice is laced with disbelief and joy all at once. “What are you doing here?”

“Did you think I’d miss your birthday?” you tease, walking over and kneeling beside him. “I come bearing gifts.”

“Wait—no way.” He sets his phone down, reaching for the box with wide, excited eyes. “You got me something?”

You hold it just out of reach with a grin. “Kiss first.

He doesn’t even hesitate. He leans forward and presses a soft, lingering kiss to your cheek, then your nose, then finally your lips. He smiles into it, like he knows he’s your favorite person and isn’t afraid to act like it.

“Now that’s what I’m talking about,” you say as you hand over the box.

He opens it like a kid on Christmas morning—inside is a tiny cake with his favorite flavor, a candle already stuck in the middle, and a folded note with a handwritten “I love you more than you love ramen.”

He laughs—that laugh you love, the one where his eyes scrunch and his dimples show. “You’re so cute it hurts.”

You shrug, smug. “I know.”

You pull out a lighter from your hoodie pocket. “Go on. Make a wish.”

Anton sits up straighter, palms together in front of the cake like he’s praying. Then he peeks one eye open.

“Can I say it out loud?”

You nod, and he grins bashfully. “I wish I get to celebrate all my birthdays with you.”

You roll your eyes, blushing so hard your ears burn. “You’re so mushy today.”

“I’m allowed—it’s my birthday!” he declares, then blows out the candle dramatically.

After that, you both sit on the floor, eating bites of the cake off one spoon, his head resting lazily on your shoulder. He slips his hand into yours, intertwining your fingers and playing with your rings like he always does when he’s feeling extra clingy.

“You smell like vanilla,” he mumbles into your neck.

“You smell like sweat,” you say back, scrunching your nose—but you don’t move away.

He just hums. “You still love me though.”

“More than ramen,” you reply, kissing the top of his head. “Always.”

Anonymous asked:

If you’re open to writing mafia-inspired fics, please write one with mafia boss!jaemin who is known to be very cold and ruthless to others but becomes a total softie to his wife and babygirl!!

But if it’s something out of your comfort zone, feel free to ignore this!!!! 😅

Hey, sorry for answering this so late. But I will definitely give it a try. Hope you'll like it🌸🩷

Don’t say it

You weren’t supposed to stay this long.

It was always an unspoken thing—show up late, leave before the morning hits too hard. But somehow you’re still in his bed, wrapped in his sheets, eyes locked on the curve of his bare shoulder glowing in the dim lamplight.

Yuta breathes slow, steady. He’s awake. You know he is.

“Why are you staring?” he mumbles, still facing the wall.

You roll your eyes and lie back. “I’m not.”

He turns over lazily, his skin brushing against yours, arm slung across your waist like he forgot it wasn’t allowed. “You always stare after,” he murmurs, lips dangerously close to your jaw. “What are you looking for?”

You swallow thickly. God, why did he always do this? Act like he could read your thoughts and then pretend it didn’t mean anything?

“I’m not looking for anything,” you lie.

He hums. “Liar.”

Then it happens—his hand slides beneath the sheets, over your bare hip, pulling you in like gravity. Your breath catches. He kisses you slow, like he’s trying to memorize your mouth, like you’re something he’s not ready to lose.

And that’s the problem.

He likes you.

He really, really does.

But he never says it. And neither do you.

Because you told yourself a long time ago that if he wanted you—really wanted you—he wouldn’t have started whatever this is with no rules, no labels, just hot nights and colder mornings.

You were never going to be the girl who begged to be chosen.

Even if every time he touched you, it felt like he already had.

Yuta presses his forehead to yours, breathing you in. “Why don’t you ever stay?” he asks suddenly.

You blink. “I’m here right now.”

“Yeah, but you always leave before I wake up.”

You freeze. It’s not like you never wanted to stay. You just didn’t know if he wanted you to.

“You’re the one who never asks me to,” you say quietly.

His hand stills on your waist. “That’s not true.”

You look away, already retreating into your shell. “It’s fine. I get it, Yuta. You don’t have to say anything.”

He sits up, brows furrowed. “What if I want to say something?”

“Don’t.”

Your voice cracks just a little. Because if he says the wrong thing, if he looks at you with pity, if he says this was never supposed to go there, you won’t recover. You’ve been through enough rejection to know better than to hope.

But then Yuta leans in, eyes soft but intense.

