wait, what? he's ascending? without us?

@jesushatesmyguts

there's something inside me that just hurts all the time / "𝐴𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑎𝑑? 𝑅𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤?" - "𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑑. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝐼'𝑣𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒."

𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒅

● she/her ● 30 ● neurospicy🌶 ● ace spectrum ● super sensitive ● ur local crybaby ● silly goose 🪿 ● leftist ● music lover ● binge watcher ● currently learning to set boundaries ● my asks and dms are open :-) ● tag me if u can! (I love tag games) ● mentally ill (kinda self explanatory since we're on tumblr lol) ●

this blog ain't got no theme, it just represents the chaos in my brain :-)))) enjoy!

stay weird be kind

OKAY THANKS BYE 🏳️‍🌈🤓

i hate being self aware because i know what my brain is doing and why but i cannot make it stop

Looking at your file here it seems there's a very apparent interplay with your emotional state and your physical body. Have you ever heard of the trauma response? Basically, our bodies can get stuck in a negative feedback loop. Our subconscious can repeat patterns from the past which can have a pretty drastic effect in our biology.
Essentially, your mind is making you sick.

"I never see you at the club" well I never see you at the therapists office bro and you are deeply unwell.

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