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ॐ असतो मा सद्गमय, तमसो मा ज्योतिर्गमय, मृत्योर्मामृतं गमय।

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sirius | they/them (non-binary) | 20 | intp | aquarius | slytherin | indian (marathi) | "im bi actually" | main: @siriusblack-the-third

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a little about me~

Welcome to my side blog! I'm Sirius— a BA Philosophy student, bookworm and book dragon, science nerd, tharki and all round idiot. My native tongue is Marathi, and I can speak Hindi, Urdu, Gujarati, English and French. I'm a Fashion Girlie™ (gn) and obsessed with aesthetics and all forms of art.

I'm currently learning classical dance and teaching myself to read nasta'liq (people who can speak Urdu but can't read it raise your hand lol). I'm a feminist and proudly an LGBTQIA+ person.

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Fandoms I'm part of~

BTS | Red White and Royal Blue | A Good Girl's Guide | Harry Potter (f*ck jkr) | Bollywood music | Hozier | Halsey | Percy Jackson | Billie Eilish | AC/DC | Agatha Christie | Sherlock Holmes (books) | BBC Sherlock | The Shiva Trilogy by Amish

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DNI if you are~

Queerphobe, transphobe, bot, supporter of Joanne K Rowling, racist, anti-feminist, or any other type of narrow-minded nonsense. DO NOT DM ME UNLESS YOU ARE A MUTUAL BECAUSE I WILL NOT REPLY.

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if you want to read my fics/prose/poems: #amrut-writes for the old ones and #sirius-writes for the new

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The Elle Woods Mindset

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Legally Blonde is a film duology released in the early 2000s (2001 and 2003 respectively) that trains the spotlight on the vivacious and fabulous Elle Woods, a college going young woman from a rich household, and her journey to become a successful, formidable lawyer. Although I was born after the films were released, I watched them with my cousins at the age of eight, and since then the character of Elle Woods has been fascinating to me. Even all these years later, I will never turn down an opportunity to rewatch the films, simply because they are just so good.

Elle Woods, played by actress Reese Witherspoon, is introduced to us as a seemingly ditzy, pink obsessed stereotypical blonde who believes she is about to be proposed to by her boyfriend, Warner Huntington III. However, contrary to her belief, Warner breaks up with Elle, because “if I’m gonna be a senator, I need to marry a Jackie, not a Marilyn”. This sets off a series of events in which Elle proves to be one of the best written characters of all time, and her mindset is the driving force behind her actions.

So what is the Elle Woods Mindset?

It is quite simple, really: if you want something, go get it.

You might ask me, “what do you mean, Kali? It can’t be that simple!” and you would be right. Of course it is not that simple. The trick is, the Elle Woods Mindset makes it that simple.

Elle Woods, in her misguided attempt to get Warner back, decides to get into Harvard Law School, a notoriously difficult goal to achieve. She talks to her counsellor, notes down what she needs to do to be accepted into Harvard, and she simply… does it. A “heck of an admissions essay”? No problem, Elle is on it! A minimum 175 out of 180 on the LSATs? Elle scores 179 out of 180. The minute she hears the towering heights she needs to reach to even set foot into Harvard, the only thing she says is, it can’t be more difficult than having to judge a tightie-wightie contest, and honestly, that is so obnoxiously fabulous of her.

Elle Woods décides to do something, and she just does it. She works hard to get the 179 on her LSATs, reading textbook after textbook and solving mock test after mock test in the loudest and most active environments she could find, foregoing parties and hangout’s with her friends in favour of studying. She works and works, filling notebooks and notebooks with her practice, and she earns that 179. Hard work— effort— is a core tenet of who Elle Woods is, and it shows throughout the two films.

This effort, this ability to work hard for what she wants, stems from her belief in herself. Elle has incredible confidence and self-assurance, and that leads to her belief that she can get whatever she wants. Now, if she does not doubt herself, if she believes that she will get her way, why would she ever hesitate to work for it? That’s right, she would not. She is optimistic about everything, despite hitting a few bumps in her road, and even if she does sometimes doubt other people’s motives and actions, she soon shakes it off and reaches for her dream with even more determination and grit than before, and that is what makes her so successful in everything that she does. She never lets anyone’s opinion of her shape who she is or what she believes, and does everything with the mindset that because she will achieve her goal one way or the other— because there is no possibility of her not getting what she wants— she has no problem working to get it.