“What if I’ve been trying to tell you for months?” he says. “And I just didn’t want to scare you off?”

You blink. “You’re not serious.”

He laughs under his breath and cups your jaw. “I’m dead serious. I thought… maybe this was all you wanted. And I didn’t wanna lose even that.”

Your heart stutters. “You thought I didn’t want more?”

“I thought I’d ruin everything if I said it out loud.”

You stare at each other for a long beat—like something heavy just cracked open between you, but instead of it being messy, it feels relieving.

So you kiss him. This time not like you’re burning. But like you’re healing.

The next morning, Yuta wakes up to sunlight pouring into the room, your leg tangled with his, your face buried in his chest.

You didn’t leave.

He smiles against your hair, pressing a kiss to your forehead.

“Stay again tonight?” he whispers.

You nod, eyes still closed.

And just like that, everything shifts.

No labels. No pressure. Just two people who were too scared to say love—until it finally stopped being scary.

Honestly, I'm so mad everytime I think about how SM mistreats Ten. Like he literally can't have a second to shine the way his supposed to until motherfucking SM ruins it.

They keep sabotaging him everytime he has a comeback. Last year they made his and Taeyongs schedule collide, this time they did the same with Mark. It's not fair to him, pple didn't even know bambola was out cause they literally released it then changed their profiles to Mark, same with last year with Tae.

It doesn't make sense as to why they feel the need to release +82 pressin tomorrow, Marks album is literally in April and we have one week to Ten's album release. They could just focus on promoting Ten's album first then do Mark's. That's just disrespect to the artist. They could have literally released+82 pressin after Ten's album is out but who is SM.

Like LET TEN SHINE BRO!!!

Boyfriend!jaehyun domestic thread

aka soft moments that make you believe love is real.

bf!jaehyun who insists on doing skincare together every night, even if you're already half-asleep, because “we glow better as a team.” he pats toner onto your cheeks and kisses your nose when he's done.

bf!jaehyun who always places your slippers by the bed so your feet don’t get cold. and when you forget to wear them, he picks you up and carries you to the bathroom like a sleepy little royal.

bf!jaehyun who leaves sticky notes on the fridge like “drink water, my love” or “you’re the prettiest part of my day” with a tiny peach doodle because he calls you that.

bf!jaehyun who holds your hand in the grocery store like it’s the most natural thing, comparing cereal brands with a serious face, then suddenly kisses your temple because “you just looked so cute.”

bf!jaehyun who folds laundry while humming softly, matching your socks carefully. when he finds one missing, he launches a full mission to “rescue the lost sock” and acts like it’s heroic.

bf!jaehyun who always pulls you into slow dances in the kitchen when your favorite song comes on. swaying on the cold tiles, his chin on your shoulder, whispering, “i could stay like this forever.”

bf!jaehyun who lets you steal the covers and still wraps himself around you like a blanket, pressing sleepy kisses to your neck and mumbling, “love you… so much” in his morning voice.

bf!jaehyun who makes tea and puts it in your favorite mug even when you didn’t ask. he hands it to you with a proud smile like he saved your day. “for my queen,” he says, cheesy and completely serious.

bf!jaehyun who helps you build IKEA furniture with a confused look and too much faith, muttering “we got this, babe” even though the shelf is absolutely upside down.

bf!jaehyun who never lets you go to sleep upset. he climbs into bed with snacks, plays your comfort playlist, holds your hand, and whispers, “we’re okay. we’re always gonna be okay.”

When Jennie said "DONT BORE US, TAKE IT TO THE CHORUS" I felt that. like when I'm reading some fanfics it takes too long to reach the good part, like why are we still describing the weather and we're in the 5th paragraph...

Also obsessed with Jennie's album, she def served CUNT!!!

Request from anon: I don't know if you wanted this way, but still hope you like it(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡.

(>'-'<)“Why are you treating me like someone that you never loved?”

Scenario: amnesia au | angst, heartbreak, longing

He sits across from you in the hospital garden, hands fidgeting with the sleeves of his hoodie. The same hoodie you bought him for his birthday. The one he wore on your first anniversary.

But now, he doesn’t remember any of that. Doesn’t remember you.

Not your name. Not your touch. Not the way he used to whisper “I love you” like it was second nature.

He’s polite. Distant. Like a stranger. And it’s slowly, cruelly, killing you.

You try to smile as you hand him his favorite drink. “You always used to love this.”

