NAMED LATE //teaser

.・゜゜・PAIRING : cook! Haknyeon x ex soccer player gn! reader

.・゜゜GENRE(S) : strangers to lovers, fluff, angst, high school! au

.・゜WARNINGS : food, culinary club, childhood trauma, mentions of a curse(?), illness, character death, probably swearing, inaccuracies with school + school clubs; there are quite a few time skips!, tba (it's a kidult collab fic, come on (T^T))

.・TAGS : @wooyoung-a ; @deputyjuyeon ; @cloudykyu ; @sunfics ; @yourjaylaks ; @stealanity ; @moonchildfics

. NOTE : this is partially connected to both Kidult and In our next life times !! still might have some inaccuracies/loopholes which I apologize for 😭 I planned some stuff around that which might end up being false so just a heads up! also there's REALLY a lot of time skips!

556words

by june 30, 2022

kidult universe collab by @hvae

"I'm gonna be honest with you, Haknyeon, I actually ditched my friend to come to the clubroom today… Even though I expected it to be empty" he almost choked on the sip of milk tea he was in the middle of, swallowing it with a cute expression that could be connected with the one of worry, confusion and a bit of pain, before he could manage his reaction. Despite your gaze being glued to the cup in front of you, he looked straight at you. Or maybe through you.

"Why didn't you go with them?"

"Well it's nothing weird, but I wanted to get to know you better… You finally gave me the opportunity to do so."

"What do you mean!? I was never against getting to know you?" he was almost offended at your assumption; knowing very well it was accurate "In fact I wanted to get to know you as well..."

"Oh really!? If that's the truth, why didn't you approach me sooner, huh? Why were you stuck acting like an opposite-sunflower for like a month before talking to me for the first time?" your sudden boldness shocked even yourself, however it seemed to help Haknyeon finally open up and communicate. With a heavy weight pressing onto his airways again, he decided on an appropriate answer.

"I- Well now that you say that, I hoped you wouldn't notice; but I guess it was that obvious…" he made a long pause, puffing his cheeks out with a tight lipped smile "I have a good reason, but I'm not sure that I wanna admit it out loud quite yet. Let's just say I was scared, for the time being."

Without pushing the matter further, you simply looked at him in curiosity, but patience, taking a big sip once more.

"If that's what you're comfortable with, so be it. However do know I'm good at keeping secrets."

"I'll keep that in mind, thank you." he beamed at your reassuring smile, eyes turning into tiny crescents with the light still reflecting in them.

He made it a new goal to finally confess to you why exactly he ran from you in the beginning.

Named Late : Many years after his last days spent in the day care, Haknyeon comes across a person carrying the name that has severely scarred him before. Stuck between the dark past and last bits of hope remaining in him, he grows a wish to change the bad connotation of the name - and decides to rely on you to make it a possibility. Hopefully, this time it'll work?

NSFW: MDNI

[6:04AM]

warnings: suggestive, pathetic angst

Six in the morning leads to downturned gazes and shared silence after an unexpected night of hooking up with your ex in the backseat of his car.

You're comfortably settled in your lap, legs dangling off to the side as your side presses firmly into his chest.

Kevin drums his fingers against your back, a loving yet saddened look on his face. His chest still heaves from earlier, and he looks at you with hope glistening in his eyes. It quickly dies down when he realizes that you and him can never be together no matter the circumstances. You two are too perfect to end up as one, so he's doing all he can to treasure the moment brought upon him on his special day.

Your head gracefully drops onto his shoulder with your nose brushing against the crevasse of his neck every time you shift. It isn't hard to notice how you've startled Kevin due to your unexpected motions considering his own movements have stuttered thanks to the tickle provided by your breath, but he doesn't halt his little habits. The rain that patters against his windows follow rhythmically with the tapping on your back, and occasionally he'd run his fingers up and down.

“I'm sorry,” you say, allowing your eyelids to flutter shut.

“It's okay.”

“We've broken up months ago.”

“I know.” Kevin rests his head on top of yours, securing your position by looping an arm around you to keep you close. “I was there, dummy.”

“It's wrong. This, what we did, was wrong.”

"It was.”

Silence trails after his dry response, but then he speaks up, voice hoarse after the hours you've spent with him.

“I never moved on anyway, so I don't mind.”

You can tell he's trying to lighten the mood, but it only breaks your further.

“God, I basically used you,” you murmur, but he cranes his head to have his plump lips meet your damp cheeks, reassuring you with the simple kiss.

“Consider it my birthday gift.”

“Kevin...” You pick up your head to look at him, but he quickly rejects whatever you planned on saying with the shake of his head.

“It's okay. Whatever you have to say, it's okay.”

“You don't deserve this.” Your seriousness makes him gulp, and he averts his eyes elsewhere.