No matter how many people try to come between her and her dreams, she never lets anyone’s harsh words or actions affect her confidence and her faith in her own abilities and strengths. Her will to work stems from her faith in herself.

Of course, that is not the only trait of Elle Woods that is admirable. Elle is unfailingly kind to everyone she meets. Time and time again, we see her helping people in any way that she can, we see her intelligence in the way that she handles everything life throws at her, we see her creativity, her liberalism, her compassion. These same qualities attract people to her, and her friends are genuinely the best, always ready to help her just as she helps them. Elle is, I repeat, one of the best written film characters of all time.

I hope this little piece of writing encourages both you and I to go for our ambitions and work for our dreams, to embody Elle’s kindness and determination. I hope we all learn this lesson and utilise it in daily life, and start believing in ourselves just like Elle does.

Thank you for reading!

Choke On Your Choices

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Where does your anger sit, child? In your body, where does your anger go? Where does it accumulate? Where does your anger burn you from the inside?

Does it sit in your heart, where it heats up your blood right at the source and makes you want to cough up your lungs?

Does it go to your stomach? Tear through the lining of your stomach and release the acid into the rest of your body?

Does it gather at the base of your spine, raring to propel you forward and act on the burn that courses over your nerves?

Your navel, perhaps? Deep inside your belly, in the intestines, where it roils restlessly and churns viciously, where it makes you want to vomit up your meal?

Your hands? Does it make your palms scratch, does it make them itch, wanting to be wrapped around someone's neck? Does it make your fingertips crackle, wanting to dig them into someone's jugular and rip it out, spraying crimson everywhere?

Your anger, child, tell me where it sits! In return, I will tell you where mine collects.

My anger sits in my throat. My anger clogs up my windpipe, makes it impossible for me to speak the things I want to speak, and I thank whatever deity I can think of; if I were capable of speaking out all of my anger, I would wreak destruction.

My anger collects and sits in my throat and shows in the snarl of my lips, in the flexing of my fingers, in the sudden stiffness of my spine. It gathers and gathers and gathers, and I don't let it out.

I don't let it out, and I have people say to my face "you're always so happy," and "you're so cheerful," and I want to scream in their face.

My happiness is deliberate. My anger begins in my core and sits in my throat, but I stuff happiness down my gullet with greedy hands in a desperate attempt to drown out that anger.

I grab onto happiness with clawed fingers, deliberate and obstinate and contrary, because the world might have wanted me angry and raging but I refuse to be anything other than exactly what I want to be. The world might have thrown disaster after calamity after catastrophe in my face, but I will smile because I can, because I want to, because I refuse to let my anger overtake me.

And so my anger sits in my throat. It can thrash all it wants, but I won't set it free.

Tell me a song you like that’s eerie. Not creepy or scary, but eerie. Spotify is being no help lol and I’m trying to make a playlist with eerie vibes. Think like, We Know What You Whisper from black panther.

"im tired of living through major historical events" is now "dear lord please let me witness a high profile political assassination in the next 1-2 years. amen"

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I’m turning 20 in 12 days. I haven’t grown at all in these years…

.. yeah, the feels hit right around this time. I know it feels like you e stagnated darling, but that isn't it at all.

Truth is, a certain part of you will remain constant— or at least, it will seem so to you, even though you have changed more than you could ever have imagined. There is no such thing as lack of change, lack of growth.

Time makes fools out of all of us, changing us and making us grow without us even realising it. There is no permanent state of self. Trust, Raman: you're changing. You're developing. You're growing.

Although it might not be obvious to you, it is to me. Happy birthday in advance, Ramanie. Love you.

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Forget Orpheus and Eurydice, I want the kind of love Savitri and Satyavan had.

The pure devotion in choosing to follow the God of Death to wherever he took her husband’s soul, the intelligence required to debate morality and law and virtue and righteousness with the God of Dharma, the patience required to travel and travel and travel on foot for dozens of kilometres out of spousal obligation, the refusal to leave her husband, the willingness to follow Satyavan down to the underworld and stay there with him if need be, the subsequent tricking of Yama into returning her husband’s soul to his body… that is what I want. That is the kind of love I want to give and receive. I want a happy ending.

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