He takes it hesitantly, eyes scanning the label. “Thanks…”

No warmth. No affection. Just blank politeness.

“I—” Your voice trembles. “Do you still not remember anything?”

He looks away. “They said I might not. Some memories just… don’t come back.”

Your chest tightens. His fingers used to tangle with yours without thought. Now they don’t even reach.

And it breaks you. Everything you’ve held back finally spills out.

“Why are you treating me like someone that you never loved?”

It comes out sharper than you intended. Almost accusatory. Almost desperate.

Jisung freezes. The straw stills between his fingers.

You don’t speak again. You just look at him. Waiting. Pleading. Wishing.

He swallows, eyes meeting yours for the first time that day.

And something flickers there. A glimpse. A pang. Like a ghost of what once was.

“I…” he says softly. “I don’t know why it hurts to see you cry.”

And maybe—just maybe—that’s the start of him finding his way back to you.

(●'◡'●)“Can you love me now?”

Scenario: exes au | he pushed you away, but he's back

You don’t expect him to show up at your door. Not after what he did.

Not after the way he let you go so easily.

But there he is—Park Jisung, taller than ever, heart in his throat, hands shaking slightly as you stare at him like a ghost.

“I thought you were in Japan,” you whisper.

“I was.”

You wait. You don’t ask him why he’s here. You don’t let your guard down, not this time.

“I shouldn’t have left like that,” he starts, voice low, regret soaked into every syllable. “I thought… I thought you’d be better off.”

You laugh—bitter, sharp. “You don’t get to decide what’s better for me.”

“I know.”

There’s a beat of silence. He looks at you like he’s memorizing you all over again. Like he’s been starving.

“I still love you,” he says quietly. “I never stopped.”

Your heart clenches. Because you tried to stop. God, you tried.

He steps closer, slow like he’s afraid to scare you off.

“Can you love me now?” he whispers.

You don’t answer. Can’t. Because your chest is tight, your eyes sting, and every part of you is screaming yes and don’t you dare at the same time.

But the way he looks at you—like you’re the only thing he’s ever prayed for—makes you wonder if second chances aren’t always a mistake.

Bf!Anton...

You don’t know when the realization hits harder—when he walks out of the bathroom shirtless, towel slung low on his hips, water dripping from his hair, or when he’s curled up on the couch in his hoodie, rubbing his eyes and mumbling half-asleep sentences like a literal baby.

Anton Lee.

Your boyfriend.

Your boyfriend.

Hot. Fine. Ridiculously cute. Somehow both a menace and a comfort in one perfectly built body.

And you? You just stare at him from across the room, cheeks warm, blinking like you're still trying to process the fact that this is real life. That he wants you. That he loves you.

He notices the staring, of course. He always does. And like the little smug punk he is, he smirks.

“What?” he asks, voice low and teasing as he approaches, still drying his hair with the towel. “You good, babe?”

You blink again, eyes flicking from his toned torso to his annoyingly perfect face. “I just don’t get it.”

Anton raises a brow, settling on the edge of the bed. “Don’t get what?”

“How I pulled you,” you say bluntly. “Like… look at you.”

He chuckles, cocky but affectionate, leaning forward to rest his hand on your thigh. “You’re really gonna act like you’re not hot? I should be the one asking that.”

You roll your eyes, but your heart’s doing little backflips in your chest. “No, but seriously. You’re like—model-tier fine. And then you smile?It’s insane. Sometimes I look at you and wonder if you fell out of a webtoon or something.”

Anton grins wide now, dimples deepening, the kind of smile that makes your knees weak even when you're sitting down.

“Babe,” he says softly, dragging his fingers along your jaw until he’s cupping your cheek. “You pulled me ‘cause you’re you. Smart, funny, sexy as hell, and a little weird—which I love. And honestly…” He leans in, brushing his lips against your ear. “The way you look at me like I hung the stars? It makes me wanna ruin you every night.”

Your breath catches.

He pulls back just a little, eyes dark and playful. “Still confused about how you pulled me?”

“...A little less now.”

“Good.” He presses a kiss to your lips—slow and lazy like he’s got nowhere else to be but here, melting into you. “'Cause I’m yours. No confusion.”

You’re still blushing, still kind of reeling from his words when he suddenly shifts, crawling up the bed toward you with that look in his eyes.

That look that says I’m yours, but you’re mine too.