“Look, I consented, yeah?” Hesitantly, Kevin takes a strand of your hair and places it behind your ear, avoiding your gaze while doing so. “If I become hurt, it'll be me to blame because I'm the one who took you inside my car when you were broken and gave you an extra shoulder to lean on...and sure, I did more than give an extra shoulder, but it was me and my doing, okay?”

You take in his words, processing them with every passing second.

“...I never wanted to hurt you. I never want to hurt you.”

Kevin purses his lips as he rests one of his hands on your thigh, brushing his thumb against your skin as he thinks.

“It was...out of your control. You can't control the way you feel, and neither can I. I just managed to get the bad end of the stick.” A bitter chuckle cuts off his words, and he's shaking his head once again in disbelief. “It's just how life works.”

“I loved you,” you say sincerely, looking at him with glossy eyes. “And I never want you to believe otherwise. I loved you, Kevin. I really, really did.”

He sucks in his cheek and gently gnaws on it. His eyes flicker back and forth between you and the windows of his car before shutting them tight, rather wanting to deal with the emptiness the blankness provides. With a deep breath, he whispers.

“I know.”

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i'll take the gun right out the safe put it up against my head and blow my brain 'cause i'm fuckin' paranoid ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ

Daffodils.

Changmin X reader, hanahaki! Au, 725 words of pure angst.

A/N: hi lovesss!! Long time no Drabble! I hope this is good after not being able to write for a while hehe…

Thanks to @kurosism for beta-reading <3

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Dear Ji Changmin,

ALEXA PLAY YOU BELONG WITH ME BY TAYLOR SWIFT

synopsis. you've been so excited to attend the camping trip dedicated to the members of the school's council, but little did you know eric sohn could simply ruin it all with just his presence

pairing. student!eric x genderneutral!reader

genre. enemies to lovers, camping au, angst, fluff

warnings. profanities, short-temper

word count. 1k

perspective. second person limited

author's note. originally this was supposed to be a timestamp, but i ended up writing a tad bit more than expected. regardless, matty, i hope you enjoy this :]

requested by. stealanity

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<3

[11:27AM]

“I don’t think sneaking out of the cafeteria is a good idea,” you mumble as you pick the sandwich off of your tray, cringing at the sight of it before putting it back down. “I knew I should’ve brought my own lunch.”

With a sigh, you allow your head to fall back against the lockers. It feels out of place to be eating lunch in the middle of the hallway, but Jacob sits right beside you, completely content with his decision.

“Blame the school. It’s their fault for expecting all students to fit in one cafeteria,” he retorts. He watches you with a raised eyebrow before slyly snatching your sandwich when you aren’t looking.

“Okay, sure, whatever. I’m not against breaking the school rules, but you do know that no one knows we’re together, right?” You turn your head to look at your lover, lips contorting into a pout. “What if someone walks past us? What if that person is someone we know? So what then? What if we get caug-”

You’re interrupted with Jacob’s lips on yours, unexpectingly pulling you in for an intimate kiss.

“I’ll do that,” he nonchalantly responds after parting from you. He takes a bite out of the sandwich he stole, completely ignoring your shocked state, before continuing to speak with a full mouth.

“And if someone walks by, I’ll just make it longer.”

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[6:03PM]

Rapid steps crash down the stairs after you yawn rather loudly from the couch in the living room, and the next thing you know you have your boyfriend’s arms draped around your neck from behind.

“Does this mean you’re finally done working?” Donghyuck questions, a sparkle of hope glittering his pupils when he gazes at you in anticipation.

“I told you I’d let you know when I’m done.”

With the shake of your head, you remove your eyes from your laptop screen in order to spare him a glance. You take your time to gently press your lips against his cheek when he does his best to suppress an obnoxious whine due to being impatient. At this point, you would’ve taken him as a toddler with how much he’s trying to hold back the urge from stomping his foot with his bottom lip jutting forward.

“I just have a few more emails to respond to,” you whisper, meeting his gaze and graciously landing another peck on the tip of his nose.

A frown falls upon his face, and he readjusts to set his chin on top of your head whilst squinting at the work presented on your laptop.

“I hate it when you’re productive,” he mutters.

You turn back to your screen and pull up the other emails you’ll have to address for your company. “Overwatch can wait.”

“Overwatch cannot wait!” he argues. He then shoves his face in your hair. “Not when Jeno is being a shitty teammate.”

“Are you’re saying I’m any better?” you snort, fingers typing away as you try to get Donghyuck to detach himself from you. 

“Yes, in fact, you are. You’re impeccable. Talented. Amazing. Gorgeous. Love of my life. The literal definition of perfe-” You shove his face away before he could continue.

“Stop distracting me, loser.”

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