Kestrel wish

I love how my "formula" for posting here is just

1: get invested in a weirdly niche thing that barely has an active following anymore

2: draw a whole bunch of art for it and post it all at once

3: accidentally disappear into the void for months at a time.

4: repeat, this time likely with an even more niche interest.

I should really work on that sorry I just haven't been posting art much recently because I haven't been proud of it enough to share.

Also btw just because i've mostly stopped posting stuff and rambling on tumblr and other stuff to a huge degree doesn't mean i've stopped liking stuff a concerning amount . I'm just waaay quieter about it. But i can assure you i'm still here, sitting and staring blankly into the void absolutely paralyzed with blorbo thoughts. recently it's mostly been about Bee and Puppycat. Like this.

I've been drawing still but it's mostly for myself and it's mostly my favorite little guys 100 times a month it's not that interesting.

I did not expect my life to lead up to me drawing my fursona sitting down kinda hunched over eating a sweet potato in ms paint. I thought about how much i wanted one and then a mental image came to mind and i had to make it real. 20 years of life and experience led up to this btw

Why

Electric and flying is the best Pokemon type combination ever and I will die on this hill. You can't look at Emolga and pom pom Oricorio and even Wattrel and tell me otherwise, they are perfect and silly.

Less than 5 weeks >:) Honestly i saw it soon after you asked but i've been to lazy to respond i'm so sorry dude. Just been staring at the inbox notif like a senile dog would stare at a corner every time i get on. My bad. I didn't know about that song before, but now that you've introduced me to it I wish i knew it sooner. 10/10 pretty silly song. Totally unbiased, obviously. Has everything i could ever want. Repetition, a fun vibe, and most importantly , carpet . I feel like if i had to pick a song to represent them though it'd be the ceiling by lemon demon specifically one part from like, 11 seconds in to 42. This

Well maybe like both Carp and Kess hard to talk about one without the other it's like a bonded pair of puppies you can't separate them c'mon 😒 but , you get my vision here right.

WHY AM I ON THE EPIC DENS LIST???? HELLO??

Well okay then??

it appears that the wild Kestrelwish has once again taken a moment to deliberately change their profile picture, only to not actually post anything of substance and then promptly scamper away like a startled wild animal that heard a branch snap. Tragic.

SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT THIS I'M SORRY Can you try and show me later maybe so i don't forget i read it and i don't think i can mark it as unread to have the inbox notif thing and i'll keep forgetting again

Guess who's main hard drive died! This guy B) So, all my old art files are gone that's cool. ;-;

You ever ( like a few times in a row, consecutively ) lose to a random person in Lego brawls to the point where you have to exit the lobby and stare at your screen for like 8 seconds in both awe at how good they are and in disappointment at your own skills at the game. Needless to say i have been humbled. I don't know who tf Anonymous Marauder is but i am horrified and impressed. Whoever that is scares me.

Wish the Lego plushies weren't made of the worst material known to mankind. I have two of them ( A blue classic spaceman guy that i modified just a little bit and Cole from Ninjago I am a woefully predictable guy. Want to get the Emmet one too, the one that was made for the second lego movie(?) eventually. he looks so ugly. 💔 ) and they're so silly they look great, if a bit pleasantly misshapen, as all good plushies are, of course. The embroidered details look absolutely fantastic and bold and well done and they're great plushies overall but holding them is absolute agony why must they be so crunchy. Once again I am plagued by the curse of sensory issues. Why must something look silly and friend shaped but touching it being like rubbing paper towels on the nerves of my teeth. I desire to hold a little fella and yet I cannot, must be content with merely looking. 😔 Very uncool. Also for some reason there's no Zane one from my knowledge? If there was I would definitely have one but there isn't. Hence me having the Cole one he's my second favorite he's also Awesome. I don't know why, though? Looked a few times i can't find records of an official Zane one anywhere. Cowabummer. If anyone knows why there isn't one I would to know. It just seems like a strange absence, but that might just be a 'me being not normal about him again' thing than anything. Like, why, though? They have at least one of a good chunk of characters, even if they may be on the older side. So sad, no love for my favorite nindroid guy that's also very uncool. At first i assumed it might have be like a details thing where it'd be too hard embroidery wise to justify making; especially if they went for one of his more robotic designs and not a more 'human' cloaked one. Since the lines on his face might complicate things but Sora's is incredibly detailed design wise even for her face markings , and she has a plush. So , not really not sure what that's all about. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Maybe it's more of a demand thing, which would be fair. Like, ofc there'd be less demand for him compared to like, Lloyd or Kai they're quite marketable, or for the newer main characters like Sora and Arin, in that case that makes sense to me. That's the most likely reason i'm assuming. Anyways C'mon Who do i have to bribe at Lego to make them consider making an official one for him. pspsps i'll offer up my soul. One wonderful vaguely human soul up for grabs pspsps c'mon. Not like I use it much anyways. I Yap about this often on other things i get stuck back on this like a broken record , if you can't tell already. Very normal about plushies. Totally don't think they're cool or anything. Sorry for the long yap session yes this is what I will post instead of spending time doing productive things, like making art or at least typing out a funny thought i am so sorry. Need to spend time better.