“I don’t think you really get it yet,” Anton murmurs, voice a little deeper now, lips brushing the shell of your ear as he cages you against the pillows. “You sit there looking at me like I’m some dream—but have you seen yourself?”

His hand slides up under your shirt, slow, tracing the curve of your waist like it’s his favorite thing to touch (because it is).

“Do you know what it does to me when you smile?” His thumb grazes your skin lazily. “Or when you wear my hoodie and nothing else?”

You suck in a breath, eyes locked on his as he hovers just above you. He’s close—too close—but you don’t want space. Not from him.

“I think about you all the time,” he whispers, kissing your jaw, your neck, every inch he can reach. “When I’m at practice, when I’m on stage, even when I’m tired as hell—I’m still thinking about how fast I can get back to you.”

Your fingers tighten in his shirt.

He leans in more, lips barely touching yours, but not kissing you yet.

“And you still wanna sit there acting like you don’t deserve me?” he breathes, brows raised, a teasing smile on his lips.

You swallow hard. “Maybe I just like hearing you say it.”

Anton chuckles—a low, dangerous sound that makes your stomach flip.

“Oh, baby,” he smirks, finally kissing you. Deep, slow, possessive. “Then you better listen close…”

He kisses you again, firmer this time.

“...You’re the only one I want.”

Another kiss.

“You’re the one I dream about.”

His hand slips lower, making you gasp softly.

“And you pulled me because no one’s ever made me feel like this.”

He finally settles beside you, pulling you into his chest like he can’t stand not being close, lips still brushing yours between words.

“Pretty girl,” he whispers, “I don’t ever wanna hear you question it again. You’re it for me.”

And just like that, the room is warm with his presence, your heartbeat syncing to his, and all you can do is hold on tighter—because how did you get so lucky?

Spoiler: He’s thinking the same thing.

Till Death Do Us Part

Request from @hameesstuff, hope you like it, i didnt know how to end it so i left it at that😥💗. Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. The story, characters, and events are purely fictional and created for entertainment purposes. Any resemblance to real people, places, or events is purely coincidental. Additionally, this story contains themes of loss, grief, and betrayal, which may be triggering to some readers. Reader discretion is advised.

The wedding had been perfect.

Soft candlelight, ivory flowers, the gentle hum of string instruments. The kind of night that felt like a dream, like something you’d remember with warmth for the rest of your life. Jaehyun had smiled at you through the ceremony, eyes full of love, hands warm against yours. When he kissed you, the world had faded, leaving only him—only the promise of forever.

But forever never came.

The reception was still in full swing when it happened. One moment, Jaehyun was laughing, hand resting against the small of your back, whispering something about sneaking away early. The next, a gunshot rang through the air.

The sound split through the celebration, shattering the fragile peace of the night.

Jaehyun staggered.

At first, you thought he had tripped, that maybe it was a firecracker, a champagne bottle popping too close. But then his body slumped forward, and your hands, once intertwined with his, came away wet and warm.

Blood.

“No—no, no, no—” Your voice broke, catching in your throat as you dropped to your knees, pulling him against you. His suit—the suit you had picked out together—was darkening, the fabric soaking up crimson like a sponge.

His breaths came out uneven, shallow.

“Stay with me,” you pleaded, pressing your hands against his chest, trying to stop the bleeding. “Jaehyun, please, please stay—”

His fingers curled weakly around yours. “I—” His lips parted, but whatever he was trying to say drowned in the gurgle of his own blood. His eyes searched for you, locking onto yours like he was trying to memorize your face one last time.

Then, the light in them faded.

The world blurred.

Screams, sirens, the sound of bodies moving, pushing, yelling. None of it registered.

Jaehyun was gone.

And your wedding night had become his death anniversary.

The Funeral

Korean funerals weren’t just about mourning; they were about honoring, remembering. Jaehyun’s was held at a funeral hall, guests dressed in black hanbok or dark suits. White chrysanthemums were arranged neatly around the altar, their fragrance heavy in the air.

His parents sat near the front, his mother barely holding herself together. You had barely spoken since that night. You weren’t sure if they blamed you, but a part of you blamed yourself.

The monks chanted prayers, their voices deep and steady, but they did nothing to quiet the storm in your heart.

You stepped forward, holding a small bowl of rice and a pair of chopsticks. Your hands trembled as you placed the chopsticks upright in the rice—a symbol of feeding the dead, of sending him off with warmth in the afterlife.

Tears blurred your vision as you bowed deeply, forehead touching the cold floor.

“I’m sorry,” you whispered. “I’m so sorry.”

You weren’t sure if you were apologizing for his death or for the fact that you didn’t know how to live without him.

As guests paid their respects, Johnny was there too, standing near the back, watching everything unfold. He had been investigating the case since the night Jaehyun died. You had gone to him desperate for answers, desperate to find the person who had stolen Jaehyun from you.

He had promised you justice.

You had believed him.

Two Years Later

Time had dulled the sharpest edges of your grief, but the wound never truly healed. You had learned to function—to wake up, to eat, to breathe. To exist.

And somehow, in the midst of that, Johnny had become your lifeline.

He had stayed by your side when the nights were unbearable. He had held you when the memories suffocated you. Somewhere along the way, his presence became less of a comfort and more of a necessity.

And then, one day, he kissed you.

You had pulled away at first, guilt curling in your stomach like poison. But when he looked at you—so patient, so understanding—you had let yourself fall.

You married him a year later.

It wasn’t the same. Nothing could ever be the same. But you convinced yourself it was enough.

Until tonight.

The Discovery

The house was silent, the kind of silence that felt suffocating.

Johnny had fallen asleep beside you, his breathing slow and steady. You should have been asleep too, but something gnawed at you, a quiet unease sitting heavy in your chest.

You slipped out of bed, walking barefoot through the dimly lit hallway, intending to get a glass of water. But as you passed Johnny’s office, something made you stop.

The door was slightly open.

It wasn’t usually open.

A chill crept up your spine as you pushed it wider. Papers were stacked neatly on his desk. Files. Case notes. And in the center of it all—Jaehyun’s wedding suit.

The fabric was darkened with dried blood, but there was no mistaking it. The same suit he had worn when he collapsed into your arms. The same one stained with his last breaths.

Your heart stopped.

This didn’t make sense.

The police had taken everything as evidence. His body, his clothes. You had never seen them again.

So why was it here?

Behind you, a floorboard creaked.

Slowly, you turned.

Johnny stood in the doorway, his face unreadable.

His eyes flickered to the suit, then back to you. His expression didn’t change. No shock, no panic. Only an exhale, slow and measured, like he had already known this moment would come.

"You weren’t supposed to see that," he said.

Your blood turned cold.

You swallowed, forcing your voice to stay even. "Why do you have this?"

Johnny didn’t answer right away. His fingers tapped against the doorframe, as if considering his words. Finally, he sighed.

"Because I was the one who pulled the trigger."

The room tilted.

Your breath hitched, your knees nearly giving out beneath you. The world slowed, and for a moment, all you could hear was the roaring in your ears.

"No," you whispered.

His gaze softened, almost regretful. "I didn’t want you to find out like this."

Rage burned through your veins, but your body wouldn’t move. You could only stare at him, at the man who had spent months by your side, the man you had turned to for answers, for comfort. The man you had married.

"You killed him." The words felt foreign in your mouth.

"I had to," Johnny murmured, stepping closer. "It wasn’t supposed to be like that. He wasn’t supposed to die in your arms. But I couldn’t let him have you."

A shudder ran through you.

You had grieved with him. Cried in his arms. Let him hold you through the darkest nights, never realizing the very hands that comforted you were the same ones that had stolen Jaehyun’s life.

"I loved you," he continued, voice eerily calm. "I gave you time. I gave you space. I let you mourn him, thinking that one day, you’d finally see me."

His fingers brushed against your wrist. You recoiled, the touch suddenly unbearable.

"You were never supposed to find out," he repeated.

Terror gripped you.

The door was behind him. There was no way out.

"You killed my husband," you whispered, voice shaking. "And you think I could ever love you?"

Something flickered in his eyes—something dark, something final.

"I do love you," he said. "And that’s why I can’t let you leave."

Your breath caught.

The realization settled like ice in your veins.

Johnny had taken Jaehyun from you.

And now, he wasn’t going to let you go either.

Anonymous asked:

i have these two phrases/prompt stuck in my head and i was wondering if you’d write some scenarios using them 🥺 they remind me of a misunderstanding or angsty trope because every time i think of them a wave of hurt and sadness just passes through my body ❤️‍🩹

“why you treating me like someone that you never loved?”

“can you love me now?”

i have a couple members in mind (jaehyun, jaemin, jeno, jisung, haechan) but i thought i’d leave the final picks up to you!! i love your writings so much and i’m always excited to read more from you 🙇🏻‍♀️

Oh, these phrases hit so hard for an angst-heavy misunderstanding scenario. I already feel the heartbreak brewing. 😭

I’ll come up with some painful, emotionally charged scenarios for you—maybe a mix of cold avoidance, unspoken love, and desperation. I think i'll do Jisung this time(yay,first jisung drabble) .

Give me a sec to put your heartbreak request into words. ❤️‍🩹

Heyyy! hope your doin well, i was wondering if you could perhaps write a story where yn's husband jaehyun dies on their wedding day and she turns to johnny, the infamous detective for finding the killer. Months pass by, a year later, she finds herself falling for johnny and even marries him. On their wedding night, as she goes for a glass of water, steps into johnnys office, shook to find the suit jaehyun wore on their wedding day bloodied. You can end it anyway you want. Lmao this is so trash, you dont have to do it if you dont want to. Thank you :)

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GADDAM!! I wasn't ready for the plot twist lmao, but it's not trash at all, I'm going to work on it when I find time. Thanks for the request pooks🤭💗.

Across the World for You

request; Thanks anon for this request, i LOVE me some desparate jeno (✿◠‿◠). DAMN, I REALLY IM A SUCKA FOR JENO.

The breakup was supposed to be mutual.

It was supposed to make sense—Jeno was drowning in schedules, and she was across the world, chasing her own dreams. The time zones, the missed calls, the lonely nights… it all built up until the inevitable happened. They agreed to end it before the distance broke them completely.

But it didn’t work.

Weeks passed, and Jeno couldn’t escape her. She was in the songs he listened to, in the places they used to go together, in the way he absentmindedly reached for his phone only to remember there was no longer a 'good morning' text waiting for him. She was in the ache in his chest every time he saw a picture of her—smiling, glowing, looking like she was doing just fine without him.

He wasn’t fine. Not even close.

So, he did something reckless.

One moment, he was staring at her latest performance clip, replaying the way she moved, the way her voice wrapped around every note like it was meant to be heard by him alone. And the next? He was on a plane, crossing continents with nothing but a duffel bag and the desperate hope that she’d still want him.

When he finally stood outside her apartment, nerves clawed at his throat. What if she had moved on? What if she didn’t want to see him? What if—

Before he could spiral further, the door opened.

She stood there, eyes wide, breath caught in her throat as she took in the sight of him. Jeno, standing in front of her doorstep like a dream she hadn’t allowed herself to have. He looked exhausted, winded, like he had been running through storms just to get to her.

"Jeno…?"

His breath came out unsteady. "I tried to live without you," he admitted, voice raw with emotion. "I can’t. I don’t care how far you are, how busy we get. I just… I need you. Please."

She didn’t say anything at first. Just stared at him with too many emotions swimming in her eyes—shock, disbelief, longing. But then, her lips trembled, and before he could overthink, she was pulling him in, wrapping herself around him like she never wanted to let go.

Jeno exhaled sharply, arms locking around her, his grip desperate, almost painful. His fingers dug into the fabric of her hoodie, clinging to her like she might slip away if he didn’t hold tight enough.

“I hate you,” she whispered against his shoulder, voice cracking. “I hate you for leaving, for making me think I could actually live without you.”

His hand cupped the back of her head, threading into her hair as he pressed his face into her neck, inhaling deep, as if trying to remember the scent of home. "I'm sorry," he murmured, lips brushing her skin, his voice breaking against her pulse. "I swear, never again."

She pulled back just enough to look at him, her hands sliding up his chest, feeling the way his heart pounded beneath her touch. His eyes—God, those eyes—were glassy, filled with something raw and aching.

"Say it again," she breathed.

"Never again," Jeno promised, his thumb ghosting over her jaw, tilting her chin up. "I love you. And if I have to cross the world a hundred more times just to prove it, I will."

Her breath hitched, and then his lips were on hers.

It wasn’t soft. It wasn’t careful. It was everything they'd been holding back—weeks of longing, sleepless nights, every whispered "I miss you" that never made it past their pride. His hands roamed, desperate to memorize the shape of her again, to convince himself that this was real, that she was real.

And when she kissed him back just as fiercely, fingers tangling in his hair, pulling him closer until there was no space left between them, he knew.

She was his, just as much as he was hers.

No distance, no time, no circumstance would ever change that again.

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